Special Female Soldier

After hearing Mu Lin's words, Lin Yanxi herself smiled wryly.

But he looked at Mu Lin and thought for a while before asking, "Mu Lin, what was the first time you killed someone?"

"I, I'm not as lucky as you." Mentioning this, Mu Lin sighed, "You have been buffered by at least two missions before this, but I didn't have this opportunity, and it was even more sudden than this time." .”

While talking, he looked at Lin Yanxi, "At that time, there was no Lone Wolf Squad, and I was just a member of the reconnaissance company. At that time, the reconnaissance company cooperated with the special brigade to carry out peripheral missions. No one thought that fugitives would escape their pursuit and go to the periphery Come on, it's hitting us."

"At that time...my reaction was not as good as yours. The gun was fired, but the accuracy was far off. Fortunately, he didn't have a gun in his hand, otherwise you really wouldn't be able to see me now."

"Is it a close combat?" Lin Yanxi seemed to understand what happened when she heard this, and her face couldn't help but change.

She also knew that the feeling of long-distance shooting was completely different from that of close combat, so she was really shocked when she heard what he said, and looked at him in disbelief.

Mu Lin nodded, "That's right, it was a close combat. To be honest, I had nightmares for a few days."

"Then... what happened next?" Lin Yanxi couldn't help asking after hearing this.

"It's nothing after that. I only rested for one day after that mission. After that, I trained every day. I didn't have time to think about other things. I gradually forgot about it." Mu Lin shook his head and said with a smile.

He looked at her while talking, "As I said just now, if you become stronger, your psychological problems will be easily solved."

"But why do I feel that your current entanglement doesn't seem to have much to do with this?"

Hearing what he said, Lin Yanxi was shocked, she never thought that he would see through her.

Looking at him stupidly, it took a while to come back to his senses, and subconsciously shook his head, "I don't even know what I'm struggling with."

Seeing her like this, Mu Lin smiled, moved his chair and sat beside her, "Come on, tell me, what are you struggling with?"

Lin Yanxi glanced at him helplessly, but she didn't rush to say anything. Instead, she looked at him and asked, "I heard something about you before, saying that you were also a thorn in the recruit company?"

"Why are you talking about me again?" Although Mu Lin said so, he still nodded, "When I was in the recruit company, I was more than just a stabbing head, I almost pierced the sky, the battalion commander, who is now Commander, because my affairs are getting serious every day."

"Really?" Lin Yanxi asked in disbelief, but when she saw his microphone, she couldn't help but said, "I can't tell at all now."

"It's true that I can't tell. It's not the same now as it was then." Mu Lin thought for a while, and then said, "Actually, something happened at that time.

, so I suddenly changed, and no longer be a stab head. "

"Later... I felt that being a soldier was not bad, and at that time we were exercising with the special forces, and our regiment was really beaten by them and had no power to fight back."

"I am also a soldier, of course I am not convinced, but at this time the regiment intends to form a small team, so I stood up and started to form this small team, and you should know what happened later."

Lin Yanxi nodded, "That time you captured the special forces?"

"You know this too?" Mu Lin was rarely embarrassed, "That time was just a fluke."

"Of course I know, can you ask if anyone in the Fourth Regiment doesn't know?" Lin Yanxi glanced at him helplessly, but when she said this, she suddenly thought of something, "It's also because you are not convinced, so you rejected the special team's invitation ?”

Seeing Mu Lin nodding, Lin Yanxi secretly sighed in her heart, and couldn't help recalling what the team leader said at that time.

No wonder he said that he was very similar to Mu Lin, she was hating Mu Lin at the time, why did he think too much, but now that he heard his experience, he was really similar to himself.

Looking at him, he sighed, "I don't have your experience, and I don't think it's good to be a soldier."

"Coming to the Lone Wolf Team can be said to be a coincidence, mostly because... because of a moment of anger, in fact, I regret it now."

"You said that I didn't want to be a soldier like Song Jiajia since I was a child, and I didn't aim for the Lone Wolf Squad like the rest of the reconnaissance company. I don't even have a sense of belonging here. If this is the case, why am I fighting for it?"

"Obviously it's something I don't like, but I train so hard just to get my breath. If it's just tired, it's fine, but now..."

Hearing this, Mu Lin finally understood what she was struggling with, so he continued, "But I'm tired now, aren't I?"

Lin Yanxi sighed, and finally nodded.

"If you think so, I don't advise you." Mu Lin said and looked at her seriously, "After all, this is your own business. You have no right to interfere with how you choose. If you want to leave, there is no problem."

Hearing his words, Lin Yanxi was really surprised, looked at him and asked, "Are you serious?"

"Of course, it can't be more true. Of course, you can decide your own affairs." Mu Lin said without thinking.

Now Lin Yanxi had nothing to say. Seeing her silent appearance, Mu Lin laughed, "I know, not everyone who joins the army likes this profession, just like not everyone does it." Just like what you like.”

"But I have always felt that the military is different from those ordinary jobs. Once you come here, you can't choose any more, and you are not allowed to mix here. If you want to work for two years and leave, you don't have to think about it. It's simply impossible."

"Whether you want it or not, since you can't mess around here, what's the point of your entanglements?"

Lin Yanxi stared at him blankly, then smiled wryly, "You mean all my entanglements are useless?"

"I think so." Mu Lin didn't refute, but nodded, "I don't think you are such a troubled person, you didn't always enjoy doing things before, why are you so entangled in this matter? "

Seeing what Lin Yanxi wanted to say, he waved his hands first, "Let's not talk about you, just talk about me!"

"Actually, I didn't like it at the beginning, so the two of us are still very similar. Even though I am no longer a thorn in the head and have built a team of lone wolves, I don't have any understanding of life or big goals."

""Just thinking, working so hard now is only worthy of the current self. When I take off my military uniform in the future, I won't think that there is nothing to remember in these years, and what I have experienced now, I think even if I am also a soldier. Most have not experienced it. "

"When I have a son in the future, I can also brag to him. Your father and I also went to the battlefield and killed the enemy."

Lin Yanxi looked at him before realizing it, and slapped him, "Okay! Mu Lin, you are taking advantage of me."

As soon as the words were finished, the door was suddenly opened, and Xiao Xiaoxiao and Song Jiajia stood outside the door, looking at them with shocked expressions.

Lin Yanxi listened