My 26-year-old Female Tenant

I seem to have gotten used to Le Yao's crying, and I didn't panic too much. I just waited for the moment when she burst into tears, so that her suppressed emotions would be released, but things backfired, and Le Yao was useless from the beginning to the end. She vented herself by crying bitterly, and her heart was imprisoned by something uncertain, so we were cautious when facing each other even though we were cursing.

  While she was sobbing, I cleaned the room and said to her: "If you don't want to rest for a while, I'll make lunch and call you later."

"Zhaoyang, I beg you, don't give me such a sense of security anymore, I will be addicted to you and I can't escape... My pain now is entirely due to you, not the malicious Do you understand the hype?...My previous determination is about to collapse!"

   Le Yao's sudden outburst filled me with astonishment. Does she really not care about her stardom in the entertainment industry? ...and am I really misinterpreting her pain?

In my silence, Le Yao suddenly threw himself into my arms, weeping uncontrollably: "I lost, and I lost to myself again... All my resistance was already there when I saw you Collapsed...Zhaoyang, I don't want to stay in the entertainment circle anymore, it's really tiring and dirty!...You take me out of this circle, let me stay by your side, accompany If you start a business, I will definitely be a good wife... okay?"

The sound of her crying seems to have turned me into a stone without thinking... When I came here, I just wanted to cook her a meal and comfort her, and never thought of taking her out of the entertainment circle , let her be my wife.

After a long time, with some thinking, I finally remembered all the past, and remembered her lonely and miserable appearance when I met her in the bar for the first time. I regretted why I didn't feel sorry for her at that time The feeling of heartbeat... and now, it's too late.

"Zhaoyang, are you willing to promise me?...As long as you say yes, I will announce my withdrawal from the entertainment circle now! From now on, I will only be by your side and share all the joys and pains in your life. …”

I finally said to her: "Le Yao...can you calm down? I can't give you what you want now, maybe... maybe, Mi Cai and I will soon will be married."

Le Yao was devastated: "This world is so unfair!...I accompanied you all the way through the worst time, and I saw you wearing a rivet leather jacket and holding a guitar to tear your heart and lungs countless times, but after a few years Mi Cai, who appeared later, easily took away the best you now, and the better you in the future... Is love really so unreasonable?"

At this moment, the five-flavor bottle in my heart has been overturned, and I think of those heart-piercing nights again. There will always be a woman in the bar who will talk to me, drink some wine, and give me some Funny little things, but I always throw them away the moment I walk out of the bar, because I don't have extra pockets to put them in, and I never feel that those small things are important.......

I don't dare to think about those things in the past, because after the baptism of the years, those small events that were once commonplace have been given new meanings at this moment, which makes me have a feeling of the woman holding me tightly in front of me. , the idea of ​​elope to the ends of the earth, it seems that only this woman is willing to truly accompany me to get rid of the confinement of reality, go through flowers and thorns, and elope to the farthest town...

  Maybe, I am really a man in love who always gets nowhere!

  ...

  My cell phone finally rang in my pocket, making me feel saved immediately. I broke away from Le Yao and took out the cell phone. My mood turned 90 degrees again. This call was from CC who had worried me for a long time.

< Said to me: "Zhaoyang, I have arrived in Kathmandu (the capital of Nepal), when you called me that day, there was a flash flood, and my teammates and I were trapped in the mountains, and the battery of the mobile phone was dead After that, I never had a chance to recharge it!"

   "As long as people are fine, as long as they are fine!"

   "Sorry to make you worry!"

  I suddenly thought of Mi Cai, and hurriedly said: "You can call Mi Cai later, she is also worried to death!"

"Okay...by the way, I read the recent entertainment news, it is really infuriating, this kind of malicious hype out of nothing will ruin Le Yao!"

  Le Yao quickly shifted her gaze, did not respond to me, retreated to the place where she was sitting just now, and picked up the game controller again, but I seemed to see that there was no other in her current world...

  I left her room, cleaned the room, and then picked up my luggage, but the ingredients I was going to make into a meal had already been forgotten by me in the corner next to the refrigerator.

When I left this time, I did not say goodbye to Le Yao, and made a poisonous oath in my heart that I would never show up in front of her with my slutty body again, unless one day I really wanted to elope with her To the furthest town... will it really come to pass?

  I don't believe there will be, otherwise I wouldn't need to leave her at this moment.

  ...

  In the evening, I returned to Suzhou, but I didn’t contact Mi Cai. I just took my guitar and went to Aji’s piano store. I bought a leather jacket with rivets for myself, and finally went to the moat...

  Even at night, the air is still full of hot smell. I can’t put on that thick leather jacket at all. It’s ridiculous to think about it. At this moment, I am imprisoned by this hot weather again...

I lit a cigarette and wanted to sing "Elopement", which I had sung countless times, but the phone rang the moment I plucked the guitar strings, so I was imprisoned again and had to restrain my desire to sing. He took out his mobile phone from his pocket...the call was from Mi Cai.

The moment I got on the phone, I suddenly felt guilty. I remembered the impulse to "elope" in my heart when I was in Beijing, but I never thought that Mi Cai would be the woman who eloped with me. I'm already dangerously on the verge of mental derailment.

  I lowered my head, looked at the grass under me, and pressed the answer button at the same time. Mi Cai's voice came from the phone: "Zhaoyang, can you come back from Beijing tomorrow?"

"What's wrong?"

   "Mi Lan said that she will treat us to dinner tomorrow night... I hope you can come back, I think she is trying to resolve the previous unpleasantness with you!"