The King of Special Warfare

Chapter 190: Talk about the year

The saint didn't say anything more after making the call, he just said that His Majesty was in Huating and would come over soon, and then left Lixi's ward.

With Lixi's awakening, whether she should go or stay is not what the saint cares about the most. After nearly two years in the nursing home, he is really tired. With Lixi's awakening, his tasks are also Almost done.

The deputy lord of the East Palace, who sits in Tiannan, takes a certain amount of time to complete the handover with the military division, and with the assistance of the military division, he is in charge of the intelligence and hidden forces of the East Palace.

This is the future he looks forward to more than sitting in a nursing home.

He walked out of the room and closed the door.

The moment the door closed, he glanced into the ward through the gap.

In sight, Li Xi sat up, stretched out her hands to hug her knees, and quietly looked at the night outside the window, not knowing what she was thinking.

The saint shook his head and smiled.

The door closed, and the whole world seemed to become quiet.

The night outside the window is quiet and deep. Although it is cold in winter, there is no wind, frost, rain or snow tonight. The street lights in the nursing home are on, blending with the moonlight, reflecting light in the night, quiet, soft, and empty.

Everything in sight is like an oil painting completely frozen by darkness.

A little heavy, but with a touch of indescribable lightness.

Li Xi sat on the bed blankly, looking out the window.

It seems that she has not fully awakened from the coma for more than two years. She is a little dazed. Two personalities seem to appear in her mind. One is recalling messily and the other is thinking blankly. The pictures of decades before her life are in her brain. The constant flickering in the world is not a coherent world, a powerful and unconstrained style, about the father who will never meet again, about the daughter, about Kunlun City, about Li Shi...

Countless pictures, countless smiling faces, and countless ridicules.

Ups and downs, ups and downs.

That may be a wonderful story, some bear the humiliation, some tenderness, some at a loss, some high-spirited, and some frustrated.

The pictures that flashed in my mind began to be arranged little by little, and arranged in order.

Li Xi thinks quietly,

Reminiscing about my life.

She has no amnesia, and remembers many things. In her memories, she looks at people who play an important role in her vitality, but she can't find her place.

Unexamined, walking dead...

What have you been doing all these years?

Or, what did you do.

The past is like the wind, but the memories are like a tide, her thoughts just opened up, and the endless past has completely submerged her in the next moment.

She saw the forbearing Gu Xingyun and the Gu family back then.

I saw Li Kuangtu, who was arrogant and unruly back then.

I saw Wang Tianzong who was taciturn and somewhat dull back then.

I saw Li Honghe who stood at the peak and wholeheartedly guarded Zhongzhou and the Li family.

Everyone is alive in memory.

Everyone counts.

What about myself...

In my fifty years of life, my own existence, apart from being a tool used by others to achieve certain conspiracy, what is the meaning of my own life?

This question may have been answered as early as the treason case that year.

More than 20 years passed by in a hurry, and until today, Li Xi finally decided that the only meaning of her life might be to stab the sword into that man's chest back then.

Countless laughter, beauty, longing, anticipation and promises all disappeared with that sword.

Blood flowed from the blade.

He fell down laughing wildly.

Everything since then until now is a paleness that she doesn't want to recall.

Li Xi took a deep breath, seemed to feel a little cold, and subconsciously hugged herself tighter.

"Your mood is a bit confused."

I don't know how long time passed, and in the extremely quiet room, an indifferent voice suddenly rang in Li Xi's ears.

Li Xi, who was completely immersed in the memory, was shocked suddenly, and raised her head subconsciously.

Li Tianlan stood by the bed, looking into her eyes.

His expression was calm: "how do you feel?"

Li Xi stared at him blankly, for a while, then shook her head and said: "Fortunately, it's not very good, it will take some time."

Li Tianlan nodded, did not choose to sit down, but said in a calm voice: "Speak."

He stood by the bed, motionless.

The black windbreaker wrapped his body, and the complex golden patterns on the windbreaker shone under the light, soft and slight, but every ray of light was like the sharpest sword light.

Li Xi quietly felt that breath, laughed at herself, and said softly: "I know the East Emperor Palace, but the East Emperor Palace has become the East Palace, and now you are really qualified to be called Your Majesty."

Li Tianlan didn't speak.

"How is she?"

After a moment of silence, Li Xi continued to ask.

This question is a bit abrupt.

But Li Tianlan was basically sure who the other party was talking about.

The corner of Li Tianlan's mouth twitched: "You care?"

Lixi hugged her body tightly and leaned against the corner of the wall. This posture may look a little delicate and pitiful on other people, but on her, there is a kind of lifeless sadness: "You want to say, Am I unworthy?"

Li Tianlan narrowed his eyes, his expression was still calm, but his voice became a bit cold: "She will be fine."

"Thanks."

Li Xi whispered: "If...no, forget it."

Li Tianlan nodded: "If it's okay, I'm leaving."

"I thought you had something to ask me."

Li Xi laughed at herself again: "Did you already know, or..."

"Ask you what?"

Li Tianlan looked at Li Xi quietly: "Ask if you are my mother?"

Li Xi's palms were clenched suddenly, as if a little nervous: "Am I?"

"What do you say?"

Li Tianlan laughed.

Li Xi stared at Li Tianlan's eyes in silence, those eyes were smiling, without any emotion.

"Yes and no."

she said softly.

Li Tianlan nodded and hummed.

"When did you know?"

Li Xi asked.

"After the chaos is over, when I returned to Youzhou, I asked many people about Moormans, but...it doesn't matter, I don't know anything yet, and I don't want to know, it's not important."

"escape?"

Li Xi's eyes were a little deep: "I won't forgive them, or..."

"You think too much."

Li Tianlan smiled: "I don't hate anyone, let alone whether I'm forgiving, I don't want to know, and they don't seem to want me to know. It's just that there's no need to point it out. I know it well. Well, I have suffered a lot since I was a child, but my grandfather treated me very well, and I have no complaints in my heart at all. Moreover, there is no need to change some things. It doesn’t matter whether my surname is Li or Dongcheng..."

He was silent for a while, and said lightly: "We are all together, we are all one family, is there any difference?"

Li Xi silently lowered her head.

Li Tianlan waited for a while, and when he wanted to leave again, Li Xi spoke, but the topic was completely unrelated to his life experience.

"Actually, back then, I think I really liked Gu Xingyun, even loved him."

She spoke softly, her voice was like talking in a dream.

Li Tianlan raised his eyebrows.

"So maybe I'm really a watery woman. My father wanted to be in the top position. In fact, such things as luck really existed. He could see that Gu's luck was strong back then. According to what he said later , even if there was no case of treason back then, the Li family was doomed to fall..."

"That's why Gu Xingyun sent me to Kunlun City during the days when Gu Shi was humbled and humiliated. At that time, Gu Xingyun wasn't as good as he is now..."

She thought for a while, and suddenly realized that she had no specific impression of Gu Xingyun over the years, and couldn't help laughing again: "At that time, he was very simple. A lot of resentment, I think he also liked me at that time, the kind he liked very much, but later, I appeared beside Li Kuangtu..."

"Actually, Kuangtu Li didn't really want to get me at that time, he just met me once in a while in the Gu family, and said with a smile that I was very beautiful, and he didn't even ask my name, but at that time the Gu family was A dog is a cautious dog lying under the Xuanyuan Terrace wagging its tail and begging for mercy, so that night, I was sent by Gu Dongqing to Kuangtu Li's home. It was logical that I went to Kuangtu Li's bed that night, although I was a little uncomfortable. I am willing, but I can't resist. Gu Xingyun resisted, but one arm and one leg were broken. At that time, Gu Dongqing told me that he must satisfy Li Kuangtu, otherwise he will let Gu Xingyun Life is better than death for Yun."

Li Tianlan didn't speak.

He didn't have much impression of Gu Dongqing, but he seemed to have heard the name before. He was the previous patriarch of the Gu clan, uncle of Gu Qianchuan. This is Gu's orthodoxy.

Li Tianlan thought of the information he got from the Liu family in Huating, as well as the piece of He's Bi, and his imagination ran wild for a while.

Li Xi said in a calm voice: "At that time, although I was with Gu Xingyun, my body was very clean, and Kuangtu Li seemed very satisfied, as if he had acquired a new toy. At that time, it can be said that I exhausted all my strengths to tie him to me. About four months later, I walked into Li Kuantu's circle of friends at that time, and met Wang Tianzong, Lin Fengting, and Xia Zhi."

"A year later, I met Li Honghe, the Central Continent God of War at that time."

"The day after I met Li Honghe, I went back to the Gu clan by myself. You can't imagine what kind of emotion I felt when Gu Dongqing, who was once aloof to me, bowed to me. I saw Gu Xing Yun, Gu Dongqing is indeed a good dog, afraid of what would happen to Gu Xingyun and I, he watched closely from the sidelines during the whole meeting."

"I made a request to them. I can stay in the Li family, but the Gu family must do their best to cultivate Gu Xingyun."

"Stay in Li's..."

Li Tianlan's tone was inexplicable.

"It is indeed staying in the Li family. You may not believe it when you say it."

Li Xi smiled.

Her voice was somewhat mocking: "Gu Dongqing is really a good dog. He is not only begging for mercy to Mrs. Li, but also has an almost perverted loyalty. If you haven't heard of it, it's loyalty."

"Li Kuangtu just said at the time that I was beautiful, and he could send me there that night. If Li Kuangtu was not talking about me, but his daughter or his wife, Gu Dongqing would have said the same thing. I can also send them there. In those years, I stayed by Li Kuangtu's side, and the only thing she asked of me was to take good care of Li Kuangtu and take care of his daily life. There were no other requirements."

"At that time, the second day after I saw Mr. Li, he was able to bend over and salute me. It wasn't just me. You should know that at that time, Situ Cangyue and Yun Qinxi, the current phantom sword master of Shushan, were also Kuang Li. At that time, Gu Dongqing was already a master of the Invincible Realm, and he would also bow down when he saw them who were still young. In the eyes of others, it was servile, but for Li Shi, this kind of loyalty was undoubtedly what Li Shi and his son liked. Yes, so at that time, they had almost complete trust in Gu Shi."

"Go on."

Li Tianlan didn't know what he was thinking, so he spoke quietly.

"In those few years, I have been by Li Kuangtu's side, and occasionally met Gu Shi, and Gu Xingyun, and everything that happened afterwards..."

She shook her head, quietly thinking back: "After Gu Dongqing fell and Gu Qingfeng became the patriarch of the Gu clan, everything changed..."

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