Special Female Soldier

Seeing Lin Wannian admitting his failure with guilt, Lin Yanxi felt more and more that she had made a big mistake all these years.

She looked at him with guilt in her heart, "Dad, you didn't fail, it wasn't you who was wrong, it was me, and I have been too ignorant all these years."

Lin Wannian shook his head, "Why, you have always been a good boy."

"It's just that children of your age are different from us. They all have their own ideas and plans for their own lives. Don't say that I am not your biological father, even if I am, I shouldn't interfere with your life."

Lin Yanxi was not in a hurry to explain this time, and shook her head after a while, "Dad, to be honest, I did blame you at the beginning, but after so many things, I don't blame you anymore, and I can understand you .”

"I was really ignorant back then. In fact, going to the military camp was really the best choice. If I hadn't gone to the military camp, I wouldn't have figured it out so quickly."

"Actually, now I want to understand. I like painting and I want to go my own way, but since I went to the military camp, I have to do it well once I put on the military uniform. At least I won't make myself regret it, and I don't want to let it You are disappointed."

Speaking of this, Lin Yanxi paused, and suddenly laughed, "Perhaps you wouldn't have thought that when I came back this time, I thought about having a good talk with you."

Lin Wannian was taken aback for a while, and then asked, "What do you want to talk to me about?"

"Of course it's my business." Lin Yanxi finally relaxed at this moment, "My business can be kept secret from others, but it's not a secret to you."

"You also know that several comrades in the Lone Wolf Squad are all professional soldiers. It can be said that it is a special team composed of professional soldiers, but I am the only one who is special."

"When I first joined the Lone Wolf Squad, I was even a little perfunctory. Even if I wanted to stay, it was just to win the breath, but then slowly, I found that I fell in love with the Lone Wolf Squad and liked being with them. The feeling of fighting side by side.”

"When I really handed over my back to them and went to the battlefield with them, I suddenly found that all the previous contradictions and dissatisfaction disappeared in an instant. He rushed out with his life in danger, and even got injured without complaining."

"I thought at the time that maybe I wouldn't have such a feeling anywhere in the world, except in the military camp."

Lin Wannian listened for a long time before he nodded, "Yes, the military camp is indeed a place different from any other place, it can really change a person's values, and it can also completely change a person. "

Lin Yanxi smiled lightly, "Maybe I'm one of them!"

"This time the team went to Southern Xinjiang for training, and experienced some things during this time. When I saw... the comrade who was smiling at me a moment ago fell in front of me, I would feel guilty and feel that I was useless."

"Although I have figured it out these days, I still dream about them occasionally, and I still think that if I am stronger, maybe they will be fine."

While talking about this, Lin Yanxi couldn't help but looked up at Lin Wannian, "Suddenly, I don't want to be so simple anymore, otherwise, when I look back on these days in the future, I will definitely regret it."

Of course Lin Wannian could understand her feelings, and patted her on the shoulder lightly, "I can understand you, I think people who have experienced life and death may have such feelings."

Lin Yanxi nodded slightly, "Dad, maybe I'm not a professional soldier, but I want to try and see how far I can go."

"Are you serious?" Before Lin Wannian could say anything, Mother Lin suddenly interrupted and asked.

Lin Yanxi nodded seriously, "I'm serious."

The two looked at each other, and in the end Mother Lin was defeated, and sighed helplessly, "Since you want to, then do it, this time we... will not interfere with you."

"But that's good, at least it's fulfilling your mother's wish. Seeing your refusal to be a soldier for so many years, we thought there was no hope, but we didn't expect you to change your mind."

Hearing Mother Lin mentioning her again, Lin Yanxi felt sad for a while, but after some hesitation, she asked, "She... always wanted me to be a soldier?"

Mother Lin nodded, "I've been taking care of you since she left."

"I remember at that time, you didn't like to play with other children, but you liked to sit in the corner and hide in the corner with a paintbrush to draw. I was still saying, this child is really like her father, maybe he will grow up to finish it He has no dream to fulfill."

"But I didn't expect that she shook her head and said that she really doesn't want you to be like your father. If she can, she hopes that you can live a simpler life, and she also hopes that one day you can see you in military uniform."

"Maybe you can't be a good soldier, maybe you can't be a professional soldier all your life, but a military life can make you stronger. She hopes you have such a memory in your life."

At this point, Mother Lin paused for a moment, and then continued, "Although she said that, but based on my understanding of her, I think she wants you to make up for the regrets of your biological father in this life!"

"His life is actually... very tragic. He gave up his ideals for this uniform and to go to the battlefield, but what happened happened, and his future was ruined. I think he must be full of heart when he left. Unwilling."

"But no matter how unwilling you are, once you take off your military uniform, you will have no chance to put it on again, so not only does she want you to fulfill their wish one day, but she has been working so hard herself, let alone in that situation. Still sticking to the front line.”

Lin Yanxi was a little startled when she heard this, and it took her a while to ask, "Is this also one of the reasons why you sent me there?"

Lin Wannian hesitated for a moment, then nodded, "Your biological mother died, and Lin Jianwen has been gone for so many years. Although I believe he is still alive, there has never been any news."

"They're not here, but the more they are like this, the more they want to fulfill their wishes. Although I know it's unfair to you, but..."

Seeing what he wanted to say, Lin Yanxi hurriedly shook her head to interrupt him, took a deep breath and said with a smile, "Dad, don't say any more, I understand everything."

While talking, he took Lin Mu's hand with one hand, and Lin Wannian's with the other hand, "Mom and Dad, you don't need to talk anymore, I understand, I really understand all your painstaking efforts."

Mother Lin's eyes turned red when she heard this, tears almost fell down.

When Lin Yanxi saw her, she quickly reached out and hugged her, "Actually, no matter what my background is, and whether you are my biological parents or not, in my heart you are my parents, now and forever!"

After hearing this, Mother Lin couldn't control it anymore, she avoided her eyes and quietly wiped away her tears.

Lin Wannian also sighed with emotion, took a deep look at her, but said nothing.

After talking with them, not only Lin Yanxi finally thought about it, but also Lin Wannian's heart that was always on his mind was relieved.

And really didn't sleep much all night, now that the talk is over, I can finally rest at ease.

After arranging for Lin Wannian to rest, and persuading Lin's mother to go to the lounge, he was relieved to see that both of them fell asleep in a relaxed manner.

He stared blankly at them for a while, but then laughed.

Although she also didn't sleep all night, Lin Yanxi didn't want to sleep at all at this time.

To her, this day and night really had different meanings. Maybe she really figured it out now, but her heart was still a little confused.

But I can't blame her, think about who has experienced such a situation, originally a good family of three, although the father is a bit strict, but apart from complaining occasionally, Lin Yanxi has no other dissatisfaction, or even anything else idea.

But she never expected that suddenly, her parents became adoptive parents, her biological mother sacrificed, and her father left and there was no news, and whoever was in her position would definitely not be able to accept it.

So Lin Yanxi's current situation is really good.

But at this moment, sitting alone in the hospital lobby, seeing the people coming and going in front of him, with either happy or sad expressions on his face, he couldn't help feeling a little dazed.

"Why do you sit here alone and look stupid?" But at this moment, someone suddenly came over, asked and slapped him.

Lin Yanxi dodged subconsciously, then looked up to see him throwing down his crutches and sitting down.

Glancing at him, Lin Yanxi finally came to her senses, "Didn't the doctor tell you to rest more, why are you still running around?"

"I'm so boring in the ward by myself." Bai Liqing shook his head, but then he gave Lin Yanxi a dissatisfied look, "And some people said they would come to see me again, but there was no one .”

Hearing his words, coupled with the dissatisfied expression on her face, Lin Yanxi burst out laughing, "I just didn't go for a day, why are you exaggerating?"

Bailiqing snorted coldly, "Take it as if I don't care about you going, but you think some people don't mean anything, so you need to remind her."

But as he spoke, he glanced at her again, "However, for the sake of your bad mood, let's let you go!"

Lin Yanxi looked at him helplessly, "Which eye of yours saw that I was in a bad mood?"

"I can see it with both eyes. Look at you sitting here. From your expression to your eyes, there is one word, silly!" Bai Liqing said unceremoniously.

After that, he couldn't help but slapped him over again, and finally made up for the slap Lin Yanxi dodged just now.

Then he asked with satisfaction, "If you don't dislike it, just tell me. I'll see what else can be worse than me, a disabled person?"

Hearing what he said about herself, Lin Yanxi hurriedly said, "What are you talking about, you just got a little gunshot wound, and no one has ever been hurt."

Bailiqing laughed when he heard this, and said while waving his hands, "You don't have to hide it from me, it's not the first time I've been injured, how can you not know what's going on now?"

"Although it was just one shot this time, it really didn't hit the right place, and the injury was too serious. Even if you all kept it from me, I already knew the result."

Lin Yanxi was really surprised to hear him say these words so easily.

She knew about Bailiqing's leg injury when she came to the hospital and met Mu Lin, and after Lin Wannian's operation, she not only went to see Bailiqing, but also asked his attending doctor about his condition. Condition.

From the doctor, it can be said that he learned more detailed information and confirmed Bailiqing's injury. Even in the most optimistic situation, his normal walking will not be affected.

As for going back to the Lone Wolf Squad to be his assaulter, that's a no-brainer.

It's just that in order not to affect his recovery, everyone has been hiding it from him, but Lin Yanxi didn't expect that Bailiqing himself knew about it.

But after hearing his words, Lin Yanxi couldn't react for a while, and stared at him in a daze.

But then he reacted, looked at him and hurriedly said, "Baili, you..."

"Okay, okay." Before Lin Yanxi could finish speaking, Bai Liqing interrupted her, "I'm not a glass heart, you don't need to persuade me, I can think about it."

While talking, he turned his head and glanced at Lin Yanxi who had been stupefied, Bailiqing suddenly smiled helplessly, "What kind of expression do you have, I can only imagine that you are so shocked?"

Lin Yanxi came back to her senses and shook her head, "That's not what I meant."

Bailiqing didn't care much, and chuckled, "Actually, there's nothing unacceptable. Since you're all prepared to die on the battlefield, and it's just an injury, what's unacceptable?"

"Although leaving the Lone Wolf Squad like this, and possibly even taking off my military uniform, is indeed beyond my expectation, and I am also a little unwilling, but I have done it and worked hard, so I have nothing to regret."

These words really made Lin Yanxi look at him with admiration. It can be said that the two of them had the least contact with each other in the Lone Wolf Squad, and they also knew him the least.

That's why Lin Yanxi couldn't restrain her surprise when she heard his words.

Bai Liqing ignored her surprised expression, just smiled and said, "So you don't need to be so cautious in front of me in the future."

"You may not know, I already knew the result at the moment of the injury, and these days in the hospital, I am already thinking about the future, I am still so young, since I can no longer go to the battlefield, I can do other things, I don't have that much time to waste feeling sorry for myself."

After hearing this, Lin Yanxi finally believed him, he really didn't care too much, but this aroused Lin Yanxi's curiosity, she stared at him blankly for a while before asking, "Are you really willing?"

Bailiqing was suffocated when he heard this, and then he sighed deeply, "How could I be willing to do so! I haven't come in a hurry to participate in the special forces selection, it's only one step away..."

"It's just that it's useless even if you don't give up. The iron-clad camp and the soldiers who should leave will eventually leave."

When Bailiqing said this, he suddenly looked at Lin Yanxi seriously, "Lin Yanxi, miss, I don't care what you think, but listen to my advice, we don't have so much time to waste, cherish yourself now Have it!"