85. Imprisonment is pure love. Pure love is obsession. Obsession is confinement (3)

85. Confinement is pure love. Pure love is obsession. Obsession Confinement (3)

With my hands handcuffed, I crossed my arms and closed my eyes.

Time for patience.

I waited for Nadia to gather her thoughts and pass judgment on me.

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Please, I hope that the ruling is the right choice.

Kiki-

The waiting time passed in an instant, and Nadia opened the door and came in to pass judgment.

It’s only been about 3 hours.

Nadia’s face felt haggard unlike before.

Should I say she aged in an instant.

‘That’s how long and deep it must have been.’

Pulsuk-

Nadia sat helplessly on the sofa in front of me.

Then she glared at me with her characteristic piercing eyes.

“… Do you really have to do this, Damian? If we were together, we would be happy for the rest of our lives. Do I really have to leave the art room?”

“No matter how you say it, my answer is the same, Nadia. I can’t live without being imprisoned. It just makes you happy.”

“… After all, it’s the sound of my greed.”

Nadia speaks weakly.

I nodded as if I agreed with her words.

“Right. It’s just your greed, Nadia.”

Did my answer hurt Nadia?

Nadia asked, biting her lip.

“… Shouldn’t I be greedy? A lifetime almost without greed. I’ve been living with everything stolen. What I’m greedy for What’s wrong? Is that all you need?”

Desperate tone and atmosphere.

Nadia was pleading with me.

She wonders if it’s something she can’t do with her own greed.

Is it something I shouldn’t do? She

She was asking me like she really didn’t know.

She’s Nadia. For me who knew her context, she couldn’t tell me exactly what it was.

‘… It’s not that I don’t understand the idea of wanting to be compensated for a difficult time.’

Still.

“You don’t give me a single thought out of that greed.”

“… “

“It would be fine if you could understand me a little bit. That’s not it. It was only filled with thoughts of you.”

“… Now i got it So, stop talking.”

Nadia frowned as if she didn’t want to hear it anymore.

Still, looking at him like that, he seemed to be feeling guilty for threatening me with violence.

Because he was showing a painful appearance due to regret.

Nadia thoughtfully tapped her desk with her finger and stood up from her seat.

“… Do as you like, Damian. If you’re going to go out, go out. If you’re going to stay, stay.”

He expressed his dissatisfaction, but he said there was nothing he could do about it.

Nadia’s eyes flashed green.

Tak-

Then, the handcuffs that restrained my arms split into two.

It looks like a huge hand ripping handcuffs from side to side.

‘You mean I was beaten by those hands that turn handcuffs into rags… ‘

It’s fortunate that we made an oath not to kill people.

And then, when the restraints were released and I saw that power again right in front of my eyes, I thought I could understand why I always came out with a low profile.

‘Learned Helplessness of Violence.’

Afraid of Nadia’s violence, she couldn’t say what she should have said.

She didn’t even think to resist, she just blindly tried to understand Nadia.

Because that method is helpful for survival.

Thinking about it now, not when my judgment was clouded, I felt like I knew the reason for my actions.

With the handcuffs undone, I turned my wrist once and got up from the sofa where I always sat and lay down.

‘The condition of the wrist is fine… Are you finally going out? How soon are you leaving… ?’

I can’t remember, I can’t get a feel for it.

The art room is designed so that no light can enter when the curtains are closed.

I don’t know how long I’ve been in this art room.

Still, if there are any gains from continuing this confinement…

‘Rebellion against Nadia. And trust in Bluebell.’

That’s all, though.

For some reason, I felt like I had gained a lot of strength.

“… Send me a letter when you return to the manor. Also, write how you are doing. Because you’ll want to see Press it in as much as possible. Got it?”

“I’ll send it as soon as I get back.”

“… Alright then, get out now. Not me Get along with those people out there. I’ll be seeing you soon.”

Nadia sends me away lonely.

However, the last thing he said was, ‘I’ll see you soon.’ He looked me straight in the eyes and delivered it like he was burning with heat.

It seemed to be true without any lies, and I had a hunch that one day it would come to my estate.

“Even if it is late at night. How long has it been since I tasted the outside air… “

That’s how I am.

Away from Nadia’s obsession and restraints, she was able to freely breathe the wind outside.

‘No, no.’

I couldn’t escape my obsession.

I shook her head from side to side to stay focused.

It was because it was too early to let go.

“I was supposed to go to the north with Yuri… Couldn’t you have gone first?”

***

For the first time in a long time, I was able to fall asleep alone on a bed in a dormitory.

When I was imprisoned by Nadia, I didn’t always go to sleep alone.

Nadia had fallen asleep on the sofa next to me, staring at me.

At first, I couldn’t adapt to the gaze that seemed like it wouldn’t stop even if I died, but after living in confinement, I got used to it.

It was a soggy experience that I don’t want to go through again.

“Ah, it’s been a while since I slept well. This is a normal life.”

I stretched out of bed.

The time is 6 o’clock.

It was early, but we had to move quickly.

To do so, I got out of bed, packed my things, and left the room.

However, two men dressed as janitors stood at the door.

I asked them in a polite tone.

“What’s going on?”

“What? Are you sure there is no one?”

“… May I ask what happened to you? This is my room.”

“All we heard was to remove all the luggage inside and move it… “

“Where were you told to move?”

“Verdium Territory… “

This is Nadia.

Did you try to take me to the Vertium estate with my luggage?

I sighed and touched my forehead.

“… Just go back.”

“Still, we got the job-“

“It won’t matter if you cancel. Because I said I wouldn’t go anyway. If Sinclair Damien stopped it. You will understand from there.”

Explained quickly out of fatigue.

The two cleaners looked at each other and blinked as if they didn’t understand.

But what can I do?

The owner of the room says no.

They left and disappeared right in front of my eyes.

“… This is not the time to be like this.”

We need to quickly locate the glass.

Because he could have gone back to the North alone already.

With a worried heart, I walked quickly to the girls’ dormitory.

It was still morning, so the manager of the dormitory was dozing in a chair.

Smart-

“Eh, gosh-!!”

The janitor woke up in surprise when he knocked on the window.

I asked her urgently.

“Please send me two copies. As soon as possible. To Justia Yuri and Period Bluebell.”

“Ba, it’s vacation, so why wake up so early? A little better… “

Has the vacation already started?

Although there is a possibility that Yuri has already left.

Anyway, I decided to give the two of them a letter to see if they were still at the academy.

Around 30 minutes had passed.

A reply came from the Jeonseo.

I opened the letter in a hurry, and there was Bluebell’s crooked handwriting written on it.

-Why are you waking me up by sending me a message in the morning, damn it, Damian. Hey, I barely fell asleep… Anyway, it looks like you escaped well? Did you do as I said? So you just have to live by listening to me, uhhh. Stupid asshole You said you were leaving for the manor right away, right? I’ll probably stay in the dorm for two more days. The carriage is coming, but it’s broken or something. I’m bored i’m dying Oh, it’s annoying because it’s small. Do it your way. I’ll sleep better. I’m sleepy. If you wake up again, you will fall behind.

Well, these miscellaneous things are written.

Her life would be in danger if she replied to the sensitive Bluebell.

I decided to wait for a reply from Yuri.

But even after 1 hour, 2 hours, 3 hours.

There was no reply from Yuri.

“… Have you already left the academy?”

If this happens…

“I must go to the north.”

She decided to change her destination.

I said a short word to Bluebell, ‘I’m going to the North’, and moved quickly.

“Before going to the North… Let’s stop by the manor first and get ready… “

Good.

After finishing organizing my thoughts, all I had to do was execute.

I was going to take a normal carriage to go back to the manor first.

However, the result of searching through the bag.

“… I didn’t bring any money.”

Money left in the dormitory.

I forgot my money and didn’t bring it.

I ran out of time and quickly turned around and headed for my room.

“I found it. My money.”

Thankfully, the sack with the money was still there.

I put the sack in my bag and tried to leave the room.

However, the letters that fell on the floor caught my eye.

The letters that I couldn’t check because I was busy going out were scattered on the floor of the entrance.

That’s quite a lot.

“I guess I didn’t see it because I was distracted. Who sent this much more than that?”

I picked up one of the letters that fell on the floor to check.

The sender is ‘Justia Yuri’.

“No way… “

I opened the envelope and read it, shaking my hands in anxiety.

The contents written were not different from what I expected.

-Damian… Why are you ignoring my calls… ? You decided to abandon me… ? Something like that… ?

Crazy.

Did you not know that I was imprisoned?

Didn’t Bluebell tell anyone about it?

“This is going crazy… “

Gulp-

I swallowed and checked the rest of the book with cold sweaty hands.

The contents of the letters were almost the same.

-Damian, why haven’t you contacted me… ?

– I miss you Damian… You haven’t seen me since you left me then…

-That’s our friend, Damian… ? But why didn’t you contact me… ? Friends are always together –

But as the days go by, the more the letter is on top.

Yuri’s condition was getting worse.

-You decided to abandon me, Damian… ? Even as friends… ?

-To the extent that I can’t even come to school… I didn’t like… ? Damian is just like everyone else. Were you looking at me as a monster?

-So, you mean Damian thinks I’m a monster too? I get it. ‘Cause I’m a monster like people hate me Damian must hate me too. I get it.

-But please give me one call. I miss you, Damian… You’re our friend…

-They only thought of me as a friend… ? I finally thought of abandoning a failure like me… ?

-There is no answer until the end, Damian… I’m going back to the North… Originally, I was going to go with you… You abandoned me and ignored me… I will go and take over the position… That’s when you abandoned me… Do you want to regret… ? I’ll be strong, so Damian can’t abandon me again. Will you accept me when we meet again, Damian? I’ll be looking forward to it.

Elongated text.

And, the emotions and feelings that are tightly packed.

When I saw the handwriting in front of my eyes, the hair all over my body rose and gave me goosebumps.

Now the state of the glass is replaced.

How much is broken?

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‘While I was imprisoned… What happened to Yuri… ?’

It is certain that bad changes have taken place.

However, that hasn’t come to fruition yet, and there’s plenty of room for it to come back when we meet again and clear up misunderstandings.

So, I…

“We have to go north and block the glass.”

Before Yuri acted first.

She had to stop her.

In order not to be reborn as a true villain.

Yuri seemed to need a prescription drug like me.

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