The Heroine’s Route is Wrong

When Chu Yingying and Zhao Anran returned to Chu's house, they heard their brother Chu Chong, who was on leave in Beijing because of a job change, talking about Zhao Qingyi on the table. They also said that Chu Yingying had done something wrong in the past. She was careful and overbearing. Will divorce.

Chu Yingying still endured all these things, but Chu Chong also suggested that Zhao Anran, like Zhao Shufan, should get close to Zhao Qingyi and learn more from her, which will benefit more in the future.

Chu Yingying couldn't bear it, and quarreled at the table on the spot.

When Chu Chong heard that Chu Yingying was such a madman, she was so angry that she "I don't know what to say", and said, "You did this by yourself until now. Your husband is gone. If you are a little bit more minded, there is another such great thing. The daughter of Hou Fu is big, but you were beaten by a good deck of cards."

Chu Chong didn't want to see his sister crazy, and went back to the study by himself. General Chu and his wife were also old and couldn't control so much. He could only guarantee that no one would provoke Chu Yingying, and he couldn't control so much.

Chu Yingying took Zhao Anran back home and made herself to death. When Zhao Anran went home from school to do his homework in the room, she heard Chu Yingying scolded another little aunt and dropped something. Zhao Anran was too scared to leave the room, but Chu Yingying knocked on the door.

Zhao Anran didn't dare to open the door when she heard her madness, but Chu Yingying did not give up, Zhao Anran had to open the door.

Chu Yingying came into the room, grabbed her shoulders and shook her, and said: "I gave birth to you, why did you miss you? Why are you less than others? Why are you so useless? If you want sports, sports can't compare to others. If you want to drink songs, you can’t sing better than others; if you want grades, you can’t beat your grades; if you want to go to college, you can’t compare to college; even boyfriend, others are the best! I beat Tian Qingqing by a hundred times. , I gave you a hundred times more than she could give, why are you a waste?!"

Zhao Anran was shaken to fall apart, and cried: "Mom, you let me go..."

Chu Yingying said: "Why don't you give me strength? Why?"

"..."

Chu Yingying finally let go of her, and then sat on Zhao Anran’s bedside weeping, shedding all the loneliness and suffering of the past few years, she is a woman without a husband, she lost the most important Gao Zhi, her daughter did not have a great future, her son and She is estranged, what can she expect?

...

Zhao Anran was under all the psychological pressure. Chu Yingying asked her to come back to Zhao’s house to take the opportunity to retaliate, embarrassing Zhao Qingyi, but at this time, even if Chu Yingying had set up a chastity memorial for any of her behaviors, she didn’t know her aura when she came back to see Zhao Qingyi. I feel weak.

Half a year ago, she still wanted to get out of her position with that aspiration, or to get her to be blamed, but after half a year, she found that things would not be the same as written in the book, and Zhao Qingyi would not be blamed because of her, everyone would only Separate her from her.

Half a year was enough time for her to calm down, and the embarrassing situation in Chu Yingying and the Chu family also prevented Zhao Anran from being hardened and cruelly attacking Zhao Jing.

Now that she loses the asylum of Zhao Jing, she doesn't know what kind of environment she will face. She herself was so angry that she threw things and complained about their partiality. But when she faced her mother's frequent throwing things and scolded all the little aunts, every day she expected her to be better than Zhao Qingyi, and then she was unstable and even more crazy than her, Zhao Anran was like a discouraged ball.

What Zhao Jing said or scolding could not reverse Zhao Anran's work and life, but Chu Yingying did it. Of course, Chu Yingying only stimulated Zhao Anran to remove the imaginary armor. She had nothing, her future was uncertain, and she desperately needed a foothold.

Zhao Jing was very upset when he saw Zhao Anran coming back, and asked Feng Yuan to talk to Zhao Qingyi who was in the room.

Feng Yuan came out about fifteen minutes later. Feng Yuan and Zhao Jing said, "There is no problem. An Ran will treat her as if she does not exist, and she will also treat An Ran as if she does not exist, and will not interfere with each other. And let An Ran do not interfere. Don’t kneel down or apologize, as Yiyi said, strangers who have nothing to do with each other don’t need to apologize or forgive. Also remember, An Ran should not try to get any benefits from her, unless it’s doing business with her, otherwise it’s an infringement. Those who are legally liable, so are you. This is her red line, and ugly words come first."

Feng Yuan had to admire the strictness of Zhao Qingyi's thinking. She could almost foresee the complications that might happen when Enron went home. The ugly thing is that she would not ask for that style.

Zhao Anran listened to her ears, and only felt both insulted but helpless. Unlike before, she understood that she had no capital to make trouble. In addition to self-inflicted humiliation and wasted energy, what she got was the disgust of the whole family. Zhao Qingyi would not argue with her for anything, and would only drag her courtesy to leave here, which was enough to make everyone hate her.

So for the next three days at home, from Wednesday to Friday, Zhao Anran will go to school, leave early and return late. When he comes back at night, Zhao Jing is asked to practice piano or vocal music in his room, while Zhao Qingyi occasionally goes out during the day and exercises. In the evening, the whole family eats together. Guwazi also came back every day and asked for a week of leave from the sports school dormitory.

Zhao Qingyi and Zhao Anran did not interfere with each other, but when they were having a meal together, Zhao Anran felt what the gap was from what they were talking about.

What kind of awesome people are her schoolmates? Friends in the Flower Planting Student Union in the school will stay abroad or return to China in the future. They are all awesome people. Besides, there are friends from all over the world. They are almost rich. Expensive, even if it is not from a wealthy background, it is also very personal.

In such a circle, success is close to a ruler.

Marrying a handsome and wealthy son is nothing for her to do only when she has time. This is not good, and the next one is waiting.

Zhao Anran can't hate, but gradually a strong sense of frustration develops, and then it turns into a kind of sharpness and meanness that is not easy to say. For example, Zhao Anran always thinks:

Zhao Qingyi was arrogant and arrogant, thinking that she was beautiful, but her legs were a bit thick.

Zhao Qingyi is pretentious, narrow-minded, pretentious, snobbish, and has no tolerance for others.

Zhao Qingyi is fond of foreigners, exaggerated, and self-satisfied. He thinks he can attract all the men in the world, and hopes that all the men in the world will fall in love with her, but in fact, he is not half sincere.

Zhao Qingyi is obviously a shameless bitch, thinking that after drinking foreign ink, he will put on the face of an overseas elite, which is extremely annoying. She didn't have any self-love, she didn't get married, and she slept with a man openly as a student. Otherwise, how could she sleep with Li Ansi? The woman sent up is always worthless. When her face is old, which man will still want?

But Zhao Anran always thinks this way and meets with red ears. Whenever she sees Li Ansi’s handsome face, she looks at Zhao Qingyi’s gentle and affectionate eyes, his noble temperament, his distinguished family background and super high education, she can’t help being full of girls. Longing.

She had such a restless heart, but she couldn't get along with him in a word, and he also assumed that she was not in the family. And this kind of frustration from all parties can only turn into silent tears in the night.

On the weekend, Zhao Liwei came back from N Beijing, and his uncle Zhao Yang was in the N Beijing Military Region. He is currently the deputy chief of staff of the army. Zhao Liwei was going back to Beijing on New Year's Day, but he caught a cold and stayed in the south for so long.

Although Zhao Liwei will not ignore Zhao Anran, he cannot change the fact that his favorite granddaughter is Zhao Qingyi, nor can he change Zhao Qingyi's attitude towards her.

Zhao Anran only asked Zhao Shufan to tell her grievances, but Zhao Shufan said: "You don't love your big sister, isn't this good for everyone?"

Zhao Anran wants to say: Can I hate her?

Zhao Anran said: "I just don't want outsiders from the authorities to watch you all chat so happily. And I have only one person."

Zhao Shufan shook his head and said, "Haven’t you thought that you are only one person at first, and the big sister’s colorful world is already on the outside. It’s not that you can walk in without the authorities’ outsiders, no People have an obligation to pull you in. I told you a long time ago that you need to see the strengths of others. What did you do against your big sister before? Big sister never against you, don't you understand why? You Not her enemy, she has no need to harm you, you are just someone who can't even touch her clothes. She gave you the opportunity to be a kind stranger, you don't want to be, that's only the air. You can also treat her as air, it's a two-way street."

Zhao Anran frowned slightly, a kind of entanglement that cannot be described in words. It is the kind of entanglement that an adult has when facing the skinny tragedy of life, but there is no alternative.

Zhao Shufan said: "An Ran, don't think about your big sister. The only thing you can do for yourself now is to prepare for the college entrance examination, get into a better school, and have more chances in the future. Nothing else matters to you. "

Zhao Shufan left, and Zhao Anran looked at the many exercises in the college entrance examination, which reflected a huge shadow. It's like climbing over that mountain front, how can you climb up without first walking into its shadow at the foot of the mountain, people don't have wings.

...

On Monday, January 13, Zhao Qingyi set off again for the United States, unable to stay at home for the Spring Festival, which made Zhao Jing unable to stop crying.

This child has not been around for a few Spring Festivals, and maybe it will be the same every year in the future. If she wants to study a master's degree or a Ph.D., there may be six or seven years, and then she will get married and spend the Spring Festival with her husband.

It turns out that promising children have stayed with them for only a few years.

After Zhao Qingyi returned to school, it was the Spring Festival in two weeks. On Saturday, February 1, the flower-planting students from several universities in Boston gathered together and found a hotel to celebrate. Zhao Qingyi also made some more flower-growing students.

However, it is said that the domestic Spring Festival is just around the corner. Starting on the tenth day of the first lunar month, major art schools have conducted art exams. An art school can be admitted only after passing both the art test professional score and the college entrance examination cultural score. Many art schools have low cultural classes and very important majors. Zhao Anran became one of the students who went to major art schools to take exams every day under the cold wind.

In the rounds of intense competition, even if she had tears, she could only swallow it in her stomach. If she abandons the exam, she will have others to take the exam. At Changhua Conservatory of Music, she thought that Zhao Jing might have given her the back door to the college exam and she failed. She was extremely disappointed in Zhao Jing's ability.