With you for thirteen years

Hai Ruo blew out the candles on the cake amidst the cheers of a bunch of people. The warm yellow light in the living room was turned on with a pop. The friends cheered and applauded, vying for a bite of the cake and then to other people’s faces. erase.

Hai Ruo was the first to take the brunt. The newly made hair was almost covered with cream. She smiled as if she had succumbed to her, and put Dongdong in her arms around the sofa to avoid the attacks of her girlfriends.

At this moment, it was a breezy spring night, and it was also Hai Ruo's thirty-sixth birthday.

It can be said that by the age of thirty-six, a woman's best years are about to pass.While most women worry about their husbands and children, they will seize the time to delay the irreversible slack, fine lines, and stains on their faces, worry about their blue silk turning into white hair, and worry about the curse that no one can escape—— Get old.

But when you see a woman like Hairuo, you can't help but question her age and God's fairness.

It's really nourishing, unlike a thirty-six year old woman.

"Have a good time with your little boyfriend in the'two-person world'." The witty man had just returned from abroad, and he unconsciously brought a "quotation mark" gesture when he spoke.

"What?" Hearing this name, Hai Ruo couldn't help but put Dongdong on her shoulder and waved goodbye to all friends.

"Okay, Dongdong." Hai Ruo looked at the house, although everyone helped to clean up the house, but it was still a messy scene, "Happy time is over, we have to work."

Dongdong also has to work.People who know Hai Ruo and her cat have said similar things-this cat is so smart that it is so good, Hai Ruo is also quite proud of Dongdong's IQ.Usually at home, Dongdong will also help with the so-called housework within his capacity-does it sound like a pupil?

Well, the housework he can do includes tidying up the bogu shelves and bookshelves, helping clean the coffee table and dining table, helping Hai Ruo get something and hand over clothes or something, and of course, help her lay a bed sheet.

So when everyone else understood what Dongdong could do, they all said that Hai Ruo really doesn't need a so-called man, "Because the role of a husband is to provide you with a source of chromosomes, Dongdong can do it all." "The new mother who gave birth to a baby last year also brought her son here. "What's even better is that he won't quarrel with you, Hai Ruo, you are the winner in life."

With the pink floral sheets laid out, Hai Ruo thought of this sentence somehow, chuckled, and made Dongdong look at her unclearly.

"Meow?" What's wrong?

"It just suddenly occurred to me that Dongdong is my little boyfriend. Actually I want to come." Hai Ruomo rubbed the fur of Dongdong's neck and pinched his ear tips playfully."I don't know how it feels to fall in love, but if you think about it carefully, it's like this."

"Heart is like a double wire mesh, with a thousand knots in it, what kind of emotion is it, I don't know, Dongdong. Do you know?" Pulling on the duvet, Hai Ruo patted the position beside her. Dongdong glanced at her, mumbled, jumped up, and rolled on the bed, just to reach her.

Facing her most intimate Dongdong, Hai Ruo had the desire to talk.

Dongdong is smart and human.This is the consensus of people who know that Hai Ruo has such a cat, but in fact, this is the result of Chu Chengyu's painstaking efforts.If a cat loves to watch TV, it’s okay, it’s normal. If a cat loves to read books, um, it’s probably just looking at pictures or something, which can be explained.

But if a cat can understand human words and type at once, it’s a bit weird. At least most people will want to figure out what’s going on. Other people, such as scientists, are most likely to do it. Experiment dissected.

To show his IQ, Chu Chengyu meticulously designed a timeline.At first, I just seemed to be more interested in everything around me, and then I paid more attention to the behavior of the owner. After a period of time, I would simply do a few specific behaviors and have specific reactions to certain words, and then I would be the people around me. After accepting the idea of ​​"This cat is really smart", he can basically "do whatever he wants".

Because of his humanity, Haeruo basically treated him equally after he passed the kitten period, and would tell him a lot of things, and would "discuss" with him about anything.

But now, Hai Ruo wanted to confide to him some thoughts she had never said to anyone.

"I'm always surprised at my inner world. To be honest, before puberty, I always thought that I was no different from anyone else." Heluo held Dongdong's body and held him in front of him."It wasn't until the friends around me fell in love one by one that I felt that something in my heart seemed to be missing."

"At that time, it was... high school, a few years old, there was a senior who had passed the entrance examination for college, and he confessed to me on graduation day... At that time, a bunch of people were making fun of him. That senior was very popular, and I felt that he refused to face it It was not so good, so I talked to the senior in private afterwards."

"The senior said that he liked me for a long time and didn't want to give up. He said that he wanted to hold on for a while and try it." Hai Ruo put Dongdong on his belly. Dongdong stepped on his front paws a few times, softly, causing Hai Ruo to laugh.

"Itchy, don't make trouble. I was ignorant and felt what was wrong with me at the time. The seniors chased me for a long time, until I finished the college entrance examination and studied at S. The others are pretty good, and I haven't contacted for a long time. I don't know how it is now..."

Hai Ruo was silent for a while, seeming to be sorting out the language.

"I don't know what it feels like to like." She stroked the hair on Dongdong's body, unconsciously pulled her hair ends and entangled with his fur. "My friend said that all of a sudden the world It revolves around another person. I feel happy when the other person is better. I feel that I want to stick to the other person all the time... This is incredible. At that time, I thought, how is it possible? Will burst out such a strong feeling."

"But, at that time, I never felt like this at all. If someone confessed to me, I didn't even have the most basic vanity they said, but I felt troubled by how unsounding rejection."

"I can feel the sweetness and bitterness from the sweet or bitter stories told by my friends, and I can know the deep meaning from love songs and movies, especially from the text, I can chew different emotions and flavors. Because of this, I chose the path and career of my life.

I was obsessed with "At that time only Tao was ordinary", I was also attracted by "Bone Acacia knowing not knowing", and I even cried for "Wu Tong half-dead after clear frost.But when it's my turn, I can't empathize anymore."

"There are also people who were friends with me before, and never saw each other after being rejected by me. At that time, I was very uncomfortable and felt very wronged. Now that I think about it, I am really young. I lived with my aunt for a while when I was young. Close, as you know, she is also alone until now, but unlike me, she has had several boyfriends and pursues the romance of love from time to time. But in the final analysis, she and mine have the same ideas.

She asked me, if it’s harder to refuse to let him leave, why don’t you just accept it?

I remember I answered her like this:

'I don't want to delay another person's life just because of the inexplicable little loneliness in my heart. That would be too irresponsible.'

On the contrary, my aunt said that I am still too good at thinking about others. I don’t even have to think about being responsible for the lives of others. It’s already very difficult to live my life comfortably. It’s not realistic to worry about others."

Dongdong lay quietly on her body, listening to her smilingly speaking, her heart was calm.

"But then I was a bit at a loss. It seemed a bit strange to stay single with people around, but there was nothing difficult after finding the trick." Dongdong knew what the "tricks" were, and whenever someone introduced her to a man. At the right time, with a trace of sadness, there is no need to continue.

Friends who really have a close relationship with her can also be regarded as knowing her, jokingly calling her an "asexual" patient.

"However, there are always some people I don't want to hurt, but I hurt them unconsciously... someone like Xiao Jing, I... don't understand why."

Xu Jing participated in a lot of exchanges with Professor Wu this year, and the evaluation of the paper was also very high. In short, everything went well.For Hai Ruo's birthday, she also asked someone to bring her gift-a crystal statue of a mermaid, which is now on the TV cabinet and can be seen every day.Hai Ruo has started to take graduate students again. This time there are two boys and one girl, who are still very kind, but not intimacy.

About Xu Jing, she didn't want to do it again.

She didn't understand why anyone would like her. Hai Ruo has always been open and generous. She asked herself that she would not leave room for ambiguity. After clearly expressing her ideas, most suitors left the scene sadly. , This happened more than once, which made her extremely puzzled.

Hai Ruo, her name, I don't know if it was a beautiful coincidence or her parents got it on purpose, but it actually meant the god of the sea.

And she is really like a goddess in the sea, broad, tolerant, but also the most senseless and ruthless.

Yes, she would never know that when a sea god who should be aloft and cold, but always smiles gently and tenderly to people, this in itself is the greatest indulgence and temptation.

But they never get her.

And how many people are always "not getting" what they chase all their lives.

But Chu Chengyu, he felt that Hai Ruo was not like this.And the way he fell in love with her was not the same.

"You said, Dongdong, isn't it weird." Hai Ruo was a little sleepy as he said, "I really can't figure it out."

Yes, Hai Ruo, who doesn't know the appearance of love, naturally can't figure it out.

If it were the former Chu Chengyu, he might not have understood this feeling, but God gave him a life and death catastrophe and let him meet Hai Ruo.

In fact, Hai Ruo didn’t know that when she was with Dongdong, she was happy, and she always wanted to take him by her side, feeling that she would be uneasy when she left him... Except for the fact that he was not a human being, she almost wanted Meet the definition of lovers.

It's just that this definition overlaps too much with the definition of family, so she can't distinguish it at all.

However, Chu Chengyu wanted to start, and felt that it didn't matter, and his mood suddenly became clear.

All pain comes from you, all happiness comes from you.

This kind of thinking makes him feel particularly good and makes him feel alive.

When he wakes up tomorrow morning, he will say love to Hai Ruo as usual, and will kiss the corner of his mouth that only he understands.

His love, he has never been able to confess, and can never be confessed, there is only one way to realize it.

This way is called companionship.

small theater

It's raining today, and Dongdong is not easy to take out.

So at home:

After reading the financial news as usual, Dongdong was bored on the sofa-he fumbled and flicked another one.

I'm proficient at booting up and surfing the Internet, and browsing a few webpages feels really nothing good. What should I do?

Turning around, hey, the bookshelf is a bit messy, it must be that Hai Ruo hadn't had time to sort through the materials this morning.

Then, just do this.

Well, put the literature on one side, and put it on the other side professionally, this... the big word is too heavy, so let's put it here.

Hai Ruo, who went home in the evening, watched that the materials he had worked so hard to turn out in the morning were "returned", Dongdong's expressionless "black face" was shining with expectation.

………………

"Dongdong is so powerful and smart." Hai Ruo didn't even stop, and immediately picked up Dongdong and turned around a few times, "Awesome, it helped me a lot."

After that, every time Hai Ruo finished looking through the information and placed what he needed on the other side, he would also pick out the basic light and messy appearance by the way.

Well, Hai Ruo forgot to clean up again, fortunately I was there.

Dongdong set the book blankly, squatting at Hai Ruo's feet, waiting for Hai Ruo to kiss him on the tip of his nose.

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