My 26-year-old Female Tenant

Mi Cai’s silence made me feel a little panicked. I was afraid that I would lose my words, so I responded to her with silence, so the night became quieter, and our figures were reflected on the window, as if I saw the soul lying on the glass. With some anxiety, it swayed with the blowing wind.

   After going on like this for an unknown amount of time, Mi Cai finally said, "If you think you should go to Beijing, then go."

   "I am very contradictory. It is wrong to go or not to go!"

   "If I make you so contradictory, it's my mistake... So, you don't have to be so contradictory, it's a blessing for me to be a magnanimous woman."

  I pondered for a while, not knowing whether reason overcame impulse, or impulse overcame reason, and finally said to Mi Cai: "Then I'll go to Beijing to see her tomorrow." <Come back, I'll be back. "

"it is good."

I looked at Mi Cai, and didn't know what to say, I just turned off the light for her, then picked up the finished milk cup, and left her room, but after closing the door, I stood outside her room for a long time, He didn't return to his house until he killed all his emotions.

  ...

The next morning, I got up early, went to the cash machine downstairs to withdraw cash, and bought two breakfasts. After I went back to the house and simply packed my luggage, Mi Cai also got up, and then the two Everyone gathered around the not-so-big dining table and ate breakfast.

  I handed her a glass of iced soy milk, and then watched her, trying to see how she was feeling, but she was as calm as usual and just said "thank you".

The two continued to eat breakfast. She ate so little that she finished it before me. I thought she would go to the company first, but I didn't want her to just sit there and look at me. I couldn't help but asked suspiciously: "What's the matter?" , Is there something on my face?"

  She shook her head and said, "Are you flying from Shanghai?"

"Um."

   "Then let me take you to the airport."

   "You are so busy, I just take the express bus."

   "I'll take you there."

  Her determination caught me a little by surprise, so that I just looked at her like this, but she smiled slightly and said, "Hurry up, or you won't be able to catch the 9:30 flight.

  ...

Mi Cai didn’t send me completely to the airport terminal, but just parked in the square in front of the airport, without even turning off the car, I got out of the car and took my luggage, then knocked on the window, waiting for her to put it down She broke the glass of the car window and said to her, "I'm leaving."

  Her answer was still concise: "Yes."

  I couldn't finish the second sentence, so I looked at her, then turned and left. At this moment, she stopped me again: "Zhaoyang, wait."

  I turned around and looked at her... She finally opened the car door, stood in front of me, helped me to help my sunglasses and said, "The glasses are not on right."

I looked at her who was also wearing sunglasses through the sunglasses, but I couldn't see her eyes at this time at all, but her fair face, under the sunlight, was like crystal water droplets, so beautiful that it is difficult to describe it in words ... At this time, I was a little dazed by the haze under the sun, and suddenly I couldn't see through the secrets under this beauty. Because I'm going to marry her.

  ...

The plane passed through the sky, and I finally felt that I was flying from one world to another at this time. When the two worlds began to intersect, I felt an inexplicable void again. In order to fill this void, I took the recent things I thought about it over and over again... and then fell asleep in exhaustion, but was trapped by a huge bed in my dream, so my whole life suddenly stopped growing, and I watched the crystal clear building The city, carrying a woman with long hair and hanging shoulders, flew farther and farther, and I shrunk and shrunk...

  I didn't realize it was a dream until the plane landed at the airport in Beijing! Fortunately, it was a dream!

  ...

After getting off the plane, Robben was already driving Le Yao's car, waiting for me outside the airport. After getting off the car, he handed me a room card and said, "This is the room in the apartment where Le Yao lives. Card, you take it... I have to go right away, the plane at 12:30 noon."

  I nodded, took the room card from Robben, and asked, "How is she today?"

   "Go and see for yourself." Robben said and threw me the car keys of Le Yao's Mercedes-Benz cls, and he had already put on his guitar and walked to the airport.

I kept watching his back disappear from my sight, and then looked at the car keys and room card in my hand, and couldn't help asking myself: Robben is also a man with a girlfriend, and he can take care of Le Yao frankly , why can't I?

  Thinking like this, I didn't bother to pay attention to the physical constraints, got into the car, and drove all the way to Le Yao's apartment against the pressure of the wind.

Carrying the ingredients I bought on the way, I opened the door of the house, but it was full of mess, even the ashtray was full of cigarette butts, and there were scattered beer cans, while the door of Le Yao's room was still tightly closed. Closed, I don't know if Robben broke into the door last night.

  I stood outside the door and listened. There was a sound of fighting from playing games. I knocked on the door, but no one paid attention.

I knew Le Yao was inside, so I raised my foot and was about to kick the door open. I thought it might not be locked, so I gave up the idea of ​​violence, turned the handle, and pushed the door open without any obstacles, and then I saw the cross-legged Sitting next to the TV, Le Yao saw that she was wearing loose pajamas, her hair was disheveled, there were a few empty beer cans beside her, and she was still lighting a cigarette in her hand, but she didn't smoke, but she had already cluttered the room. The miasma.

  I came to her side, she looked up at me...I cursed at me: "You just do it, don't live in the future!"

   Le Yao ignored me, shifted her gaze, and started playing the game again. The long soot finally couldn't bear it, and fell from her fingertips on the carpet...

  I brought the ashtray, took out the cigarette in her hand, and pressed it into the ashtray. She said to me without any emotion: "Did I let you come?"

   "If you didn't look like you are giving up on yourself now, I wouldn't bother to care about you!"

   "Then get lost..."

  I stopped cleaning the room immediately, looked up at her and asked, "What did you say?"

   "Get out, get out quickly! I won't infect you with the poison of self-destructiveness."

  I suppressed my anger, picked up the empty beer can on the ground, and put it in the trash...

Le Yao lit another cigarette for herself, but she still didn't smoke it. After pondering for a while, she looked at the corner of the wall and said to me: "Zhaoyang, when you are already happy, don't turn your head to look at other women. Because this is a very dangerous thing!"

   "Alcohol has made you stupid, what are you talking about?"

Le Yao finally put the burning cigarette to his mouth and took a puff, he was choked immediately, but he vented his choked anger on me: "You're going to get lost...in the end Get out?...Get out or not?"

  Her voice became lower and lower, and then she choked up, which turned into sobbing, and finally looked at me, shedding tears without saying a word...