Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

"You choose me, will you?"

After saying this, I closed my mouth, choked my breath, and stared at him with my eyes wide open, holding his fingertips almost cold.

Qinghan has never looked at my eyes, but from my perspective, I can clearly see under the slightly trembling thick eyelashes. The clear eyes seem to be entangled with ice and fire. With his soul, every moment is a torture, and it is no less than the torment in my heart.

Will you choose me?

Just how bold I am, I asked this sentence, and put my life and life into his hands. One word of him can make my life shine, and the same sentence can be like one Put a sharp knife into my chest and make my life dark.

I don't know how long, he finally raised his head slowly, those dark eyes fixedly looked at me, but his eyes shook like his voice, and kept shaking--

"I ... choose you ..."

...!

My heart suddenly exploded, and the hand holding his finger was almost spasmodic: "Light cold!"

"I choose you!"

"..."

"Then, where are we going?"

For a moment, I was almost a little frantic with joy, shouting, "I, we leave here, we-we-look for-"

"Look away, right?"

"Yes!" I nodded strongly—my daughter, my daughter, no matter how long she was locked up, and how long after that, I would not give up looking for her goal, and if I find her, my side can With him, then-so what can I do in my life? !!

Thinking of this, my heart was dark for no reason.

Then I slowly looked at him.

He also looked at me, and his eyes could not say clearly: "In these years, you will not come alone."

"..."

"I heard people say that the princess was robbed of her."

"..."

"But you didn't worry too much about Li'er being harmed, or-it's gone, because you know that robbing Li'er will not hurt her and will treat her well, right?"

"..."

"So, who's beside Lier?"

...

Who's beside Lier?

Hearing this sentence, I felt as if a long-closed door was suddenly opened, and a white, snow-white, spotless figure stood there, and suddenly appeared in front of my eyes.

Who else can leave the people around Lier?

Pei Yuanxiu, the Prince who was only one step away from the throne, waved a knife at Dongzhou City against the "Yuan Gongzi" who stepped on the prairie barbarians ... Also, smiling quietly in the quiet air of the Cabinet, and talking peacefully with me that person.

It is also the person who saved my liar and disappeared for so many years.

Why did Qinghan mention him, and why did he mention him at this time?

Thinking of this, my heart looked at him more and more embarrassed. Qing Han asked calmly, "The person next to Lier is the prince, wasn't he?"

"Yes, it's him."

After one question and one answer, Qinghan stopped speaking, and I raised my head uneasily to look at his blinking eyes and asked, "Why did you know him? Who told you?"

"..."

It suddenly seemed like I understood something about Pei Yuanxiu, which has become a taboo in the palace. Even if Shen Gongyu wants to talk to him, there is no need to talk about these past events. I can talk about them in front of him, let He hesitated and hesitated, and even resigned, only--

"Pei Yuanzhen told you, right?"

He didn't speak, but his eyebrows slowly twisted into a Sichuan word.

This time, I fully understood it.

No wonder his attitude towards me has always been that way, even when I and him are alone, it always makes people feel that they can't be completely close. That is not my illusion, but he is hesitating.

"Actually, it's not just the long princess," Qing Hanman said in a loud voice, "I have heard of this prince for a long time. I heard that he has an outstanding appearance, gentle and elegant, and a gentleman's style. That student also praised him for his excellence. "

"..."

"The long princess told me that when everyone was embarrassing you, he spoke in public for you and hit his mother. Later, when he left the capital, he was all alone. The only thing he took away was the book you gave him. . "

"..."

"She also said that five years ago, the battle in Dongzhou was also for you."

My heart sank suddenly.

Of course I did not forget everything that happened in Dongzhou, but at that time, I lost all my memories. I did n’t know what it meant to be around that person, but I just thought of him as a friend. When he was fighting blood on the tower, he used The body resisted the iron arrow for me. I knew nothing but gratitude and doubt about him.

It was not until I recovered my memory that I knew that I had been in debt.

An almost insolvent debt.

Thinking of this, my eyes were also hot and red, I took a deep breath and looked up at Qing Han: "What do you mean by saying this?"

"..."

"You mean, you're not my only option, are you?"

"..."

"Do you want to say that I don't have to be Liu Qinghan, right?"

Qing Han was silent, and the interweaving of ice and fire almost made me feel pain when I looked at it, and my chest was also jumping. In the end, he seemed to have made up his mind, looked up at me, and said word by word: "Lightness, I'm not the best."

"what?"

"I'm not the best."

He repeated again, his eyelashes dropped slightly and his eyes became dark.

Hearing this sentence, my eyebrows frowned, and came to understand.

Is this why he has been hesitant and indifferent towards me?

Because I am the one I love, I feel that I must be the best in the world to be worthy of him. And when he went to Beijing all the way, what he saw and saw was not only the relatives of the emperor but also the grandson and grandson of the grandson. For the fisherman from a fishing village like this, how much pressure I cannot know, but Shen Xiaokun said, "Let him always be worried, I can understand how much.

Thinking of it, I calmed down and said, "So, who do you think I should choose? Is he?"

He didn't say anything, but when I said he wanted to choose him, almost every one of the deep furrows was tormented, and on his pale, scarcely **** face, he looked more and more melancholic.

"Light cold, you tell me, what is the best? Who can be the best?"

"..."

"I know thousands of people, on appearance and character, failing to reach Huang Ye; if they are knowledgeable, failing to reach Fu Bazhen; on power, failing to reach the supreme court; on brave martial arts, failing to reach the prairie prince On Xinjichengfu ... "I paused, and a faint chill sprang up from the bottom of my heart. This sentence was only half spoken, and I swallowed it.

"There are so many best, should I choose?"

"..."

"You are right, you are not the best, and he is really good. For me, he paid a lot, even Lier ... Lier also saved his life and risked him. . "

"..."

Having said that, I choked a little: "I owe him so much."

Qing Han was so quiet that he almost didn't breathe, just looked at me like this, his eyes were as dark as night.

I looked firmly at those dark eyes and slowly said, "Some people are good to me, and I will be grateful; I owe others, and I will return, even if the next life weeds ring, I must return. Personally, he treats me well. I deserve it. I owe him. I don't want to pay it back. I want to ask him for more, even-I want to give it to me for the rest of his life. "

"..."

"Because, take a look back at the flowers, lazy monk and half-margin monk."

Qing Han opened his eyes slightly and looked at me: "Light."

"Light cold, you are this, the person destined to suffer."

"..."

"No matter how good I don't want it."

"..."

"I only want you."

"..."

Hearing this sentence, he didn't say anything, just looked at me for a long time, his eyes became a little red, and finally he slowly raised his hand to reach me, his voice was low and hoarse: "Come here."

I gritted my teeth, put my hand in his palm, and immediately held it tightly, only one pull, I fell into his arms, and felt that the solid and thick chest was undulating. , I grabbed his placket with force: "Light cold."

He didn't say a word. He just hugged me hard. When the trembling lips pressed against my forehead, the hot touch seemed to be stamped on him. It was all his life.

Let me have an impulse to tears, hands around his thin waist, hug him as if that was the promise between me and him, only for a moment, and forever.

At that moment, I really thought it was forever.

However, at this time, I forgot to brand him ...

.

The weather slowly started to get hot.

Even the dense shade above the head could not cover the hot temperature brought by the sun, and the light spots scattered by the stars were pouring down on the river, almost dazzling.

Fortunately, the river that is constantly flowing still carries a warm and cool breath, which makes our two "geeks" who are almost drinking blood more comfortable.

After catching two fish and grilling and eating, I couldn't bear to put on my shoes and socks, and sat on the bank, soaking my barefoot in the river water, and the cool river water flowed around the white ankles. Swimming over, rubbing my feet, bringing a burst of crispness / itchiness.

I couldn't help laughing, reaching out to touch it, and the fish was also smart. As soon as my fingertips got into the water, it snorted and lost sight of a splash.

Qing Han saw it aside and smiled, "You are so willing to catch it if you are so young?"

"I'll play for a while."

"These little fishes are the best. They can be felt by someone in the river, and they are not easy to catch."

I looked at him curiously: "I remember you used to catch small fish by the river and come back to make soup, how did you catch it?"

Qing Han smiled: "Although these small fish are smart, they are only sensitive to danger. If they are calm and peaceful, they will not have any sense of crisis. Therefore, we often use stones to surround a small pond in shallow water. It's lower than the water surface. Sprinkle small sandworms or something inside. They will swim in and eat. When the river water recedes, these little fish will not be able to go out. "

"Oh……"

I nodded and looked down at the little fishes that had swam back and played around my ankles. The picture of no sense of sorrow and all I wanted was peace and happiness, and I couldn't help but smile a bitterly.

It turned out that this is what got trapped.

Qing Han sat beside me and took off his shoes and socks. I immediately said, "Be careful."

He laughed: "I can't be so weak. It's okay."

After speaking, they also soaked a pair of bare feet into the river, and a few small fish swam over again, holding his toes and having fun.

The feet of the two of us were close together, and his skin became darker and darker. My ankle was white. I couldn't help but smile and stepped on his feet with bare feet: "Look at you, how dark the feet are."

He couldn't help hitting me: "Just you are white."

"It's whiter than you." I said, stepping again: "How long have you not washed your feet, it's so dirty."

"Nonsense, I wash it every day."

"That's still so dark."

"It's born."

"So you're hacked and don't admit it yet."

...

It turns out that even if the two most sensible adults are together, sometimes they are more naive than the children. Just two of them step on me, and I step on you, making a splash. My skin was white, and the instep was red. I was not convinced. I stepped on his instep hard and crackled, but his dark skin didn't show red.

Lost ...

The two laughed for a while, and he said, "Okay, are you even? Are you light? I want some fruit."

I patted him on the knee, "You really are an uncle!"

He sat there looking at me with a smile, and I couldn't help laughing: "Wait for me to look there."

After living in this valley for so long, most of the surrounding fruits were picked by me. I can pick up the fruits of the tree when I am physically fit, but now it is not autumn, but I ’m still eating in the mountains. I walked to the side. After a long journey, I finally saw a bunch of low trees with clusters of small coral-red fruits. I hurriedly picked them and went back.

As soon as I walked not far from the cave, I heard the sound of Shuihuayu. When I walked around a forest and looked at it, I saw that the cold / naked upper body was standing in the middle of the river, scrubbing slowly.

He had his back to me, and he could see his back at a glance.

His body was slightly thinner than that of Shen Wukun's martial arts, but he was a thin and strong physique after years of hard work. His lines were firm and beautiful, and his dark skin was covered with a thin layer of water. The sun shines through a honey-colored luster, like a large piece of beeswax.

However, those stabbing wounds on the back ran across the dark skin and looked a little shocking.

His injuries were not badly recovered. In the end, it was the young people who survived from the most difficult places. Naturally, they can withstand these injuries more than some of the more delicate and expensive.

Although these injuries are now irrelevant, like the painful memories of the past, one day I can talk with a smile, but I can't help but be afraid when I think of the tragic situation at that time, because maybe a knife is deeper, Heavier, I might lose him. He also knows, so the medicine wipes me off these days, and I do it myself.

At this time he had finished scrubbing, and carefully wiped off the water with his clothes. As soon as he turned around, he saw me coming over, hurriedly put on his clothes, and smiled at me: "You're quick."

I handed the fruit over, "Well, eat."

He took it with a smile, sat on the ground and ate it, handed it to me. I shook my head and didn't need it, just sat next to him and leaned lightly on his shoulder. Seeing my gloomy eyes, I said gently, "Are you still afraid?"

"..."

"Did I say that? It's all right."

"..."

"It just looks ugly, but it doesn't hurt at all."

Then, he seemed to want to amuse me and laughed: "I still want to be an uncle in the future, and a daughter-in-law wipes my back. What can you do if you do this?"

"..." I couldn't help it at last, and gave him a white look, and he laughed.

But he smiled like this, and my heart was not so heavy, just looked back at his back and said gently, "Is it really all right?"

He nodded: "The wound is almost full, but sometimes there will be sore pain, which is always the case when healed."

I reached out and caressed his back, separated by a layer of wet clothes, and could feel the uneven scars and grooves under the palm of his hand, slightly undulating with his breathing, it seemed that it really didn't matter.

I thought about it for a while and said, "Light cold, now that you're almost ready--"

"Ok?"

"Let's go."

"Leave?" He froze and said, "You mean--"

"You promised to follow me. We're going to leave here, everyone who's here, and find out."

This time, he did not refuse or hesitate, but after a moment of silence, he put a handful of fruit into his mouth, chewed it, and said, "Okay!"

.

As soon as the two of them made up their minds, things got a lot faster. I caught a few more fish and grilled them, and found some wild fruits to make dry food together. When I fell from the top, there were still a few pieces of Zhu Cui from Chang Qing on my head, which were easy to handle when there was smoke, but if I walked on the grassland, what I ate was even more important.

Although the light cold injury is no big deal, but it ca n’t be compared with the time when it was completely good. After leaving the cave where they were temporarily living, the two people went along the river all the way up and stopped for about two days. , I heard a thunderous sound coming from the front.

It is the sound of a waterfall.

The cascading waterfall looks like a silver belt hanging high in the river valley. A huge pond rushes out under the huge impact. The water splashes up to a person's height. The diffuse water mist is reflected by the sunlight. The seven-colored rainbow is extraordinarily beautiful.

Qing Han This is the first time that I have seen this waterfall, and the whole person is still, just standing there can't walk.

I shouted, "Light cold! Light cold!"

He shouted for a long time before he returned to his normal spirit. He turned to look at me, and I said loudly, "What are you doing!"

The sound of water almost obscured my voice and repeated several times before he heard it clearly, swallowed, said something to me, I couldn't hear it, and asked him what he said. -Ying, let's-two-fate-really-big! "

Yeah, our lives are so big.

Maybe, God gave me a chance so that I can really cut off the past and start a new life with him.

Therefore, the fear and pain at that time, now I want to come, using only two words of life, it seems that I can completely ignore it, and even face it with a smile.

I yelled in his ear and said, "It's better to listen to God!"

He glanced back at me and couldn't help laughing, and the two went to the side.

This waterfall is very high, and the mountains next to it are also dangerous, but it is not yet impossible to fall. Those raised rocks can just become our stepping stones, but his physical strength is poor, and two people stop and go. Stop. After half a day, I only crawled to ten feet, and my feet were already floating. The water stirred up by the waterfall next to them wet their clothes, and we curled up in a mountain stream, and I took out a fruit: "Eat it."

There were fine beads of sweat on his forehead, and he nodded and took it.

I wiped his sweat and looked up. This is just the beginning. If I really want to go up, I don't know how long it will take. I'm afraid I'll rest on the mountain wall at night.

At this time, I couldn't help thinking of those who could martial arts, all as light as swallows, and sighed: "If only we two would martial arts. If only Huang Ye, depending on his martial arts, I am afraid of two or three I will be able to jump up next, and the old Taoist prince said nothing on that day, and this valley must not stump him. "

At this moment, Qing Han looked at me with a strange look.

I was puzzled by him and said, "What's wrong?"

He said, "That old priest, light, have you ever seen him before?"

"No words, I haven't seen it." I shook my head. "I just heard that there is such a warlock around the emperor, but almost no one in the palace has seen him. I think he appeared that day, and there may be many ministers. See him for the first time. "

"Oh……"

"What's wrong? Why ask this?"

Qing Han hesitated and said, "But he seems to know you."

"What?" I was taken aback--no words, that mysterious old priest knew me?

Qing Han nodded his head: "When the emperor introduced me to him, I talked to him about something, and then he suddenly asked you about our life in the fishing village."

My eyebrows frowned suddenly.

I ca n’t hide things from Qinghan and I in the fishing village. It ’s not strange to be known to me, but this wordless desire is an old Taoist accompany the emperor, and has nothing to do with me. Yuan Zhen used it, but what does it have to do with me, why ask me?

I said, "What else did he ask?"

Qing Han thought for a while and said, "Yes, he also asked if I had seen any brand on you."

"brand?"

There was a murmur in my heart--is that the famous brand?

But what does that name brand have to do with him?

Even if the "Yan Qingying" brand was almost killing me, but Pei Yuanzhen had helped me through the disaster, and the Shen family has now fallen, the brand is even more irrelevant. The old priest asked what the famous brand was doing?

Or does the brand he said mean something else?

After thinking about it for a long time, I still can't understand it, and the current situation doesn't allow me to think about those things. The most important thing at the moment is to escape from this danger first.

After rest enough, Qinghan and I regained our spirits and climbed up again.

Although my injury was not mild and cold, but in the end I was a woman, and my strength could not be compared with him. It didn't take long for my hands and feet to become sour and swollen, and my fingertips were worn red and almost broken. Seeing that the sky was getting late. When we all boarded a relatively spacious rock, we wouldn't let it go up in the light cold, and the two of them prepared to rest there for a night.

This mountain stone is said to be spacious, which is enough for two people to lie down.

As soon as you turn around, the stupid rock is below.

After a while, it was dark.

Everything around was darkened, nothing could be seen, the only thing I could feel was the person close to me and his strong chest, slightly undulating against my back, his body temperature was ironed on his body, Gives a sense of tranquility that is beyond words.

But I knew that on his back, it was empty, and even the danger of making people feel weak at the first sight.

Thinking of this, I turned carefully to face him, stretched out my hands, and clenched his waist tightly, and the whole person was almost curled up in his arms.

The man froze for a while, then slowly reached out his hand, also wrapped around my waist, hugged me tightly.

There was no gap between the two people, and they were tightly close together.

Feeling his breathing a little cramped from the top of his head, the hot air was blowing on his forehead, the broken hair was moving, with a little crispy / itchy feeling, I subconsciously rubbed in his shoulder socket, and felt By the time his body became stiffer, like some intolerable openings, his voice was hoarse: "You sleep well."

I looked up from his arms.

Then the faint sky light, seeing his dark face, seems to be darker than usual, or it may be red, eyes stubbornly looking at the rocks behind me, as if how beautiful, dumbly said: That's incredible. "

I couldn't help laughing, and his breath blew across his neck, causing him to wince and stare down at me. I hurriedly closed my eyes like a kitten found the warming stove in winter, and held him in his arms Drilled inside.

"You ..."

He murmured, holding me helplessly and closing his eyes.

The silence of the night, only the sound of water not far away echoed in the dream, and my ears were clearer, the reassuring heartbeat, and his warm breath, surrounded me.

One night, like spring.