Special Female Soldier

When she said this, the expressions of the two of them suddenly became a little strange.

Mu Lin looked at Lin Yanxi, saw that she was looking away in embarrassment, then smiled and said, "She is our comrade in arms, we should take care of her."

"But your injury was caused by our failure to do our best. You don't need to blame us."

Zhou Hui shook his head helplessly, "It's not that you didn't fulfill your responsibilities in the situation at that time, you all worked very hard."

But when the two were talking, Lin Yanxi finally couldn't bear it anymore, "Are you still planning to continue being so polite?"

When the two came back to their senses, they couldn't help but also laughed.

And Lin Yanxi walked over unceremoniously, "You can put it away when he brings it. Now your body is recovering and needs nourishment."

"And why are you being polite to him? The people in our team are like a family, not that unfamiliar."

Zhou Hui nodded knowingly when he heard it, and when he looked up again, he noticed that there seemed to be something wrong with the expressions of the two of them. He hesitated for a while but didn't ask, but looked at Mu Lin with a smile.

Being stared at by her all of a sudden, Mu Lin couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable. He forced a smile and said, "Auntie, how are you feeling now? If you feel uncomfortable, you can tell me. I will try my best..."

But before he finished speaking, Zhou Hui shook his head and said, "There's nothing wrong with it. The conditions on this ship are limited, and I have taken care of me with such treatment. What else is there to be dissatisfied with?"

While talking, she also glanced at Lin Yanxi, "You don't have to worry about me, even though I'm injured, you can still take care of yourself."

But afterward, he also felt that the atmosphere was not right, but he looked at Lin Yanxi and said, "Mom is a little tired and wants to sleep for a while, so go do your work first."

Lin Yanxi was startled for a moment, but then she understood what she meant, and she nodded lightly without refuting, "Alright, then you rest first."

Seeing her nodding, Lin Yanxi backed out with Mu Lin without saying anything more.

When the door was closed again, there were only two people standing outside the room, and the air seemed to be silent for a while.

It took a while for Mu Lin to take the initiative to speak, "Let's... talk!"

The two sat on the deck, the sky was slowly getting dark, and the afterglow of the setting sun on the sea seemed more beautiful than on land.

However, Lin Yanxi found that her mood was quite different from when she came here, and she didn't even have the heart to appreciate the scenery here.

She knew that her current situation was wrong, and she was not in the right state no matter whether it was public or private, and any decision made under such circumstances would not be calm.

It can be said that they are more rational and even calmer than many ordinary people, but no one may be able to be absolutely rational when facing feelings, so the two have been stalemate like this.

The atmosphere was a bit stalemate, and finally Mu Lin broke the calm, "It's rare for us to perform missions together, and it's also rare for us to be together for so long, but we didn't expect that half of the time would go wrong. It's really unexpected."

"I thought that we had a tacit understanding that no one else had, and we had our own common career and dreams, but I didn't expect that one day these would become obstacles between us. Sometimes I even think these days, if we are not soldiers , will my concern for you be so extreme?"

Lin Yanxi stared at him blankly, "Actually, I also have a problem. I didn't separate the public from the private. In fact, I shouldn't treat you as a boyfriend on the battlefield, but I always can't tell the difference."

"I've also thought about it these days. Maybe... it's because we care too much about each other. We both want each other to be good, but we can't accept your bad. Think about it, is it really contradictory?"

Mu Lin forced a smile, then said after a moment of silence, "Maybe you are right, because I don't have your feelings, so I can't understand your mood at that time."

"If we can put ourselves in the situation and think about it, maybe we won't be in this trouble, let alone the cold war for so long."

Seeing what Lin Yanxi wanted to say, he smiled and waved his hands, "But personality is innate, I can't promise you to completely change my personality, maybe it's because I had no relatives since I was a child, so I'm used to being independent."

"I'm used to being strong and getting used to the feeling of not having loved ones, and I can't even feel that feeling anymore, so I don't even know how to care about you when I face you, and I don't know how to treat you."

But Lin Yanxi's expression changed when she heard this, "I'm sorry, I was too excited that day, I shouldn't have said that."

"You don't need to apologize, you're right, I don't have parents or relatives, how can I understand your feelings?" Mu Lin laughed at himself, "But you have to believe me, I'm really I'm doing it for your own good, but...maybe I haven't found the right way yet."

"I was still thinking that maybe we are really lucky to be in the same team, at least we don't have to be like other people, we can't see each other for several months, and we don't have to worry about the other party disappearing suddenly without even a message. Perform missions together, often with each other."

"But at this time, I realized that although this is good for us, it is not a good thing. If... we are not together, facing ordinary comrades in arms on the battlefield, I can deal with it calmly without any scruples."

"Similarly, you don't mix public and private affairs together, and you are affected when your emotions are out of control."

"Now it seems that I am neither a good captain nor a qualified boyfriend."

Lin Yanxi fell silent after listening, "But if we are not together, the problems you mentioned will still exist. I don't know how long it will take to see each other. When the other party suddenly disappears, not only will there be nowhere to ask, but also every day. Worrying about the other person's safety is really harder than ordinary long-distance relationships."

As he said that, he suddenly laughed, "Are you saying that I'm really being too hypocritical? Even though the two of you can be together, I'm still fussing over these things with you."

"No, you're not wrong, this time it's my fault." Mu Lin said without any hesitation, "And I don't mean anything, I promised you to change it last time, but it's still..."

"I don't know what to say this time. I've been dragging it on for so many days, and I haven't even figured out how to deal with our relationship."

While talking about Mu Lin, he turned his head and looked at Lin Yanxi seriously, "I don't know how to talk about sweet words, but I can tell you that I still like you, and I, Mu Lin, will recognize you for the rest of my life."

"Whether you hate me or have no confidence in me, I will not give up. I will work hard to be with you, just like I work hard to wear this military uniform."

Listening to these, Lin Yanxi's eyes were sore, and tears almost fell down.