Superstar

Chapter 251: needs time

Charlize came to the core of the problem at once. What was the reason for Hugo’s sadness and sorrow, was it because of the passing of this relationship, or because Uma was unwilling to fight for this relationship, or because of Hugo’s trust? No response from Uma.

Hugo froze in place, feeling a little chilly, and couldn't help but shudder, "Maybe all of them," Hugo said softly.

Perhaps at the very beginning, when he learned that Uma had become the heroine of the "Sugar Coated Trap", Hugo felt betrayal at the first time. Joseph reminded him, Charlize also hinted at him, but he didn't give it. Paying attention to it, he chose to believe in Uma, so when he knew that the so-called belief was only his own wishful thinking, the first thing he felt was betrayal. He gave Uma a chance to explain, so he didn't want to believe that his trust was worthless.

But when Uma gave up the opportunity to defend himself, when Uma gave up the opportunity to fight for this relationship, Hugo's inner feelings may not even be clear to him. At that moment, he even began to doubt Does one's emotions have real'sex'? Is everything in the past few months just phantoms?

There was a moment when Hugo remembered Anthony's remarks about Uma. Could it be that Uma was really using him as a stepping stone to her career? Immediately Hugo self-denied this idea, because when Uma was with him before, "Smell the Fragrance and Meet the "Female" had not been released yet, and no one was optimistic about Hugo, so naturally there was no stepping stone; but afterwards, it rained. Guo began to wonder again, but the real date between Uma and her started from the premiere of "Yihai Xiongfeng". Perhaps Uma had been thinking about it since then...

After the trust has cracked, all doubts will be revealed, and the details that were not doubts will also become the seeds of doubt.

Hugo had to stop his lunatic thinking, so much so that he began to doubt the authenticity of this relationship. Therefore, Hugo slept drowsily from morning to midnight. In fact, Hugo did not really go to sleep at all. The struggle in the half-dream and half-wakeness made him suffer, and the "Essence" debilitated as if at any time. It may collapse in general.

Trust has never been an easy task, and this is also the terrible part of betrayal, because once you trust, when you encounter betrayal, you have to face the collapse of your entire world. Hugo is at such a stage now, he can't even make judgments about his own emotions in the past.

Charlize looked at the fragility on Hugo's face, the fragility that would break when he reached out and touched it, and cast a faint reflection in the reflection of the moonlight. Charlize could not help but stretched out her finger, trying to touch the projection on the ground, but immediately retracted back in fear. She seemed to see the reflection trembling, she was worried about a slight touch of herself, which was like The castle built of sand will collapse.

"But," Hugo was silent for a long time, his slightly hoarse voice disturbed the quiet moon'color', ripples made Charlize could not help but shudder, "Is the reason really important? Human feelings are inherently complicated, and there is no way to distinguish them. No matter what the reason, the result is clear. She left the key, not even a chance."

Uma walked so resolutely that she did not retain this relationship and at the same time cut off Hugo's opportunity to retain this relationship. Such a result was too cruel. Don't talk about Hugo, even Charlize suspects that this relationship between Uma and Hugo really existed?

"Maybe I just like her now, maybe I love her deep in my heart, I...I just need a while, step by step to get closer to her. I'm working hard, maybe she is working hard, but... "Hugo said chaotically, "Maybe she chose to give up this relationship not because she didn't want to fight for it, but as she said, in love and career, she chose the latter... or It's not that she doesn't want to believe me, but the situation at the time gave her too few choices..."

After Hugo said a lot, he finally stopped feebly, "But why didn't she explain." All these are Hugo's guesses, but Hugo has no clue about Uma's real thoughts. He gave She gave her the opportunity to explain, but she refused. There is no doubt that it is difficult for any relationship to continue without ‘communication’.

"Perhaps, she didn't want to explain, it's because she didn't want to continue." Charlize looked at Hugo's blank eyes and said, this sentence made Hugo's tight shoulders completely loosened, and this is the root cause. Hugo knew this, he always knew it, so even Hugo, who never gave up lightly, did not make any struggles after he let Uma leave, not because he didn’t like Uma enough, but because he realized it. Uma's true thoughts: She doesn't want to continue.

When Uma put the key in the glass bowl, the crisp sound may be the last ending of the relationship.

Hugo lowered his eyes sullenly, "I just need a little time to'figure' it, a little time."

Hugo did not say that he wanted to'figure' to understand what, perhaps to'figure' to understand what happened, perhaps to understand how deep his feelings for Uma was, perhaps to figure out how to get in this predicament …But Charlize knew that Hugo now had no way to think normally, and the cracks in his trust left him so bruised that he couldn't think at all.

Charlize fell silent, she didn't know what to say, because as a friend, she had said everything she could say, and the rest was for Hugo to figure it out by herself, and she was powerless. To accompany Hugo through this period of time may be what she should do as a friend.

"So, do you want to drink?" Charlize turned off the subject, pretending to say lightly, "There is still a lot of beer in the refrigerator, and a bottle of wine in the cupboard, I remember."

Hugo let out a long breath, closed his eyes, and rubbed the'Tian' acupuncture again, "If I can, can I have a bottle of beer? Thank you." He left with a headache. The knee seemed to start to ache again, this **** weather.

Hugo had always been fortunate that he was in Los Angeles. It was dry and less rainy, and the probability of snowfall was very low. The annual rainfall was very small. It was originally said that the rainfall in Los Angeles was basically concentrated in winter, but today Winter is obviously a sunny season, which has kept Hugo’s knees without any problems. But tonight, the pain in this knee really ‘pumped’ all his strength away, and he didn’t even have much strength left for grief.

Charlize brought two bottles of beer, handed a bottle to Hugo, and then sat down again on the sofa. She saw a few pages scattered on the table with large paragraphs of text written in pencil, so she pointed to it. "What is this, can I see it?"

Hugo drank a sip of beer, shrugged his shoulders to show that it didn’t matter, and then closed his eyes. He felt very tired, sleepy and tired, but he couldn’t fall asleep. His eyes were sore and painful, but there was no way to get in. Dreamland. Hugo didn't know if he had been half-wake and squinted for too long before, or the pain in his knees and head had been stimulating his nerves.

Charlize picked up the paper and found that it was actually a receipt from the supermarket. Hugo wrote a paragraph on the back of the receipt, like a diary and a poem, but Charlize guessed that this should be a lyrics.

"The departed wandering soul leaves the aftertaste of perfume on the pillow. In a room without the slightest light, I have insomnia... When you are by my side (e), when you are here, I recognize myself and discover myself. ."

The sadness and sorrow between the lines leaped on the paper, which made Charlize glance at Hugo. Hugo still closed his eyes, rubbing his own temple, and then looked at the lyrics. Charlize noticed. "When you are by my side", Hugo uses "near" to mean nearby, rather than other prepositions that are closer. Just this one vocabulary, you can see the delicate feelings in the words and sentences. What Hugo needs is not her. It's enough to be around oneself, just being around oneself.

And more importantly, when Hugo wrote the sentence "When you are by my side", he used the present tense, not the past tense, which means that when Hugo recorded these words, it was not a nostalgia. A kind of mourning, but a calling.

Hugo is not commemorating the lost love, but calling for Uma's response.

When Charlize realized this, she was shot in an instant. Perhaps in the depths of Hugo's subconscious, it was not Uma's betrayal or the passing away of his feelings that he was sad, but Uma's abandonment. There was no resistance, no quarrel, no explanation, so I gave up easily. Such giving up made Hugo unable to believe Uma's feelings for him, and also made Hugo unable to believe all the past of this relationship, and made Hugo doubt whether his trust was worthless.

Charlize closed his eyes in a panic and quickly lowered his head, lest his embarrassment would be seen by Hugo~www.wuxiaspot.com~ Until this moment, Charlize knew how painful Hugo was before him. The paleness and weakness on the surface made people unable to see the pain and struggle in his heart. Perhaps Hugo's heart was already **** and scarred at this time, but there was no way to heal it.

Charlize opened his eyes again and looked at Hugo who closed his eyes in front of him. Hugo seemed to be asleep without much movement, which allowed Charlize to look at the man in front of him carefully.

In fact, Charlize has never really looked at him carefully, just by looking at him, he knew that he was a handsome man. The attractiveness of that kind of temperament even surpassed the feeling of appearance and facial features, but he took a closer look. Charlize found that Hugo's eyebrows were so delicate as if they were drawn out with ink little by little, like an ancient ink painting, stretched softly and fragilely under the reflection of moonlight.

The slightly tangled eyebrows made people want to smooth them involuntarily, and then told him that everything would be fine.

Suddenly, Hugo's eyes opened, and those clear amber'color' eyes slammed into Charlize's sight. Those eyes that were like the fog in the mountains in the morning seemed like a drop of light ink. As if entering the clear water, there was a wave of ripples, which made her look away at a loss, and the speed of her heart was beating so fast that she almost thought she was about to suffocate.

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