Makes the heroines regret it

Episode 49

I had a dream.

The dreams of a weak and chaotic childhood that could not even be called a single warrior.

Surprisingly, it has become a vague memory, but it must have been kept in the name of a memory in the corner of my heart.

“……”

To be honest, it’s not a memory I want to recall very much.

I’d say it was mostly a nightmare.

Until my older sister died of an illness, it was natural for me to be ignored and compared in my family.

Why did you have to be treated like that?

… I still don’t know.

However, my father’s eyes looking at me were always full of anger and irritation.

So much that even a small child can understand.

“……”

Even now, I can only vaguely speculate.

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“Aww!”

A stone flies out of nowhere and hits the head.

They were mothers and servants, even though they laughed on the inside, they didn’t show it outwardly.

“The nerd goes by. Throw it!”

“Shh! Others listen!”

“What about it? It’s true. Yay!”

They were not branch blood.

I would have been a good target for my peers.

A child who is less distant even though he is a direct blood relative.

because that was me

“……”

“Does it make sense to say that I have no talent for ice skating even though I am a direct blood relative? My mother said. Seol-ah Han is a disgrace to the family…”

“We are children of the same owner, how can we be so different?”

“Yeah. What are you good at?”

“There is one. Crying. Crying again.”

“Are you going to hide again? Throw it quickly!”

They were laughing out loud and genuinely smiling.

I was angry at the bullying, but

‘… … .’

I couldn’t say a word like an idiot.

I don’t want to face such a miserable self…

ran away

ran away and ran again.

nightmarish memories.

In a way, it could be said that it was the most difficult time for me—

“What’s this?”

He smiled brightly and handed him a silk bag.

“Open it”

Let’s open the pocket,

“Wow…”

The red bracelet sparkles beautifully.

-It wasn’t just bad memories.

“Is it your birthday?”

“…Did you know?”

“……”

He nodded his head shyly.

“Thank you… I will cherish it for the rest of my life”

A childhood friend who feels safe and reassured and depended on being together.

He is a really kind man.

“I, I can’t.”

“Why do you think so?”

A man who always listens to his concerns with a serious expression.

“Yeah… I… I don’t have the talent compared to my sister.”

“In addition?”

How many people in my family want to be close to a child who is treated like an idiot or a problem child?

It is also the son of a prestigious Sega.

“It’s a hat…”

“Yeah, and?”

He nodded and looked at me with dazzling eyes.

At first, I was like, ‘Do I need someone to play with?’ I had a question

But it wasn’t.

The self-control of the Guangdongjin family, who is in charge of one of the eight generations of the family, plus excellent looks and excellent martial arts skills for his age.

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Compared to me, he is a child who lacks nothing.

Even if you stand still, people will come to you, but there is no reason to do such a troublesome thing.

If you need a connection as a small winemaker from the Guangdongjin family, it’s much more profitable to go to your sister instead of me.

“Should I stand?”

“……”

No matter how many times he thought about it, he was acting incomprehensible.

When I raised my head, Sojin, who came close enough to breathe, met his lovely eyes and gaze.

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My heart has been beating like a rabbit since before… I hope you don’t hear it

“Seolyeon. Can’t you tell me?”

The strong-willed eyes and the gentle whispering voice felt so sweet.

Because I was so ashamed of myself like this…

“I mean, you’re stupid…”

replied in a crawling voice.

“Is that all?”

‘… … .’

“Seolya. As I said before, the possibilities are good. Strength isn’t everything.”

“Lie…don’t lie.”

“The strength of martial arts? You can’t be judged just by that.”

“I can’t even do that.”

He tried to cheer him up by illuminating his eyes, but… .

I know you better than anyone.

I don’t have any talent.

Whenever I am compared to my older sister, no, I can tell by looking at the children of the branch.

He smiled mischievously as if embarrassed.

“But wouldn’t it be better to try?”

“I can’t do it anyway…? I can’t do anything”

He lowered his head with a groaning sound.

In fact, this should not be

I know it well.

It’s just that it’s only making him in trouble.

But whenever I’m foolish, I like how they take care of me rather than the family I share blood with.

Every time you listen to my foolishness, every time you do something for me, my heart throbs.

… okay,

In other words, I’m addicted to him.

Sojin, who had not spoken for a long time, held her hands tightly and opened her mouth.

“Then I’ll give you some of my power.”

Then, with a warm smile, he held out a warm hand.

what are you giving away?

As I glanced up, I saw the face of my childhood friend speaking with a serious expression.

“……”

Rather than being absurd at the nonsensical sound, it brings laughter.

You always support me in this way somehow.

I grabbed your hand warm like the sun.

Those hands with hard calluses embedded in them that could tell you their sincerity.

Has it been around* a moment?

*15 minutes.

“It’s all over. Try pretending to be tricked.”

It didn’t seem like much had changed, but the confident voice gave me a little confidence.

“Really? Can I do it too? …I’m scared”

“Of course I can, it will be different now… and I will watch you until you succeed.”

“…yes”

And when I got the courage to show the herbivore, I was really surprised.

“Five!”

The flapping of the cold air that spreads from your fingertips.

How long have you waited for this moment… .

“D, finally”

For the first time, I succeeded in the required work.

Those days when I was disappointed with my infinitely helpless self,

The inside of my chest rises… Unfamiliar feeling for the first time

That was the first time I had shed tears not because I was sad, but because I was moved.

when I was with him

It was really good… .

*

“Yes….”

The sunlight coming in through the window gently stroked my face

Her consciousness, which had been immersed in the deep darkness, slowly began to rise above the surface.

Because you can’t just be immersed in faded memories.

He rubbed his sleepy eyes and brushed away his frizzy blue hair.

“Ugh… ugh.”

He grabbed his side and got up from the bed.

I wasn’t feeling well because I was lying sobbing and not getting a deep sleep all night.

Exhaling a lament full of tiredness, Seol-ah Han looked out the window.

Whether you know her heart or not, the sky is clear without a single cloud.

When I look sad when I see myself in the mirror,

“……”

It’s not about feeling.

He wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his white fingers.

‘Exhaust.’

To this day, his vacancy continues to feel pitiful.

Am I wrong?

The emptiness in my heart is still growing little by little.

“……”

He gently shook his head.

Even if it was a misjudgment, he could not ignore the wishes of his parents.

I have expectations and responsibilities at the same time.

Now that I think about it, it is understandable that Sojini just went away when she was attacked by the Linglin sisters at the great dance hall.

It’s sad,

‘This woman… You wouldn’t want to see it.’

Also in the auditorium

Just looking at the dismantling of Jincheon University, what would you have been thinking?

I didn’t know it at the time, but since I’m away from Sojin, I’m starting to understand more and more.

That’s right, I’m his childhood friend.

I clenched my dry lips and repeated it in my mind.

‘Sorry’

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Change your clothes and get ready to go out.

These are bitches who find tantrums and bully them, and I can’t even imagine what they’ll do if they’re late.

“……”

It is difficult to live in the ten thousand generations, but the family is growing a little more through the connection of the fiery sword.

I feel like my heart is going to break, but still… can withstand

You just have to wait until you graduate.

And if you get a good spot in Moorim Meng, then again… .

“ha.”

When I woke up from a dream of a happy childhood, reality was like gloomy ashes.

It’s completely burned out, so there’s not even a residual fire left…

The ashes that can only be scattered helplessly.

A dark red bruise that catches the eye on the pure white skin stands out.

A beating in the name of Dalian. I grabbed my aching body and asked myself.

‘How did this happen?’

Obviously, the future I envisioned wasn’t like this… .

I never imagined it would be like this.

“Hey, Kellogg.”

That moment,

A small, faded bracelet on the desk caught my eye.

“……”

I held the bracelet in my hand.

I forgot about it, but this is the first birthday present Sojin gave me.

He held the faded jewelry tightly as if it were a treasure and said in his heart.

Sojin… i’m having a hard time right now

I really don’t want to do it.

You know I’m a coward… ? I want to run away even now.

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Can’t you help me?

To the person you want to hear the most.

However

There was no one there to listen to her troubles anymore.

*

*

*

As she, Seol-ah Han, walked in front of the training room, her distinctive orange hair caught her eye.

no

It would be right to say that behavior stood out more than hair color.

Hiding behind a wall and looking at something, no matter how good you look, can’t help but be suspicious.

‘What are you doing?’

I wondered why she was doing that.

Speak as naturally as possible to avoid embarrassment.

“Juha? What are you doing here?”

“Stand, Seol-ah? …Shhh!”

Unsurprisingly, she was surprised to see her face and immediately put her index finger to her mouth.

She’s usually a confident woman, but I couldn’t figure out why she was doing this.

‘For what reason?’

He poked his head out following Juha.

“……to?”