The Reluctant Bride

Zuo Panqing was sitting in the car, Xuanyuanzhen was sitting next to her, with one arm around her waist, and the other clasping hers. She didn't feel it, the only thought in her mind was.

No matter how she resists it, there is a 50% chance that this child is not Gu Xuewen's. What is she going to do?

"Do you know? I sent our intimate photos to Gu Xuewen, and he didn't even respond when he saw it. Is it because he is too tolerant. Or is he not caring about you at all? Which one do you think?"

Gu Xuewen's three words flooded into his mind, Zuo Panqing returned to his senses, and forcefully grasped Xuanyuanzhen's skirt, staring at him incredulously: "What did you say? You say it again."

"I said, I sent our intimate photos to Gu Xuewen, and he didn't respond when he saw it." But he kept making small moves afterwards, which caused Longtang to lose a lot.

But it doesn't matter. Gu Xuewen made him lose, and he made up for it by Zuo Panqing. Xuanyuanzhen's expression was not without complacency, and she felt ridiculed in Zuo Panqing's eyes.

The hand holding his shirt hard, regardless of whether it will damage his precious shirt or not: "Xuanyuanzhen. Do you know that I want to kill you?"

"I know." Xuanyuanzhen didn't mind. "But if I die, the child in your stomach won't have a father."

"Xuanyuanzhen, my child, definitely won't be yours." People like Xuanyuanzhen deserve to be cut off from offspring, how could they have heirs?

"Zuo Panqing, let's bet, your child must be mine." Xuanyuanzhen was very confident. The more he smiled, the more painful Zuo Panqing was.

Her body shook, she suddenly released Xuanyuanzhen's hand forcefully, and when she turned her body, she would jump down when she opened the door...

Perceiving her intention, Xuanyuanzhen quickly hugged her in his waist, and then lightly tugged, Zuo Panqing's body returned to the car. He looked at the absolute determination on her face with a hint of anger.

"Do you want to die?"

Knowing how fast the car is now, and if she jumps down, she will lose half of her life without dying.

"I don't want to die." It's great to live, she hasn't lived enough yet. Zuo Panqing looked at Xuanyuanzhen coldly, with an expression like ice: "But I believe that if I jump like this, the child in my stomach will definitely not be able to keep."

"Zuo Panqing, are you crazy?" The determination on Xuanyuanzhen's face was gone, and there was a trace of panic in his eyes: "That's your child."

"It might be yours too. Isn't it?" Zuo Panqing raised her face. Qingli's face was as pale as paper, with a few traces of absoluteness and cruelty. The expression Xuanyuanzhen never had on her face. I have seen it.

After clapping his hands, Xuanyuanzhen suppressed the panic in his eyes, and suddenly smiled as he watched Zuo Panqing.

"Okay, Zuo Panqing, you are really cruel. No wonder I have no interest in other women for so long, so I never forget you. You can get rid of this child. But if you want me to remind you, in C city At that time, you have already lost a child."

The slender hand stroked her abdomen straight, there was a flat area, there was nothing, nothing could be felt: "Are you sure you want the second child you are looking forward to?

Zuo Panqing was shocked and could hardly speak. It flashed through my mind that in City C, when the child broke away from her body and within, she was full of despair, pain, and uncomfortable feelings.

The thought that flashed through my mind was. If God gives her another chance, then she will definitely cherish this gift, and she will protect her child, and just two days ago, when she knew that she was pregnant, she was so careful and looking forward to this child. Of birth.

And today, is she really going to get rid of this child? You know, there is a 50% chance that it is Gu Xuewen's child?

The thought that Gu Xuewen knew that he was pregnant and was as happy as he was crazy, he couldn't say it completely. Just keep happy. Excited. And the elders of the Gu family. Obviously she has already seen a doctor, and she will take her for another check-up. What if we let them know that the child they have been expecting is gone again?

Zuo Panqing's eyes were hot, tears glided across the corners of her eyes, and the whole person was once again in a daze. Not only was she at a loss, there was also a kind of despair. She suddenly felt that she was standing on the edge of a cliff, unable to advance or retreat.

"Zuo Panqing. I actually don't mind if you have a husband, and I don't mind if your child is mine. But I believe Gu Xuewen may not."

Wrapped in her cold palms, Xuanyuanzhen’s face flashed with pity, "Don’t worry, I won’t force you. But I’m really looking forward to being Gu Xuewen and the rest of the Gu family know you What kind of reaction will it be after carrying a child that is not Gu Xuewen."

There was a bitter cold in his heart, and he took his hand out of his hand, and sat back a little bit. Zuo Panqing looked at Xuanyuanzhen coldly: "Xuanyuanzhen, you will have retribution."

"Really?" Zuo Panqing and Zheng Qimei are worthy of being good sisters, and they say the same thing. Xuanyuanzhen doesn't care about it: "Then I look forward to the day when my retribution will come."

"Xuanyuanzhen, stop." Zuo Panqing looked at the scenes flying by on both sides. It was already dusk at this time, and the sky in the northern capital was a bit grayish yellow. Occasionally, you can see that the sunset is about to go down, in late spring. Everything is incredibly soft.

The sunset is infinitely good, just near dusk. This poem flashed in his mind, and Zuo Panqing suddenly felt ironic.

Since she knew that she was pregnant, the joy of joy has never ceased. That mood is the sunset on the horizon at this time. But I don't know that this splendor is only temporary and will soon disappear.

She also finally understood, what is meant by extreme reversal, prosperity must decline.

When you are happy, your misfortune will come. There was a huge gap between the mood at this time and the mood a few days ago, which made her unacceptable and unable to adapt.

But no matter what it was, she didn't want to see Xuanyuanzhen at this time, she didn't want to, not at all.

"Stop." She screamed, she only felt that staying in the same space with Xuanyuanzhen made her feel nauseous and nauseous. I didn't want to get along with him for a minute.

"Panqing, do you need to be so excited?" Xuanyuanzhen pointed to her heart, with a certain expression: "I think why you are so excited, because in your heart, you already believe what I said, right?"

"No. I don't. I don't want to believe a word." Zuo Panqing shook her head, covering her ears, not wanting to listen to every word Xuanyuanzhen said.

"Xuanyuanzhen, I won't believe you, have you heard? I won't believe you."

"Really?" Xuanyuan laughed wickedly and triumphantly: \"If you didn't believe me, why did you jump off the car just now?\"

"You..." Zuo Panqing suppressed the anger, disgust and hatred in her heart. He raised his head and smiled at Xuanyuanzhen: "Because I don't want to sit in the same car with you, I feel sick and uncomfortable."

"It's a pity." She was proud, Xuanyuanzhen was more proud than her: "No matter how you feel disgusting or uncomfortable, you have to give birth to a child who makes you feel sick and makes you feel uncomfortable."

Zuo Panqing turned away and looked out the car window. The backs of the twisted hands came out with green veins, and the scallion-like fingertips were pale and trembling slightly. That is because of anger.

She could constantly convince herself that the child was Gu Xuewen, but she couldn't change the fact that she had a relationship with Xuanyuanzhen.

She couldn't change her body had been touched by him, and she was no longer solely dedicated to Gu Xuewen. How can this not make her angry, angry, unwilling, more of aversion to herself, and self-rejection.

How could she be so stupid? How can you not even know that your body has been touched by others? How can she?

She was sorry to Gu Xuewen, and even more to Gu Jia. Sudden self-disgust surged, and she could barely face herself. Learn to resist.

She was upset, and Xuanyuan didn't force her. The so-called fishing was to drop the bait and lead the fish to the bait. His goal has been half achieved, and now it's left to Panqing.

Based on his understanding of Zuo Panqing, she would definitely tell Gu Xuewen this matter. And he is very confident that Gu Xuewen and the Gu family will never accept a child who is not Gu family.

"Panqing. It's here." Zuo Panqing's narrow eyes narrowed slightly with a faint smile. Zuo Panqing was taken aback and turned his face, only to find that the car had stopped at the gate of Gu's house. She looked shocked, but Xuanyuanzhen took the initiative to open the car door for her.

"Don't worry, I said, I won't force you. Panqing, your child is mine. I'll wait for you to think it through and make a decision."

"Xuanyuanzhen." Zuo Panqing got out of the car and turned to stare at the certainty in his eyes. The corners of his lips raised, with a bit of mockery: "Tell you, even if the child is really yours, I will never If you are with you, you should die of this heart."

"Don't be too determined in everything." Xuanyuanzhen was very confident. When Zuo Panqing was hurt at Gu's family, only oneself could give her a safe haven.

"Panqing, I really hope you can understand that I am the person in this world who knows you best and deserves you the most."

"You are the most disgusting and disgusting person in this world." Zuo Panqing snorted coldly, turning to leave without looking at Xuanyuanzhen.

Seeing her back disappearing behind the courtyard gate, Xuanyuan grinned, his eyes swept across Aaron in front of the car: "Let's go back to the villa."

"Yes." Aaron turned the car around and left.

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When Zuo Panqing came home, he was not in the mood to go to the dining room for dinner, so he went back to the room.

Sitting on the bed, all the stubbornness that had just been disguised on his face was gone at this time, only the rest was at a loss.

What will she do now?

That **** Xuanyuanzhen, Zuo Panqing really didn't expect him to do such a despicable thing. This shocked her too much and surprised her even more.

But whether he is a **** or not, the result now is that something has happened, what will she do? Do you want to tell Gu Xuewen? Do you want to tell Gu Xuewen?

"I'm going to be a father." Thinking of the joy, excitement, and joy on Gu Xuewen's face at the time, Zuo Panqing felt that she really didn't have the courage to tell Gu Xuewen this fact.

Xuewen, if you know that the child is not yours, what will happen to you? What would you think? Will you forgive me? Are you angry and don't want me? can you?

Those negative emotions were entangled with Zuo Panqing, and she finally couldn't control her emotions and fell on the bed and started crying in a low voice.

Why, why should she encounter such a thing?

Every time, she would be thrown into **** again when she thought she was going to heaven, and every time, she would be disappointed and painful again when she was too happy.

Is this God's punishment to her? What did she do wrong?

"Second young lady." Aunt Zhang's voice sounded outside the door, interrupting her crying, sat up, wiped away tears indiscriminately, and opened the door. Aunt Zhang stood at the door with a respectful face.

"Second young lady, the second lady asked me to tell you to eat."

"Oh, I'll come right away." Looking at the time, it was late, and it was time for dinner. Zuo Panqing nodded to Sister Zhang, went back to the bathroom to wash her face, sniffed, and looked at herself in the mirror. Her eyes were still slightly red and swollen.

At this time, he didn't care, washed his face, and quickly went to the dining room.

Everyone is seated on the round table. Seeing her coming, Gu Tianchu's face showed a smile: "Panqing, come, today I let Sister Zhang stew chicken soup, you can drink more."

"Thank you, grandpa." Zuo Panqing sat down in her seat, and Aunt Zhang brought her the soup for the first time: "Drink the soup first."

"Thank you." Zuo Panqing thanked him quietly, looking at the bowl of soup, but without any appetite, and couldn't drink it at all. The expectation of Gu's family for this child has already begun before he was born. If you let them know that the child is not necessarily Gu Xuewen's, then...

"Drink quickly." Gu Xuemei sat next to her, looking at the entanglement on her face, a little confused: "What? Are you afraid of oil? Don't worry, the vegetables and meats we eat at home are all special offerings. Yes, like this chicken, but a pure green ecological chicken."

"Really?" Zuo Panqing nodded, unnaturally holding up the bowl and drank the still hot chicken soup. I looked up and saw Chen Jingru staring at her face, her expression very serious.

That look made her heart startled, and she felt guilty for some reason.

"Panqing, eat more." Chen Jingru opened her mouth and smiled. The chopsticks picked up a piece of fish and put it into her bowl: "You are two people now."

"Thank you mom." Zuo Panqing felt that she was a little bit frightened now, and she was too frightened easily.

The other elders all picked up the chopsticks and started to eat. Zuo Panqing didn't know the taste of the meal, and she didn't feel anything at all.

She stopped her chopsticks until she felt a little uncomfortable in her stomach. Gu Xuemei saw that she had eaten, and smiled at her: "Panqing, I have prepared a radiation-proof maternity gown for you, and put it in my room. You will come and get it later."

"Thank you sister."

Gu Xuemei is so nice. She has been with Zheng Qimei for shopping and playing in the past two days. She really forgot about it.

"You're welcome." Gu Xuemei glanced at her stomach: "I'm going to be an aunt. Of course, I must do my best to be an aunt."

If it was before yesterday, Zuo Panqing would feel that it was reasonable and normal for her to accept all this. But at this time, she was in a complicated mood and felt ashamed.

Pushing Gu Xuemei back to the room. Holding the radiation protection suit she bought for herself, she was not in the mood to sit down with Gu Xuemei to chat, and went back to her room after saying hello.

As soon as she left the door, Chen Jingru stood at the door, staring at her face with scorching eyes.

"Mom?" Zuo Panqing stood a little to the side: "Mom came to look for my sister? I just happened to be right."

"I'm here to find you." Chen Jingru glanced at the radiation protection suit in Zuo Panqing's hand: "I have something to tell you."

"Oh." Zuo Panqing nodded, not knowing what she wanted to tell herself, a bit of anxiety flashed in her heart suddenly, following Chen Jingru, not to her room, but to her and Gu Xuewen's own room.

On the sofa in the small living room outside the room, Zuo Panqing asked Chen Jingru to sit down and poured her a glass of water: "Mom, you drink water."

"Ok."

Chen Jingru sat down and took Zuo Panqing's water but did not drink it. Instead, she put it on the coffee table. .

"Panqing, sit down."

Zuo Panqing sat down with a stern expression, as if sitting in danger. Chen Jingru smiled. Looking at the tension on her face: "Panqing, are you nervous?"

"No, no." Zuo Panqing shook her head, not knowing what to say: "I'm not nervous."

"Panqing. Do you love learning essays?" Chen Jingru was straight to the point, looking at Zuo Panqing: "Tell me, do you love learning essays?"

"Mom, of course I love him." Zuo Panqing nodded heavily, adding to his tone: "I love learning Chinese."

Chen Jingru was silent for a while, and raised her head to look at Zuo Panqing: "Xuewen is my son. In the past few years, I have watched him have a hard time, and I feel sorry for him."

"..." Silence, Zuo Panqing didn't know what to say, because Chen Jingru's words such as this made her a little nervous.

"Originally, catching drug dealers is such a trivial matter. There is no need to study literature at all. I stayed in City C for three years. These three years have not been easy for him. I also know. So I never forced him. I never thought about using my right to transfer him back. I arranged for him to go on a blind date with you in the hope that he will have someone who knows the cold and heat in the future and will take care of him inside and out."

"You marry Xuewen, I treat you like my own daughter. Do you know this too?"

"I know." Zuo Panqing nodded: "Mom treats me very well, I have always been very grateful."

Not all mothers-in-laws are easy to get along with, she understands this.

"I don't want you to be grateful." Chen Jingru sighed softly: "I want to learn literature and be happy."

"Mom?" What does she mean? Zuo Panqing didn't quite understand.

"Is the child in your stomach a literary student?" Chen Jingru couldn't say anything harsher because of her personality. For two days, from yesterday's doubt to today's determination, she has been struggling with what she wants to do.

But today, she found that she could no longer struggle.

"Mom?" Zuo Panqing's body softened, and suddenly she couldn't speak.

"You tell me, is the kid in your stomach studying literature?"

"..." Of course it is. Zuo Panqing wanted to say this, but when the words came to her lips, she bit her lip tightly, stupefied that she couldn't say a word.

"Is it?" Without those pornographic photos, if Zuo Panqing didn't say that she was pregnant in the United States, then Chen Jingru would definitely not believe it.

But all the facts in front of her told her that the child Zuo Panqing was pregnant was probably not Gu Xuewen's. How can she accept this?

She didn't have an aggressive tone or aggressive momentum, but looked at Zuo Panqing with a gentle and painful expression.

Such eyes made Zuo Panqing unable to refute, and couldn't say anything she wanted to say. Her body froze. She couldn't move. Looking at Chen Jingru's face in front of her, she shook her head blankly.

"I don't know, I don't know either."

She really didn't know that she had always been very confident, even if she was abandoned by Ji Yunzhan and framed by her own mother, but she has always been able to face all kinds of problems.

At this time, she was really tangled, really hesitant and hesitating. Because she encountered the biggest problem in her life, she had a relationship with another man when she didn't know it, and she might even be pregnant with that man's child.

And that man is not her husband.

Oh my god, what kind of mess is this? Zuo Panqing didn't know. Also at a loss.

"You don't know, even you are not sure?" The probability is half and half, even if Chen Jingru wants to convince herself, there is still half the possibility. She couldn't accept this fact. Looking at Zuo Panqing, she felt cold all over when she thought of seeing a friend at the airport today. She didn't even want to say: "This kid is not a literary student. Right?"

"Panqing, you can't ask for this child."

"What?" Zuo Panqing sat up straight, looking at Chen Jingru in front of him: "Mom. I..."

"Panqing. I'm sorry." Chen Jingru held her hand and begged with a hint of expression: "This child, really can't ask for it. Think about learning literature, think about Grandpa. Do you bear it?"

"But..." This child may also be learning literary. Zuo Panqing wanted to say this, but couldn't say it. It might have shattered all her hopes.

"Xuewen loves you very much. He has paid a lot for you. Are you really willing to let Xuewen have a child who is not his?"

"Mom..." Zuo Panqing's throat was choking uncomfortably, but she couldn't say anything, her body paused. There is an urge to cry. However, Chen Jingru held her hand tightly. Her body became weak and she couldn't pull her hand away. She only felt that the world had collapsed at this moment.

"Panqing, get rid of this child. I have no other requests. I think I am very open-minded, but please forgive me. I really can't accept a child who is not Gu's calling me grandma. Gu's child is called Xuewen Dad. Panqing. Please understand me. Okay?"

"I..." Zuo Panqing kept shaking her head. She didn't want to be like this either, really didn't want to, but what would she do?

"Panqing. I don't ask you for anything else, I only ask for this. You knock the child out, and I will help you maintain your health, and you will have your own child in the future. You and the child who learns."

Zuo Panqing was about to cry, tears gathered in her eye sockets, blurring Chen Jingru's face in front of her eyes. The light in the room was very soft, but she felt dazzling and uncomfortable at this time.

How could this be? why? Why should she make this choice?

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