70. My deficiency is filled with you (4)

70. My deficiency is filled with you (4)

Yuri and I met after a long time.

We decided to have a meal while sitting in the cafeteria of the academy.

Yuri ate food like a criminal just out of prison.

“How does society taste?”

“Oh, it’s delicious… ! It was difficult because they didn’t even give you proper food… I’m so glad you came out… “

“Yes, eat slowly. Food doesn’t run away.”

“Yes… !”

Yum yum-

After Yuri answered timidly, she inhaled the food.

‘I should have bought tofu.’

Steak.

Stew.

Bread.

Seeing how well they put it in their mouths regardless of the type, it seems that they were quite tired and hungry.

“Yes, I ate it all… “

In the end, glass piled up a mountain of plates.

She glanced at her plate and muttered, blushing.

“Did you eat too much… ?”

“I ate a lot. Still, I like to see you eating well.”

“That, yes… ? That, but doesn’t it look too much like a pig… ?”

You appear timid again.

‘I can’t help it right after the incident. Her self-esteem, which she had built up, has fallen further.’

Still.

That incident is definitely Yuri’s fault.

I thought Yuri’s self-esteem should be lowered.

Because a wrongdoer must reflect.

But…

‘At the point of erasing her memories. Reflection would be close to impossible.’

Even if you forcefully bring back memories.

Because that memory will push down the glass that is standing on the edge of the cliff.

Until it is judged that her glass mental strength can withstand her memory.

For now, it was decided to bury the incident itself beneath Yuri’s consciousness.

‘The most important thing right now is… ‘

Come out.

Nadia’s relationship.

How you explain to Yuri is important.

I smiled as if nothing had happened and wiped her lips.

“She got sauce on her mouth.”

“Ah, ah… thanks Damian… “

“What with something like this? More than that, what happened inside?”

Yuri muttered as she lowered her head, as if she hated her memories of that time.

“Tta, nothing big happened… Those, those people made me a weirdo… Seeing me as an assaulter… I was just there for the case… “

“… Okay?”

“Ugh… ! I was just ‘accidentally’ nearby… ! Those people framed me as the perpetrator… ! Bringing evidence I know nothing about… ! I’m really sorry, Damian… “

Yuri pursed her lips and recited in an unfair tone.

Okay.

I’m sure you think it’s really unfair.

I nodded my head pretending to agree.

“Yes, it must be unfair.”

“That’s right… ?!”

“But what can I do? That the verdict has already been passed. Volunteering on campus should be unconditional.”

“Ugh… I mean… It’s a pity that I have less time to see Damian… If you volunteer on campus, you can’t train well… I can’t even meet Damian… You won’t be able to train for your goals… “

Kadudeuk-

Yuri bit her fingernails in frustration and asked for my consent.

“Really… To get in the way between us… People seem to be disturbing… I don’t think so, Damian… ?”

“… That’s what I mean.”

“Right… ? It is clear that someone is interfering between us… Same goes for rumors… “

Kidduk- Kkadeuk-

Yuri is under severe stress.

His hands trembled with anxious eyes and bit his fingers.

After going through the incident and being investigated by the Disciplinary Committee, it seems that his mental state has deteriorated considerably.

“Stop biting your nails.”

Tak-

I grabbed Yuri’s arm roughly.

“It bleeds.”

“Ah… “

“Even if you’re nervous, be patient, Yuri. Because I was investigated and punished. Now you can live happily as usual. Got it?”

“Oh, I didn’t know. Damian… Fingernail… I’ll do my best not to bite… !”

f*ck-!

Yuri clasped his hand tightly, burning his will.

‘Good.’

Yuri is the prettiest when she looks like this.

A confident look suits her much better.

I smiled happily and stroked Yuri’s hair once.

“Okay, do it as usual. Don’t crash have confidence got it?”

“Oh, okay… !”

“Then let’s go. I don’t even have time anymore.”

“I don’t have time… ? Why… ?”

“That… “

It’s time to take care of Nadia.

I sold myself so you wouldn’t be expelled.

Hiding the words that were filling up to the top of my throat.

I patted Yuri’s head with a smile to put it mildly.

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“Let’s go. I will be late.”

“… Ugh, ugh… Okay.”

Yuri nodded at my words and moved on with her steps.

That’s right, Yuri’s red eyes are very small.

Doubts were rising.

“Damian while I was away… What have you been doing… ?”

“… “

In that little self-talk.

I couldn’t answer.

***

“Bread.”

“Come on.”

Well well-

“Soup.”

“Here. It’s hot, so be careful.”

Seueuup-

“Enough. I’m not going to eat.”

“You only eat this? Why don’t you eat more?”

“I hate it. I feel weird when I’m full.”

“If you do, I understand.”

I think I only ate two mouthfuls.

‘I can see why Nadia is thin and she isn’t gaining weight. Her mouth is too short.’

I removed the plates and utensils in front of Nadia.

Since Nadia can only turn her head while lying in her bed, I had to serve her like this when it was time for her meal.

Otherwise Nadia will not be able to eat and will have to starve.

And…

‘As I feel. Meals are not very important.’

Nadia doesn’t have to eat.

I want to accept and eat the food I give you.

And, he wanted me to come to the hospital room.

For that reason, it seemed that he was eating a meal that he didn’t have to.

“Damian.”

“Huh?”

Could it be that you read my impure psychoanalysis?

Nadia turned her head to look at me.

Then, she smiled unexpectedly warmly.

“The food you feed me tastes better. As the day goes by. There are more and more reasons why you need to be by my side.”

“I see… Does that mean good?”

“Of course not. There’s no reason not to like it. If you are always by my side I’m sure you’ll be satisfied too. I was going to give you everything if you were to be mine.”

Usually, Nadia had a stern expression on her face and was sharp.

But, maybe it’s because I revealed my identity and always came to the hospital room to see her face.

Nadia put on a warm expression and let her words flow in a soft tone.

It looked peaceful as if it had been rehabilitated.

That’s probably…

‘It must have something to do with Nadia’s deficiency.’

A condition that satisfies all of Nadia’s deficiencies.

Now that I have the me who has them all.

It wasn’t unusual for her to look so soft.

The human mental system is difficult and twisted, but there are parts that are simpler than you think.

“If there is anything you want. Tell me, Damian. I can give you everything.”

That’s a bit burdensome.

I lightly expressed my intention of refusal to Nadia.

“It’s okay.”

“I’m not okay. I want to give you everything tell me quickly.”

“No, I’m fine.”

Chill-

However, the original personality still remains.

Nadia frowned at my continued refusal.

“I am. You said you weren’t okay Are you rebelling against me now, Damian? Even though it’s my ‘thing’?”

“… “

Yes.

This must be what Nadia means by ‘thing’.

Own and Control.

I answered while hiding a sigh from a frustrated heart.

“… Okay. I’ll tell you next time I want something.”

“Yes. It should come out like that. Do you understand why you have to be angry? You weren’t like this before, Damian.”

“Did I?”

“Yes. In the old days, you knew everything even without me telling you. Didn’t throw up on my words. You moved according to my words unconditionally. It was very lovely.”

Hmm.

Isn’t that a bit of a beautification of the past?

But Nadia thinks so without a doubt.

She was glaring at me with serious eyes.

I felt burdened by those eyes, so I slightly turned away from her eyes.

That was the moment.

“Look at me, Damian.”

“… “

“Look at me, Damian. And maybe. Who did you meet at the academy today?”

You don’t have to lie.

It is better to tell the truth.

Because if Nadia catches you lying, you will be punished aggravatedly.

I nodded towards Nadia.

“I met you.”

“Who.”

“I met Yuri. Today was judged Thanks to you, I escaped expulsion.”

“Really? You met that b*tch? Why?”

“Because we are friends.”

“Friends… “

Friends.

At that, Nadia closed her eyes and began to ponder.

The moment when my thoughts got longer and the time of silence tightened my breath.

“Don’t do it.”

“What?”

Nadia broke the silence and let out a shocking sound.

“Justya Yuri. Friend with him Don’t do that.”

“… Wouldn’t that be okay?”

“Why?”

“Because Yuri is my friend. I don’t like to meddle with other people’s friends. I don’t think so.”

“Are we strangers?”

Did I make a mistake?

Did those words become a catalyst?

Nadia lit her eyes, and then again she levitated me.

While grabbing the body, not the neck, which is not clearly visible.

She declared, staring intensely into my eyes.

“Damian. There is nothing wrong. You just have to follow my words.”

“Keah, kuhh… “

“If you do that, surely… We can be happy as a family.”

Sure.

“Friendship. Sort it all out I only need you, and you only need me.”

Nadia said that and put me back on the floor.

‘Damn it… ‘

Caught for a moment, I took a deep breath and regained my breath.

It’s only now that I’m thinking about it.

Anyway, Nadia’s deficiencies may not be fully met.

‘It doesn’t stop at getting me. Nadia keeps wanting it.’

Me.

You pulled me in to fill the empty space.

Feeling that something is lacking, he tries to pull me back.

I took a deep breath and thought about what information I missed.

Only one existed in the corner of my head.

‘Nadia… I have more greed than others… ’

Because the size of the deficiency is large, there is a lot more greed.

And the lack of that enormous size.

The country wants to be filled with only one being.

‘This… I can’t live long and die… ?’

A very wrong idea.

The wrong way to express love.

In the first place, Nadia had never learned how to express love from someone.

“You are mine, Damian. Only Look At Me. Don’t put others in your eyes. It’s just you and me.”

For me too, the way I express myself was clumsy.

It’s very hellish for the victim.

I had no choice but to accept that it was my fate.

Very sadly.

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