The Abandoned Daughter

Chapter One Hundred and Sixty Five

After all, it was the young girls, and the anger quickly dissipated. After talking for a while, everyone's atmosphere rose up.

In the middle of the night, Xie Rufei couldn't bear the sleepiness, so she went to sleep in the next room early. Sister Xie Ruyue also yawned, but she was still talking to Xie Ruyun.

At this moment, I heard footsteps coming from outside the door, and then I saw Li walking in.

Xie Ruyun was taken aback for a moment, and then she smiled, "Why did my mother come?" Then, she got up to support Li, and said, "You have been uncomfortable for these two days, why haven't you been here yet? Sleeping?"

Li waved his hand and looked at sister Xie Ruzhuo and said, "Zuo'er Yueer, you should go to the side and rest for a while. I'll be here to guard."

Xie Ruyue wanted to say something, but Xie Ruzhuo tossed the corners of her clothes, and then smiled, "Okay, then my sister and I will go to sleep for a while, the second aunt calls us if there is something to do." Li clearly has something to say It would be bad if the two of them didn't wink in the way.

Seeing the two people leaving in a hurry, Xie Ruyun was also a little embarrassed. After a moment of silence, she said, "What's wrong with your mother?"

Li did not answer her question, but stared at her in a daze, and then said, "Yun'er, you're all this big." As she said, her hand touched Xie Ruyun's cheek involuntarily. , But was flung away by the latter with subtle movements.

Li's hand froze in place.

Xie Ruyun also noticed her movements and immediately smiled and said, "Mother, I'm afraid I'm a little sleepy and confused, you'd better go to bed earlier."

"No, I'm not sleepy. Girl, you also called me my mother for so many years. Let's talk about my wife today." Li shook his head, took out a handkerchief from his sleeve and put it on On the table.

Xie Ruyun felt a little cramped when she saw the obviously old handwriting on the veil. Just nodded and said, "Well, what mother wants to say, just say it."

"Your mother, do you still have an impression?"

Xie Ruyun suddenly felt that a knife was slashing fiercely in her heart when she heard Li mention this topic. Of course she has the impression of the woman who hugged herself and sang nursery rhymes softly, the woman who died when she was very young! Although she is small, it doesn't mean that she doesn't remember anything!

Lu's words that day were still in his ears, Xie Ruyun only felt that his eyes were hot, and tears fell involuntarily.

"What does mother want to say?"

She finished speaking these words with difficulty, and her tone became cold.

"I want to tell you the truth."

Li gave a wry smile and said, "Yun'er, do you know how your mother died back then?"

"She slipped and fell accidentally, and then-a dead body, two lives!" Xie Ruyun finally finished saying this sentence, only feeling a moment of confusion in her head. Yes, she has been instilled with this excuse since she was a child, and now even she herself almost believes it!

However, Li shook his head and said, "No, it is not, this is not the truth of the matter. Your mother, she was killed by me!"

Hearing these words, Xie Ruyun couldn't help it anymore, her eyes widened and said, "Why!"

Obviously her mother was just a dowry maid, even if she was favored, she wouldn't be killed like this!

"Because she can't live!" Li bit her lower lip tightly, tears still couldn't help falling down. The things that year had always been a knot in her heart. The reason why she chose to say it today is that she didn't want Xie Ruyun to say it. I am also holding a life-long knot in my heart!

"Heh, just because she was pregnant with a male fetus, she robbed your madam in the room?" At this point, Xie Ruyun couldn't help it anymore, even if she lowered her voice, she couldn't help but growl.

She wants face, tomorrow is the day of her marriage, even if she wants to make trouble, she can't be ashamed of this knot.

Li shook his head, wiped the tears from his eyes, and said sadly, "Yun'er, I watched you grow up for so many years. In your heart, am I really that intolerable?"

Upon hearing this, Xie Ruyun was slightly taken aback. Since she was a child, the Li family has treated her well, even if she is a concubine, compared to a prostitute, Li can be considered as benevolent and righteous.

It's just that Lu's words are a thorn in her heart, Xie Ruyun just kept silent, bowing her head and wringing the veil in her hands, wondering what she was thinking.

Li sighed, feeling a little cold in his heart, and slowly said, "In fact, all of this is my fault in the final analysis. If it weren't for the difference in my thoughts back then, it would not kill your mother. Your mother was born. She is one year younger than me. She has served me since childhood. I have no sisters at home, only brothers. She is like a sister to me. When I got married, I chose her as my dowry maid, not necessarily There was no intention to open her face after passing the door. But the night before the marriage, she knelt in front of me, begging me for something."

Xie Ruyun stared closely at Li's face, seeing the gentle touch on her face when she recalled the past. This kind of expression can't deceive people, and sometimes Li will involuntarily reveal it when looking at him. Xie Ruyun's new house was touched, and a little softened for a while, but she stopped abruptly at this moment. Suddenly asked aloud, "What's the matter?"

But Li was a little bit naive. She opened her mouth a few times before she wailed, "She said that she has someone she loves and doesn't want to marry me! This was originally a good thing, but she shouldn't have it, then The person you like is my cousin far away! That person is the one who coaxes girls most on weekdays. How can I agree! So in the end I forced her to marry Xie's house with me. But who ever thought, My cousin was really taken in love, and he was disconnected from her!"

After hearing what she said, Xie Ruyun suddenly didn't dare to listen any more, she could even imagine what happened later. It's just reason that asked her first, "What's next?"

Xu is the memory of the past is too painful, Li only felt trembling all over, "I thought that if she gave birth to you, she would give up her heart. Even your dad opened his face because of my instigation. Newly married Yue, sharing my husband with others, how could I not hurt? But when I thought that the other person was Jinsu, I recognized it. But who would have thought that my cousin also came when I was hosting a full moon banquet for you , The two of them cried and hugged them in no one's place, and then they revived. And that male fetus is not your father's child at all, but the two of them!"

"what did you say?!"

The impact of this fact was too great, and instantly it was like a basin of cold water poured on her body. Xie Ruyun widened her eyes and murmured, "Impossible, my mother..."

She suddenly felt that she was powerless to defend herself. At that time, she was less than three years old and all her memories were vague, and she didn't even know what kind of person her mother-in-law was.

"Although your father doesn't know about this, he can see some clues. I told Jin Su that she wanted her to get rid of this child and clean up with my cousin, but she not only refused to listen, even planned The two eloped! I hit her by mistake, but forgot that she was a pregnant woman, and she was unsteady. Then she slipped and fell. One body... two lives!"

At the end of Li's speaking, he couldn't help it anymore, clutching a face and crying bitterly. It was the girl she had grown up with since she was a child, and she had never suffered since she was in Li's house. She thought that she had pulled Jin Su out of the fire pit. Who would have thought that her cousin, the playboy, would really reform, and one of her decisions ruined the future of the two people.

Jinsu is dead. His cousin had already worked hard to get into the understanding of Yuan at that time, but after learning the news, he spent his entire life with wine as a companion, stumbling down this life.

The source of all this is her fault.

Even though she was kind at the time, she couldn't change the outcome of this matter. The blood in the room that night, and the relieved smile before Jin Su died, have become the nightmare in her heart for these years, and will never go away.

She will never forget the words Jin Su said before her death, "Miss, after I die, don’t bury me in Xie’s house. I’m just alive and imprisoned in this world. I’m dead. I want to be at ease. some."

So she became a shrew, saying that a concubine was not worthy to be buried in the ancestral tomb of Xie's family, and forcibly built Jinsu's tomb on a mountain in the western suburbs. The mountains are blooming and there are green in all seasons, she thought, Jin Su would like it.

Xie Ruyun shook her head, letting the tears on her face continue to fall, and said sadly, "Then what does mother mean by saying this before today? Tell me, everything in those days was my mother's own fault, and You are so noble, I want to be grateful to you, am I?"

"No, no! I just want to tell you, Yun'er, don't let this matter become a knot in your heart, people are going to look forward. Your child is kind-hearted, and you are suffocated by this kind of thing. I’m sorry. I can’t bear it!"

Li is not a fool. She had seen what was hidden in Xie Ruyun's heart. She opened her mouth several times, but she didn't know where to start. It was also a long time of determination tonight that this matter was completely revealed.

Xie Ruyun sat sullenly on the spot, took the handkerchief for a while, and said, "Is this my mother's relic?"

On the small handkerchief of the other side, a poem was embroidered, "Hate is not born at the same time, every day is good with you."

Seeing Li nodded, Xie Ruyun folded the veil and rubbed it again before saying, "Since you have collected it for so many years, just keep it. Tomorrow is a good day for me, so my mother will go back. Clean up."

After all, she was cruel to Li, and her nurturing grace these years could not be faked. In these years, her father didn't care much about herself, fearing that most of what Li said back then was true. It's just that she is a little bit unreasonable in the end. If Li didn't make his own way, wouldn't the end of today's mother be so tragic?

Li wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't say anything, but said, "You are so happy, I'll go home first." After she finished speaking, she was reluctant to glance at Xie Ruyun before she got up and went out.

This night, the flaming candle seedling burned all night, and tears of the candle dripped, like a heart of Xie Ruyun.

However, she didn't have much time to grieve. At the fourth hour, Xi Niang came to her door. Four dressed-up Fu Niangs gathered around a Quan Fu mother-in-law to dress up Xie Ruyun. The sisters who had gone to the next room to rest before were awakened, and they all came in happily to look at Xie Ruyun's dressing.

Suddenly, the small courtyard suddenly became lively.

Dressed up until the dawn, and everyone packed up. Looking at Xie Ruyun in the mirror again, it was like a fairy descending from the earth.

Feng Guanxia wore her wedding dress like a fire, brushing her face with the peach blossoms that set off her exquisite face more and more, and the spring rain came into her eyes. A pair of eyebrows, distant mountains and daisies, a face like smoke, exquisite pendants rolling like beads, and condensed skin as smooth as jade, what a beauty who is all over the country.