The Reluctant Bride

Gu Xuewen's eyes were full of shock, looking at Zuo Panqing's face, he couldn't believe what he was hearing.

"You, what are you talking about?" Du Libin loves Lin Qianyi? Oh my god, how is it possible?

"Nonsense?" Zuo Panqing just wanted to laugh, "Is that nonsense?"

Withdrawing his hand, raising his head, staring straight at Gu Xuewen's face, the shock in his eyes seemed to her to be an acquiescence.

"If not, tell me, why did you break up with Lin Qianyi?" And so reluctant to share, I still have a hard time to forget it, and it's broken?

"..." Gu Xuewen didn't expect that Zuo Panqing would come back to this problem after tangled in a circle, his eyebrows were slightly twisted, and a gloom flashed across his resolute face: "Didn't I have already said it. She doesn't agree with me being a soldier, too I don’t agree to come to city c, so—"

"Gu Xuewen."

Zuo Panqing's voice was almost an angry roar. Staring at his face, wishing to stare a hole in his body. The hair on the chest button. In her opinion, so dazzling.

Take a deep breath and try to suppress the inner anger. She calmed herself: "Do you think it's fun to lie to me?"

"Panqing?" Not understanding where her anger came from, Gu Xuewen gently curled his eyebrows: "What's wrong with you?"

"She loves you so much and will separate from you because she opposes you? Do you really consider me a fool?"

Gu Xuewen was silent and couldn't find anything to say for a while. Zuo Panqing smiled, only feeling that her chest was stuffy, and she almost couldn't breathe.

"She is the woman Du Libin likes, right? You know, so you are embarrassed. You chose brotherhood between brotherhood and women, so you broke up with Lin Qianyi. Right? Isn't that true?"

At the end, she almost shouted.

There was a moment of silence in the air, Gu Xuewen was silent, and Zuo Panqing had also lost strength. The eyes of the two people met in the air, one helpless and the other cold.

It was Gu Xuewen who was helpless, not knowing why Zuo Panqing suddenly wanted to use Lin Qianyi as an example.

Zuo Panqing was cold, she felt that she was too stupid, too stupid. Knowing that men are untrustworthy, knowing that this is just a marriage that is about to be married, why do you have to expect Gu Xuewen?

Why should you care about him, love him, even fall in love with him——

Yes. If she is honest enough, if she is frank enough, she will tell Gu Xuewen that she has fallen in love with him long ago, and it will be half a year before they get married. Fall in love with this, and say less to her. A man who spends less time with her.

He did not have Ji Yunzhan's gentleness, nor did Ji Yunzhan understand her. Sometimes it is rude and careless. Never willing to accommodate yourself. Every time I leave for a mission and stay away for a few days, I will be xxoo when I return.

She hates this kind of life. The marriage she desires and yearning is not like this.

But she didn’t know when she started to care about Gu Xuewen, maybe because of the glass of milk he warmed for her in the morning, maybe because of the last time he knelt in front of her parents.

Maybe it was the other time he inadvertently revealed that he cared about her.

Anyway, when she found out, there was an extra person in her heart. She will care about him and think about him. Thinking of giving something for him, doing something.

That pair of cufflinks is the best proof, hand in hand, two people walked this life together. Take good care of your marriage.

He is her husband, her first man, and the man she loves. When Ji Yunzhan appeared, she hesitated and struggled. The tradition in her bones makes it impossible for her to betray her marriage. The deeper reason is that in her heart, she has begun to care about Gu Xuewen.

Therefore, she hopes that he can be honest with himself and loyal to marriage.

And now, she finally understood. Some efforts are destined not to be rewarded. No matter how much you love someone, his heart will not belong to you.

Chest tightness is uncomfortable. More powerless. In this world, there are things that you can't get no matter how hard you work.

"No."

The low-pitched two-word exit seemed to be something wrong with her ears, and his eyes turned to Gu Xuewen again, and he was also looking at himself.

"No." Gu Xuewen sighed: "It's not the reason."

Seeing the unbelief in Zuo Panqing's eyes, his eyes showed a little helplessness: "I really value my brothers. Du Libin and Song Chenyun are the ones I grew up with when I was young. Like brothers. But, I will never want my own woman because I value brotherhood, I will not."

Zuo Panqing was silent, and the sky outside the window had completely dimmed, and she began to feel a little bit cold, not because of this, what was the reason?

Staring at Gu Xuewen, her expression was wary and disappointed. Looking at his face, waiting for him to say how he broke up with Lin Qianyi.

Gu Xuewen looked embarrassed, watching Zuo Panqing put his hands around his chest, he turned around and turned on the light in the living room and turned on the air conditioner. When she walked to Zuo Panqing, she stretched out her hand to hug her, but she passed by, and she took a big step back.

"Gu Xuewen, you say, I'm waiting to listen."

She is very persistent, she is stubborn, Gu Xuewen knows it, but at this time she feels that she seems too stubborn. I sat down on the sofa and didn't know how to speak for a while.

Time goes back to more than three years ago.

Gu Xuemei was with Liang Youcheng at that time, and he was with Lin Qianyi. After Liang Youcheng and Gu Xuemei set the wedding date. Lin Qianyi also wants to get married.

The Lin family urged him several times, but Gu Xuewen did not object or agree.

Gu Xuewen feels that he is still young and he is not in a hurry to get married. He always feels satisfied that the marriage age is 35.

Lin Qianyi is very anxious. She just wants to marry Gu Xuewen after graduating from university. In order to be with Gu Xuewen. She especially likes to stick to him. As long as Gu Xuewen comes back, she basically sticks to him.

At that time, although Gu Xuewen felt that Lin Qianyi was too clingy, but at that time, he was able to be considerate and tolerant of Lin Qianyi.

Until the day that Gu Xuemei had an accident with Liang Youcheng.

That day, Gu Xuewen had been restless. Gu Xuemei told Liang Youcheng early in the morning that she would go out and pick things for marriage. He wanted to follow, but Lin Qianyi refused.

She said that he rarely came back, so he went to accompany his sister-in-law, then what is her girlfriend?

Gu Xuewen had no choice but to go shopping with her. Later, his phone rang once. It was Gu Xuemei who called, and it hung up after a bang, and didn't wait for Gu Xuewen to call back. Lin Qianyi took his phone.

"What are you doing? Your sister ran over when she called. What about me?"

"Stop making trouble, my sister may have something." Otherwise, why call him?

"What can she do?" Look at Liang Youcheng, who is more accommodating to her, Gu Xuewen has never been willing to accommodate herself. Lin Qianyi pursed her lips, very unhappy: "Isn't it just for you to take a look, which is better? Is he married or you married?"

"Qianyi, stop making trouble, give me the phone."

Gu Xuewen asked her to return the phone to herself, but she refused.

"Today you are not allowed to accompany others, you can only accompany me." Regardless of Gu Xuewen's reaction, Lin Qianyi ran away with the phone at the door of the department store.

Gu Xuewen had no choice but to chase after him, but didn't want to see Lin Qianyi running too fast. A car almost ran into her, and Gu Xuewen pulled her back to the side of the road sharply.

"What are you doing?" If you lose your temper, you must be safe.

"me--"

With a wow, Lin Qianyi was frightened and cried. Gu Xuewen was uneasy about her undecided look, so he had to send her home. Stayed with her for most of the day at Lin's house. She didn't leave until she was quiet and it was all right.

I only found out when Gu Xuewen returned home. Gu Xuemei had an accident and was taken to the hospital, while Liang Youcheng died to save Xuemei.

a bolt from the blue. He rushed to the hospital as quickly as possible, standing in the corridor of the hospital, holding Chen Jingru's hand: "Why, why don't you call me?"

"Your phone is turned off." Chen Jingru did not expect that things would turn out to be like this within a day. Her most beloved daughter had an accident. And the most optimistic son-in-law, such an outstanding young man, said nothing, there would be no more.

Chen Jingru's words surprised him, took out the phone, and really turned it off. It turned out that Lin Qianyi didn't want others to harass them when he sent her home. Arbitrarily took the initiative to help him turn the handle.

Gu Xuewen couldn't accept this result, and the militant and friendly captain he pushed his heart out left, and his sister could only sit in a wheelchair.

And all of this was caused by his failure to arrive in time?

He could not forgive himself, nor could he accept Lin Qianyi's approach. Even if she is not wrong, even if she is also a victim. Gu Xuewen still couldn't accept it.

"Let's break up." When the doctor announced that Gu Xuemei would spend the next half of her life in a wheelchair, Gu Xuewen left the hospital and went to Lin Qianyi.

"No, I don't want it." Lin Qianyi said with tears: "I don't know that something will happen to my sister. I didn't mean it. I just wanted to not be disturbed when I was dating you. Is this also wrong? Gu Xuewen, don't be too cruel to me."

"You are not wrong." Gu Xuewen's back straightened up: "It is me who is wrong. Qianyi, we are not suitable."

"Why is it inappropriate?" Lin Qianyi couldn't accept it. Gu Xuewen broke up with himself for this reason: "You don't want to break up with me, I promise you, I will work hard in the future, and I won't interfere with you again. Neither will I Turn off your phone again. I beg you, don't break up with me."

"I'm sorry." Gu Xuewen could no longer accept Lin Qianyi, nor could he face Gu Xuemei. If it wasn't for him, maybe Gu Xuemei's legs would be fine.

"Gu Xuewen, you can't do this to me. I am also a victim of this matter. I am not wrong."

Lin Qianyi hugged him tightly and refused to let go. If Gu Xuewen didn't save her, maybe she was hit and killed by a car. How can she accept such a reason for breaking up?

"I said, I was the one who was wrong." In the days to come, how will he face Gu Xuemei? A younger brother who doesn't care about his siblings to fall in love?

The heartache was so terrible that Gu Xuewen could not imagine, nor could he accept Lin Qianyi anymore, because facing her was reminding himself how he ignored his sister for the sake of his girlfriend and caused her sister to have trouble.

"Gu Xuewen." Lin Qianyi clutched his shirt with tears on his face: "Don't be cruel. I'm not wrong? How can you treat me like this? I love you. Is it wrong that I love you?"

Staring Qing can be said. "I said, you are not wrong, I am the one who is wrong."

Gu Xuewen pulled her away calmly, with a calm expression: "Qianyi, I'm sorry, I really can't accept it. I don't think I will forget it. Xuemei can't go anymore, I'm responsible. I don't have any. How to face Xuemei. I have no way to face Liang Youcheng who has left. I'm sorry."

Liang Youcheng's parents came here specially from other provinces. Gu Xuewen and the Gu family were waiting for the two elders of the Liang family to attack. Even if it is to scold them.

But the two elders of the Liang family did not, they just came to take Liang Youcheng's ashes home. Liang Youcheng was posthumously named a martyr. The army paid a large sum of compensation. The two elders of the Liang family didn't ask for anything, and asked them to donate the money. There was nothing to blame for Liang Youcheng's death to save Gu Xuemei. Just say that this is fate. Calmly accepted the reality.

"The day we sent the baby as a soldier, we were ready. We are all happy that he can do this today. Really."

"Yes. Being a man can't even protect your own woman. Not worthy of being a man. Not even worthy of being a soldier."

These were the original words of the Liang family's parents, but they stabbed Gu Xuewen in the body like a knife. If it wasn't for him, if he could go early. Maybe Liang Youcheng will not die.

He couldn't forgive himself. He swears that he must use his own efforts to personally arrest Zhou Qicheng. Revenge for Liang Youcheng and sister.

No matter how Lin Qianyi cried or made trouble. He made up his mind to break up with Lin Qianyi. Knowing that Zhou Qicheng’s nest is in City C, he took the initiative to ask Ying to come to City C. It’s okay not to be a middle school, but to be a captain. As long as that person can be arrested in prison, as long as he is not allowed to continue to harm others, as long as he can do Gu Xuemei avenged Liang Youcheng, and he could even sacrifice his life.

He still remembers that Lin Qianyi went to the airport to see him off on the day he came to C city.

She said: "You are angry with me, you are not happy, I understand. We are in love. I can wait for you. Whether it is one year or two years. Gu Xuewen. I will always wait for you. I love you, I I can wait for you to forget about this. It’s not our fault at all. It’s not your fault, nor my fault. It’s a trick of fate. Learn Chinese. I’ll wait for you.”

"Don't wait for me. It's impossible for us." Gu Xuewen calmly pulled her hand away, at the airport in Beidu. Entered the boarding gate without looking back.

"Gu Xuewen, I will always wait for you."

She really has been waiting for herself. For Lin Qianyi, she really couldn't accept such a reason for breaking up. The heart hurts too much.

But I understand Gu Xuewen's guilt for Gu Xuemei. Guilt for Liang Youcheng. These need time to wear off. She is willing to wait until Gu Xuewen accepts it.

But I didn't want to. After living abroad for three years, I heard the news of Gu Xuewen's marriage when I came back.

...

When Gu Xuewen said these things, it was as if he was talking about other people's things, and his tone was calm. But only he knew in his heart how excited he was.

Zhou Qicheng was caught and faced the death penalty. He avenged Liang Youcheng and Gu Xuemei's legs.

But Liang Youcheng couldn't survive, and Gu Xuemei still stubbornly believed that she killed Liang Youcheng and refused to receive treatment. Determined to live a lifetime in a wheelchair.

Looking up, there was a bit of helplessness in the deep eyes, looking at Zuo Panqing's face: "That's what you want to know. I really have broken up with her, and we can't be together again."

He explained the reason for the breakup and explained that the two cannot be together again. Zuo Panqing should be relieved and satisfied. But no, she only felt cold. The air conditioner was turned on in the living room, but her heart couldn't warm up. The bone-to-body cold rushed from the soles of her feet to her heart, and then from her heart to her whole body.

No wonder Lin Qianyi never forgets, no wonder he is reluctant to let go. The original reason for breaking up was so helpless?

Being punished because it was not someone else's fault, she was changed to Lin Qianyi. I'm afraid she would not be reconciled. I'm afraid she would not let it go, right?

"Panqing?" Gu Xuewen stood up and wanted to pull her into her arms. Zuo Panqing suddenly raised her hand and looked at him with a guarded look: "Do you love her?"

"No love." Gu Xuewen replied quickly. He didn't look back, and he could see that Zuo Panqing was in a bad mood today.

"No? What about me?" Zuo Panqing bit her lip and raised her head to look at Gu Xuewen. His fair face was pale, and she looked a little thin: "Tell me. Gu Xuewen, do you love me?"

She fell in love with him, so what about him? In his heart, does he care about her a little bit? Even if only a little bit?

"I like you." He had already said it. I stretched out my hand to hold his hand: "Panqing, calm down, we are a husband and wife. I said I will not betray you. Lin Qianyi and I have passed."

"I just like it, not love, right?" Pushing away his outstretched hand, the resistance on her face was very obvious: "Gu Xuewen. You don't love me."

"I—" I love you, Gu Xuewen couldn't say the last two words unexpectedly. He had been with Lin Qianyi for so long before, even when he was in the deepest relationship, he never said that.

It always feels strange for a man to say this.

Zuo Panqing understands, really understands. She smiled suddenly, with a slight smile on her lips, looking at him: "I'm tired, I want to rest."

"Panqing." Gu Xuewen was anxious and grabbed her hand: "You haven't eaten anything, do you want to eat something?"

"No, I'm not hungry." She is really not hungry, and she believes she can't eat it either.

Lin Qianyi looked at him, looked at the button on his chest, and the air-conditioning wind blew on his face, warm and a little dry. The hair on the button did not know when it fell out.

When does it matter? Others are here, but the heart is not here.

Such a helpless breakup, Gu Xuewen is a very responsible man. She always knew that if Gu Xuemei had an accident because of him, he would feel guilty forever.

So he can no longer accept Lin Qianyi, nor will he be with Lin Qianyi.

But the more it is, the more it is impossible to let go of responsibility and feelings. Which is lighter? Which is heavier?

For Gu Xuewen, I'm afraid the responsibility is heavier, right?

"Panqing. Don't be like this." It's not that I didn't see the unhappiness on her face. Gu Xuewen hugged her tightly, feeling her slight resistance: "I have really passed away with Lin Qianyi. You believe me, good or not?"

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Third today. Five thousand words. Say it. Lin Qianyi is really unforgettable. It's because she really feels unwilling.

and so. , Everyone understand.

The update of 12,000 words is complete. Xinyue took the child. Continue at 00.

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