Makes the heroines regret it

Episode 50

“Stand, Seol-ah? Shhh!”

Following the bewildered Joo-ha, he leaned his head into the training room.

“……to?”

There was an unexpected person standing there.

A person who has been a strong support for her since childhood

‘Exhaust’

He must have woken up, but it feels like he’s still in a dream and a deep, pleasant aftertaste surrounds his heart.

how can i forget As soon as I saw it, the memories we had built together since we were young came to mind.

silkygoat was the goat. cry

Maybe it’s because she’s the person she misses the most.

‘I never saw it when I looked for it like that… .’

Feelings of regret permeated my heart, like the rain on a spring day.

Somehow, I abandoned him, but I didn’t mean it at all.

Sojin is such a lovely man. A man who always wants to be by your side.

‘However… ‘

There was no other way than to listen to my parents’ wishes.

When I visited him late, I couldn’t see if he had gone on a mission.

‘Because there’s no way you’re avoiding me on purpose.’

Just because she’s Seol-ah Han doesn’t mean she didn’t do anything to meet him.

In her heart, she was proud that she knew a man named Jin So-jin, or Cheon So-jin.

Sojin went to every place she would normally go, and just in case, she even looked for the old base of Jincheon University.

None of the cadets knew his whereabouts, and when I asked the headmaster or masters, the only answer was that they did not know.

silkygoat was the goat. cry

Maybe that’s why there were a few more people around, but she couldn’t see anything but them.

‘You were in the studio. It’s nice to see you like this.’

Soon, my mind went blank as if I had been hit in the head with a blunt.

‘By the way… practice room? Sojin is training… ? ah!’

Why didn’t you think of that?

Flashing memories flash through my brain like lightning.

‘right. I did.’

The image of young Sojin, who worked hard every morning to train,

Although he didn’t have any special talent, the image of a boy who really liked water lilies,

… remembered

The fact is that before that, he was really passionate about martial arts training.

“……”

Suddenly, I felt a little ashamed of myself.

It’s not like they’re other people, they’re childhood friends I’ve been with since childhood, so I can’t think of a single thing like that… .

As strange emotions began to well up in her chest, she squeezed the faded bracelet in her hand.

‘It’s not strange. It’s not that I wasn’t interested. I just didn’t think of it… .’

He tried to calm his troubled mind and shook his head from side to side.

It is probably because the image of him taking the position of the chief executive of Jincheon University and taking care of the crew is too deeply engraved in his mind.

‘I’m not the only one who thought so’

I was self-indulgent and my heart was broken.

It would have been the same if it were someone else instead of me.

I would never have imagined that Sojin would be confined to the training room and practice.

‘Have you been training like this all this time?’

It’s a face of Sojin I don’t know.

I feel weird.

I feel like I’m going to get away from him somehow, I feel like I’ve become a different person.

‘no. Sojin must have had something to do with it.’

I didn’t like it very much because I thought that I might have been hiding something from myself.

Now I know what was the reason I was able to beat Nam Goong-jin in the auditorium.

If he continued to train like this, it wouldn’t be too strange if Sojin, the bimu, won.

At that time, I didn’t really use herbivore or inner skills.

but,

‘… Does it make any sense to train hard?’

Using martial arts is a little different.

He stared at him with his unshakable eyes.

Like the scent of a flower blowing in the wind, old memories slowly come to mind.

After meeting him after a long time, he naturally greeted me as usual.

“Seolya. How have you been?”

I could see the change at a glance.

No, it’s weird not knowing.

“So, Sojin-ah. What happened…? Why is the insider…?”

This is because, as a child of the Guangdong Jin family, almost all of the skills he had accumulated while eating numerous elixir had disappeared.

The tired expression still lingers in my mind.

“I’m just not feeling well.”

His playful smile was the same as the last time I saw him, but

I quickly noticed a subtle difference from the usual.

I mean, my hands were trembling slightly.

“…lie.”

Almost all the skills I have built up while nurturing the dream of being a warrior have disappeared, but who can keep my composure?

“……”

“Aren’t you trying to lie to me? There’s no way I’d know.”

Even if no one else knows, I can’t avoid my eyes.

“……”

“Tell me the truth.”

“I can’t deceive Seol-ah. I just had some work… It happened somehow.”

Sojin smiled mischievously and waved her hand as if nothing happened.

“How did you happen!? Is this something to laugh at?”

“……”

“This is serious! What the hell happened?”

“……”

I asked over and over again

Seriously, he had a troubled expression on his face and remained silent and did not say anything.

“Aren’t you going to talk to me too?”

“Yeah, nothing good to hear.”

very tired face,

I saw that expression and knew it.

That is the expression I used to make in the past.

If it wasn’t for me, I must have been harassed by other adults or people in my family.

Seeing that face, I felt pity as much as I was worried.

“Okay. Are you injured somewhere?”

So I decided not to ask any more.

“……”

The day I worried about him for the first time in my life because of his unusually droopy appearance.

“Are you hurt?”

After hesitating for a while, he looked around and whispered lowly.

“That’s a little hurt.”

“What? I’ve lost a bit of air, but how is that? I can’t even imagine how long it will take to recover…”

“I couldn’t help it. It was my choice. …and there’s no need to recover.”

“No? What do you mean…? Ah! It’s not an injury that needs recovery, right?”

I shake my head left and right while thinking deeply about something

“No, it will always be like this.”

He was always a dependable and reliable childhood friend, but today he seemed so unstable.

It’s so unfamiliar to me… .

“From now on? Sojin… What are you talking about now?”

He clasped his long sleeves with his hands.

Otherwise, it seems like it will disappear somewhere forever.

Did he even notice my insecurities?

“Don’t worry, it’s not a big deal.”

Sojin smiles and gently puts a warm hand on mine.

A bright and charming smile.

That smile that is always shown only to me calms my heart again.

I made eye contact with him and calmed down for a moment.

“I don’t have any inner skills, so what should I do…? Is there really no way?”

“I’ll have to work harder in the future. You can’t give up just because you’re not good enough.”

He had a confident voice and expression, but was it my misunderstanding that he seemed uneasy somewhere?

From the standpoint of seeing him work hard, he couldn’t easily agree with that statement.

“……”

However, looking at Sojin’s determined expression, her mouth did not come off easily.

“…but that doesn’t necessarily mean bad things happen. I have a dream.”

“Dream? What?”

Also, as in the old days, it would be absurd to say that it is the best sword in the world and the first sword in Guangdong.

“I’m going to be an ally.”

“man of chivalrous spirit?”

“Yeah, it’s a sidekick. What is this…”

Then, as if the embers were fading over Seosan Mountain, they continued to talk happily until the sun went down.

The story continued until the servants came to visit us.

“Aren’t you really going to tell me?”

“Sorry.”

I asked him several times out of concern, but he didn’t tell me until the end.

It doesn’t matter though.

It’s fun to be with Sojin.

Because today and next month will continue to be together.

“Okay… let’s go inside.”

“……”

There was no sound of footsteps.

When he turned his head, he smiled faintly and avoided my gaze.

I got it intuitively there.

That he came to say this.

and…

“Why? Do you have anything left to say?”

“I have a fiance.”

He brought out a really shocking story that he didn’t want to hear.

*

“It’s been a long time, Sojourn Namgung. What’s wrong with you… you came here for training?”

When she woke up, three girls were all around him.

‘When… ?’

I was so into nostalgia.

“……”

As she turned her head downward, Jooha was chewing her nails as if nervously.

‘By the way, why is Joo-ha spying on So-jin? … And who are those girls? … envy.’

It’s full of things I don’t like.

Sojin standing proudly and the girls smiling brightly around him,

He felt a little miserable compared to himself.

A strangely excited expression lowered her mood to the bottom.

“…wt!”

The happy expression on his bright smile was very annoying.

‘Why are you laughing like an idiot?’

That moment,

“…heh!”

His eyes met as he turned his head toward us.

‘Uh, what should I do?’

He quickly hid behind the wall.

It is true that I wanted to talk to him again, but

“……”

“……”

I haven’t had the courage yet.

Not now.

*

‘Where are you going?’

There is no purpose in the training room,

I must have come because I had a business, but I started running somewhere.

Namgoong-hye raises her head and asks in a worried tone.

“Sojin, what are you doing?”

“It’s not a big deal. By the way, Namgung-so, what are you talking about…?”

“Ah… that’s a bit hard to tell right now…”

She wiggled her tail and looked behind me as if in trouble.

“Why?”

“We’re just here. Don’t mind it. Isn’t it?”

Ga-yeon Pang and Ju-hwa Joo hummed and awkwardly avoided their gaze.

“……”

Namgoong-hye smiled as if it was ridiculous.

If you want to do it right, even if it’s just a little bit of acting.

“That’s right. Namgung Soju, come here.”

“Yes? So, Sojin-nim?! Kya!!”

Her face was dyed red like a ripe apple.

“Huh!? Come on, wait!”

“Uh huh!? Hands, let go of your hands!”

I immediately grabbed Nam Goong-hye’s hand and ran out of the training center.