The Fiancee Who Betrayed Me Is Obsessed With Me

79 – Balance

It was a feeling I felt for the first time. No, I think it would be more correct to say that the senses were in a state of disappearance.

What can be called spirit is in a state of return. But other than that, my senses of the world were all blurry.

“Gugh…” … ”

Slowly, very slowly, the feeling comes back.

As if trying to somehow express that he is alive, he squeezes his stiffened vocal cords.

I can feel the vibration, albeit slightly. I notice that some of my senses have returned.

However, my vision is still blurry and I feel like my sense of connection to my body has disappeared.

As if the torso had been cut off. I couldn’t feel anything.

Yuna’s brain sent signals everywhere. But there was no answer back.

That wasn’t what she meant. It was just an instinctive action to survive.

Gradually, all my senses began to fade again.

*

I feel the light.

How many times did I repeat losing my mind and regaining my senses?

I was not in a state where I could think. The good news is that every time I lose consciousness and wake up, my senses become a little clearer.

My body still didn’t move, but I heard a faint noise, and a little blur of light penetrated my vision.

“Queu, queu… ”

Feeling as if something is flowing into the mouth.

With a feeling of cooling in my throat, my mind drifts away again.

*

How many times does it blink? I couldn’t remember anything like that.

In the first place, the accident had stopped. However, it was an amazing feeling to see my senses come back little by little.

Of course, even he couldn’t notice it.

-… Is… go… …

It’s blurry, but I can hear what could be called a voice.

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My eyelids are trembling. I tried to open my eyes.

But in the end, the heavy eyes did not open.

Just like that, I’m losing my mind again.

***

‘… Yuuna!’

Ben suddenly opens the door and comes running in.

A picture of the two when they were young, when they were still engaged.

He was in the prime of his training, and thanks to this, his clothes were gradually changing.

Yuuna came to visit him as usual and was waiting for him to finish training and wash up.

My face still got hot as I remembered Ben taking off his shirt during training.

‘let’s go!’

“Yes.”

Ben takes Yuna, who is sitting drinking tea, by the hand and drags her out.

Yuuna stands up and is pulled by a man who is shorter than her.

Today was that day. Once a month. A day when the moon does not rise. To be exact, it is a day when the moon and sun are in the same position and the moon is not visible even at night.

It was the day I went to see the moon squirrel.

It was Yuuna’s favorite time, and she always looked forward to it for a month after meeting Ben.

‘As expected, they only like Yuuna… ‘

Little Ben looks sullenly at the squirrels and at himself.

It’s been a while since I’ve seen him as a child. It’s somehow cute and makes me laugh.

Although she was a saint and he was a past self, Yuuna did not care.

Because right now, I was so happy just to be with him.

In the first place, Yuna’s mind did not focus on such trivial details.

‘… Yuna. ‘When will we get married?’

A question he always asked.

Yuna opened her mouth to answer in a hurry to avoid repeating the mistakes of the past.

whenever. Even tomorrow. Let’s get married as soon as possible. I’m sorry for pretending not to know all this time. I like you too, and I want to get married.

I wanted to pour out the words I couldn’t say, but my vocal cords wouldn’t move.

It was as if my throat was blocked, and even when I opened my mouth, only a gurgling sound came out.

‘… As expected, I don’t want to get married yet.’

no. no. never. never.

get married get married Will you marry me. Please don’t leave. Will you marry me. I did it wrong. I did it wrong. get married marriage. get married get married

‘But we’re still friends, right? forever.’

no. no. friend. no. get married I did it wrong. let’s get married. let’s get married. friend. no. let’s get married. let’s get married. let’s get married. please. please. why. no. marriage. marriage. let’s get married. let’s get married.

“huh… !”

The voices hitting Yuna’s throat could not escape and only made her head dizzy, and the words Yuna uttered were actually the opposite of what she meant.

A momentary feeling of self being torn apart. The painful words she couldn’t say made her head hurt, but Yuuna forgot them as if they had never happened before.

‘Will Syria come with us next month? Still, you seem to be feeling sad these days.’

okay. Around this time, Ben would often worry about Syria.

That’s because Yuuna wanted to see Ben’s naked body, no, it wasn’t for her to see that. Anyway, I came to Regius almost every day to see Ben and spent time with him.

I think I was quite upset because Ben kept spending time only with me.

‘It seemed like he was saying something about me not playing with him. ‘I wonder if he’s really upset and there’s no answer to the letter.’

no. I don’t like it with Syria.

It was okay for the three of us to give in and play together, but we couldn’t come here together.

This rock lake is a secret memory just for you and Ben.

I never wanted to share this with anyone else.

I wanted to leave it as a memory for the two of us for the rest of our lives. forever. Without telling anyone.

Even if it’s Syria.

No, especially because it is Syria.

‘Will it be okay?’

no. Syria is. no. I hate it more. I absolutely hate it.

Syria is a no-no. Not that f*cking b*tch.

‘… ‘Yuuna?’

no. Syria. no. no. no. f*cking b*tch. Druggy b*tch. no. die. Kill it. Kill it. Kill it. Kill it. Druggy b*tch. Kill it. Kill it. betrayer. betrayer. no. no. no. die. I have to die. Druggy b*tch. Traitor b*tch. I have to die. no. Kill it. Kill it. Kill it. Kill it.

‘Yuuna. are you okay?’

no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. Kill it. no. Druggy b*tch. f*cking b*tch. Traitor b*tch. Cruel b*tch. betrayer. betrayer. betrayer. betrayer. Kill it. Kill it. Kill it. Kill it. no. Kill it. Druggy b*tch. Kill it. Kill it. Kill it.

“Oh, yes… are you okay. Still, I wish we could come here just the two of us.”

‘ah. ‘Isn’t that true?’

“Instead, let’s meet together next week, the three of us.”

It was the same answer as in the past.

Once again, the words Yuna could not say rang in her head.

But in the same way, the words that could not be uttered soon disappear as if they had never been said before.

‘Then go back carefully, Yuna.’

“huh. “I had fun today too.”

On the way back by carriage.

I was sad to say goodbye to Ben, but we would be able to meet again tomorrow anyway.

okay. At this time, even the way back to the royal castle was warm with his warmth.

I was so happy to fall asleep with the anticipation of meeting him tomorrow too.

It was so much fun talking about Ben with the maids before going to sleep.

But why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why?

why? You couldn’t marry Ben, right?

No, I was the one who said I wouldn’t get married. why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why?

Why did you say that? Why aren’t you getting married?

“So today Ben and… ”

The words I couldn’t say out loud disappear from my head.

Instead, they continue their conversation about Ben with the maids.

Not long after, Yuna went to bed. As soon as the head was attached, her vision became black.

And then I open my eyes again.

Unfamiliar ceiling. Noisy outside.

“uh… ?”

It’s a memory of that day. Memories of the day when Regius was vainly destroyed.

Memories of the day Ben died, the day I lost him.

“What is this…?” Day… Hey… ?”

Just like I did that day, I look out the window without any understanding.

Some of the royal family and ministers of Regius are being chased by knights.

“hehehe… !”

The knights cut off their heads without hesitation.

The heads of the royal families of Regius fall to the floor helplessly.

“Wow, princess! “Stop!”

“Leave this! Ben… Ben… !”

I don’t know the exact circumstances, but Yuna pushed the maids away and ran outside.

Even though I didn’t see Ben die, I knew intuitively that he would also meet the same ending.

Just like she did that day, Yuna runs out in a hurry.

Probably around that time, Yuna, who was young, understood what her father meant when she said there would be no marriage.

“Oh, no! Ben! Ben! father! stop… Please stop!!”

He shouted just like that day, and the knights caught him just like that day.

The royal family of Regius, including Ben, was already burning.

“Ahhhhh!

Screaming horribly. Just like that day.

But the burning fire would not cool down. Then suddenly, I realize.

It’s not Ben, is it? It’s not Ben, is it? That’s not Ben, is it? That’s not Ben, is it? That’s not Ben, is it?

Ben survives in the future and returns to seek revenge on himself. In other words, that is not Ben, but a double.

At the time I thought Ben was dead and was devastated, but now I know. That’s not Ben, is it?

It’s not Ben, is it? Ben is alive. Ben is alive. That’s not Ben, is it? It’s not Ben, is it? That’s not Ben, is it? That’s not Ben, is it? That’s not Ben, is it? Ben is alive. Is Ben alive? Ben is alive. That’s not Ben, is it? Is Ben alive? Are you alive? Are you alive? Are you alive? Are you alive? Are you alive?

“I’m alive!!”

The words that had been making me dizzy and unable to escape are finally coming out of my mouth as if a blockage had been unclogged.

“It’s alive. Stay alive. Stay alive. Because that’s not Ben. Because it’s not Ben. Because it’s not Ben. Because it’s not Ben. Are you alive? Stay alive. Stay alive. Because it’s not Ben. Stay alive. Ben is alive. Ben is alive. Stay alive. Stay alive. Stay alive. Because it’s not Ben. Ben. Ben. Ben. Stay alive. Because no. Stay alive. Stay alive. Stay alive. Stay alive. Stay alive. “I’m alive.”

He pushes away the knights he has captured and runs toward the fire.

The king, the ladies, and the knights say nothing. Yuuna just mumbles to herself and runs towards the burning Ben.

“Ben… hehehe. Ben… !”

It wasn’t hot at all.

Yuuna is Ben being hugged by a knight. No, I take out Ben’s double and check his face.

He’s not Ben. So Ben is alive. Ben is alive. Yuna confirmed it. Ben is. live. This. Because it’s not Ben.

I turn to check his face, which hasn’t burned yet.

The golden hair unique to the Regius royal family. It may be the same up to that point.

Yuuna brushes up his tangled hair and reveals his face.

His closed eyes flash open.

“You damn b*tches.”

“Ahhhhh!

Yuuna threw Ben’s face away and closed his eyes.