Turns Out I’m Crazy

On the second day of country Z, Lu Zhengfei arranged a more comprehensive psychological examination for Chen Qianqing.

Facing psychologists and some professional tests, Chen Qianqing behaved very well.

As an accompanying family member, Lu Zhengfei was also asked some questions about Chen Qianqing.

According to Xu Shaoren's observations of Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei's description of him, Xu Shaoren speculated that Chen Qianqing should not be the master of this body. But under normal circumstances, personality splits are accompanied by a series of sequelae such as amnesia. In Lu Zhengfei's description, Chen Qianqing did not have this situation.

After the diagnosis results came out, Xu Shaoren made a mistake in his guess. Chen Qianqing did not have a split personality, but had a depression disorder-commonly known as depression.

Depression can be said to be a disease that is more common in everyone's sight. The cause of depression is not yet clear, but when the depression is more serious, hallucinations and delusions will appear on Chen Qianqing. situation.

Chen Qianqing accepted the result calmly.

He had long noticed that his mental state was wrong, but he was always depressed until the death of Liu Huamei and Chen Qingyang, which caused his symptoms to erupt completely, so that he could not control his behavior and thought at all.

The doctor prescribed some common medicines for Lu Zhengfei, and then gave some suggestions about Chen Qianqing.

For many people who do n’t know, depression is more like a disease for the sake of fashion. From the perspective of normal people, there are so many things that can be sad, as long as you are positive, you will always come out.

In fact, this is not the case at all. Only those with depression understand how it feels desperate. It's like all your joy, everything that can bring you happiness, is gone. Your positive and positive emotions are all sucked in by things like black holes, and these emotions are still leaving you continuously. body of.

Unfortunately, the overall luck is that the diagnosis showed that Chen Qianqing, who was suffering from depression, had no tendency to self-harm. At least in tests and inquiries about Lu Zhengfei, this did not happen.

Doctors currently give a diagnosis of moderate depression, hallucinations, auditory hallucinations, and insomnia, and medication and psychotherapy can be given.

However, psychotropic drugs are usually dependent. Chen Qianqing asked clearly about the side effects, and made a request to Lu Zhengfei-he did not take medicine, but only received psychological treatment.

Lu Zhengfei wanted to persuade Chen Qianqing, but he saw his stubborn eyes and was silent again.

The two of them were scary in some respects. Lu Zhengfei found that sometimes Chen Qianqing's eyes could make him understand what the people in front of him were thinking.

Lu Zhengfei wanted to persuade, and couldn't say, Chen Qianqing finally reached out and patted Lu Zhengfei's shoulder: "Rest assured, my own body, I know myself."

Lu Zhengfei looked at Chen Qianqing and finally agreed. One of the most important reasons why he would agree is that Chen Qianqing currently does not have a tendency to resign. He also knows that some drugs will depend on and even cause a burden on the body after using it. Below, he agreed with Chen Qianqing's proposal.

The streets of country Z are very clean. Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei walked back to home.

After setting the time for psychotherapy, Lu Zhengfei took Chen Qianqing to a restaurant for dinner. Then he asked the driver to drive the car back and walked home with Chen Qianqing himself.

This villa in country Z was a gift for his twelfth birthday from Lu Zhengfei's mother. In her last life, the real Chen Qianqing also lived here.

It was only after a fire broke out that the villa was torched. The real Chen Qianqing, because of the fire, lost those beautiful eyes that fascinated Lu Zhengfei.

The surrounding scenery is familiar. In the beginning of spring, the trees began to sprout new buds. Chen Qianqing walked forward, suddenly turned and stretched out his hand towards Lu Zhengfei who was behind him.

Lu Zhengfei froze, and immediately held Chen Qianqing's hand. This is a pair of hands of a piano player. The fingers are slender, and the touch is soft and delicate. At the touch of it, I know that the master of the hand has not done heavy work.

Chen Qianqing turned his head and continued to move forward. His hands were held by Lu Zhengfei, as if he had returned to a certain point in time, and the people behind him were naturally not Lu Zhengfei.

Lu Zhengfei, who was held by Chen Qianqing, was a little ecstatic. He held Chen Qianqing's hand tightly, as if holding a kite's string. Afraid that they are too hard, the kite will fall from the sky, and they are too light, the kite will fly higher and higher and eventually disappear.

Chen Qianqing said: "Lu Zhengfei, do you like Chen Qianqing, right?"

Lu Zhengfei replied: "If you are not Chen Qianqing, I will like you too." The answer to this question was young, cheerful, and full of hope that had never been annihilated.

Chen Qianqing smiled: "Do you like me now, or do you like me before?"

Lu Zhengfei said: "I like them all."

What a clever answer, Chen Qianqing turned his head and looked at Lu Zhengfei: "Why did you interrupt my leg before, but now you are so good to me?"

Lu Zhengfei said: "Because I'm afraid, you leave me." And now-I know you won't leave me.

Chen Qianqing's smile faded. He said, "Is it?"

Lu Zhengfei showed a helpless smile.

Chen Qianqing thought that if he hadn't fallen in love with Chen Qianqing at that time, would it have been a better ending for both of them?

Cherry trees are planted in the villa's courtyard.

At this time, pink flowers are blooming with branches, and occasionally a gust of wind blows, and pink petals are scattered on the ground. Coupled with a chic villa, it is like a castle in a dream.

After the fire here, Chen Qianqing never lived here again, although sometimes he would come to Z City, or even come to see this house that was renovated and renovated better, but he nevertheless Didn't walk in. Because this house captured his lover's eyes forever, what left to him was a nightmare memory.

Lu Zhengfei opened the door.

Chen Qianqing stood outside to watch the cherry blossoms, and there was a swing in the yard that had been unused. After standing for a while, he sat there.

After a while, Lu Zhengfei came out of the house, carrying two freshly baked lava cakes in his hand, and he handed them to Chen Qianqing, saying, "The chef just baked them, try them."

At that time, Chen Qianqing didn't like to eat sweets, so he didn't even eat when he landed. But now, there are two people who like to eat sweets.

Chen Qianqing scooped it with a spoon and stuffed it into his mouth.

Because the spoon had just been baked, the liquid chocolate flowed out as soon as the spoon was inserted. The temperature at the entrance was slightly hot, and Chen Qianqing swallowed the first mouthful.

Lu Zhengfei was also very happy to eat. He sat next to Chen Qianqing, bowed his mouthful and took a sip, like a child who had not eaten candy for a long time, and the corners of his mouth were covered with black chocolate.

Chen Qianqing stared at the landing for a while, and was a little bit surprised.

Lu Zhengfei said: "Qian Qing, I may report to my mother tomorrow and come back to the hospital with you the day after tomorrow."

Chen Qianqing knew what Lu Zhengfei was doing. He even knew that Huang Yuping knew about him at the moment.

Only this time, Lu Zhengfei could no longer find excuses.

If it was just for fun, how could he send people abroad for medical treatment, Chen Qianqing looked at Lu Zhengfei with a little pity—because Lu Zhengfei could not return.

This may be their last meeting in these years.

The taste of the chocolate was a little bit bitter. After Chen Qianqing finished the cake, he took a paper towel and wiped his mouth.

Lu Zhengfei said, "Would you like to eat another one?"

Chen Qianqing shook his head.

Lu Zhengfei said: "Then I have another one."

Chen Qianqing laughed, and he said, "Let's eat." Anyway, we are about to separate.

Lu Zhengfei picked up another one and ate it. The white powdered sugar sprinkled on it should taste sweeter.

Chen Qianqing leaned on the swing and slowly supported the ground with her feet, and a piece of cherry blossoms fell on Lu Zhengfei's hair sitting next to him. Chen Qianqing reached out and took it off, then blew it gently.

Lu Zhengfei said: "Qian Qing, are you in a good mood?"

Chen Qianqing narrowed her eyes and smiled: "Yeah."

Lu Zhengfei said: "Do you like cakes? I will tell him to make them tomorrow ..."

Chen Qianqing did not speak, and continued to laugh. Does he want to tell Lu Zhengfei, because he knows that they are going to be separated, so is he particularly happy?

Lu Zhengfei is still stinging: "Qian Qing, do you want to go to school here?"

Chen Qianqing said: "No longer."

Lu Zhengfei said: "It doesn't matter if you don't go up. The doctor said that you need to communicate more with people. I will help you find a few suitable clubs ..."

Chen Qianqing said: "I can't speak any Chinese language. How do I communicate with people?"

Lu Zhengfei was stunned, and he didn't seem to think of it at all.

Chen Qianqing said, "Did you ever think of this when you brought me out?"

Lu Zhengfei said: "Then, then I will help you find a teacher in the Chinese language z, learn slowly, you will always learn."

Chen Qianqing said: "No." The language of country Z, he would, of course, but he did not want to tell Lu Zhengfei that he would.

What else did Lu Zhengfei want to say: "Qian Qing ..."

Chen Qianqing got up directly and ignored Lu Zhengfei, but walked into the room. As soon as he went up to the second floor and was going to enter the bedroom, his cell phone rang.

The words "Han Huaiyun" are displayed on it.

Chen Qianqing stared at the phone for a moment, or picked up the phone, he said, "Hey, is it all right?"

Han Huaiyun's voice was soft, he said: "Mr. Chen? I'm Han Huaiyun. May I want to talk to you tomorrow?"

Chen Qianqing said yes.

Han Huaiyun said: "Please don't tell Mr. Lu first."

Chen Qianqing from the window toward Lu Zhengfei, sitting on a swing in the courtyard, said, "No problem." 2k novel reading network