68. My deficiency is filled with you (2)

68. My deficiency is filled with you (2)

Deprivation burrows into people’s hearts and settles deeply.

Deeply embedded deficiency becomes the driving force for action to satisfy the empty mind, and affects the setting of certain goals.

In that case.

‘What is Nadia’s deficiency?’

You don’t even have to ask.

Nadia’s lack of family.

To put it simply, it is ‘I’.

She wants to get ‘me’ to fill her deficiency.

While treating it as a certain ‘thing’.

“Once you got me, you wouldn’t want to be taken away by someone else based on your strong power.”

However.

Nadia was eventually defeated by Yuri.

That is a reality that cannot be denied or avoided.

The reality is that even if you meet the deficiency, you may be taken away someday.

Drreuk-

I opened the door to the hospital room and went inside.

“Nadia. I’m here.”

“…”

Nadia was lying on her bed, turning her head out of her window.

Even though I came, she fixed her gaze out of her window.

I sat slowly in her chair next to her bed and looked at her.

‘… It doesn’t seem to be able to move properly yet. Is turning my head the limit?’

Still.

It has improved a lot.

I set the bag down on the shelf next to the chair, opened it, and put her hand in it.

She held the round sphere she had prepared for Nadia in her hand.

‘I can’t leave out another hospital.’

Apology.

A freshly purchased red apple.

I took an apple out of my bag, took a small fruit from my front pocket, and peeled the apple.

‘I remember when I nursed Yuri in the north.’

At that time, Yuri was beaten by the Grand Duke every day, and spent a lot of time lying in her bed.

I never imagined that such a Yuri would make another person like this.

“Haa…”

I couldn’t bear to let out a sigh of frustration.

Still, Nadia didn’t care what I was doing, and kept her gaze out of her window.

“Done. Clean cut.”

A neatly cut apple on a plate.

The shape is made of a rabbit that is easy to eat.

I took a fork out of my bag and handed the apple to Nadia.

“Come on, Nadia. Eat an apple.”

“…”

“If you eat when you’re injured, you’ll get well soon. Come on, turn your head.”

Sleep-

Nadia seemed to respond to my voice and turned her head to look at her apology.

Then he made her eyes glow green…

Kwajik-!!

“…”

I crushed the carefully cut apple.

‘That’s the prettiest cut. If you don’t want to eat, just say it.’

But one more time.

I suggested a rabbit apple to Nadia.

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“Let’s have some apples, Nadia. I brought you something delicious. It’s very sweet and delicious.”

“…”

“Okay, I’ll feed you myself. Oh, do it.”

Ah-

I made the a- sound for you.

Nadia, who had remained expressionless, began to react.

She wiggled her mouth and opened her mouth towards her apple.

Asak-

“Isn’t it delicious?”

Not bad after eating it, Nadia said, biting her lip.

“…Not bad.”

Nadia answered in a somber voice.

Still, the expressionless face she saw earlier was better now, with a little bit of color.

I asked as I dipped another apple on my fork.

“Would you like another one?”

“…”

“Ah- do it.”

“Ah-“

Nadia calmly accepted the apple I handed her.

Looks like a mother bird and a baby bird.

It reminds me of the old me and Nadia.

Is that why?

Nadia, who had a strong sense of pride, quietly accepted the apple I gave her and ate it.

‘I was broken once. How much have you put yourself down now?’

When I first came in.

The atmosphere was not good because he was turning his head.

I help Nadia like she did when she was her servant, and she obediently accepted my help, as if she was lost in memories of her past.

‘Deficient.’

Obviously.

It’s probably because I’m filling Nadia’s deficiency right now.

Only I can fill Nadia’s deficiency.

‘… Though her deficiency is charged a little when Nadia commits her murder.’

That only makes things worse.

It seemed better for me to be around Nadia like this and make up for her lack.

Anyway.

Nadia puts her apple in her mouth and wants to spend her time with her.

There was not even 30 minutes left before the start of the lecture.

“Time is running out.”

“Why is it tight?”

“Because I have to go to class.”

“…Are you saying you’re leaving me here and going alone?”

Does Nadia not like the fact that I’m leaving?

She said, frowning.

“Don’t go. Stay here with me.”

“No.”

“Why not?”

“I have to go to class.”

I was absent once before.

The risk is too great for more absences.

Nadia must have taken my answer as an excuse, so she frowned even more.

“…Rather than me who has to lie still in the clinic. That means that class is much more important.”

“No, both are important to me. You are also important to me.”

“So…?”

Nadia’s expression softened for a moment at her improvisation.

That’s for a while.

Though it got rough again.

Nadia seemed to want me not to leave.

“I don’t want to be alone. Stay with me. I’ll give you something more valuable than that class.”

That’s even more earnest than I thought.

Instead of the threats Nadia said last time.

She seemed determined to negotiate with me.

“If you stay here, I’ll give you anything you want, Damian.”

“You mean granting any wish?”

“Yes. If you will stay with me. I will give you everything. How is it?”

With bandages all over her body.

Nadia will do everything for me.

‘I don’t know if the person who wrapped the bandage is someone else. Nadia tends to keep her promises… ‘

Worth it.

It’s worth negotiating.

Instead.

It is unclear whether Nadia will grant my wish.

The moment I spit out my wish.

Nadia might frown her face more.

‘But… Still… I’ll have to… So is Nadia. So is he Because I’m the only one.’

I have to do it.

Gulp-

I swallowed dryly and nodded.

“…You said you would grant a wish, right?”

“Yes. The condition is that you stay with me. No, wait. I’ll add one more condition.”

Nadia muttered expressionlessly.

“While my body heals. Wait on me. Just like in the old days.”

“I don’t know like the old days. Isn’t that too strong?”

“As you can see, I’m not feeling well. Someone’s best friend hit me. I think this is the right thing to do.”

“…”

Yes.

My best friend’s fault.

You can see it’s my fault.

‘The feelings of a son who is sold into slavery due to his family’s debts. Is this how it feels?’

Because of Yuri’s fault, she was sold as a slave.

So, you have to get the proper reward.

I took a deep breath to clear my mind and told you about my wish.

“Nadia.”

“Yes.”

“I only want one thing. One very simple word.”

“Tell me.”

“If Yuri, who is currently on the disciplinary committee, is to be expelled… At that time, I want you to come forward and say that you have forgiven me.”

Said.

I told you.

It seemed like something I shouldn’t have said.

I finally did it.

“…What?”

The result.

Nadia frowned like a demon, turning her eyes green.

And.

“Uh, ugh…!”

My body was floating in the air.

I felt a huge hand grip me so that I couldn’t move.

‘Breath… It’s hard to breathe… This time it’s not the neck, but the body… ?’

Nadia looked up at me and sang in a low tone.

“I’m on the council because of that b*tch. Is that what you’re talking about in front of me?”

“All, of course not…”

“But why did you do it? I know. Why did you do it? Is she more important than me?”

How deep is her hatred for Yuri?

Nadia biting her mouth tight and tying me down.

When I saw the look in her eyes, she seemed to be feeling a bit betrayed by me.

‘But… I can’t get out of here… ‘

If I knock down the glass.

Yuri really becomes a loner who can’t trust anyone in this world.

As a result, of course she will become a villain and kill people, just like we saw in the original story.

‘We have spent time together, and you are my lifesaver… If I throw away the glass… ‘

That would mean I’m a villain.

It was difficult for me to breathe properly, but I opened my mouth with all my might.

“So… I said I would…”

“What.”

“To be your attendant…”

“That’s not enough. I want more. That much, I’m disappointed in what you said, Damian.”

That greedy Nadia.

How do I do it?

Really, how?

Can Yuri be saved from expulsion?

‘There is little chance that you can kill half a person and still remain at the academy… ‘

It is almost certain that Yuri will be expelled.

In order to do that, she had to turn Nadia’s mind somehow.

‘In the end… All Nadia wants is me… When you put your glass on the negotiating table… It was only natural for me to go up together… ‘

So.

I am me.

The only option is to sell to Nadia.

I had no choice but to choose.

‘Just a little… I should have taken a little longer… It’s a pity… ‘

My best friend’s responsibility is my responsibility.

I made up my mind and opened my mouth to Nadia.

“…I’ll give it to you.”

“What.”

“I’ll give it to you… Forgive Yuri in return…”

Actually.

“Yes… I… I was the servant… Darmian, yes…”

Sure.

“I’ll give it to you… So that Yuri won’t be expelled… Forgive her…”

“…”

Nadia seemed to stop thinking at my words.

Without blinking her eyes, she stopped.

Maybe she forgot to breathe, her shoulders didn’t even move.

“…Really?”

“Yes… I’ll admit… the fact that I am that Darmian… As promised… I’ll give you…”

End of words.

The shackles of the palms that had been constricting my body were released.

And then, when Nadia saw me like that, she recited with delightful eyes.

“Finally… in my hands… back, Damien…”

“…”

“Come here. Come to me. Damian.”

“…”

I slowly approached her at Nadia’s command.

Nadia held me in her eyes and raised an uncontrollable corner of her mouth.

But within.

The atmosphere immediately subsided.

“It came into my hands. Unfortunately, I’m not confident that I can protect you unconditionally.”

“…”

“But. It’s okay. You are now in my hands. If a situation arises where you are taken away by someone else. I will do ‘something’ for you.”

What do you mean by that somehow?

For me, who knows her way of thinking, I got a feeling.

‘I will destroy it before it is stolen. I guess that’s what it sounds like.’

This is a really hopeless situation.

This is all because of his actions to protect his friend.

Nadia put me in her obsessive eyes, then closed her eyes and commanded.

“I told you the other day. The moment I have you, I will take your lips.”

“…I did.”

“But, I can’t now. So. You do it, Damian.”

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Put your lips on mine.

“…Yes.”

I didn’t have the right to refuse.

I lightly on Nadia’s lips.

I covered my lips.

“Um… Umm…”

Nadia quietly sipped my lips and said with a delighted smile.

“Ah, good. I like it. This is it. What I’ve been wanting for a long time. This is exactly what it is. I’ll grant your wish, Damian.”

Nadia, with bandages all over her body, said with a look full of her happiness.

“I am now. I think I am really blessed to have been hurt.”

Her words undoubtedly seemed sincere.

That’s how I am.

To cover her wrongdoing, Yuri was sold to Nadia.

Nadia’s lack was made up for by me.

***

A gloomy interrogation room.

A disciplinary committee that exists in the basement of the academy.

Beneath it, Yuri was lying on her desk, weeping.

Because she was unfair.

“I-I didn’t… I only act to help Damian…”

Yuri muttered and wept sadly.

“Heh, heh… It’s not me… Damien… I miss you… It’s been so long since I haven’t seen him…”

And.

“The look you gave me… Me, sorry… I didn’t do it… I’m sorry… It will help, so please…”

Please don’t abandon me.

Because it will become a useful existence.

Please don’t abandon me.

While Yuri was sitting in her interrogation room, passing the time.

She was suffering from anxiety that she would be abandoned.

She erased her memories from her head which didn’t help.

“I miss Damian… We’re friends… I… Won’t abandon you…?”

Yuri doesn’t know that Damian sold himself to save her friend.

She was just, she was weeping, desperately looking for Damian.

“Me, I’m nothing without you… Damian…”

Reliance Yuri to solve the deficiency.

But by the time she goes outside, it’s already.

It’s just that the object she depends on is someone else’s “Thing”.

There was no meaning beyond that.

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