Picking the stars

Pei Ji is like a robot with a programmed program. It strictly executes the program and leads his life and work in an orderly manner. However, in the eyes of outsiders, it is unavoidable to be boring and boring.

The only person who has disrupted the established procedures of Pei Ji's robot is Song Ye.

Song Yi not only disrupted the order and habits of Pei Ji's work and life from time to time, she also disturbed Pei Ji's mood.

At noon, when Pei Ji wanted to understand that Song Er actually didn't need her, she felt lonely. Pei Ji rarely feels lonely, she has a lot of things to do, all kinds of cutting-edge reports are very interesting, the cells in the laboratory are very cute, and it is very interesting to teach students.

She does not lack the ability to make herself happy.

But today, after discovering that Song Er doesn't need her, the loneliness suddenly emerged. Pei Ji can still concentrate on work, but when she stops, she is very unhappy.

She also didn't want to go home, because she really minded that Song Wei said to go home, but it was not their house.

She stayed at the institute until eight o'clock without having dinner in between. When she received Song Er's WeChat, she was on the way home. Pei Ji was a little repulsive when he saw Song Ye's name appear on the screen.

She didn't understand why Song Er didn't need her, but wanted to find her. She was very unhappy and didn't reply.

When he opened the door and saw many of Song Er's things in the house, Pei Ji was a little dazed.

There are too many traces of Song Er in the house. Her guitar is leaning on a chair by the window. There are flowers on the wall that she bought from unknown sources. A record player is added to the wall. The vinyl record played last time has not Coming down, the flowers at the diagonal intersection of the dining table were given to her by Song Er yesterday, and now some of them are not fresh and tender.

And the raspberries in the refrigerator.

She left the raspberry for Song Er. After two days, the raspberry is not as fresh and full as it was at the beginning, and the color has dimmed and is no longer so bright red.

Song Er seems to have forgotten them.

For a moment, Pei Ji felt that she was very similar to Raspberry and was not needed by Song Er. But if Raspberry wants to find Song Er, he only needs to say that they wait for her to eat. Pei Ji wants Song Er but doesn't know what to say.

Just when she was depressed, Song Wei called. Pei Ji didn't want to reply to her WeChat, but when she saw Song Wei's call, she immediately answered it without hesitation for a second.

When she heard Song Er's voice, she was even very nervous.

"Pei Ji." Song Wei called her softly, with a smile in his voice.

Pei Ji's depression and loneliness healed almost immediately. Listening to Song Er's voice, she was faintly happy in her heart. She thought Song Er might need her. She said happily: "Yeah."

Song Ye said a lot. Like before, Pei Ji remembered that Song Ye had complained many times that she was indifferent. In fact, she didn’t feel that she was indifferent. In terms of enthusiasm, Pei Ji thought, she could work harder and be more enthusiastic, so Song Yi might need her.

She tried to speak to Raspberry and told Song Er that there was no one to eat the raspberry and it was going to go bad.

But Song Wei said that Pei Ji missed me.

Pei Ji did miss Song Wei. She had been thinking about her all day, but she still couldn't distinguish the difference between thinking and missing.

"Professor, this is also a kind of miss." Song Er said softly.

Pei Ji sat upright at the dining table. She felt stupid for the first time. She felt a little vaguely, but she still couldn't accurately summarize what missed.

"You miss me." Song Er said again.

She is like a teacher who is very good at temptation, first tell Pei Ji what is missing, and then tell Pei Ji what kind of types, and finally let Pei know that she is missing her.

Pei Ji worked hard to understand and accept. She asked: "Is this kind of miss the same as the one I missed when I called you a kitten?"

She remembered the content of the last class, and also connected the knowledge learned in the last class with this class.

Song Wei couldn't help but smile, and taught again in a teacher-like manner: "Broadly speaking, yes."

Pei Ji wants to ask, in a narrow sense, isn't it? Before she could speak, Song Er said softly: "Every time you want to call me a kitten, that's when you miss me."

Song Wei knew that it was too difficult for Pei Ji to understand these abstract feelings, so she connected the feelings with what would happen in reality and what Pei Ji would usually do, so that Pei Ji could understand better. .

Sitting on the sofa was very soft, but not as good as Song Er's heart at this time. Her heart was so soft that it was about to melt into water.

Pei Ji fell silent again.

Song Er is not not in a hurry. She wants to instill all her feelings into her, and she can't wait to make the professor like her right away, but she also understands that if she is too anxious to implant these perceptual knowledge into the sensible procedure of the professor If it does, it may have a rejection effect.

Therefore, she must be very restrained, and must treat the professor with the same patience as a kindergarten child, and wait for her to understand and digest the new knowledge.

No one spoke for two full minutes. The end of the phone was too quiet, as if no one was answering, Song Wei waited quietly, waiting for Pei Ji’s questions, waiting for her to answer patiently.

Finally, Pei Ji spoke again, and she said, "Kitten."

Song Er's heart seemed to be scratched by something soft, Pei Ji said again: "Kitten."

Song Wei's face was red. She kept her voice steady, trying to maintain the dignity of Teacher Song, and praised Pei Ji: "The professor is awesome, and the progress is so fast." After the praise, she fell silent and felt the rapid heartbeat in her chest. He squeezed the phone, and responded softly: "I miss you too."

There was no sound on the other end of the phone. After a few seconds, Pei Ji seemed to be suddenly opened up. She said to Song Er: "A colleague, ask me for your signature."

"This is easy, I'll bring it to you next time." Song Er said, she didn't quite understand why Pei Ji's topic jumped so quickly.

"There is a cat, I really want me to touch it." Pei Ji said again.

Song Er blushed, almost thinking that the cat Pei Ji was talking about was her, but she quickly became sober. Although the professor made rapid progress, but not so fast, he told her very seriously: "No, you can't have other cats." ."

"I stay at the research institute at night, and come home very late." Pei Ji's topic jumped away again.

Song Er asked concerned: "Are you busy?"

Pei Ji did not answer, and said to himself: "I have a lot of things I want to say to you. It is all such meaningless words. Is this a miss?"

She learned too fast, and she was very capable of inferring from other things. Song Wei couldn't see Pei Ji, so he nodded quickly: "Yes." His voice was trembling with excitement.

Pei Ji was silent again. Song Wei has discovered that every time she is silent, she is thinking, and she will make great progress. She looks forward to it and wants to know what the professor will say next.

But this time, Pei Ji found nothing more, she just asked: "When will you go home?"

She still minded that in the morning, Song Er said going home instead of going back to their home.

When she asked, her tone was not soft, but it was not sharp, it was just a very common question, but Song Er heard a kind of urgency that Pei Ji had never shown.

"I will go home soon." Song Ye assured her, "I won't wait long."

Pei Ji said: "Okay."

Their call ended here.

Pei Ji put the raspberries back in the refrigerator, changed the water for Hua, and then went to the study. She kept thinking about the expanded knowledge Song Ye taught her about missing, and what Song Ye said would go home soon.

When is it soon? Pei Ji hated this kind of ambiguity, she even thought a little overbearing, Song Er should say that she would go home tomorrow.

She wanted to go back to the previous days, calling Song Yi to get up every day, buy her breakfast, lunch and dinner, spend the night with her in a house, and say goodnight face to face.

Pei Ji likes such a fixed life.

At 12:20, Pei Ji sat on the bed, waiting for Song Wei to say goodnight to her.

But Song Er never responded. Pei Ji waited for five minutes and decided to remind Song Er that it was time to go to bed, but the door outside was knocked. Pei Ji was stunned for a moment, and soon she had a premonition. She immediately got up, walked out quickly, and opened the door.

Song Wei was outside, she smiled and called her: "Professor."

Behind her was the assistant. Seeing the door opened, he smiled and nodded to Pei Ji, and then left.

Pei Ji looked at Song Er, she had a lot of strange emotions. She had never felt these emotions before, so that now, she couldn't tell the feeling that filled her heart, as if to be full. What is it.

She turned away and said to Song Er, "Come in."

Song Wei walked forward obediently, she stretched out her hand, touched the door frame, and then walked in with the door frame.

Pei Ji fell behind her, closed the door, and Song Wei walked in. She smelled the fragrance of flowers. The fragrance of roses was light, not strong, but very fragrant.

This was the flower she gave to the professor last night. Song Er's mood was too good. She turned her head and was about to praise the professor for raising the flower very well, but she heard Pei Ji speak first.

"Kitten." She called her, this is the third time she called her kitty tonight.

Song Feiyang's joy became ashamed. She nodded and moved in the direction where Pei Ji was: "I'm here."

Pei Ji came over. Song Wei heard the footsteps stop in front of her, and then she heard the professor asking her questioningly: "Why are you here? I miss you too. Do people miss you when they face each other?"

Her tone was full of puzzlement, and she wanted Song Er to answer her.

A string in Song Wei's heart followed Pei Ji's words, and it tightened suddenly.

"Professor," she said softly.

The string became tighter and tighter, and joy filled her soft heart. Her invisible eyes were wide open. She reached out and fumbled forward, found Pei Ji's arm, and took her hand.

Pei Ji did not dodge, even habitually holding her back.

At this moment, the heartstring broke, and Song Wei could even feel the tremor in her heart. She laughed, raised her head slightly, and tried to meet Pei Ji's eyes.

"Professor, I'm undergoing surgery." She said these words, suddenly relaxed.

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good night.