Ding Cheng really had no way to answer this question, but he could empathize with Qi Ling.

He lost his mother at a young age. When he saw other people's mothers and children joking and playing intimacy, he couldn't help but envy him, and couldn't help thinking that if his|mother was there, he would not do this to him.

"Qiling..." Ding Cheng called out softly. He squeezed Qi Ling's hand and looked around before he continued, "I think mother she has done her best. She and my mother, they are watching together in the sky. For us."

In Cheng Susu's original intention, he definitely did not want Qi Ling to leave a shadow over this, but for Qi Ling, it was not so easy to do.

"I know..." Qi Ling replied in a low voice. In fact, he thought he had put it down a long time ago, but he didn't want these old things to evoke those feelings that he had gradually forgotten tonight.

They didn't speak any more, and walked slowly back to their home like this.

Under the light, Ding Cheng looked at people again, and it seemed that Qi Ling had recovered.

"I'll take a shower first," Qi Ling rubbed Ding Cheng's hair. He took his clothes and went into the bathroom, while Ding Cheng felt his chin thoughtfully.

Qi Ling took a shower, but Ding Cheng hadn't changed into his pajamas. Instead, he put something in his backpack and put it on his back. He walked over and took Qi Ling's coat over, "You accompany me. Go somewhere."

Qi Ling glanced at Ding Cheng, he didn't know why, but he nodded, changed his clothes, and then they went downstairs, and then left the house, around to the back door, Ding Cheng took Qi Ling to the small forest behind Ding's house. go.

Ding Cheng raised his torch while holding Qi Ling's hand tightly. They were silent all the way, and no one spoke.

Keep walking, keep walking, when Qi Ling noticed something strange, he asked softly, "Isn't there yet?"

As far as he knows, the woods behind Ding’s house are not very big, but he has been dragged to a little tired...

"No," Ding Cheng replied, and then took Qi Ling to continue walking. At the same time, he turned off the flashlight. In the summer night sky, the bright moon hung high, and the moonlight and starlight fell. After adapting to the darkness, he did not use the flashlight. I can go.

Qi Ling didn't ask Ding Cheng again, where they were going. They kept walking for about four or five hours. Qi Ling finally stopped Ding Cheng, and he hugged him, "Thank you," Enough, let's go back."

He couldn't vent. Ding Cheng seemed to help him use this method to help him vent. He did feel much better than before, but it was actually quite choking to go on like this.

"Then, I won't go any longer."

Ding Cheng hugged Qi Ling back and murmured, then he took Qi Ling's hand and led him to a wooden house in the middle of the woods. This is the place where Ding's children and grandchildren played when they were young. After growing up, there are not many people in love.

Ding Cheng was very clear about the layout of the house. He found a piece of candle, then took out the lighter from his bag and lit the candle. He glanced at Qi Ling and wiped the sweat from his forehead and the fallen leaves on his shoulders.

Qi Ling Youxin's perception of time is a bit biased. In fact, they have been walking in circles for almost six hours, and they have been walking at 7 o'clock to more than 1 o'clock in the morning, and their physical exertion is quite heavy.

"I'm going back to sleep. If you want to go, you can continue walking, but don't go far, okay?" Ding Cheng pressed Qi Ling's shoulders and let him sit on the small stool. He walked aside and took the sleeping man After tidying up the rocking chair, he planned to leave.

He thought that Qi Ling might want to be quiet by himself, this place is better than he closed the study alone.

This small forest is very safe. He took Qi Ling for a long walk, and they walked almost everywhere. Even if Qi Ling was absent-minded, he wouldn't be able to fall or otherwise.

Qi Ling looked at Ding Cheng. When Ding Cheng's hand was about to leave, he gently pulled on, and then forcefully pulled the person back. Then he hugged Ding Cheng's waist tightly, "Chengcheng, don't go... stay."

And he didn't want to be left alone, by Ding Cheng.

When Ding Cheng heard the words, he didn't say to leave anymore. He gently rubbed Qi Ling's hair, once to make Qi Ling feel as comfortable as possible. He didn't ask Qi Ling to say something to him. He just stood and let Qi Ling lean on him. .

About half an hour passed before Qi Ling let go. He got up and sat on the recliner, and let Ding Cheng sit up. He hugged the person, and pulled the blanket that Ding Cheng had brought to cover, and then lay down. They still didn't speak, but they didn't sleep either.

Ding Cheng stayed with others intently, while Qi Ling was sorting out his thoughts.

In fact, he hadn't been sad for a long time, and he was even clearer than at any time in the past. In his mind, he tried to recall the details of his life with Cheng Susu when he was seven years old, details that he hadn't noticed before.

In the period before Cheng Susu committed suicide, she was actually living normally, even better than before. She calculated some future things for him, prepared things for Ding Cheng who was not about to be born, and even said that she would continue to study. .

"Aling, mom will start again with you. We don’t want those from the Cheng family and those from the Cheng family. Mom will try to give you the best, okay?" This was about half a year before Cheng Susu committed suicide, and Qi What Ling said.

Qi Ling agreed and believed it. When he was trying to grow up and trying to protect Cheng Susu, she committed suicide in the bathtub in their bedroom. The bright red blood soaked the water in the bathtub, ticking... that sound like a nightmare.

Qi Ling sweated a little on his forehead. Thinking back to this, it was still very difficult for him. His hands tightened slightly unconsciously, and he hugged Ding Cheng tighter. Ding Cheng felt that he still didn't move.

This may belong to the hurdle that Qi Ling must pass through. Only when he really walks out, can Qi Ling completely get rid of the shackles on his heart, and can really relieve him.

"Huh, huh..." Qi Ling's breathing was a little bit short|hurried, he sat up holding Ding Cheng, then coughed heartbreakingly, "cough cough cough... vomit..."

After another moment, he retched directly, which shocked Ding Cheng.

"Qi Ling, Qi Ling, don't think about it, I'm here, Qi Ling, I'm here with you," Ding Cheng patted Qi Ling's back and lowered his head again, wanting to take a look at Qi Ling's His complexion was still not clear.

"Cheng Cheng..." Qi Ling shouted. He looked up, his face was terribly pale, as if he had been fished out of the water.

"I'm here," Ding Cheng felt very distressed. He squatted halfway in front of Qi Ling, then gently hugged him, "Qi Ling, I am here, I did not go."

"Someone killed her!" Qi Ling's voice was low, hoarse and unpleasant, but he was basically certain in his heart. He clearly recalled all the details in the bathroom, even the details of Cheng Susu's expression.

These were the ones that Qi Ling could not think of anyway before. Even when Jiang Ziyun asked someone to help him, he couldn't even think of them. At this moment, he didn't think of it anymore.

Cheng Susu did not commit suicide, but was murdered. Someone took her away from him. Then disguised her as suicide, and let the young man discover the death of his biological mother.

"I smelled something different from perfume. She was very scared, very scared..." Qi Ling said, his forehead was completely saturated with sweat, his body stiffened uncontrollably and trembled uncontrollably.

It seemed that he was also held in the water, unable to breathe, and was extremely uncomfortable.

"Qiling, Qi Ling, can you see me? I'm Ding Cheng, I'm your Cheng Cheng," Ding Cheng wiped Qi Ling's sweat and shook people gently. Qi Ling's state was very wrong. This almost left him helpless.

However, Qi Ling didn't seem to hear Ding Cheng's words, so he snarled, "Qi family, Cheng family, they can't escape!"

Even if they didn't participate, they knew part of the truth. Cheng Susu's death was so strange, but they were covered by a postpartum depression suicide. In their hearts, they may all hope Cheng Susu will die, and they all regard her birth as a shame.

"Hahaha..." Qi Ling suddenly laughed out loud. It seemed to be more abnormal than the previous cough and retching, but these were some vents and reactions after the emotions accumulated to the extreme.

"Qi Ling, are you okay," Ding Cheng put Qi Ling's hand on his ear and covered him, then shrank his body and hugged Qi Ling tightly. He felt distressed, worried, and afraid.

Qi Ling's crazy and ruthless eyes suddenly lowered and looked at Ding Cheng. The haze disappeared a little, and he asked softly, "Chengcheng, do you mind? I'm not the head of the Qi family, not Qiming. President..."

"Huh?" Ding Cheng was puzzled, and then he realized what Qi Ling was asking him. He sat up angrily, "Qi Ling, do you think I would mind?"

Ding Cheng felt angry when asked such a question, no, very angry.

He pressed his hand to Qi Ling's shoulder and looked into Qi Ling's eyes through the candlelight that was about to go out. He felt that all the efforts he had made after coming back were gone tonight, and Qi Ling had changed back to the original one. The Qi Ling is gone.

"Qi Ling, it’s okay if you don’t believe me, and it’s okay if you don’t even love me, but you have to remember that you are yourself, you live well and live happily, and everything else is not that important to you or me. ."

No matter what Qi Bai or Wang Dan wanted to calculate, Qi Ling did not accompany him, and it was useless for them to toss. On the contrary, the more Qi Ling wanted to pursue it, the more likely it was to be dragged into the quagmire by those wicked people.

This is the last thing Ding Cheng wants to see, and has always been worried about it.

"You are the jewels of the sky, they are the mudstones of the earth, they are not qualified to touch you at all!"

Ding Cheng spoke very seriously and was very angry. He didn't like seeing Qi Ling like this. He was trapped by those inexplicable shadows, and it was hard for Qi Ling to be happy. But even so, he still won't leave, he used to wait, now he will stay with him.

"I tell you, I don't mind! Qi Ling, have you heard me?"

Ding Cheng let go of Qi Ling's shoulders and asked again, then he slowly stood up, he was so angry that he almost wanted to beat up the people in front of him, and even wanted to beat up all the people from the Qi family's Cheng family.

The bad results made by the previous generation have already harmed Cheng Susu, and now they are coming to harm his Qi Ling!

Qi Ling was shocked and shocked by Ding Cheng's words. He leaned forward slightly, took Ding Cheng's hand, and pulled the person back a little. He didn't like the distance between Ding Cheng and him.

It wasn't enough to pull it back, and he slowly hugged Ding Cheng, who was still puffed up, and frowned slightly, "Cheng Cheng, are you angry with me?"

There is no doubt that Ding Cheng is angry. Qi Ling settled for a moment, and he said again, "I am not, you are..."

He is not a gem, Ding Cheng is, but he, who is loved by Ding Cheng, does not have the qualifications for them to "collide". And what overwhelmed those anger at the moment was that he was even more worried about Ding Cheng being angry with him.

After Qi Ling said, he said again, "I listen to you."

The jade and stones were burned. Because of Ding Cheng, he would not think about it anymore, but it was necessary to eradicate all these muds and stones.

"Well," Ding Cheng nodded. He didn't know why he made such a big fire. He raised his hand and hugged Qi Ling. After thinking about it, he kissed Qi Ling's lips again, his anger dissipated. Go, and turn to distressed again.

"I'm not angry anymore... But you, are you really all right?" Ding Cheng didn't just say that he was in front of him, but also Qi Ling's heart disease. Are those really all right?

At this moment, he can make these old things stimulate, and in the future, they may also be stimulated with similar things.

"I don't know," Qi Ling shook his head lightly. He hugged Ding Cheng tightly. He felt that the bitter chill was a little away from him, and he whispered, "I really have to come and raise him for a while. I'm..."

The ruthlessness and determination in his eyes flashed past, and soon disappeared without a trace.

"Qi Ling, it is my honor. I am willing to raise you for the rest of my life..."

Ding Cheng didn't understand the decision behind Qi Ling's words, but his words were not good for Qi Ling. From the moment he saw Qi Ling again, everything about him belonged to Qi Ling, and he decided to do everything he could to love Qi Ling.

Qi Ling hugged Ding Cheng, and they slowly lay back on the recliner and continued to wrap the blanket.

Qi Ling patted Ding Cheng's back lightly, patted the person who had not completely eliminated the anger and worry to sleep, and he also sorted out all the things that should be sorted out.

In the previous life, he realized that these would only be more crazy and decisive. Now he is even more crazy and decisive, but the direction is completely different. He wants to destroy them, but he needs to better preserve himself.

He has made Ding Cheng sad in his previous life, and he must not let the person in his arms endure it again.

It was dawn and Qi Ling stayed up all night, but his mental state was better than ever. Those details were not cleared out. After his emotions were vented, his thoughts were clearer and more accessible than ever.

He is the same as in the past, and it seems that he is completely different from the past. The invisible shackles once entrenched on him also appeared one by one, and now he only needs to raise his "knife" and cut them all off.

This night, a certain kind of metamorphosis occurred in Qi Ling, a metamorphosis that could truly be noticed by him himself.

"Cheng Cheng, let's go back to sleep." Qi Ling rubbed Ding Cheng's hair lightly, but turned the person on his back. Ding Cheng rubbed the person, and was carried away for a long time in a state of waking up. , He figured out why he had to be carried by Qi Ling.

"Do you want me to carry you..." Ding Cheng murmured, how could he have been asleep, and Qi Ling was dragged by him on foot like a neurotic, and he didn't even look at him. Now he is still carrying him. This stamina should be in the end.

"No," Qi Ling replied, approaching Ding's house first, and then carrying Ding Cheng back to the new Qi's house.

The early Ding Hand rubbed his eyes, the expression on his face was a little weird, and then he shouted, "Why did these two boys go last night?"

No one answered him, even the housekeeper Zhang Jing's house didn't know that Ding Cheng and Qi Ling ran into the small woods last night... Well, it's easy to think too much when you think about it.

He said nothing, and went to hide in the kitchen. He had to ask the servant to deliver some nourishing decoctions over there. The grove was very humid, so he had to get rid of the cold in time.

Ding Cheng didn't sleep enough, Qi Ling didn't sleep at all. After returning to the room, they continued to sleep. They are going to have a banquet today, but it is also a matter after four o'clock in the afternoon. Yesterday I should explain, and there is still incompleteness. Yes, there are also the elders of the Ding family.

Ding Cheng and Qi Ling slept until one noon, and the two got up to eat.

Ding Cheng was drinking the soup, his round eyes thought he was looking at Qi Ling's expression quietly. Qi Ling looked calm, and he couldn't feel anything unusual, but even so, Ding Cheng still couldn't help but feel a little worried.

"It's probably been a long time, the smell of medicine is a bit strong," Ding Cheng drank the soup from the kitchen, couldn't help but shiver, and then slammed up the meal. He was absent-minded and didn't feel it before, but the last bite made him astringent.

"Eat slowly," Qi Ling raised his hand and rubbed Ding Cheng's hair, then put some vegetables in him.

They still didn't eat at their own house, but walked over to Ding's house to eat. Mother Zhang's craftsmanship is really good, and Ding Cheng loves her food. They walked here in a few minutes.

Elder Ding and Ding Hande, who had been eating for a long time, were also accompanied in the dining room. Ding Hande's mouth moved, and he didn't say anything, but he also gave Ding Cheng and Qi Ling some food.

Elder Ding was looking at Qi Ling. After watching for a few seconds, he looked at Ding Cheng, who was very comfortably taken care of. He shook his head in his heart. He vaguely felt that something was wrong before, and seemed to have nothing to worry about.

With Ding Cheng here, Qi Ling wouldn't be lost by the past. He should know what is most important to him at this time and should be the most important thing to grasp.

Elder Ding also really began to feel that his original decision was not quite right, and Ding Cheng and Qi Ling were indeed quite appropriate. Qi Ling is Ding Cheng's heart disease, but Ding Cheng is Qi Ling's heart medicine.

"Be with me in the next game of chess in a while," Mr. Ding said, and then took another sip of his tea.

"Okay," Qi Ling nodded, and he continued to eat with Ding Cheng. Perhaps they were hungry for a long time. Their appetites were very good, and both of them would serve dinner again.

After that, Qi Ling and Ding Cheng played chess with his father Ding Hande for two more hours before they returned to their home to change their clothes and prepare to welcome the guests.

Ding Cheng couldn't help but quietly look at Qi Ling, and then he was cupped and kissed his lips.

"Cheng Cheng, I'm fine, I promise," Qi Ling put on Ding Cheng's cheek after kissing.

Before, he never thought that he would have such an emotional outburst in front of a person, but until this moment, he did not feel wrong, exposing his vulnerability to Ding Cheng did not make him feel awkward and insecure, Ding Cheng is different to him from anyone.

"Yeah," Ding Cheng nodded. He leaned against Qi Ling for a while, then grabbed Qi Ling's hand to his mouth and kissed it. He gently said, "Mom's death is not your fault, mom's blessing, I Accept it, you accept it too, okay?"

Qi Ling never spoke, but Ding Cheng knew that he had always attributed part of Cheng Susu's death to himself, but Cheng Susu liked Qi Ling. She should never regret giving birth to him. She wanted to leave it to Qi Ling. It is a blessing, not a lifetime haze.

This must be put down by Qi Ling himself, not that he can do it by punishing anyone.

Qi Ling's eyes fell on Ding Cheng's head, and he felt a little obscure in his throat. After a long time, he nodded, "Okay."

Ding Cheng smiled lightly when he heard the words, put down Qi Ling's hand, and took the initiative to hug the person again, "It doesn't matter, we can take it slowly." The knot is difficult to understand, but as long as Qi Ling opens his heart, he will definitely succeed.

"It's almost time, let's go down." Qi Ling rubbed Ding Cheng's hair, he took Ding Cheng's hand, and they came downstairs. Neither he nor Ding Cheng could see anything strange on their faces.

Not long after they came downstairs, the same old man Ding, Ding Hande who had changed clothes, and Ding Bo, who had come back from the company earlier, came through the small door first, and they would help receive guests together.

The lawn was set up yesterday, and a plate of water and wine were served from the kitchen. This time the banquet was self-service. A dance party was also arranged in the second half, and there were also tea and music for the older elders. The partial hall.

"Sir, the Patriarch of the Bai family and his wife, come here." The male servant came in to report, and Qi Ling and Ding Cheng went outside to greet them first, and then Ding Hande and Ding Bo went to greet them.

Elder Ding is mainly responsible for sitting in the living room. He has a high level of seniority, so these people take the initiative to come over and say hello to him. It is rare for him not to hide in the study and see no one.

After the Bai family came, it was the Li family and then the Qin family... Qi Ling sent invitations not only to the old-fashioned families, but also to the new families.

He wanted all the old and new families in Beicheng to know the existence of Ding Cheng and the location of the new Qi's house.

"This is my lover Ding Cheng," Qi Ling introduced Ding Cheng to them again, and Ding Cheng is not the kind of stage fright, their smiles are decent, but when they look at each other, they will be somewhat different.

"It's almost done, let's go in and eat something," Ding Cheng took Qi Ling's hand, he sandwiched some cakes, ate half of it by himself, and then fed the remaining half to Qi Ling, um...he did this on purpose.

Don’t think that he hasn’t noticed that some people are coveting where he stands, and that he is not only Qi Ling’s name partner, but also Qi Ling’s lover of good affection. He wants to **** him, no doors, windows and chimneys. Don't even think about it.

"Ah..." Ding Cheng gave Qi Ling another bite, then he smiled and ate the rest.

Qi Ling felt that Ding Cheng's diligence was different from that of the past, but he didn't think about showing off. He also forkped a piece of fruit and fed Ding Cheng, "Open your mouth..."

After he finished feeding Ding Cheng, he wiped the corners of his mouth naturally, "What else do you want to eat?"

"Whatever you feed, I will eat anything," Ding Cheng is not afraid to let people see their affection at all. His cheerful and sweet appearance does not need to be interpreted specially, his eyes and expression can't hide at all.

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