The Marquess's Amnesia

Lesson 15: Secret Thoughts

The candle flame shook and I could see the door opened.

Looking back, my husband, dressed in knightly clothes, could stand. When my husband came in, Elsa, who was holding back by the door, left to be replaced.

"Welcome back, sir"

My husband came over here shaking his neck to the side as he tried to get up.

I pulled out my sword and sat down next to me sitting on the bed when I stood on the sideboard. My husband was out to the Knights after he sent me and Cedric to the Marquis house. I came to pick you up, my men, but my husband was reluctant to worry about me and Cedric and go. But please take care of the position of division manager, I was reluctant to ask, but my husband nodded down and went out with his reassuring subordinates.

"Was it a big case?

Outside the window it is dark and the moonlight is plugging through the window. Cedric was worried, worried and unaware of the passage of time, but maybe for a long time my husband worked for the Knights.

"I solved it, I'm fine. What better capacity than that?

"I think the fever has dropped a little"

"Right."

My husband's big hand gently stroked Cedric's little head to sleep.

When I arrived at the Marquis' house, there was Dr. Morgan, whom Mr. Frederick had called, who immediately examined Cedric.

"Back wounds were still whipped... the terrible part was skin avoided and the big mole said it was, beaten, something..."

Cedric's little back, with the bandage removed, was scratchy, tearing about three places of skin and seeping blood. There was a large mole on the flank that seemed to be a beating mark.

My husband's big hand was overlaid in the hand that was holding my Cedric's hand, which was stuck in words.

"I came to see Morgan before I came here.... I heard Cedric's fever is mental. I love it when you're on my side, so don't blame yourself."

I hesitated a little, but I nodded at your husband's words.

Cedric sleeping in my bed is painfully raising and lowering her thin breasts. On his small forehead he scratched sweat and his white cheeks were red because of the fever. On a spicy frown I can only bite my lips off. If I could take your place, how happy would I be? But all I can do is hold Cedric's hand like this.

What year did Cedric have in that house? The letter did not say a word about being subjected to such violence. I don't know if this was as regular as I was, or if this was my first time, but I never wanted my dear brother to see me like this again.

I strengthened Cedric's hand under her husband's big hand.

I look up and look up at my husband.

"Sir... please... let Cedric stay here until the fever drops"

"Liliana?"

"When Cedric's fever drops, I will come to the convent with this child. Very... very unlikely to return this child to that house again... so please, just for the time being, please don't spill your eyes. I'll pay you back the cost of the treatment, the cost of the medicine, and I'll pay you back 30 million lil, so how about that?"

A big, warm hand pulled my hand all the way in.

In her husband's arms, which will be several times, it is still a warm, powerful and reassuring gentle place. But you shouldn't be sweet here. I have to protect Cedric. My husband held me even harder as I tried to escape from that arm.

"Calm down, Liliana"

My husband said as if I was in a bit of a hurry in my ear.

"You don't have to go to the monastery. Cedric was to be my guardian and kept at the Lutherford family"

"Huh?"

I looked up to my husband, forgetting the unexpected words.

"I tried to keep my mouth shut until something about Cedric settled down a little bit more, but while you're silent, I'm going to tell you because you're going to leave me and go to the convent. I don't want Cedric to hear it yet, so can I have it in your room next door?

To my seriously expressing husband sometime. I, for once, looked back at Cedric and then nodded. I will follow that back with my raised husband holding my hand.

Ma'am, I'll let you know as soon as I can.

Elsa, who was there when she went to my room next door, went back to her bedroom instead. If Elsa will be at your side, don't worry.

My husband grabbed my arm off of my husband's hand to sit across the street when he sat down on the couch and put it on his own lap.

"So, sir?

"This is how your wife says to go to the convent. You have to catch her."

My husband, who told me to float, had no sign of holding me tight and letting me go. It's really heavy, and I know you're rude to your tired husband. I'm here, but my husband wasn't going to let me loosen my arm at all. I was a little troubled but decided to fit in there for the most part.

After I settled down, I looked up at my husband and he slowly opened his mouth.

"... were you uncomfortable with your father you met today?

I tilted my neck after blinking my eyes properly. My husband remembered my father for the first time in a year because he wasn't looking like he was joking.

"... Speaking of which, I don't think I looked very good. And I wasn't too scared."

"I stopped feeling scared because you got stronger."

The words made me happy and the smile a little zero. Then my husband also gave me a gentle smile. But my husband gives me another serious look.

"Actually, Uncle Ayton we met was a fake."

"Fake?"

"Oh... my life-targeting assassin was turning into your father"

I took a breath and hardened. My husband's arm is unsafe to support me as my strength falls out of my body and I'm about to fall back. I'm sure my husband may have held me to his knees in anticipation of this.

"I can't remember, but in my position, I'm easily targeted for my life. That's where they put it. But he wasn't a very strong assassin. It was easy to catch."

"Well, so is your sister? It was so horrible as if the devil had attached it to me..."

"That's real, it's okay.... It's strange to say it's okay."

I thought so too, but my sister seemed real.

"Your father protected you safely, and the Knights protect you, ma'am, and your sister. But the dignity of life is equal, but those people have a bad personality."

I was undeniably pushy and silent. My husband laughed, squeaking a little throat.

"Besides, the waste habit hasn't healed. I thought my debt disappeared and went a little black in my marriage to you, but I was about to be in debt again"

I was ashamed of those words, pitiful, sorry, covered my face with both hands and dropped.

Even I tended to be stuck in my room, no matter how tiny it was, I had a crush as a nobleman. That was taught by a tutor attached to me between the ages of five and seven. She was cordial and polite in telling us what it should be like to be a nobleman, what it would be like to be a resident to a nobleman, what income it would earn from a territory, and what the nobleman's graceful life was built on. So I'm going to know how embarrassing the actions of my father and stepmother are.

"So... in my presence, I decided to pull them back into the territory. Punishing nobles is easy, and these scandals are their favorite."

"To the territory, is it?

"Oh. As a punishment for squandering the blood taxes on the inhabitants and putting the management of the territory behind us. However, ostensibly, I was physically and mentally exhausted in this case, so I'm going to make it a reason to rest. But if you just put it back together, maybe you won't reflect, so I'll put something from my hand on surveillance and make it work seriously. So as soon as Cedric grows up, I'm going to give him the title and let him hide."

"So, but... I can't believe you even took care of Cedric, even though I'm just sorry"

"Don't feel sorry for me, Liliana. Because you are my wife. And Cedric is such an important brother to my lovely wife. I want you to take care of me, too."

Your husband's hand strokes my cheek.

This plush makes me very tolerant and my best. I shook my head sideways by killing my heart that I almost wished my husband would spend all this time protecting me.

"... there is no more pride in the Alwyn family as a nobleman. It is too harsh to let Cedric inherit such as a title painted with treasure. Besides... I can't bother my husband any more. While working at the monastery, I will always give you back your money one by one"

"You can't do that. I don't want you around."

I look up to my husband in surprise at words I never thought I would see. My husband even looked a little angry but his blue eyes are shaking anxiously.

"I don't owe the Alwyn family any more"

"But I owe my husband 30 million lil"

"It's not like you owe it. This is the money those three should give back by omitting their previous deeds. It's not about you or Cedric."

"... I'm not worth thirty million lil"

Without seeing my husband's face, I leaned down to flee.

Nature and hands extend to the left dovetail.

It's a funny story in the first place that I'm next to my husband with such a disgusting and tough thing. My husband deserves a prettier, more sociable and perfect lady.

And if your husband is this guy, he deserves a woman who can want a child.

"You can't let my worthless husband bother you so much......"

"You deserve nothing more than gold. So stop humiliating yourself."

When I raised my face to a slightly angry voice, I had eyes for my husband, who looked like he was going to cry on his back.

"If I told you I was annoyed by that, I wouldn't be more annoyed if I didn't remember, would I?... and I'm not as sweet as you think I am."

"That's not true. My husband is very kind."

I immediately denied it. Then her husband laughed happily, only slightly narrowing his eyes.

"There is not one thing that makes you nervous. I'm gonna protect you and Cedric, so I'm not gonna do anything scary."

Big hands gently enveloped my cheeks.

"If you'll stay by my side, I'll do anything, okay? Besides, if Cedric were here, you'd be laughing more and more, wouldn't you? I like your... Liliana's laughing face"

Fluffy, dropped smiles and words wet my cheeks very, very gently, warmly and uncontrollably with something to stick up. The big hand that was wrapping my cheeks gently wipes my tears.

My heart rejoices in just one word that my heart is so loud that it's about to burst open and I like it. And at the same time, there was so much pain covering my chest that only a little bit of whimpering I couldn't reveal.

"... that's not true."

As soon as I did the trick of grabbing and attracting that garment on my husband's chest, my gentle husband locked me in that arm. Warm hands stroke my hair as if it were merciful.

When I put my ear on that chest, I heard a beat that felt like it was only a little quicker with dokundokun. It's a sound I think I've been hearing.

"Liliana, it's okay. Because I'll protect you from everything."

My husband's voice sounded like he was pounding directly into his tympanic membrane because of his ears on his chest. I can't stop crying.

-... even if my memory returns, would you hold me in this way?

I was forced to swallow those words.

"Liliana?"

You're so embarrassed. My husband called me when he noticed me. To that voice I wave my neck to the side and lean further. That way my husband will gently, but with a sweet voice, call me to handle the broken goods, but please hold me tight to lock me up.

Listening to my husband's heartbeat, I hid my tears in that muddy, and one day when the time came I cemented my determination to take Cedric out of here.

There is no way my husband, who remembers everything, would accept me. Previously, my heart felt sorry for not coming home or not interested in me didn't hurt that much. Ningro, I was even relieved to be in this peaceful mansion.

But now that I know about this pluck, I'm sure my heart won't bear the fact that my husband won't come home, that he won't have a voice calling his name, that he won't have arms to cuddle, that his bright blue eyes won't look at me, and that that smile will disappear knowing the ugliness I hide. Just imagine, my chest hurts as if it was sticking out with a knife, and the blood spilling out of it is getting dirtier and dirtier at me.

'Cause I, I told my husband - I fell in love with Master William.

I loved my husband, whom I should not love.

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