Chen Ming's movements stopped for a while, and he pursed his lower lips and his eyes were low: "You're tired, it's time to rest."

He probably knew what I was going to say and wanted to stop me from speaking.

"Chen Ming, I don't know if I can have a good chat with you tomorrow like today, can I chat with me for a while?"

After being silent for a while, Chen Ming put me on the chair again.

He was sitting next to me, and I looked at him, his hands and feet were completely lost, and I couldn't handle such simple movements as I wanted to reach out to him.

When I looked at Chen Ming in this way, the original thousands of words suddenly didn't want to say it again.

Words of comfort are now useless when I say them. As for the other...Is it important?

I knew that I was in a catastrophe this time, and the ending was already written, and no one could save me anymore.

Chen Ming's long silence may be the helplessness he has no other choice. I understand him now. He didn't show such an expression when I was sick. It was because he knew how to save me, and now... He didn't know, he could only quietly watch the word life gradually leave me with me, and he was silent as punishment.

For a long time, I asked Chen Ming softly: "Why did you help me when we first met?"

Hearing this, Chen Ming looked at me and stared at me for a long time. He stretched out his hand and gently pulled my hair aside: "If there is no reason, I can help if I want to. Anyway, I had nothing to do at the time. do."

After laughing, I said: "If you didn't help me at the time, you can face less trouble from then on."

Chen Ming's breathing stagnated, and his movements stopped.

I continued: "If you did not have me, you might have to live a lot easier. With your ability, you can live quietly every day, without worrying about anything, and you don’t have to face so many troublesome lives that you shouldn’t face. .but me..."

I smiled bitterly: "And I...may also experience a different life. I may take my parents hard to survive every day, or I may find a small shelter in which I can be peaceful. Living up to now, maybe... just die in that hospital and become one of the walking corpses inside."

After speaking, I looked at Chen Ming... There was a hint of timidity in his eyes, and then with a questioning tone, he said: "He Mo, do you regret meeting me? Just like you said, if Without me, you might not need to face your current life at all."

I subconsciously wanted to shake my head, but I didn’t have the strength to do that. I could only give Chen Ming a negative answer with his eyes: "Chen Ming, I have always been your trouble. Don’t blame yourself for the current situation. In the end, None of this has anything to do with you, isn’t it? Without you, I might have died of illness a few months ago, and where can I still have a chance to chat with you in this leisurely place."

Chen Ming didn't answer my words, obviously he didn't listen to my words.

"Chen Ming." I called him.

He looked at me.

"I miss the children so much. I am really not a good mother. I am always not by their side. Occasionally, my grandma is taking them with me. They are either sick or disappeared suddenly. I don't know if they will blame me."

Speaking of the child, a gleam of light flashed in Chen Ming's eyes, but it quickly went out. At this time, I am afraid that only the child can enter his heart.

"They are very good and won't blame you." Chen Ming was comforting me.

I laughed: "Chen Ming, although they are good, they are children after all. From now on...I mean I can’t stay with them in the future. You must give them my share. After all, parents are getting older. I can't always give my children the sense of security that moms and dads can give."

Chen Ming turned away and looked far away. After a long time, he nodded softly and said, "Okay."

"Am I too selfish? Tether you with a child."

Chen Ming pursed his lower lip: "You are the one holding me."

After that night, I never talked to Chen Ming in detail. It seems that not only did the chat fail to have the desired effect, but it made both of them feel sad.

Chen Ming still didn't speak very much. He was by my side every minute and every second. From the moment I lay down and couldn't move, he was very resistant to anyone approaching me, especially Dr. Min.

Although Dr. Min came over every day and he didn't stop him, he absolutely no longer allowed her and those researchers to approach me.

Therefore, daily routine blood draws and some tests have become the most troublesome thing for Dr. Min.

Although I know that Dr. Min is also involuntarily, and the current situation is the best of all I can meet, Chen Ming is still very childish and hostile to everyone, but it is different from before. This kind of hostility he can only stay in hostility, he can do nothing, and things have reached this point, even if there is no use to do anything, I can no longer recover, and Chen Ming's only hope is, this The research island can quickly develop a universal serum that can fight against the existing virus. It is not a medicine that can be cured like a lottery by chance, but the kind that can directly fight the virus.

These days, I chat with Dr. Min. I once asked her a few people who would not be infected after being bitten by a walking corpse. One of them was a child.

Dr. Min’s explanation for this is that no matter how powerful things are, there are special cases, and viruses also have helpless things. Those people may have something in their genes that the immune system is born with to resist this virus, but this probability is pitiful. , They have dissected two people with antibodies, but found that the things extracted from the bodies of those people are basically useless to ordinary people. The Creator is magical. Everyone is different. They can only say that they are born. Lucky guy.

I didn't comment on this. I just remembered that they had dissected two people with antibodies...presumably, they shouldn't be dead.

Living people can be called lucky because they are dissected because of their particularity. Where is the luck?

In comparison, I'm indeed lucky, at least... I haven't been dissected, am I.

Many of the problems that had bothered me were solved in the quiet conversation of the two people in the air-conditioned living room in this afternoon.

For example, the emergence of the so-called Yaoqing in the Wuhan shelter did walking corpses really restore human sanity, and I also spent a long time with those walking zombs after regaining sanity.

Dr. Min said that it is only the temporary suppression or resistance of the drug to the virus, which cannot be maintained for too long, and is very unstable, and each walking corpse requires one-to-one long-term injections and various experiments. The cost and price are both. Very high.

As for the other questions, most of them were answered by Dr. Min and I turned around and forgot about them.

People are about to die, and the questions that bothered me that I had to know the answer were not that important.

In fact, it is true, why should we understand everything so clearly when we live forever?

People are different from person to person. Everyone always has his own purpose when doing things. The purpose is often the last thing and changes constantly in the development of things, so... I want to figure it out. It is almost impossible for everyone and everything.

Even speaking, it feels absurd.

But many people always fail to understand this truth, such as me...

However, now that I am free from those things, I don’t have much time left. Everything seems to have just begun but suddenly ended because of the end of my life, but I feel very relaxed, if it weren’t for Chen Ming’s dissatisfaction. , I think I should use a more relaxed mood to deal with the situation in front of me.

On the road of life, there are white fragrances and dark sharp thorns. When you have a healthy body, you will see those sharp thorns more, and keep seeing more thorns, and when you have to When you lie down and can no longer stand healthy, you will only think about flowers and just want to see more flowers.

In the evening before Dr. Min left, I asked the woman who had appeared in my mind in her previous experiments.

I thought it was my secret, no one knew it, but Dr. Min seemed to have known it a long time ago. She said, "Remember the overexposed photos I showed you?"

"?remember."

"Those are actually part of the experiment. It is used to test whether the machine works for you. In fact, you didn't see those pictures, but they appeared in your mind. This is also the proof that the experiment works."

Nodding, I was not too surprised: "Who is she."

"It is the so-called walking corpses who were brought to the Wuhan shelter after being trained. Facts have proved that they can easily recover into irrational walking corpses with simple stimulation. The efforts made by the Wuhan shelter It can be said to be meaningless."

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