The Paranoid Villains Have a Crush on Me

The sky was dark, the city that had been abandoned for a long time was rusted, and the surroundings were deserted. From the gaps in the barren trees and weeds, I could see the shadow of the beast, and occasionally I could hear a few howls of sadness.

This is the junction between humans and beasts. The signals are mixed, and the positioning system cannot be used normally. Therefore, there is no need to worry about being easily found.

After Ning Xingzhou left with Sikong Yuan, he came here, and he was in a peaceful corner. Medical equipment and supplies were brought in before his studio was blocked, barely able to last a month.

But now, more than half a month has passed, but Sikong Yuan shows no sign of waking up. The remaining nutritional medicines are limited, and if this continues, he has to find a way to return to the survival area to get some medicines.

However, how to avoid the eyes and ears of the military is not a small problem. After all, after he left, the military issued a search order to look for the traces of the two of them. The name was a notice of missing people, but it was actually a naked wanted order, and the action was inevitably tied.

I don't know when Sikong Yuan will wake up. Even if he really wakes up, it will be as he thought, the soul contained in this body is still Sikong Yuan?

Ning Xingzhou looked down at Sikong Yuan, whose eyes were still closed on the hospital bed, his eyes were slightly red.

These days, he had imagined countless scenarios of Sikongyuan waking up, secretly determined that he would never give the other party a good face, but silently planned in his heart where Sikongyuan would go to live in the future when Sikongyuan woke up.

He thought about countless possibilities, but he was unwilling to think about what he should do if Sikong Yuan could never wake up again. All physical indicators are normal, but the world of consciousness is dark. He has used his mental power to search countless times, but he has found nothing.

There was no rejection, but nothing was felt. It was as if the other party's world of consciousness was already empty.

Hoping that the other party will wake up one day is like a dream that will shatter at any time. And he didn't dare to think about the time when he woke up.

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Sikong Yuan had a very long dream.

The sky and the earth are vast and boundless, and the surroundings are pitch-dark, and there is no light at all. He seemed to be drifting, unable to reach the sky or the ground, see nothing, hear nothing, and couldn't tell the direction.

He just kept floating, floating, trying to find something.

He didn't know how long he had been floating like this. In this space where he couldn't feel the passage of time, even his memory was completely deprived.

He didn't remember who he was, and he didn't understand why he was here. He only vaguely remembered that he wanted to go out from here to meet someone.

He couldn't remember what that person looked like, but because of this, he desperately wanted to find him, to see what he looked like again, and to hear his voice.

There were many times when his consciousness was chaotic, and even his own existence was completely forgotten. Just a little bit, he was engulfed by this boundless darkness and completely integrated.

Fortunately, every time I was in a trance, a strong unwillingness flooded into my heart. He hasn't found the man yet, he can't… sleep here.

He wandered here, I don't know how many years.

He seems to be getting bigger a little bit, or, this world is getting smaller a little bit. Until one day, he found that this world was within reach.

So he slowly raised his hand, bit by bit, tearing the darkness to shreds.

He finally saw the light again.

And under the fine light and shadow, he misses the people he has missed all his life.

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Meeting those eyes that suddenly opened, Ning Xingzhou's brain crashed for a moment. The last moment he was extremely sad, but the next moment Sikong Yuan woke up, the accumulated emotions suddenly got stuck in his chest, and he couldn't find an outlet to vent.

The eyes of the other party looking at him were as gentle as always, full of nostalgia.

It's him.

The moment his eyes met, Ning Xingzhou knew that it was Sikong Yuan who had returned.

It's been a long time since he moved, and when he regained control of his body, it was inevitable that he was still a little stiff. Sikong Yuan reluctantly stood up, with a smile in his eyes, he opened his arms towards Ning Xingzhou.

Looking at the posture, he was waiting for Ning Xingzhou to throw himself into his arms.

However, Ning Xingzhou stayed where he was and did not move. He just stared at him with red eyes, his lips were tight, and his expression was aggrieved and pitiful.

Sikong Yuan's heart jumped, and he realized what he had done before.

After going through nine lives, looking back on his original choice, he still has no regrets, but when he looked at Shang Ning Xingzhou's eyes full of sorrow, a thousand words came together into one sentence, "I was wrong."

After he finished speaking, he raised his hand and pulled out the tube on his body, strode towards Ning Xingzhou, and gave him a big hug with great strength. It seemed that only in this way would he be able to ease the lingering dreams of those countless dark years.

He hugged Ning Xingzhou tightly and murmured in a low voice, "Sorry, there will never be another time."

Feeling the familiar body temperature and scorching breathing of the other party, Ning Xingzhou finally determined that he was not dreaming.

"Hmph, the reaction is quite quick." He raised his hand and hugged Sikongyuan back with the same force, rubbing his head in the other's arms, rubbing the moist corners of his eyes on the other's body confidently, hummingly asking, "What's wrong?"

Sikong Yuan was silent for a moment, and seemed to be thinking hard. After a long time, he came to a conclusion, "I'm not strong enough."

"Huh?" Ning Xingzhou couldn't connect to Sikongyuan's brain circuit for a while, and his head was full of question marks.

"If I could get rid of the calamity consciousness earlier, there would be nothing in the future, and you wouldn't risk it. So, in the final analysis, I'm too weak." Sikong Yuan reflected seriously, feeling that he had discovered the nature of the problem.

But in my heart, I am somewhat fortunate. Fortunately, he was not strong enough to have the opportunity to meet Ning Xingzhou in the world of consciousness. He was also sure that the relationship between him and Ning Xingzhou was not a single arrow.

"...What are you talking about?" Ning Xingzhou looked blank, and the grievances that had been accumulated for a long time were inexplicably lightened. He was angry because the other party always wanted to exclude him, but the direction of Sikong Yuan's self-reflection was too deviated, right?

"You are not weak, in front of disasters, there is no strong person." Ning Xingzhou rubbed in Sikongyuan's arms, his voice muffled, "I'm just a little angry, when you are in danger, you always I like to carry it myself, but obviously, all the dangers you encounter are caused by me."

"If A Yuan is really because of me..." Ning Xingzhou paused for a while, but didn't say the word "death" after all. He thought of being forcibly thrown out by Sikongyuan in the consciousness space, and he could only watch the other party being hacked. Yan swallowed the sense of despair, and his voice trembled badly, "Even if I survived by luck, I should have... how much guilt."

"Obviously..." Ning Xingzhou held the opponent's hand tightly, and his eyes turned red again, "I owe you... enough."

If it wasn't for him, Sikong Yuan would not have been plagued by disasters and become an experimental body, and there would be no peace for ten years. In order to save him, he will not abandon the source of disaster and put himself in a desperate situation.

He couldn't imagine how he would deal with himself if the other party really couldn't wake up.

Feeling the trembling of the person in his arms, Sikong Yuan was slightly startled, his deep voice full of apology, "I'm sorry, I didn't think about it so much, I just hoped that you would be alive."

"Also, you never owe me anything. Although it was an accident to become a calamity host, everything that happened later was of my own accord. It's my fault..."

Sikong Yuan paused for a while, raised his hand to hold Ning Xingzhou's cheek, and slapped the other person's smooth forehead forcefully, "I can only blame you for being too charming, and it took my heart away early."

Ning Xingzhou's face turned red, his eyes moved down unconsciously, and he muttered in a low voice, "That's two different things."

"Why are they two different things?" Sikong Yuan raised his brows slightly, his fingertips gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Ning Xingzhou's eyes, and said warmly, "My sweetheart was cultivated as a container, so I'm not allowed to do what I can. thing?"

Ning Xingzhou was stunned for a moment, a little embarrassed, "You...you know?"

He also thought... that he had concealed it well.

"Well, I discovered it not long after I became a calamity host." Xu Shi has been in contact with all kinds of people since he was a child, and he is more sensitive to the complexities of human hearts. "I'm very fortunate that I was the one who became the container in the end."

It is precisely because of the pain that I have personally experienced that I feel scared. If it wasn't for the fact that he had stronger mental stats and was tortured every day, it would be Ning Xingzhou.

He was reluctant.

He grew up in such an environment, and he was in a daze all day long, staying out of life or death. After meeting Ning Xingzhou, he realized the meaning of life.

"But in this case, I feel... even more guilty." Ning Xingzhou's voice was muffled, and his heart was blocked. The more frank the other party was, the more he felt that he was sorry for him.

Sikong Yuan rubbed Ning Xingzhou's head and laughed softly, "Speaking of which, I'm afraid no one but me should be able to persevere in Calamity's hands for so long and finally survive?"

"Well... that's right." Ning Xingzhou thought about it seriously and nodded vigorously.

If it was him, under such constant torture, let alone ten years, I am afraid that within a year, he will have a mental breakdown, and even seek short-sightedness. Even if he manages to survive, he will be completely swallowed by the disaster sooner or later.

"That's it, it's the best arrangement for me to become a calamity host, there's nothing to feel guilty about." Sikong Yuan said, his fingertips lifted Ning Xingzhou's chin, forcing the other party to look at him, "Besides, Now, what do you think I've been fighting against Calamity for so long?"

Ning Xingzhou was stunned for a while, but did not respond for a while, "What?"

Sikong Yuan gave him a deep look, slowly leaned closer to his ear, and said slowly, "Picture you."

The other party's voice was very low, full of magnetism, and the breath swept on the side of the ear, causing a itch.

Ning Xingzhou instinctively turned to the side, the blush spread to the earlobe, and said lightly, "Rogue."

The other party seems to have a kind of magic, no matter how serious the topic is, it will develop in a strange direction.

"Why are you so unreasonable now, obviously before... it wasn't like this." Ning Xingzhou couldn't help complaining when he remembered the way the two of them got along. Although I could vaguely feel the other party's concern for me before, it has never been so straightforward.

Seems to be influenced by fictional worlds.

"Really?" Sikong Yuan laughed softly, "Probably, it's been too long to suppress your nature."

Before solving the disaster, there was a big mountain in my heart. At that time, just being by Ning Xingzhou's side was enough to satisfy him. It wasn't that he didn't want to go further, he just didn't dare.

Because he didn't know how long he could last.

But in the future, there will be no such troubles anymore.

"Speaking of which, in the world of consciousness, which of those small worlds do you like the most?" Sikong Yuan seemed to remember something, looked down at Ning Xingzhou, and asked in a low voice.

Ning Xingzhou was stunned for a moment. He didn't expect the other party to ask such a question. He tilted his head and thought for a moment, "If you have to choose...it should be Lu Yuan."

Even after a long time, he still remembers that touch. That guy could give all his ferocity for him, so that he was still moved even though he knew it was a virtual world.

Thinking about it now, that uncontrollable emotion has a long history. Because in reality, Sikong Yuan is like this. He was rebellious when he was young, and later he sacrificed his life to follow him.

In fact, he had already moved his heart, but under the heavy pressure, he didn't have the heart to think about it.

"..." Sikong Yuan never expected that the other party would actually compete in a serious manner, although it was always him, but in his heart, why was it so unpleasant?

"No, shouldn't you like them all? Or... like me the most?" Sikong Yuan shook his head, his brows were confident and flamboyant. Ning Xingzhou had not seen such an expression for a long time.

Ning Xingzhou couldn't help but look twice, but he didn't show any mercy, "I'm really narcissistic, who likes you."

"You." Sikong Yuan looked straight at him, and answered confidently.

Ning Xingzhou couldn't help rolling his eyes, ignoring him.

I have to admire the thickness of this guy's skin, and he can go to heaven if he gives him a good color.

"No, don't you really like me?" Sikong Yuan couldn't believe it, "I don't believe it, where can I find such a handsome, invincible and capable boyfriend?"

With a serious tone, but with such narcissistic words, Ning Xingzhou couldn't hold back for a while, and was amused by the other party's exaggerated and funny demeanor.

Realizing that he was not laughing, he coughed softly, his head held high, his thumb and forefinger pinched together, "I like it a little bit."

"One point is enough." Sikong Yuan grabbed Ning Xingzhou's hand, put it on his lips and kissed twice, staring straight at each other, his low magnetic voice contained thousands of affection, "The remaining ninety At nine o'clock, I'll make it up."

The eyes of the other party are affectionate and focused, as if they can never see enough.

"Hmph, you know the concept of stealing." Ning Xingzhou snorted softly, disgusted on his lips, but silently buried himself in the other's arms, feeling the powerful heartbeat of the other party, a kind of long-lost peace of mind.

If he wants to spend the rest of his life with someone in the future, the only candidate that comes to his mind is Sikong Yuan.

Sikong Yuan laughed softly, gently stroked the back of Ning Xingzhou's head, and asked in a warm voice, "How is it, do you feel better?"

"Well..." Ning Xingzhou was lying on the other side's arms, his voice sounded muffled, the other side's flirtatious comfort method was really effective, "But you seem to be changing the subject all the time, how can the problem be solved."

Sikong Yuan thought for a moment, then said seriously: "Actually, if you still don't understand, baby, you might as well try to think about it the other way around. What would have happened if the person who became the calamity body wasn't me?"

"Huh?" Ning Xingzhou raised his head from the other's arms and looked at him with a puzzled expression.

"To be honest, with the strength of Calamity's energy, no one can bear it except me. If you were the one who became the container, I'm afraid that within a year, Calamity would have completely descended into the world. At that time, I , as a non-combat personnel who cannot be integrated with the armor, it is of no use."

"The final outcome is an unpredictable mass death. You and I are both victims."

A **** scene, just imagining it, makes my scalp tingle. Ning Xingzhou froze on the spot, Sikongyuan's words were not pleasing, but he knew in his heart that what the other party said was the truth.

"But you see now, the disaster has been completely eliminated, no large-scale casualties have occurred, and you and I are still alive. Those old stubborn people used the most hateful way, but by accident, the best the result of."

After speaking, he looked down at Ning Xingzhou and concluded, "If that's the case, why do you feel guilty."

It seems to be the case.

Ning Xingzhou was stunned for a while, his mind was completely led away, but he felt as if something was wrong.

"The only loss is probably..." Sikong Yuan paused, then looked down at Ning Xingzhou, his eyes were extremely sincere, "Sex and a happy life for ten years later."

Ning Xingzhou: "…"

He knew that expecting this guy to be serious is simply a fantasy!

"There is no formality." Ning Xingzhou glared at him and said lightly. Although he said so, he felt very moved in his heart. In order to make him feel better, the other party just wiped away the ten years of hardships he had suffered.

He wrapped his arms around Sikong Yuan's waist, rubbed against the other side's arms, and asked the doubts that had been hovering in his heart for a long time, "How did A Yuan... solve the disaster?"

He didn't dare to ask this question for a long time, for fear of getting an answer that shouldn't be there. However, Sikong Yuan's three sentences were inseparable from his virtue, and it didn't look like the threat had not been resolved.

It's just that he couldn't understand, in front of the disaster, Sikong Yuan, who lost the source of the disaster, why did he win?

"It's no big deal, it's just eating it." Sikong Yuan's face was deep.

"?" Ning Xingzhou was stunned for a moment, and when he realized that the other party was pretending to be deep, he couldn't help pinching the other party's waist, and said with hatred: "Stop pretending and speaking human words!"

"Cough, it's actually... When my consciousness was about to dissipate, I also became a disaster, and I swallowed it up because of the higher energy level." Sikong Yuan coughed lightly, and summed it up succinctly.

"It became a disaster?" Ning Xingzhou was shocked, and immediately got out of Sikongyuan's arms, circled around Sikongyuan, patted him constantly, and raised his hand to squeeze the other party. His cheeks were full of confusion, "But what do you think... they're all human beings."

"It's all your credit." Sikong Yuan was so cute by his nervous little demeanor, he wrapped his arms around Ning Xingzhou again, lowered his head slightly, and placed his chin on Ning Xingzhou's shoulder. The low magnetic voice was vaguely afraid, "Fortunately, with you, I didn't lose myself."

He couldn't imagine the consequences of being completely lost in that darkness. He will completely fall and become the next disaster, which is more terrifying than the black flame disaster.

Fortunately, he survived, and even a blessing in disguise.

"Strictly speaking, I should now be... only half-human. However, unlike before, my abilities are now controllable."

Sikong Yuan let go of Ning Xingzhou, picked a random direction, raised his hand slightly, and shook it lightly.

The surrounding space suddenly distorted, forming a deep vortex, expanding and slowly disappearing. As the vortex disappeared, the space was suddenly empty, and the utensils that were originally placed around seemed to have never existed.

Without the help of any battle armor, the means used out of thin air are indeed, not manpower can do.

Although it was only for a brief moment, Ning Xingzhou could also feel the terrifying aura coming from the vortex.

Ning Xingzhou let out a long sigh, and his dangling heart finally settled down. It seemed that he finally no longer had to worry, Sikong Yuan would leave him at any time.

"How is it? Isn't it bad?" Sikong Yuan raised his voice slightly, looking at Ning Xingzhou with a sullen expression, as if he was waiting for something.

With his SSS-level spiritual power, he was infinitely close to the Calamity-level spiritual body. For him, the so-called battle armor fusion method was too low for him to use it.

"Not bad!" Ning Xingzhou glared at the other party fiercely, pointed to the empty ground, and scolded: "You know how difficult it is to get those supplies now!"

"Uh..." Sikong Yuan was confused, but reacted quickly to Shang Ning Xingzhou's slightly annoyed face, "I was wrong."

No matter what, admit your mistake first.

"What..." Ning Xingzhou was dumbfounded for a while. As the saying goes, don't reach out and don't hit the smiling face. Seeing Sikong Yuan's face full of smiles, he had a good attitude of admitting his mistake, but he couldn't get angry.

What's more, Sikong Yuan had just woken up, so he didn't know their situation.

Ning Xingzhou looked at the empty space and had to make a temporary base, and sighed, "Forget it, you didn't do it on purpose, anyway, this place won't last long."

As he spoke, he took the initiative to take Sikong Yuan's hand, as if he had thought of some good idea, and looked at Sikong Yuan with a twinkle in his eyes, "Let's go to Wu District together."

There is no zone, located in the hinterland of beasts, but there are humans stationed there. Most of the people who gather there are vicious people who are not regulated by rules and are not protected by human rights.

There is no bottom line to trade freely.

Living there, you must not only guard against beasts that invade at any time, but also guard against teammates who stab at any time. Therefore, it is very dangerous.

However, these are not within the scope of Sikong Yuan's consideration.

As long as Ning Xingzhou thought about it, he was willing to accompany him.

He is no longer the old Sikongyuan who was restricted everywhere. Now he is enough to protect Ning Xingzhou, no matter where he is.

"Anytime."

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