The Reluctant Bride

The throbbing pain continued to hit her, and she was no stranger to the kind of pain, and she had had it a few days earlier.

She knows what that means?

Xiu eyebrows were twisted tightly together, her hand instinctively stroked her belly. It was still flat there, but she couldn't feel it anymore, she couldn't feel the life beating inside.

"Child, my child—"

Her expression suddenly became flustered. She wanted to sit up, but was held on her shoulders: "Panqing, calm down."

"Ji Yunzhan?" Seeing his face, she thought of everything before she passed out. Zuo Panqing suddenly grabbed his hand hard: "Tell me, my child is still there? Right? My child. Didn't leave me, right?".

"Panqing, calm down."

Ji Yunzhan didn't want to see her so excited. Hold her shoulders and let her calm down: "Panqing, don't do this. Calm down."

"You tell me, my child is still there? Isn't it? Isn't it?" Zuo Panqing looked at him expectantly, her pale face flushed with eagerness.

Ji Yunzhan couldn't tell. At this time, he could not deceive her, and squeezed her hand. He tried to put on a relaxed look: "You are still young, and you will have children of your own in the future."

Zuo Panqing's body softened, and the hand that was holding Ji Yunzhan was released. He dropped his head back on the pillow and looked at his face blankly, not accepting the fact: "The child is gone?"

"Panqing, don't do this." Ji Yunzhan looked at her face distressedly. He would rather she cry or scream, than see her in such a lack of consciousness.

"The child is gone?" Zuo Panqing's body froze there, her eyes were not focused, and she repeated the sentence again: "The child is gone?"

That child, the one she managed to keep, is gone.

"Panqing?" Ji Yunzhan felt his heart broken: "I beg you not to be like this. You are still young and you will have children in the future."

"Later?" Where does the future come from? Zuo Panqing wanted to cry, couldn't cry, wanted to laugh, but felt sore in her nose.

after? Will she have a future? Didn't Gu Xuewen go looking for that woman? Will he have a future with himself?

"Panqing?" Ji Yunzhan wanted to say something, Zuo Panqing suddenly sat up and looked around the bed: "Bao, where is my bag? Where is my bag?"

"Here, here." Ji Yunzhan put the bedside bag into Zuo Panqing's hand, his face was full of worry: "What do you want? Tell me, I will help you take it. Don't get excited."

The doctor said just now that a woman's miscarriage is not a trivial matter, and it must be adjusted properly, otherwise it will affect the future body.

"Go away, I don't need you." Zuo Panqing didn't appreciate his kindness at all.

At this time she was a hedgehog, with thorns all over her body, full of defense. This is true for anyone close.

My husband can’t believe it yet, let alone someone else?

But starting from the heart, she wanted to believe in Gu Xuewen. She wanted to figure out what was going on. Even if she was to be sentenced to be out of the game, let her die.

Taking out the phone from the bag, Zuo Panqing's fingertips trembled slightly.

Gu Xuewen, where are you? Did you know that our children are gone? do you know?

She flicked the screen several times without pressing the number, and gritted her teeth. She endured the pain and calmed herself down. Shaking his fingertips, pressing the number that is no longer unfamiliar, listening to the sound of the call.

The waiting time, almost every second, was lingering in her heart.

Finally, someone answered the phone, but not him.

"Hello?" She was no stranger to a female voice with a little exploration, Lin Qianyi. Zuo Panqing clenched her hand tightly, feeling almost crushing the phone.

"Me, I'm looking for Gu Xuewen."

"He's changing clothes." Lin Qianyi's voice was very gentle: "Or, will I let him call you back?"

Change clothes? Why change clothes? What clothes do you change during the day?

Zuo Panqing wanted to question her, scold her, and yell at her, but in the end his throat tightened: "No need."

Hanging up the phone blankly, Zuo Panqing's beautiful pale lips slightly evoked ethereal arcs, and her eyes gradually turned sad.

She just lost a child. She almost rubbed shoulders with death. And the child's father, the man she loved, was with another woman at this time.

Change clothes? Some very wonderful pictures flashed through my mind involuntarily. When combined with those photos, the pictures became very three-dimensional and clear.

pain. it hurts. The whole body hurts. This kind of pain is even more painful than when Wen Xuejiao kicked her stomach last time.

When the pain was at its extreme, she couldn't cry, and she couldn't say anything, but her throat was choking uncomfortably, and she couldn't make those sounds. Finally looking up, she suddenly laughed: "Hahahaha. Hahahaha."

It's ridiculous. How could there be such a ridiculous thing. It's so funny.

"Panqing?" Ji Yunzhan was scared by her appearance, and he took her hand very worried: "Are you okay? Don't do this, I'll be worried."

What is Gu Xuewen doing? What did he do? Why is Panqing suffering so much? So sad?

"Hahahaha." Zuo Panqing didn't hear it, but just kept laughing.

Stupid, left Panqing. You are really stupid. So stupid, stupid enough. Really stupid.

Why would you believe Gu Xuewen's words? How can you believe him so firmly? Is it just because you love him unilaterally? So you believe in his sense of responsibility to the family and believe that he will not betray you. Believe that he will be loyal to you?

Where are you confident? Do you think you can move him? Do you think he will fall in love with you someday? who do you think You Are?

"Hahahaha." Really ridiculous, Panqing Zuo and Panqing Zuo, you are simply a tragedy.

She had no image, smiled like a madman, her whole body trembling with laughter, and her abdomen throbbed after her laughter. The pain made her laugh harder, even tears came out.

"Panqing." Ji Yunzhan has never seen Zuo Panqing like this. He stretched out his hand and hugged her tightly in his arms, and clasped her tightly: "Panqing, I beg you to stop, don't you such."

Zuo Panqing stopped smiling. I can't laugh, my body hurts. Just finished the cleansing and uterine surgery, there was still a lot of pain there, and her crazy smile just now made her abdomen torn worse and more painful.

The strength of the whole body seemed to be drawn out at once. She didn't have any strength. Ji Yunzhan's hands were wrapped around her shoulders, and she hugged her with a pity on her face. She felt it and wanted to push him away, but she didn't have any strength. .

The smell of the tip of the nose is somewhat familiar, and the masculine smell of grass. It is not the same as Gu Xuewen's strong male masculinity. This man was once loved by her, and loved her.

But he hurt himself.

Gu Xuewen, she loves now, but doesn't love her. Isn't it, she left Panqing, and it is destined that no man will fall in love with her? Is that right?

The hand unconsciously grasped his shirt, she raised her head, showing the concern, pity, and other emotions in her eyes to Shang Jiyun, her hand clenched tightly.

Staring at Ji Yunzhan's face. Ask one by one.

"Ji Yunzhan, do you love me?" Is it love? Otherwise, why should he be so gentle to her?

"Panqing?" Ji Yunzhan was stunned for a moment, not understanding why she suddenly asked such a question, but Zuo Panqing's hand tightened again, fingertips glowing with cold temperature, staring at his face with a smile. No temperature: "If you love me, why? Why did you leave without saying goodbye five years ago? Why not come to the hotel for an appointment? Why?"

"I--" Ji Yunzhan moved his lips. He didn't expect that Zuo Panqing would suddenly ask this question and wanted to answer it. The hand that was holding him suddenly loosened.

"Why?" Zuo Panqing lay back on the bed, the pain had exhausted all her strength, she murmured while looking blankly at the elegant face in front of her.

But without waiting for him to give an answer, let the darkness swept himself again.

In fact, I want to ask more: Gu Xuewen, why? Why are you betraying me?

"Panqing--" Gentle face lost control again. Looking worriedly at Zuo Panqing's pale face. I pressed the call bell on the bedside and called the doctor.

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After Gu Xuewen changed his clothes and came out, he saw Lin Qianyi standing on the balcony, staring at the rain curtain outside in a daze. Hearing his voice, Lin Qianyi quickly turned around. Looking at him, his face was ashamed: "I'm sorry, it's all because of me that you got your clothes wet."

"It's okay, you have already given me a new set." Gu Xuewen looked outside, the rain was still falling, and it seemed that it would not stop for a while.

He walked to the sofa and took out the wallet and mobile phone from his wet clothes and put them into his coat pocket. Put the wet jacket into the bag just now and hold it in your hand.

"I go first."

"The clothes are wet." Lin Qianyi pointedly watched his movements: "Throw it away."

She actually recognized the dress. In the men's clothing store, she and Zuo Panqing took a fancy to the one on him, but Zuo Panqing was angry and chose another one.

In fact, I just found out. That dress suits him very well.

"How can it be so wasteful?" Throwing away the clothes Zuo Panqing bought for him, she had to give him a head start. There is a smile on Gu Xuewen's face: "Panqing bought it for me."

He was also reluctant to throw it. This is the first time the wife has bought him clothes.

Zuo Panqing bought clothes for herself last time, and also bought **** outfits to entice him, and the corners of his lips raised unconsciously.

Laughed happily.

Such a happy smile hurt Lin Qianyi's heart. The expression became a little unnatural. Looked at the rain curtain outside the balcony.

"The rain is getting bigger and bigger. Or you can wait for the rain to get lighter, and then go back."

"No need." Gu Xuewen shook his head. Zuo Panqing is pregnant, and he still wants to pick her up from get off work: "I'm going to pick Panqing from get off work."

"Oh." Envy. Uncontrollable jealousy flooded Lin Qianyi's heart. She had already decided to give up and admit her fate.

She wanted to go back to Beidu alone, but last time she was kidnapped by an unknown bad guy. Gu Xuewen came to rescue her and treated her--

Although Gu Xuewen has repeatedly explained that he has not done anything to him, she believes that he has himself in his heart, otherwise why would he save her?

And now, she was not sure. He really saved herself because he said that he was a policeman, and he would save no matter who had something wrong.

"I'm leaving." Gu Xuewen didn't notice the entanglement on her face. He opened the door with the bag and left. Feeling disliked.

Lin Qianyi suddenly chased after him, grabbed his hand, and looked embarrassed.

"Brother Xuewen, you—" In response to the calmness in his eyes, the next half of her words couldn't come out, and she let go of her hand neatly: "It's raining, you drive carefully."

"Yeah." Gu Xuewen nodded and stepped out of the door. Lin Qianyi grabbed his hand again: "Well, I forgot to tell you. I, I booked the plane ticket three days later, can you come? Give it to me?"

"In three days?" Gu Xuewen calculated the time, which happened to be Christmas: "Maybe not, I want to accompany Panqing to celebrate the holidays."

He is not a romantic person, but looking at the publicity about Christmas on the street, I know that women like this set. Zuo Panqing is pregnant, and it is important to keep a happy mood at this time.

More importantly, he wanted to accompany her during the holidays and make her happy.

"Well, this?" Lin Qianyi released her hand again, her expression a little lost: "Then have you bought a gift for your sister-in-law?"

"No." Gu Xuewen shook his head and shrugged, "Isn't there three more days? It's the same for me to buy it tomorrow."

"That's it." Lin Qianyi was speechless: "If you need an idea, remember to call me. I'm happy to provide advice."

Gu Xuewen nodded lightly, but did not agree with her, let Lin Qianyi accompany him to pick out gifts? I'm afraid Zuo Panqing will be so angry that she will throw away all the gifts.

Without speaking, Lin Qianyi watched him leave, walked from her, and went to another woman.

Although that woman is his wife, she is not reconciled. What can I do if I am unwilling?

The elevator and doors opened and closed, and Gu Xuewen left. After closing the door, Lin Qianyi stood on the balcony and looked downstairs, watching Gu Xuewen get in the car and start the car to leave.

Heart tightened, turned around and started to pack up. leave. Smiling and blessing, letting go generously is also a kind of grace, right?

Only at this moment she thought of another thing. She seemed to forget to tell Gu Xuewen that she had answered his phone.

Gu Xuewen knows it. I'm afraid he is very angry, right?

Sorry, Xuewen, let me be willful again this time. Although it has been decided to let go.

However, Zuo Panqing's personality will definitely question you, right?

Make you embarrassed. Gu Xuewen, I'm really embarrassed. heart

There was a little guilt in it, Lin Qianyi raised his head and smiled, "Gu Xuewen, goodbye."

The love of childhood sweethearts, goodbye.

Her first love, goodbye.

The best time in life, goodbye.

Pack your luggage and stay away. Starting tomorrow, she will be a brand new Lin Qianyi.

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Gu Xuewen's car was parked downstairs where Zuo Panqing was working, and no one answered her call. He frowned. It should have already been off work at this time.

He took out the phone and dialed her number. This time someone answered, but it was Ji Yunzhan.

"Hey."

The male voice made him stunned for a moment, and immediately reacted: "Ji Yunzhan? Where is Panqing?"

Is Ji Yunzhan in Zuo Panqing's office? still is?

"Gu Xuewen." Ji Yunzhan was worried about Zuo Panqing just now. He didn't hear Zuo Panqing's cell phone ringing. Angrily surged. He reported the address of the hospital, and his voice was very cold: "Panqing is in the hospital, do you want to come."

After hanging up the phone, regardless of Gu Xuewen's possible reaction, his eyes remained fixed on Zuo Panqing's face.

The doctor gave her a guard check just now, saying that she was too emotional, and asked him to comfort her and calm the patient.

comfort? How to comfort? He couldn't give the comfort she wanted. The comfort he can give is something she doesn't want.

Thinking of the question Zuo Panqing asked, he felt very painful.

It was a misunderstanding five years ago, and he did not explain clearly in time.

Now she asked herself, but Ji Yunzhan couldn't say it.

If five years ago, he insisted a little bit more. If five years ago, he would be more confident. If five years ago, he could be brave.

So the person who is with Zuo Panqing today is himself. Then he would not be willing to hurt her a little bit.

He held her in his palm as a treasure, seeing Zuo Panqing's pain more uncomfortable than his own pain.

Looking at Zuo Panqing on the hospital bed, his face was pale and haggard. He caused it all.

Half an hour later, Gu Xuewen almost drove all the way to the hospital.

"Panqing?" Pushing the door of the ward, Gu Xuewen was about to see Zuo Panqing. Suddenly, his body was pulled forcibly, turning around, Ji Yunzhan glared at him angrily.

Raise your hand and punch. A heavy punch hit Gu Xuewen's face.

"Huh." Unsuspecting Gu Xuewen's face was slapped, he was taken aback for a moment, but Ji Yunzhan didn't wait for him to react. Before he could react, another heavy fist hit his face.

"Asshole." After Ji Yunzhan finished his beating, he pushed Gu Xuewen's body against the wall with his hands tightly holding his shirt.

"Panqing, Panqing had a miscarriage." With a few simple words, Ji Yunzhan's heart ached. Staring at Gu Xuewen's stiff face, the corners of his lips leaked blood, but he had the urge to give him another punch.

"Gu Xuewen, you bastard. bastard—"

Gu Xuewen was startled, he didn't feel the pain on his face, his eyes fixed on Zuo Panqing who was still unconscious on the bed. His complexion suddenly turned pale.

"You, what did you say?"

"Panqing had a miscarriage. The child is gone." Ji Yunzhan clutched his shirt with a very angry expression: "Gu Xuewen, what have you done?"

Released his hand, Ji Yunzhan stepped back weakly, his whole body's strength was consumed by those two punches, he took a step back, then took a step back, looking at Gu Xuewen.

"Panqing. She had a miscarriage."

Gu Xuewen finally recovered at this time, looking at the pain on Ji Yunzhan's face. His pain is so obvious, and his pity is so obvious, as if the shed child was his.

Sorrows began to appear in my heart, but more pain.

Left Panqing. Miscarriage?

Frozen, step by step he walked to the bed and stood still. His hand trembled slightly and stretched out to touch Zuo Panqing's face, but stopped when he was about to touch it.

He said with a hoarse voice: "Why, how could this happen? She, isn't she at work?"

Why is there a car accident?

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The second one today. Eleven thousand words have been updated. Something in the afternoon. Continue tomorrow.

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