Picking the stars

Song Wei wrote new songs on the strings, and when she thought that there might be few opportunities to sing on stage in the future, she thought it would be better if she could restore her sight.

I ran into fans outside the airport, and Song Wei signed them. She thought that maybe this was the last time she signed the fans. She inevitably felt unwilling and thought it would be great if she could restore her sight. If she can restore her vision, her commercial value will not fall. She can continue to create music and sing songs, and she will not fail the support and love of these lovely people.

Dad knew that there was little hope, and he was still looking for a doctor. Mom was very painful, but took care of her emotions. He only talked about light things with her. Song Wei blamed himself and was powerless. He felt sorry for them and wanted to recover. If so, mom and dad don’t have to suffer in this way.

The professor was taken away by Pei Yuan, and Song Wei was anxious and worried. She felt like a fire in her heart. She thought more than once, if she could see it, she would immediately go to the cafe and bring the professor out. But she couldn't see it, and she really went, maybe not only can't help the professor, but it will also cause her trouble.

There are countless times. She is down, worried, sad, fearful, hesitating, regretting, reluctant to give up. Some of the ordinary things that were visible before have become so precious because they can no longer have them. She has countless times. I want to see the person she loves, even if it's just her back.

She suffers every day, but none of these make her make a decision.

Song Wei didn't expect that it would be at such a time, when he was so happy and happy, the desire for rejuvenation was like a mountain spring breaking through the mud and rocks, bursting out.

Pei Ji looked at her and said, "I will contact Professor Li tomorrow."

A few days ago, when she said she wouldn't have an operation, she asked her to think about it, but today she is so decisive.

Song Wei approached her for a half step. They held hands and rubbed their arms together gently. Song Wei didn't know what Pei Ji's expression was, but she felt that they must be very close now.

"Do you want me to have surgery from the beginning?" she asked.

Pei Ji shook his head.

Naturally, Song Wei couldn't see it. She shook Pei Ji's hand, a little coquettishly: "Answer me."

For Pei Ji, this behavior was too close, but she didn't feel disgusted at all. She looked at Song Er, raised her hand and touched the corner of her lips with her fingertips.

She touched very briefly and left almost as soon as she touched it.

Song Er restrained the urge to touch the corners of his lips, and deliberately scowled, "You don't answer me, you have to touch me."

"I answered." Pei Ji said softly beside her, "The corners of your lips are curled up, you are smiling."

When she said this, Song Er remembered that when she decided not to have an operation, she said to the professor in tears. She was immediately embarrassed, lowered her head, and asked: "Then do you want me to do it?"

Pei Ji didn't want it. Just now, when Song Wei said that she had the operation, Pei Ji felt her heart hurt suddenly. She just wanted to see Song Ye often, and wanted to live a fixed life with Song Ye, she didn't care if she could see it.

If she undergoes surgery, she will face a 35% chance of death.

Song Er has become accustomed to Pei Ji's slow-paced speaking frequency, she did not answer, she did not urge, but just waited.

She waited for a long time before hearing Pei Ji say, "Hope."

Song Er laughed, a little joy after getting support.

Pei Ji didn't smile. She didn't want Song Wei to have the operation, but she still lied. Because Song Er's lips curled up, she was happy when she made a decision.

She must respect Song Er's choice.

This is a happy night.

Pei Ji learned what is missing. When she wanted to see Song Ye very much, Song Ye walked through half of the city and rushed to her in front of her overnight.

Pei Ji found that even when she was with Song Ye, her miss for Song Ye would not disappear.

Pei Ji also discovered that when Song Wei approached her, she did not reject it at all.

She learned a lot of new knowledge.

But when he lay down on the bed, Pei Ji began to sleep.

Every day after that, it was difficult for Pei Ji to fall asleep. Even if she fell asleep, she had a very shallow sleep. Without any disturbance, she would wake up by herself, and then face the silent night, keeping her eyes open all night long.

Song Wei sometimes stayed overnight in Pei Ji's house, sometimes with his parents, but try to ensure that Pei Ji can see her every day.

Pei Ji would be very happy to see her, but she still couldn't say much.

Her insomnia is very serious. She often holds her mobile phone in the middle of the night and wants to talk to Song Er, but she is afraid of disturbing her and restrains. She also often suddenly couldn't breathe, and her heart was full of fear and fear.

But she didn't tell Song Er.

Song Jueming arranged a private hospital, and Pei Ji went to communicate with Li Shengbai about the operation site.

Song Er was admitted to the ward the day before the operation.

The private hospital has a clean and elegant environment. Song Wei lives in a separate ward, with doors and windows open to let the wind in. Pei Ji came over after work, and Song Yi was recording a video. After the studio posted a Weibo, and did not appease the fans, Song Wei decided to record a video to let the fans know that she is still good.

"...I have gained some courage, and I believe I will be able to return to you soon." Song Er, wearing a hospital gown, said this sentence to the camera, and the video was over.

The photographer and several staff members greeted Song Er and left. Pei Ji sat down by the bed.

As soon as she approached, Song Wei knew it was her, and smiled and said, "You are off work."

Pei Ji said: "Yeah."

Song Wei stretched out his hand, and Pei Ji put his hand on her palm and let her hold it. Song Wei liked the feeling of touching Pei Ji very much. She held her hand and said, "Be with me tonight. I drove my parents away."

Pei Ji promised: "Okay."

The ward is also equipped with small beds for caregivers. Pei Ji lay on the small bed, about three meters away from Song Ye.

The operation is scheduled at one o'clock in the afternoon. A good condition is needed before surgery, and adequate sleep is essential.

But at this time, it is always difficult to fall asleep.

There is a small dim light left in the ward, just enough to see, but it will not affect sleep. Pei Ji was lying on the nursing bed with his eyes closed.

"Professor." Song Er called to her in the night.

Pei Ji opened his eyes and looked at Song Er who was lying on the other bed: "I'm here."

Song Er seemed very calm: "Will you come to my bed to sleep?"

Pei Ji didn't say yes or bad, but just lifted the quilt and got out of the bed, and walked to Song Er's side. Song Wei lifted a corner of the quilt and let Pei Ji in.

In the quilt is Song Ye's temperature and her scent. As soon as Pei Ji lay down, he felt that Song Ye was warmly wrapped. She was inexplicably uncomfortable, but she was not disgusted.

They were lying on their backs with their arms and shoulders pressed together, and within a few minutes, their body temperatures had blended together. Song Er asked again: "Can you hug me?"

Pei Ji turned sideways and faced Song Yi. She stretched out her hand around Song Yi's body, and passed the other hand under Song Yi's neck, gently wrapped Song Yi in her arms and hugged her.

Her movements are rusty and clumsy. Being held in this way is a bit shabby and uncomfortable. Song Wei felt very happy. She pursed her lips and smiled. She adjusted a comfortable posture in Pei Ji's arms, then leaned in her arms with peace of mind, and gently rubbed Pei Ji's collarbone.

"If the operation is unsuccessful," Song Er asked as calmly as possible, "Will you forget me?"

When Pei Ji heard the words of unsuccessful operation, her heart tightened violently. She frowned and said, "No."

"Then you will always remember me?" Song Er asked again.

Pei Ji answered without any hesitation: "Yes."

Song Wei smiled, with soft eyebrows. If there is no surgery, if she is a healthy person, she will definitely ask why. This is a good starting point to teach Pei Ji what to like.

But Song Er can't, at least not today.

She had a lot to say, but it was not so timely, so she had to call Pei Ji's name over and over again.

Her voice was low, her voice soft, and it sounded very gentle, as if she had grabbed Pei Ji's heart and scratched her heart over and over again.

Pei Ji opened his eyes, feeling very dazed, and a sad mood lingered in her heart.

"Kitten," she said.

"Kitten." She went on calling her.

"Kitten." Song Er said that every time she wanted to call a kitten, it was when she missed her.

Pei Ji held Song Wei, they were so close, but she still wanted to call the kitten many times.

Song Wei was full of sourness. She pressed against Pei Ji's neck and told her, "I am here."

Pei Ji still doesn't understand anything, her reaction is very slow, she only knows that she is sad, but can't tell why. If Song Er left her alone, Pei Ji might never forget her, and then he would have an epiphany in a moment, or in a certain scene, a long, long time later, and understand her feelings for Song Ye.

But now, she just wanted Song Er to tell her why she missed her like a shadow, as if she had been poisoned with no antidote.

"Professor!" Song Er suddenly started to briskly. "Let me tell you a little secret!"

She said, before Pei Ji could answer, she smiled: "I seem to always share secrets with you, I really have so many secrets."

Pei Ji didn't know how to make Song Wei understand that she was interested in her secrets, so he said as solemnly as possible: "You speak, I listen."

Song Er said: "Okay." She asked: "Do you remember the day you went to pick me up at Pei Yi's house?"

"Remember." That was not too long ago, of course Pei Ji remembers.

Song Wei smiled, with a little complacency: "I asked if you would come again in the future, how did you answer?"

Pei Ji said: "No."

Song Wei smiled deeper: "Yes, you just said coldly, no." She sighed, "I was angry and anxious at the time, thinking about where someone is so indifferent, and at the same time I was afraid that you really wouldn't Come to me. You see I am a blind man. If you don't come to me, I can't help it."

Pei Ji hold

Her strength tightened.

Song Wei comforted her shoulder, and then said: "So, what follows is what I said deliberately. I deliberately said that my parents are all abroad and have no good friends, in order to imply that you, if you If I don’t come to see me, I’m very pitiful, I can only stay alone, and it’s easy to have trouble."

"When I put the cup, I deliberately pretended to be unstable and almost broke it, just to make you feel that I was very careless and would not take care of myself, so that you could not worry about it, and then visit me often."

Pei Ji didn't expect it to be like this. If Song Er didn't say it, she probably would never know.

"Aren't they very clever, very painstakingly lonely?" Song Er said with some triumph.

"Yes." Pei Ji praised her, "very clever, lied to me."

Song Er also praised her: "The professor surprised me too. I just wanted you to see me more. Unexpectedly, you were willing to take me home to take care of me. I was so happy at the time."

She used small tricks just to have the opportunity to contact Pei Ji frequently, but what Pei Ji gave her was 10,000 times better than what she wanted.

Song Er felt that the professor must be a very soft-hearted and kind-hearted person.

"Do you like this little secret?" Song Wei asked with a smile.

Pei Ji was still a little dazed and sincere: "I like it."

Song Er felt very satisfied. She has a lot of such little secrets. For example, so many tea leaves in Pei Yi's house are prepared for the professor. For example, she sometimes looks pitiful to make the professor feel soft.

But Song Wei didn't dare to say too much. She had imagined before that if the professor could hold her like this, it would be the best thing in the world. But people are always insatisfied in love.

She couldn't help but raised her hand and stroked Pei Ji's face. She couldn't see it, and the action seemed a little rash. But Pei Ji did not dodge. She lowered her head and asked Song Wei to gently touch her face, her forehead, eyes, nose, and lips.

Song Wei touched it very carefully, she opened her eyes, and finally her fingertips rested on Pei Ji's lips, and her hands trembled a little.

Pei Ji's heartbeat suddenly missed a beat, she was stunned, feeling a little empty in her heart, and she seemed to be full.

Song Er suddenly withdrew her hand, as if she had been electrocuted, she put her hand under the quilt.

"Professor." Song Er's expression became serious, with some panic and fear, "If tomorrow, the result is not good, don't remember me, don't remember this period. You forget me, don't remember."

She knew that the professor was very slow in feelings and knew very little, but she was very smart and learned very quickly. Song Wei was afraid that one day in the future, she would suddenly understand their feelings, and she was no longer there.