There will always be many hurdles in life that make people feel that they can’t get over it, but most of the final results are, in the case of broken jars, they hurt themselves and others in a daze. In the end, life still needs to be strong live on.

Chen Xiuquan knew that if he continued to be depressed and miserable like this, he would eventually suffer a crushing defeat. He would not only endure the changes in his family that he should have endured, but also endure an unnecessary pain of failure.

My own efforts, my own way forward, and the three years I have spent more boring than anyone else and abandoned too many things, cannot all be wiped out because of family changes.

You have to be responsible for yourself.

but.

Obviously able to judge the most correct course of action very clearly, but Chen Xiuquan couldn't get rid of the past memories in his mind, those moments when he snuggled up in his parents' arms, the three of them traveled together, and talked and laughed.

In the content of the past ten years, home is the most important part.

A wave of resentment and sadness entangled in his heart, forcing Chen Xiuquan to relax even if he wanted to, but he couldn't. Instead, negative emotions crazily invaded his brain, giving him an urge to take revenge on himself.

Anyway, the home is gone, so it doesn't matter what the future holds.

The impulse that is opposite to the clear idea in the heart slowly accumulates the power of hatred with the heartbeat. I don't hate the ruthless parents, I don't hate the indifferent society, I only hate myself for being too weak.

Whether it's his incompetence in not being able to restore the family, or his weakness in being irresponsible and impulsive at this time, Chen Xiuquan hated himself even more.

If, from the very beginning, I gave up the family that was destined to be broken, I wouldn't feel so uncomfortable in my heart, and maybe I could have a youth full of colors like many classmates.

As long as I relax a little bit and spend the time spent on sprinting for extreme results to do what I like, the result may be that I can still get a good result and at the same time color my youth.

The games that students often talk about, the anime they often talk about, and Lin Qingyin, who can cause a sensation in every school activity, are all things that Chen Xiuquan yearns for when he hears them, but he has to force himself forgotten things.

I only have one day a month to enjoy the life I long for, and it is really exhausting.

Keeping his head down, he mechanically and indifferently picked up the cup and fed it to his mouth, hoping to distract his attention a little bit with the bitter taste on the tip of his tongue.

The good news is that that short day was always filled with happiness and emotion. The name of Date A Live occupied the main pleasure in Chen Xiuquan's three years of life.

It's a pity that things like love are too fragile in the face of reality, and the animations are all illusions.

Wuhe Shidao is just a fake character. In reality, there is no such deep feeling as he has for Tokisaki Kurumi that can cross dimensions. This is Chen Xiuquan's evaluation.

Influenced by his family, he already keeps a respectful distance from the word love.

raise your hand

The entrance didn't feel anything.

Putting down the cup in his hand in frustration, Chen Xiuquan looked up at the scene outside the transparent glass window.

This is the center of the city, and the streets full of people come and go show a prosperous atmosphere.

Maybe, I am not suitable for such a vibrant place.

The buzzing of the mobile phone, which was always turned off when I was in school, attracted the attention of people around me again. The people in the store had changed several batches, but every time without exception, everyone's eyes were on Chen Xiuquan stayed on his immature body for a few seconds.

Chen Xiuquan pressed the mute button precisely with his right hand, without looking at whose call it was, and without considering whether there would be any consequences.

Look for it, look for it, wait for you to find me, that's the best.

Inexplicably, Chen Xiuquan would be eager for someone to find him.

A person came out to calm down, and ended up in such a mess. He should not want to be seen by others, but he had a heart that wanted to be understood, communicated, and vented.

I don't know how long it took, a loud voice came from the door of the store, and then the familiar "Chen Xiuquan" that I had heard for three years rang in my ears.

Although there was obvious anger in the words, the joy contained in them was even more obvious-the person was finally found.

I don't know why, knowing that the person who can come to find me at this time must be the head teacher who has been with me for three years, Chen Xiuquan's eyes are wet after hearing this shout.

Sure enough, only this middle-aged man with a little bald hair would spare no effort to run out of the city to find himself.

La la la la, being mistaken for crying because of being too sad, Chen Xiuquan slowly dried up his tears as the class teacher comforted him with a good voice while deliberately telling some funny things that were not salty or bland.

The man's hair, which was too depressed and messy before, was roughly rubbed to make it look less messy, and then one or two tissues were handed over to his hand with the scolding sound of "Why are you crying for a big man, you look so ugly".

In a vague sense, the other party originally raised his hand to wipe it, but then put it back when he thought of something, and handed it to his hand a little bluntly.

Probably, he is such a middle-aged man, and he has no experience in taking care of crying children.

Tears almost came out again, and Chen Xiuquan smeared his face with a tissue in time to cover up his foolishness.

Suddenly, he remembered that he left the store without paying his own money during the arguing just now.

I drank coffee for about a morning. Although I tasted it slowly, I did drink a lot. What's more, this is already in the field of semi-luxury enjoyment. I vaguely remember that the price of a cup seems to be tens of dollars. Definitely not cheap.

And it is said that Lao Ban has two twins who are a little older than himself, at the age when he needs to spend a lot of money...

Then, there were two full sheets of tissues, but Chen Xiuquan's tears were not wiped away, which made the class teacher almost anxious and didn't hold him in his arms to comfort him like a mother.

With tears streaming down his face, Chen Xiuquan was taken to a small restaurant not near or far from the school in a daze, where few students would come to eat after school.

Today is the same as usual, the restaurant is still deserted by the time of meal.

Chen Xiuquan felt much more relieved. He had a chance to come here with the class teacher once before, and he knew that there were indeed very few people here, and the taste was better than the big pot meals that he was used to in school. times.

There was no one there, and Chen Xiuquan had enough space in his mind to calm down gradually, and gradually spoke in the words that Lao Ban took the initiative to mention.

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