With you for thirteen years

Hai Ruo:

You may find it strange to read this message, but the first thing to note is that it is neither a hoax that appeared out of thin air, nor is it your imagination or illusion.This paper and the above words are what I want to say.

Today I feel bad. I turned on the computer and printed out this document while you were out shopping for food. Of course, I added the few lines here.I have been writing these words one after another for almost a month. After all, the cat's body is not convenient for typing. It is all because of not inventing a keyboard suitable for the cat's body.

I don’t know if I am making fun of you. If not, it means that my communication skills are as bad as years ago.

As bad as when I was a human.

Yes, I used to be a human being. I didn’t know what happened when I died. I came alive with the body of this kitten. When I opened my eyes, I saw you. At that time, I was just a one-week-old kitten. His care allowed me to survive again and I am very grateful.

I know I shouldn't talk to you so politely, but I don't know what to say.

For countless hours, I have so much to say to you, but now I don’t know what to say to you. When I was still a person, I was very clumsy and not very gregarious. I have not spoken for many years and a little incoherent.

I don't want to tell you my identity as a human before, because trying to find my past is meaningless, you will definitely do it, so that you will be more uncomfortable, and we didn't know each other before, and there is no intersection.

I don’t have much physical strength and time left. I will try my best to keep it short. If I can finish speaking, I should be able to tell you that my throat is broken.

First of all, I love you very much, Haruo.

It's the kind, between people, between men and women.

You might say something about the nestling effect (remember you told me about it) but I'm pretty sure it is not, even if I have never loved anyone, I know it is not.

In fact, I don't know how I knew it, but I just think it's really great to meet you, and I haven't had any regrets when I died at that time.

Every time I see you, I think it’s meaningful to live, and every time you touch me, I think it’s really nice to be a cat.

I still have to say sorry. Over the years, I have tried my best to avoid your changing clothes, but I may still see a little bit. At this time, apologizing will seem a bit opportunistic, because I know you will not be willing to blame me.

To make a long story short, in fact, there is a lot of talk, and there is one most important issue to discuss.I am a bit arrogant here. I think your feelings for me are not pure family members. You should also have love.

I hope it's my kind to you.

I still remember that you said that you would not fall in love with anyone. Then, when I am not as a human being, can you think about whether you really fall in love with me?

I relied on this idea to support myself not to resent my life as a cat, and then realized that as long as I fantasize this way, it is easy to act as a cat.

I have imagined that I will stay with you for a lifetime. I have imagined that since the soul transfer can happen, can any other supernatural event happen, for example, I can be transformed into a human being, I can live forever, and I can make you fall in love with me , In the way a woman falls in love with a man.

However, maybe the chance of a miracle happening twice is too small and too small. I think my life will soon be over again.

Here, I still have to apologize for concealing your and my illness. I am really sorry.

When I learned about my own situation, I was also sad. I worried about many things and couldn't let go of many things. The one who couldn't let go was you.

I can't let go of you, I can't let you go, I'm your only family, you're just me.

I once rejoiced for this idea and for being extremely close to you, but now, how happy I was at the beginning, how reluctant I am at this moment.

I can’t bear the food you cook, I can’t bear to read poems to me, I can’t bear the scenery I’ve seen with you, I can’t bear to touch the tip of my nose with my fingers, I can’t bear the smell of your body, I can’t bear to pick me up and circle Excited.

And the most reluctant thing is your sadness.

I have thought that if I leave, I don’t want you to find another person or pet.I know that you will never forget me, and that your love for me is the only one, but I just can’t make it through my heart.

Want to monopolize you, want to be the only one in your life.

This is the thought that I can't help but rise up every time someone shows a good impression on you. It's a bit dark and jealous.

However, I don't think so now.

Go and raise a cat, or a dog, white, flower, tiger skin, or even black. If possible, find a man to take care of you.

You need to put in some emotions and feel happy to be fulfilled before you can feel happy.

But don’t go too fast, sorry, be more selfish, at least one or two years later, okay.Don't come out so quickly, please give me a little more time for sadness, then settle yourself down, calm your mind, and find other people or creatures who can bring you happiness.

Then, when you think of me, smile.

That's enough.

Here is what I'm writing now. It's winter now. I don't know if you remember it. Yesterday was the day you picked me up thirteen years ago.

With thirteen years, being able to accompany you for thirteen years is the happiest thing in my life as a human and as a cat combined.

If I am still awake after you come back, that would be great, you can stay with me till my end.

Sorry, I can't accompany you through your whole life, I want to accompany you more, but I am also a little tired, so I should go to bed first, OK?

Just a moment.

Love you, Dongdong.

small theater:

On this day, when Hai Ruo came back, he saw Dongdong lying on the sofa where he often sits, with a blank sheet of paper beside him.

"Dongdong?" She yelled tentatively. These days he was a little too sleepy. Many times Hai Ruo woke up in the middle of the night, worried that he would never wake up in his sleep.

"Meow." Dongdong didn't raise his head, his eyes narrowed and opened.

Look at her.

Then, I fell asleep.

When Hai Ruo walked over, he found that he had stopped breathing and rested forever.

The author has something to say: I hope the feeling of this chapter will not be too strange. Please imagine a cat typing by yourself, but it is not clear here whether it is abusive or cute.

Moreover, thirteen years have passed, but this is not the end (^V^)

In other words, there is

, resume

When he opened his eyes again, even Chu Chengyu didn't know how he would feel.

The familiar heavy feeling of being stuck in the mud is the feeling of dying, counting this time, is it the fourth time?

Before his eyes opened, a strong wind hit his ears. Chu Chengyu leaned back in a reflexive manner, then rolled outwards, propped on all fours, and calmed his heartbeat.

It seems that there is some pain in the bent leg.

It feels... wrong, the brain issued a warning sound like this, he bit his lip hard and opened his eyes.

At the same time as the vision was restored, even the sense of hearing woke up.

Around him, there were sharp car horns resounding, and a bunch of people surrounded him, chatting about something... so noisy.

Then, he found that he was lying on the ground, in a weird and awkward posture in the eyes of others, his elbows and knees were knocked and bleeding, and he felt pain when he saw it.

And, it seems, is different from the previous thirteen years.

He is Chu Chengyu now.

When Hai Ruo saw the paper box, he was taken aback for a moment, and after a few breaths of heat in his hand, he walked over slowly.

Inside the box is a black kitten, swarthy and dark without a variegated fur, a small mass, curled up, with a pitiful appearance.

She stretched out her hand subconsciously... it was already cold, there was no ups and downs, no breathing, not even shivering.

Hai Ruo has heard a word, a big dream in his life, and the world has been cool in autumn.

At that moment, it seemed to be a long dream. Unknown memories flooded into her mind, joy, sadness, contradictory determination, and all emotions occupied her heart in an instant.

Until a paragraph of words printed on white paper broke in.

Tears rained down.

In Dongdong, Hai Ruo spoke, but there was no sound. It turned out that sadness to such a degree would make people lose the ability to speak.

It's too cold here, Dongdong must not like it.

Hai Ruo held the box with both hands, protected her heart, struggled to stand up, and turned her head back.

"Hair Ruo." The low and hoarse voice was a man, Hai Ruo's reflection took over the action, but he looked up but didn't have a focus at all.

But when he heard the man's words the next moment, his eyes widened suddenly.

"I'm Dongdong, the cat who has been with you for 13 years."

The man staggered over, as if he was not used to walking upright.

"At the same time, I am too, who loves you——Chu Chengyu."

"My human name is Chu Chengyu."

The man has a pair of lighter eyes, like the look in Dongdong's eyes when he looks at her—attachment, but he also has inexplicable feelings.

Now Hai Ruo knows, that kind of feeling is called love.

It's the feeling that she didn't know very well before, and will continue to learn with her Dongdong in the future.

"Dongdong."

By the way, his Dongdong said, his name is—

"Chu Chengyu."

small theater:

After that day, Hai Ruo took Chu Chengyu back to the apartment and rubbed medicine on him.

"Where is the medicine box?" Hai Ruo stared at a cupboard with worry.

"In the second cabinet from the top left, you must also check if it has expired." A man's voice came from behind, and Hai Ruo saw it when he turned his head. The man stared at her for an instant, as if she was lost. .

Hey, this is, what's more inexplicable?Hai Ruo thought helplessly, but couldn't ignore the sweetness in his heart.

small theater:

Investment bank boss: Oh, Xiao Chu, it seems to be a bit popular lately, I have a lot of gregariousness, and I have a smile on my face. Is there anything good?

Chu Chengyu: Well, I'm in love, ready to get married.

The assistant who came in: (Biting on the small handkerchief in his heart, Soul Dan can even find his girlfriend with a wooden face for thousands of years, with torches and gasoline in his hand.)

Boss: Yo, when do you invite wine?

Chu Chengyu: (Hairuo who is still a bit awkward thinking of it) Let's see what my girlfriend says, I'll be as soon as possible.

small theater:

Pursuing Hai Ruo as a man was not as smooth as he thought.

Two people have no experience is one aspect, Hai Ruo's own awkwardness is one aspect, and another aspect.

Chu Chengyu was a little too natural, and took a lot of the habit of being a cat in getting along with Hai Ruo.

For example, the work that can be done at home (here specifically refers to Heruo's apartment) is never taken outside; he takes the initiative to follow her in class, and unknowingly has become a "student" in the subject of ancient literature.

Chu Chengyu: (They really have a bad memory, they can't even recite the question)............ (The content comes with open mouth).

All students: God asks, is it hard to recite the fried chicken?

Also, I started to stick to Hai Ruo inadvertently, especially like to hug Hai Ruo, and also like to face the tip of Hai Ruo's nose. I don't know how many times there have been fires.

Haaruo didn't know Dongdong's habits and really thought that Chu Chengyu was deliberately taking advantage.

However, she didn't want to object much.

Lost and regained is too precious an experience, it only takes one time.

small theater:

They kept the body of Chu Chengyu "once" as a sojourn for 13 years.

There was a large clay flowerpot on the window sill. The black fur and brown eyed kitten was buried in the flowerpot. After Hai Ruozai carefully cleaned his body, he treasured it and buried it in it.

Chu Chengyu watched for a moment, and handed the flower seeds.

Pink lily, Haruo's favorite flower.

Their Dongdong will always accompany them in this way, not just as short as 13 years.

Chu Chengyu will always accompany Hai Ruo until she has grey hair.

The end

The author has something to say: I stayed up all night and finally finished writing.The pits I opened, really have to finish writing when I kneel down. Let’s put an end to my holiday at this time.Going to school tomorrow_

So, bow to thank all the readers who read the comments and collections. It is you who supported me in writing this article about abuse or abuse and cuteness. Thank you again.

I don’t know whether it’s May 1st or the summer vacation next time. Anyway, see you next time.