54. I hate being alone. I can’t be without you (2)

54. I hate being alone. I can’t be without you (2)

I thought you were doing well.

However, that was just my delusion.

Compared to the original, his personality has only softened a lot.

Bluebell still didn’t know how to do anything alone.

‘He did everything around the mansion, too. It might be natural for a room to be like this.’

I moved and cleaned Bluebell’s room.

There was so much rubbish and freshly removed clothes that there was only a place where people could move as little as possible.

First of all, I decided to clean up the trash scattered on the floor first rather than organizing my clothes.

‘… The trash can is full.’

I know I have to take out the trash.

It was clear that he didn’t know what to do after that, judging from the amount of trash lying around the trash can.

I put the trash on the floor into a bag.

If you leave the bag at the door, the manager will collect it tomorrow.

“… Hey.”

In the meantime, Bluebell spoke in a melancholy tone.

“… I’ll take care of it. Stop now.”

“You’re going to do it yourself?”

“… Oh, I’ll take care of it. Stop and get out.”

Even though the room has become such a mess, Bluebell was proud of me.

It’s something you can do on your own.

She said sorry to her, but I didn’t trust her at all.

“I’ll just put this away and leave.”

The moment she leaves her words behind and tries to clean up again.

Bluebell started banging her fists on my back.

“Can’t you hear me telling you to stop?! f*ck! I’m telling you to stop!! It’s my room, so I take care of it!! Get out of here!!”

“… “

“Go away! Get out!”

Puck- Puck-

A fist like a cotton ball that doesn’t hurt at all.

Bluebell didn’t care if I didn’t react, and pounded my back with his fist while I was still cleaning.

‘Do you think I’ll let them continue to live in a place like this?’

A room where mental illness can occur.

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I have no intention of letting the future villainess live there.

I ignored Blue Bell and continued to clean up her trash.

That moment.

“Go away! Get off-, ah- !! “

Kwadang-!

With the sound of something falling from behind, Bluebell’s scream was heard.

I turned her head to check what was going on.

There was Bluebell, who had hit me and tripped over her own underwear.

“Ah, ah… Oh, it hurts… See… It’s all your fault, Damian… If you hadn’t come… If you hadn’t taken me to the art contest… Nothing like a dog would have happened… It’s all your fault… “

It’s normal to blame others.

I lifted Bluebell from being buried in a heap of garbage and lifted it up.

“M-, what are you doing!!”

Then, she threw her on her bed.

Pulsuk-

“I’m resting quietly in my bed.”

Fortunately, there was no rubbish on the bed where I slept.

“If your leg is injured, lie down instead of standing.”

“I was awake because of you… You bad boy… Why not when you need it It’s there when you don’t need it… “

Pulsuk-

Bluebell cried and muttered at the same time.

Judging by the fact that he buried his face in the bed, he seemed to feel a sense of shame.

‘Not when needed. It’s there when you don’t need it… ‘

While taking out the trash, I thought about Bluebell’s lamentation.

Why did she say that to me?

The reason was much simpler than I thought.

Bluebell needs me when I don’t.

And, when I really need it, I don’t say anything out of pride.

In a way, these words create a contradiction.

But…

“Bluebell.”

“… Why. What else?”

“But deep down, are you happy that I am here?”

Inside her pride, she has the most girlish and soft personality among the villains.

Bluebell hid her face in a pillow.

She answered, stuttering her words.

“I, at all, I am not happy… ? You’re just thinking that it would turn off sooner?”

Ashamed.

Still, there is one positive point.

The fact that you can change your uneasy behaviors in step with me slowly.

The point is that you can support your injured leg for a while so that you can walk on your own.

“If you don’t know how to clean, watch and learn. I’ll let you know slowly. Got it, Bluebell?”

“… Huh.”

***

Bluebell lay on the bed and watched me clean.

Starting with putting the garbage in bags and collecting the garbage when it is put outside.

Starting with the fact that you can put your laundry in the box in front of the door.

She gave her basic knowledge on how to live on her own in the dormitory.

“By the way, Bluebell. I have a question for you.”

“What is it?”

“How have you been washing school uniforms?”

“Why do you do laundry? I wore it once and threw it away.”

“… “

She was as extravagant as breathing.

She wore that expensive school uniform once and threw it away.

“For some reason, there are a lot of school uniforms. Anyway, from now on, put it in the box outside the door.”

“I don’t like it, it makes me feel bad wearing what I’m wearing again.”

“… I hate people with extravagance the most.”

“M-What?!”

A visibly flustered Bluebell.

She pondered for a moment, then she whispered softly.

“… Little. I’ll try to shorten it. It’s not what you said.”

“Okay. Good idea, Bluebell.”

It’s been a while since I’ve had something to praise.

I stroked Bluebell’s hair for the first time in a while.

She put on a curious expression as if she was thinking of her old days.

“I feel strange… I like it, but I don’t like it. I hate it, but I like it.”

I’m glad I didn’t feel any resistance.

That’s how I put basic knowledge about the dormitory.

“I-I’ll clean that up! Stay still, Damian! Mr. Mr. Ba! I told you to stay still!! I do it!!”

Clean up the underwear that was scattered on the floor.

… For reference, it seemed to prefer blue.

Put all the garbage in a bag and throw it outside.

Clean up all the dust with an indoor broom.

“Is this my room?”

Unlike the first time, Bluebell’s room was able to return to a very clean appearance.

Looking at Bluebell staring blankly at me as if surprised, I felt better at the same time.

‘As expected, if there is something dirty, I have to clean it up, and if there is something that needs to be fixed, I have to fix it.’

As I watched the room change, a hearty smile automatically flowed out.

I said to the stunned Bluebell.

“How are you feeling?”

“You call that a horse? Of course it feels good! My room sparkles!”

Blue Bell looked around her room, her eyes shining with satisfaction.

Since you watched me clean myself.

Perhaps, even without me, he will start cleaning himself.

‘Because I have a personality that is crazy about shiny things. I’ll start doing a little bit.’

I’m sure he’ll put this clean room in his head and clean hard.

Although that’s what I hoped for.

Now that I know how to clean, I wonder if Bluebell will clean properly.

“From now on, try cleaning by yourself. Then you will feel more satisfied.”

“Well, take a look. Not bad. Damian You’re not a genius at studying, aren’t you a genius at cleaning? I will give you a lot of money How about cleaning my mansion for the rest of my life?”

“That’s a bit… “

“They give you a lot of money!! You’re not going to do it?!”

“Because money is not important to me.”

Money is important.

But there are more important things than money.

I lightly declined Bluebell’s offer.

She looked a little annoyed.

“… It’s okay, I said it as a joke. If you take that seriously, what are you going to say to me? Stupid Damian.”

Still consistent.

I feel better.

‘Cleaning took a long time… As a result, did I skip a lecture?’

It’s a two-credit liberal arts course.

This level of damage is not even a loss.

I thought so and put the bag I had left in her room on my back.

Then, Bluebell raised an eyebrow and asked.

“… What are you doing, Damian?”

“I have to go to the lecture now. The next lecture is your major. You have to listen too, so let’s go.”

“… No.”

“What?”

“… I don’t want to go to the academy!! I don’t want to go today!”

I cleaned up and felt better, so I seemed to be fine… ?

Bluebell clinging to me.

After a moment of panic, Blue Bell came over to me and hurriedly lowered the strap of her bag.

“Don’t go either. Let’s stay here together.”

“No.”

“Why! Why not!! Why do they always say no!!”

“Because you have to attend the lecture.”

Of course.

However, it is not natural for Bluebell.

“Why do I have to attend lectures? Is that set by law? That’s not it! If you want to be with me, you can! But why are you saying no!!”

Bluebell spoke to me with bloodshot eyes.

Don’t listen to lectures today, let’s be with you.

Speak nonsense to me.

Even holding the strap of my backpack so I couldn’t get out.

“f*ck! You can’t go! Are you saying I’m not more important than that lecture!? I can’t go because I hurt my leg, so you’re going alone?!”

“Oh, no. I’m not saying I’m going alone, I’m going with you.”

“No! Embarrassing! I don’t want to show off my broken leg!! You don’t even have to wear a bandage!!”

You know you’re embarrassed.

Because he kicked a dumpster in the park and injured himself.

It must be difficult to answer when someone else asks.

Bluebell didn’t even want to go out because he didn’t even want that situation to come.

“Just stay with me. Can I skip a day? It’s not like I want something big… Therefore.”

Kwaak-

Bluebell sighed earnestly as he squeezed the strap of my backpack.

“With me… Let’s stay together… I mean, I hate being alone… Can’t be without you… I mean I’m depressed… “

“… “

“Really… When I’m alone, I want to die… I have a strange dream… So don’t go… Huh… ?”

Lips trembling slightly with anxiety.

Please.

She was begging me to stay with her.

My goal isn’t grades, it’s the rebirth of a villain.

‘If I gave this day to Bluebell… Bluebell wants to be happy and not depressed… ‘

I can’t.

I decided to close my eyes and lose at least this once.

Because it would be nice to observe the bluebell’s condition.

“… Until 4 o’clock. I will stay with you until then.”

“Yeah, well thought out! It’s been a while since we’ve been together, so let’s talk. It’s not bad!”

Without knowing what the answer would be.

Bluebell was a person with a lot more greed than I thought.

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