Special Female Soldier

Chapter 384 I regret it

Seeing Mu Lin leave, but Lin Yanxi was still standing there in a daze, Li Fei's already ugly face became more and more gloomy when he saw her.

But after looking at Lin Yanxi, he still endured it, walked to her side, and gave her a slight push, "That... is really your comrade in arms?"

Lin Yanxi finally came back to her senses, and when she heard his words, she didn't answer, but instead asked, "Why, it doesn't look like it?"

After finishing speaking, he said as if asking and answering himself, "It's really not very similar. It makes people look like a ruffian. Do you think you can't get in touch with the soldiers anyway?"

Li Fei couldn't help but smile when he saw her mentioning that person's expression, and subconsciously frowned, but still shook his head, "There is a lot of ruffian, but more of it is... murderous. "

Lin Yanxi was taken aback for a moment, and looked at Li Fei in uncontrollable surprise.

"What are you looking at, isn't it?" Li Fei sneered, "The feeling on him is the same as my current fighting coach, but you know what he does, he has actually been on the battlefield and killed people .”

"You said that the two of them have a common feeling, what does that mean?"

"Uh..." Lin Yanxi didn't expect him to be waiting here, she was speechless for a while, she couldn't say that she not only knew what Mu Lin did, but also knew that he had killed people, even...she had done it too.

When you join the Lone Wolf Squad and go to the battlefield, when you know that if you don't kill, the enemy will kill you, it seems that killing is not so difficult to accept.

Especially in that kind of environment, surrounded by people like herself, Lin Yanxi became more and more used to that kind of life.

He has even gotten used to training with a gun at any time, and is used to all kinds of unexpected tasks, even shooting targets without preparation.

And when she already felt that this was her life, and suddenly returned to the society of normal people, she discovered that her cognition seemed to be somewhat different from the normal cognition.

It was also at this time that I realized that in the eyes of ordinary people, this is a time of peace, and even soldiers do not seem to be normal for killing people.

Even if Li Fei grew up in an army compound and looked at people in military uniforms every day, it didn't mean he could accept it. Just like the coach who went to the battlefield mentioned now, he was still the same. A look of apprehension.

At this time, Lin Yanxi suddenly discovered that the distance between herself and these friends was no longer just the distance between not seeing each other for several months, but the distance between a real decisive soldier and ordinary people.

Seeing Lin Yanxi's hesitant expression, Li Fei got it wrong, apparently thinking that she was surprised by what he said.

After thinking for a while, he said again, "Since you said he is your comrade in arms, then I believe that he is not a bad person, and I also believe that he will not harm you."

"But do you know what army he is from and what he has done? He is so young, and he has a murderous look on his body. That feeling is no worse than that of my fighting coach. One can imagine what he will go through."

"So I really don't recommend that you get in touch with such a person. Believe me, it won't do you any good."

Lin Yanxi could only helplessly shake her head after hearing this, "It's not so exaggerated, you think too much."

"Why not..." Li Fei wanted to say something else.

But before he finished speaking, Lin Yanxi interrupted him with a wave of his hand, "If you say so, there are many people in our compound who have been on the battlefield and killed people, so I have to hide ?”

"My dad also participated in the war, and your dad is the same. Why didn't I see you afraid? You might say that it's too far away, but it's so close. How many people of our age have entered the military camp and how many people have become professional soldiers? , just like Brother Dazhi."

"Could it be that I will hide from them when I see them, then I have to move tomorrow."

Li Fei couldn't laugh or cry, "You clearly know that's not what I said."

Lin Yanxi did intentionally confuse the audience when she arrived, she patted him and said, "You don't need to think too much, he's really not as complicated as you think, he's just an ordinary comrade-in-arms."

"Besides... we are not a unit now, even if we want to get in touch more, we don't have that chance, so don't you worry?"

Li Fei heaved a sigh of relief after hearing this. He admitted that he was really selfish when he said these words, but most of them were really for Lin Yanxi's sake. At least at that moment, he really felt the murderous aura from Mu Lin's body. And the feeling that only those who have been through the battlefield will have.

You can say that such a person is capable, and you can also say how good he is. You must know that the person who can be selected in such a peaceful age will definitely not be incompetent.

But in his opinion, such a person is only suitable for watching from a distance, not to mention the impact it will bring to Lin Yanxi, but the possible danger, so let him instinctively oppose it.

What's more, the changes in Lin Yanxi's return this time were too great, which made him faintly worried, especially when Mu Lin appeared, he instinctively felt that Lin Yanxi's changes seemed inseparable from this person, so he couldn't help but speak advise her.

Although now he doesn't know if these words are really useful.

Looking at Lin Yanxi, he wanted to say something more, but before he could speak, the driver came back after completing the formalities, nodded to Li Fei, and asked, "Xiao Xi, how is the situation?"

Lin Yanxiba had no choice but to talk about this topic with Li Fei again, and quickly turned to look at him and said, "It's still in the operation, I don't know what's going on inside, but it's my mother who is doing the surgery, so it must be fine."

"Uncle Liu, what happened today is thanks to you taking care of him."

Xiao Liu was embarrassed when he heard this, "Don't say that, it's because I didn't take good care of the chief. If he was found to be in poor health earlier, he would have been sent to the hospital for examination, and today's incident would not have happened."

"I can't blame you, even a daughter like me can't do it." Lin Yanxi shook her head, and couldn't help but sigh.

Seeing that she was still blaming herself, the two looked at each other, but they didn't know how to comfort her.

The operation took several hours, a little longer than expected, but it was finally over.

When Lin Wannian was pushed out, Lin Yanxi jumped up and rushed over, "How's the situation?"

"Don't worry, the operation was a success, and she's all right now." The nurse at the side also knew her, and seeing that she was anxious, she hurriedly said.

Lin Yanxi breathed a sigh of relief, and subconsciously looked at Lin Wannian, but what she saw was a pale face that hadn't woken up yet.

But before he could ask any more questions, he suddenly thought of something, and hurriedly grabbed the nurse just now, "Then where is my mother?"

The nurse didn't say much, just pointed to the operating room, and pushed Lin Wannian forward.

Lin Yanxi raised her heart that had just been let go, said something to Li Fei and asked him to take care of her, then turned around and rushed into the operating room.

Sure enough, seeing Zhou Hui who was already weakly sitting on a chair beside her, Lin Yanxi was startled when she saw her appearance, "Mom, how are you?"

"I'm fine, I'm just a little tired." Zhou Hui waved his hands, and looked at the blood everywhere in the operating room, which was oozing panic, and urged, "Why did you come in, get out quickly, you are not staying here place."

"Isn't the operation over?" Lin Yanxi asked subconsciously.

But as soon as he looked around, he was grabbed by Lin's mother, "Don't look, let's go out."

Only then did Lin Yanxi come to her senses, she shook her head indifferently, "It's okay, I don't feel dizzy, please don't move around, sit and rest for a while, I'll get you some water."

As he spoke, he helped her change into a comfortable position, and helped her take off the surgical gown, then ran over to pour water and get food, as if he didn't see the blood in the operating room.

Seeing Zhou Hui eat, Lin Yanxi sat next to her, "My dad was pushed to the ward, I asked Li Fei and Uncle Liu to take care of it, you don't have to worry."

"Really, you threw him to someone else just after the operation?" Zhou Hui couldn't help complaining.

Lin Yanxi smiled lightly, "They told me that the operation was a success, and now I'm still awake, I just need professional nurses to take care of me, I can't help you even in the past, why don't you come and see you."

Then he asked, "But are you always in this state after every operation? Is it too hard?"

"Doctors are like this, there is no other way." Zhou Hui explained helplessly, but after she finished speaking, she seemed afraid that she would be worried, so she hurriedly said, "And today's situation is different. The object of the operation is your father. You will also be emotionally tense.”

"When people are nervous, the physical exertion is even greater. At least I usually persist in the operation for several hours. It's not a problem. It's not so exaggerated."

After hearing this, Lin Yanxi knew that she was afraid that she was worried, so she didn't say anything more, and sat aside and hugged her gently, "Mom, you are awesome, you are the most powerful doctor."

Zhou Hui couldn't help laughing too, with a relaxed smile on his face.

Lin Wannian's operation was indeed very successful. Lin's mother was nervous, but her professionalism was absolutely top-notch. She was relentless when dealing with her relatives.

It was also because of her superb medical skills that this meeting became a false alarm.

But it was a major operation after all, so it couldn't be careless. Although she trusted the nurse, Lin Yanxi still did what she could do.

And these few days became the longest time she spent with her father since she was a child, but it was also the most peaceful time for the two of them to get along.

After a few days of in-depth cultivation, Lin Wannian was finally able to stop sleeping most of the time, and occasionally half-sit up to chat with Lin Yanxi.

After helping Lin Wannian to sit up, and placing a pillow on his back, Lin Yanxi sat back.

Now at this time, Lin Yanxi is a little fortunate to be in the training of the Lone Wolf Team. If it weren't for the cruel training during that period, it seems that she doesn't have the strength to take care of Lin Wannian easily now.

And Lin Wannian obviously also noticed this, and glanced at her with a chuckle, "Why do I feel like I have raised a son now?"

Lin Wannian often joked with her these days, Lin Yanxi was used to it from the initial shock.

So he just smiled, and asked back, "Didn't you always take me as your son and regret it now?"

But this time Lin Wannian didn't laugh, instead fell silent, and after a while he suddenly said, "I'm a bit regretful."

Lin Yanxi froze for a moment, then looked up at him in a daze.

Seeing her expression, Lin Wannian smiled wryly, "I saw your application for meritorious service, and your teacher has already approved it."

Although such a sentence has no beginning and no end, you can guess it. Although it is not a complete mission to Liba this time, people and materials have been brought back. Everyone in the Lone Wolf Squad must report work.

So when I heard this, I was not surprised at all, "If you tell me in advance like this, is it a leak of secrets?"

"What kind of secret is this? I have memorized the secrecy regulations all my life. Even if I am a fool, I can't forget it." Lin Wannian glanced at her helplessly, and then said, "You know, when I saw the meritorious service application What kind of mood am I in?"

The smile on Lin Yanxi's face also disappeared when she heard this, and she seemed to understand what he meant. From the eyes of outsiders, those may be shining feats, a beautiful resume or even the capital to climb up.

But anyone who has really experienced it knows that it means pain, injury, and even death. After experiencing those wars that can almost crush people's nerves, they don't care about these at all.

Since she can understand things, how could Lin Wannian not be clear, "Dad, actually..."

Before she could say anything, Lin Wannian interrupted her, "You don't need to say anything, I know what you want to say, and you will definitely tell me that this mission is actually not hard and not as dangerous as I thought, right? ?”

Being interrupted by him like this, Lin Yanxi was suffocated and couldn't say a word, that's right, that's exactly what she wanted to say.

Seeing her expression, Lin Wannian snorted coldly, "It's okay for you to lie to others, your father and I have also been on the battlefield."

"A collective first-class merit, and an individual second-class merit. Is it really possible to get it just by going out for a trip and looking at the scenery?"

While talking, he sighed deeply again, "I don't know what you have done on this mission, let alone what you have experienced these days, but when I look at that application, I can imagine that this How hard it will be for you during the period of losing contact."

"I sat there, thinking about the pressure you have to bear these days, what kind of ferocious enemies you face, and even the bullets that fly at any time, thinking that when I was resting and eating, you might have My life is in danger, and my heart aches for a while.”

"And when you think that you didn't need to experience them at all, and I brought them to you, I really regret it."

"You didn't have to take such a path, you could have another life, but because of me, your life and your future will be changed by one of my decisions, maybe... I really didn't like it back then. You should be sent to the barracks instead of wearing a uniform."

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