Special Female Soldier

It was early in the morning when Lin Yanxi returned to the hospital, and the door of the hospital had already been closed. Although she had been staying in the hospital these days, she couldn't get in at this hour.

So before the gate opened, I wandered outside with Li Fei.

And after such a night of tossing, Lin Yanxi's mood has calmed down a lot, she subconsciously looked in the direction of the hospital, and couldn't help but said, "Da Fei, do you think I'm a little too willful, my dad is the one I just finished the operation, and I need to rest and take care of myself."

"Not only did I fail to take good care of him, but I also made him worry about me. I don't know if he didn't even sleep that night."

Hearing her worry, Li Fei was silent for a while before asking, "Do you want to hear the truth?"

"Of course, aren't you talking nonsense?" Lin Yanxi gave him a blank stare.

After hearing this, Li Fei turned to look at her, "If you want to hear the truth, it's a little bit."

Seeing that Lin Yanxi was in a daze, he immediately said, "You are fine in normal times. Not only did we not stop you, but we stayed with you, even if you want to become a deserter, we will help you."

"But this time you really went too far. No matter what happens, Uncle Lin is lying on the hospital bed. You have to control it, right?"

"At least wait until Uncle Lin recovers. It's better than your temper now."

"And you don't know that Uncle Lin called me today. He said that he was worried about you and that something would happen to you alone, so he begged me to accompany you for a while, and apologized to me for delaying my class. .”

Hearing this, Lin Yanxi was stunned. She knew the character of her own father very well. She had never seen him begging anyone for so many years, let alone a junior.

For a moment, Lin Yanxi felt even more guilty, and her eyes became astringent.

Seeing her expression, Li Fei couldn't help sighing, and then said, "Actually, when we were young, we always felt that Uncle Lin was too strict with you, and even forced you to do things we didn't like. Think, maybe he really isn't a good father."

"But now that everyone has grown up, they are no longer the kid who ran away from home after a word of disagreement."

"Not to mention anything else, just what happened today. I think Uncle Lin has always been a good father, but he just doesn't know how to express it, or he just uses the wrong way. But even so, you can't deny him."

Lin Yanxi stopped, squatted on the side of the road and hugged her knees and said aggrievedly, "I know, I know..."

"Since we all know, don't be self-willed anymore." Li Fei patted her as he spoke, "When the hospital opens at dawn, hurry back and apologize to him. What can't be said between father and daughter?"

Lin Yanxi knew that he must think that the two of them were arguing again because of some trivial matters, or even disagreement of ideas at most, as usual, but she didn't know that this time the matter was much more serious.

But Lin Yanxi still nodded her head. This time she really felt that Li Fei's words made sense. Although she couldn't accept the facts this time, it was because she had been raising her for so many years. dad.

Now she is still lying on the hospital bed, she has not recovered from her illness, but she still has to worry about her, the more she thinks about this, Lin Yanxi feels a little more guilty.

Li Fei saw that she was already like this, so of course he didn't try to persuade her any more, instead he squatted beside her with a smile, "Oh, it's the first time you've listened to my advice after so many years, you really feel a sense of accomplishment, No matter how you say it, I didn't accompany you in vain this day."

Lin Yanxi turned her head to see his proud face, and immediately slapped him helplessly.

But Li Fei who was beaten laughed even more happily.

Time passed quickly, and at dawn the door of the ward finally opened, but Lin Yanxi still didn't move, just staring blankly at the front.

"What's the matter, are you cowarding again?" Li Fei couldn't help asking when he saw her appearance.

"Who's scared, it's just... what time is it, I'm afraid they're still asleep, and I'll disturb them if I go back." Lin Yanxi explained, but her voice became smaller and smaller.

Li Fei didn't know that even though she said that, she was actually a little timid.

But this reason is absolutely sufficient, making him speechless even if he wanted to refute, but at this time the phone's notification sounded.

Li Fei looked down subconsciously, but then laughed out, holding the mobile phone in front of her for a while, "There is no reason now, right?"

It turned out that it was Lin Wannian's text message asking her about her situation. Lin Yanxi was suffocated when she saw it. Whether she hadn't slept all night or woke up at this time, she could see how worried he was.

Thinking of this, Lin Yanxi stopped hesitating and stood up abruptly, "Let's go, let's go back to the hospital."

Only then did Li Fei heave a sigh of relief, but when he was sending her to the entrance of the hospital, he suddenly stopped, "I'll take you here, I'll go back first, and I'll come to see Uncle Lin another day."

Hearing his words, Lin Yanxi was not surprised. I believe that based on Li Fei's understanding of her, he could tell that this time things were not that simple. Although he stayed with her all night, he definitely didn't want to get involved with their father and daughter. things come.

In addition, since the last kidnapping, Li Fei has been serious about his studies and other things, which has already delayed him for a day, and Lin Yanxi doesn't want to delay him any more.

So there was no objection, and she nodded her head and smiled gratefully at him.

And there is no need for so much nonsense between friends, everything is in a smile.

After Li Fei left, the smile on Lin Yanxi's face suddenly collapsed, and she didn't know how to face them for a while.

But now it's different than usual, and there is no way to hide, otherwise, with Lin Wannian's character, even if he won't come to her, he will definitely not rest.

Thinking of this, he gritted his teeth and walked towards the ward without thinking too much.

Along the way, the familiar nurses and doctors who had just changed shifts greeted her as they did every day, which seemed to be the same as usual.

But along the way, Lin Yanxi had returned to a normal expression from the initial forced smile to the end.

However, she suddenly felt that nothing had changed. What happened in the past and who she was in the past were things that could not be changed, but at least she could decide what happened now and what would happen in the future.

And now, even if her parents are not her biological parents, they have raised her for so many years, and they only have one daughter, and they have never treated her worse than their biological daughters. What can she complain about?

While thinking that he had already reached the door of the ward, but standing outside the door, his footsteps subconsciously stopped.

Looking into the room, it turned out that Lin Wannian hadn't rested, half lying on the bed with a sad expression on his face, while Lin's mother who was sitting beside her was looking down at something, and was also silent.

Seeing the two of them like this, Lin Yanxi's heart ached, tears almost fell down, but she opened her mouth but said nothing.

"Xiao Xi is here, why don't you just stand here and go in?" But at this moment, the nurse who was changing the dressing came over and asked with a smile after seeing Lin Yanxi.

Her voice not only woke Lin Yanxi awake, but also reminded the two people in the room.

When he looked up and saw Lin Yanxi coming back, Lin Wannian's eyes showed a bit of surprise, but he immediately concealed it, and then he pretended to be calm and said, "Haven't you had breakfast yet, you...your mother bought your love food."

Lin Yanxi knew that it was not easy to say such things from Lin Wannian who would not put his concern into words.

But with these words, Lin Yanxi finally had an excuse, she nodded her head and walked in to sit beside his bed.

I have to say that the atmosphere in the room between the three is a bit weird. You must know that although they usually don't talk much, they get along fairly harmoniously in the hospital these days, and such an embarrassing situation will never happen.

Although the nurse at the side didn't know the situation, but seeing such an embarrassing scene, she didn't dare to say any more, and left as if to escape immediately after changing the medicine.

There were only three of them left in the room again, Lin Yanxi finally spoke in silence, "Dad, I'm sorry..."

Hearing her sudden apology, the two couldn't help looking at her in surprise, and they both saw the surprise in each other's eyes.

Lin Yanxi didn't pay attention to the expressions of the two of them, she lowered her head and continued, "I shouldn't have run out yesterday, so you should follow me to worry."

And Lin Wannian finally came back to his senses, looked at her and sighed with emotion, "How could we blame you? In fact, when I told you this, I already thought of it. I haven't told you for so many years. Suddenly Knowing the truth of the matter, no one can accept it.”

"If you can't figure it out for a while, it's normal to blame us. How can we blame you?"

When Lin Yanxi heard his words, her heart suddenly warmed up, and the sense of grievance that she felt because she knew the truth before completely disappeared.

"Okay, don't talk about this for now. You haven't eaten anything all night, so let's talk about it after breakfast." After hearing what the two said, Mother Lin held back a deep breath, obviously suppressing her heart sorrow and grief.

Lin Yanxi nodded, took the still hot breakfast and looked down, but couldn't take a bite.

After a long while, I finally couldn't help asking, "Mom, can I ask you a question?"

"I know you must have a lot of questions in your mind right now. If you want to know anything, just ask." Mother Lin sighed and didn't object anymore.

Although Lin Yanxi hesitated for a moment, she still asked, "Back then...after you adopted me, why didn't you have another child of your own?"

Neither of them expected that she would ask this question. Mother Lin was stunned for a moment before she came back to her senses, looked at her and said seriously, "You are enough for us."

"This..." When Lin Yanxi heard such a soft sentence, she was no less shocked than when she heard those words yesterday.

Lin Wannian stretched out his hand and patted her, "That's right, we always thought that having you is enough."

And looked at her, and then explained, "When your mother died, you were just over three years old. Although you can already call mom and dad, you haven't remembered anything yet."

"And after they left, you seemed to know something. You suddenly became introverted from your original lively personality, and you who had learned to speak suddenly stopped talking."

"Originally we also wanted to adopt you under normal circumstances. After all, your father may still be alive, and we don't want you to forget them. But seeing your situation at that time, I changed my mind again."

"Originally because of your father's affairs, it would have some influence on you. You were often bullied by those children in the compound, and after you became more introverted and withdrawn, this kind of thing became more and more common."

"I couldn't see the situation getting worse, so I changed my mind and applied to be transferred from my original unit to Beijiang. I also made some manipulations with your information, and you really became my Lin Lin." Wannian's daughter."

Having said that, Lin Wannian paused for a moment, looked up at Mother Lin, saw her nod her head, and then continued, "Although the environment changed later, you gradually forgot what happened before, and put our real Became the biological parents, but the character is still a bit cowardly."

Lin Yanxi seemed to understand a bit when she heard this, "So you have to put more energy and time on me, so you don't have the energy to think about other things at all, right?"

Seeing that the two fell silent, Lin Yanxi knew that she guessed right, and then asked, "Then I was trained by you since I was a child, and even the toys are guns, in order to change my original introverted personality, and I don't want to see Until I am bullied by others every day, right?"

Lin Wannian nodded after a while, "That's right, in fact, I didn't have too many plans for your future, and I didn't think about making decisions for you. After all, you..."

"And those things that happened, no matter who is right or wrong, are the things of our generation. I don't want to affect your life because of those things, and I don't want to see Lin Jianwen's daughter living so cowardly, so I became a strict father in the eyes of you and others."

"I didn't let you grow up like a little princess like other girls, but I chose to make you strong. I want you to be brave enough in your future life, and I want you to know the truth about your life one day. It is also strong enough."

When Lin Yanxi heard this, she nodded vigorously but really didn't know what to say.

It turned out that she had really been blaming them all these years.

But at this point, Lin Wannian still couldn't help sighing, "But maybe I'm really an incompetent father, I didn't expect that teaching you this would make you...become a tyrant in this compound , not only causing trouble by himself, but also bringing other people in the compound to cause trouble together."

"In fact, I have always hoped that you can inherit our career and fulfill our unfulfilled dreams, especially when I see that you are more and more like a soldier in terms of physical fitness and way of thinking. .”

"But even if this is the case, I really never thought of forcing you to enter the military camp, but in the end I had to. I can't destroy you, so... since I can't teach you well, I can only let you go to change the environment." .”

"And since the day I sent you to the military camp, although I have fulfilled what I have been looking forward to in my heart, it has also proved that I am a failed father."