Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

When I opened my eyes the next morning, the milky mist was already permeating the surrounding walls. The mountain walls were wet and even my cheeks were moist. They were blown away by the nasal breath close to me.

I was confused, and looked up from his arms.

What greeted me was a dark and calm face, with a sense of unity with those rough and hard rocks around. He closed his eyes, his long eyelashes were still moistened with thin dew stars, his full lips were slightly tilted, like a wronged child, but he slept with satisfaction.

Since the reunion, I have faced too many of him, indifferent, alienated, killing in the Gongyuan prestige, and grim in fighting in the valley. Such unguarded appearance is almost strange.

But I know that the next time will be no stranger.

In the second half of my life, when I get up every morning, I will see such faces, smell the simple and clean smell on him, and feel his arms firm and warm.

This kind of warm reverie made me tickle my lips unconsciously.

As if he felt something, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and his eyes slowly opened, and some of the steamy clear eyes blinked, immediately reflecting me, looking at him with a smile.

"..."

He didn't understand, and looked at me for a while: "Lightness ..."

"Woke up?"

"Well."

He did not agree soberly, still looked at me for a while, his eyes became clear: "light."

I smiled gently in his arms: "Um."

Looking at my smile, he was a little dazed, and it took a while before he reached out and wiped the dew on my cheek.

After wiping it off, he didn't retract his hand, but gently stroked my cheek. The rough palm ironed the skin to bring a warm feeling. I was always nostalgic. I didn't move. Li looked at him: "What's wrong?"

He murmured, "Not a dream."

As soon as my heart moved, he tightened his waist tighter. I can feel his temperature and my heartbeat across thin clothing, I said, "This time, no."

He laughed.

Even if I dream, I ca n’t dream like this now. I hugged him and slept on the mountain wall. Under him was a treacherous mountain. The next side was a waterfall like Tianhe River. The air was full of water and grass. The fragrance, long and crisp bird sounds from the distant forest, all these seem to be more unreal than dreams.

But it's true.

It's not early this time, the sun has risen into the sky, it's time to get up, but it seems a bit reluctant, and he has been nestling in his arms. He chuckled and looked down at me: "Can't afford it?"

Aren't you still alone?

As if hearing a complaint in my heart, he smiled, "I want to enjoy it for a while."

"enjoy?"

If someone sees our current situation and hears these two words, it will inevitably make them feel funny, but when I hear it, I fully understand it, but also understand it sadly.

He and I have known each other for many years. I have been in the cave, and I have been together. But I can let go of everything like I do now, and I have the time of the other party. But there is really too little, too little. A pearl is so precious.

All I can think of is that on a clear and clear autumn day, surrounded by a golden wheat wave, and the fragrance of the straw slowly in the air, I sat with him at the edge of the field.

Now that I want to come, it is just the most common and most common picture in the countryside, but only I know it. In the cold palace for almost two years, only recalling this picture will make tears My tears have flowed and my heart is as dead as tears.

The biggest pain in life is not that we cannot get it, but that we have lost it.

If there was no such happiness, then the later pain would not be so painful.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help clasping his placket.

Qing Han looked down at me and suddenly said, "Jun's heart is like pine and cypress, how my heart is like. Lightness, do you remember when you taught me this poem."

"..." I looked up at him suddenly-what he said at that time?

"At that time, you were pregnant with a baby, and your stomach was growing up, and you came to the ground to deliver meals to you. Even if I became an official, I also ate a lot of mountain and sea food, but it really made me forget It won't fall, or the taste of those simple meals. "

"Do you know what I was thinking at that time?"

I have a sore nose and shook my head slightly.

He chuckled: "Actually I was thinking at that time, the so-called happiness is right."

"..."

"If you can just do that and live with you for a lifetime, all right."

"..."

I suddenly had the urge to cry.

It turned out that at that time, he had also thought about it this way, it was just coarse tea and light rice, just a bland life, but hoping for a lifetime. But Heaven did not give us such a chance, everything that happened after that was so anxious, so chaotic, it was like a squall and a rainstorm, so the two duckweeds that happened to meet in the sea of ​​people were separated like this.

If I do n’t meet him again, my happiness will still be there?

He said, looking down at me, reaching out and brushing a little messy hair on my forehead: "Now, although I'm a little bit late, I'm better than I was then."

His gentle voice was like spring breeze.

I didn't say anything, I just buried my face in his arms, and all the whimpers disappeared into his temperature and heartbeat.

.

Finally, when I had to get up, he and I stood carefully on the mountain wall and looked up. The morning light penetrated the clouds and water mist, so that we could see the lush green ahead more clearly.

As long as this section of rock is past, the mountain road is above. Although the **** is a bit scary, it is much easier to climb on such a mountain wall than to be careful.

After he and I ate the grilled fish and fruit in a big mouth, he stood up and started his activities: "Go!"

The next time, neither of them spoke again, but they all climbed up with a sigh of relief, and my fingers soon became red and swollen, but finally passed the most dangerous part, watching it The hillside covered with green grass and the waves rising up and down the green waves, I was so happy that my legs were a little soft, a cripple.

A hand stretched out and grabbed my ankle.

Looking down, it was the chill that kept climbing below me, and he looked up at me: "Be careful."

"Ok."

I nodded, and then the strength of his arm turned upwards, and finally boarded up, but I had no time to rest, and hurriedly turned around to grasp Qing Han's hand, struggling to pull him up. .

The two fell suddenly on the hillside, panting in a big mouth.

Already tired, his limbs were not his own, and his heartbeat was about to stop. I turned to look at him, and he was also looking at me. Both couldn't help laughing, he gasped and said intermittently: " Are you ok?"

"Ok."

He laughed aloud again, the white teeth revealed, and the smile was exceptionally bright in the sun. He reached out and grabbed my hand, and I didn't move. I just let him grab it, and waited for two people to catch his breath. Well, he sat up anxiously and pulled me up: "Let's go."

The terrain of the hillside is not so dangerous than the previous road, but the feet are all crazy weeds, and they are slippery when they step on, and they will fall down if they don't pay attention. Two people can only lean down and use hands and feet to slowly climb up This posture is more laborious than just climbing the mountain.

I was a bit tired, my hands and feet slowed down, Qinghan turned my head and smiled suddenly, "Do you look at us as if they look like those animals?"

I turned to look at his awkward look, and laughed, "You are like a panda."

"Panda bear? What is it?"

"It is an animal unique to Shu land, with only black and white fur, round and fat and stupid, and ..."

As soon as he heard it, he changed his face: "Who is fat and who is stupid?"

I held back a laugh: "Whoever is anxious is who."

"You—" He was so angry that he reached over to fish for me, and I laughed, hurriedly walking up a few steps, and heard him screaming in the back: "Let me catch you!"

"Catch me and talk."

As I said, I climbed up hard. Laughing from the heart, it seems that the power is flowing like a smile. He chased after him all the way, but he kept stepping forward. After a while, he could see a large flat road ahead, and the wind was gradually trembling. Rising, weeding and rolling under the grass constantly.

I couldn't help laughing, and it happened that Qing Han came up. I pointed to the front and said to him, "Qing Han, look!"

He was a little breathless, sweaty on his forehead, and as soon as he looked up, he saw a place not far away. The water mist rose for a long time, and it glowed colorfully in the sun, like a rainbow after the rain. general.

It's the waterfall we fell from!

He immediately laughed: "coming soon!"

"Ok!"

He wiped the sweat from his forehead and propped himself up, "Go away, let's go up!"

I nodded with a smile. Although my hands and feet were so weak that I couldn't hold out my strength, I saw that the exit was right ahead. Any tiredness seemed to be negligible at this moment. Watching him struggling on his stomach, I told Behind him, as he climbed, he said, "Light cold."

"Ok?"

"If it went up this time-I'll tell you a secret of mine."

He froze and looked back at me, with a slight expression on his face, and I looked at him with a smile: "Everything, tell you."

He didn't speak, but his eyes were obviously deeper.

I know he is not without doubt.

A good woman, why is it a baby and light? Why am I entangled with the emperor till now, why am I so involved with Xichuan and Zongmen ...

I looked at him resolutely. This kind of look shocked Qinghan a little. He paused and nodded: "Okay!"