Song Tan Jishi

 Not asking for leave, just chatting

You can tell just by looking at the question how low my credibility is!

 But I checked with my **** friend that day, and I wrote more than her in a year! But you scold me as a pigeon and praise her for her stability...

 Sighing face.

 Perhaps this means that the clothes are not as good as the new ones and the old people are not as good as the old ones [Vicissitudes of Life]

Alright, let’s get back to the topic. I haven’t talked to you a few times since I wrote this. We are all old friends. I know many of my friends still watch it across platforms. Thank you.

Although you may not be interested in watching me while we are chatting, I can just calm down my emotions, so everyone can just make do with it.

 This book was published in mid-July 2022. I thought of the plot on that day, wrote it on the same day, and signed it on the same day... After all, no serious person has an outline! I can't write that thing. I lose all passion when I write it. So far, there are many complete outlines that I have lost all interest in.

I can only say that I didn’t develop systematic good habits when I was studying. But that doesn't matter, my outlines are used to go in the opposite direction anyway. Now I basically don’t make any outlines and details except for the necessary big plot sorting out.

 But as soon as the book started, I knew that I couldn’t write a fast-paced book now, it was over! I just write my daily routine every day.

　　When I was still a newbie, I wrote tens of thousands of words per unit story for "Chronicles of Green Strangers" (it is not recommended to read it, because the early writing was not good, many ideas and scenes could not be described, and there were many bugs). Now I write tens of thousands of words a day...

It can be seen that the longer I live, the more I go back.

However, after eight years of writing, I feel that I have made progress - the themes have not been repeated, the routines have not been repeated, I have not been able to write or cut the outline, and I have not hid my lack of ability from everyone. The main thing is to be honest.

 This book was actually focused on emotional drama from the beginning (some readers may remember the original copywriting, Shuang Xiu and so on), and it was originally positioned as a novel about pastoral emotional drama.

 Because I also want to work hard to make progress. Emotional scenes are a pain point for me, and at the same time, there are also extreme conflicts... Anyway, there are quite a lot of them.

But as I wrote it, I lost control and the emotional drama changed. The early writing was still not good, but I had to break out. I couldn’t write it myself and just think about it.

 So I have seen everyone’s support, likes, criticisms and suggestions, and I am grateful for your tolerance for me all the time. I can’t promise anything, I can only say that I am still working hard.

　Now many readers may not like emotional dramas, thinking that they are for balance, or that they are inseparable from men. In fact, I don’t think about it that much when I write.

 Just when I feel something, I want to write, I just pick up the pen and start writing, it’s that simple.

 Or maybe I have to practice emotional scenes, right? Right. No CP is good, but I have to be honest, the audience is small (╥_╥).

 The reason why you don’t want to read it must be that my writing is not good enough, I am sure of this.

 I have worked hard to improve my writing and strive to keep up with everyone’s experience and taste. Over the years, I feel that I have barely managed it.

 Actually, I have very little knowledge. It’s common for me to look up information and organize it while writing. But I don’t feel tired. On the contrary, I’m quite happy thinking about it. So many people like my stories. I’m really amazing!

 The other thing is, in order to attract more readers. Because there are many readers who also like to watch emotional dramas. I am a storyteller. I also want more people to watch it and make more money. It’s okay to say it, it’s not shabby.

　In order to earn more money when I was writing a book, I had to go into debt to buy a house. The pressure was so great that I almost cried. At that time, I asked for monthly tickets (there were bonuses at that time), and I also asked for rewards. Everyone also crowdfunded silver for me, and I can only say that I am grateful.

There is no need for it now. It does not mean that there is no shortage of money. It is just that we can maintain our lives and the most oppressive debt has been paid off. That is enough. I am quite lucky. I have grown up and have many noble people. Even since I wrote the book, my editors have been very good, and those who have resigned are all very good.

 So I cherish it very much, it’s good like this, I don’t need to expect too much.

 About performance, as of now writing this book, it ranked second in last year’s annual rankings, which is also the first time in history. After all, I am not a talented author, I can only say that I am down-to-earth.

 The second place in the annual list will be rewarded with a Huawei mobile phone (sold to another author). But I was particularly excited and posted it on WeChat to show off. Hehehe, happiness is so simple.

 About the completion of this book—it will take a long time to visually estimate it, so I can’t give an accurate figure. Because some solar terms, delicacies, rural layout, and plot arrangements will still take a year. So I think I will be writing for a long time, and if you don’t get tired of it, you can eat two bites of the chapters every day.

 It will be more fragrant!

 Oh my God, this is 2,000 words long. I can really talk!

 Well that’s it to an end!

 The current environment is not good. Subscribing and reading books is the greatest support for me. Nowadays, books don’t compete for anything except the annual list. If you have money, you can read more other books without spending money on rewards.

 After all, female channels are in decline nowadays. Although I am in the top ten of the list, in fact, in terms of subscriptions, there may not be as many as those in the top 50 of the list a few years ago. Everyone should read more other books, attract more authors to write books, and if everyone writes high-quality books together, it will be better!

 About the update...ah this...ah this...I know that many readers hate iron and steel, saying that you have written so much, why can't you write more? Is it difficult? It’s not difficult!

 But...it can't be done!

 In my case, the starting energy required for racking my brains and running smoothly is the same! the same!

　　If I set more tasks for myself, to be honest, I don’t want to open my eyes the next day. It’s too painful, and I feel like I’m working overtime.

The other thing is the rhythm. Slow, long, long, long and daily will run through.

 Aren’t I envious of my friends who write fast-paced and exciting articles, with three chapters and a climax, and they all become hits? But I can’t do it, I can’t write it, it’s that simple (-----___-----).

I have been reading Yingying’s finished book in the past two days, and I see him writing 20,000 to 30,000 yuan every day. I feel really guilty and guilt-ridden. I shouldn’t have done this!

 But I open the document…

I can only say that there are differences between people. Some people write fast, abundantly and well, and some people... don’t mention it.

 Okay, the chat is over. I only have one day off this month. I need to continue working hard today and strive to not overdraw my leave notes every month in the future (the points are all used up!)

 Thank you all for accompanying me along the way!

 It’s really almost 2,000 words! I'm really speechless!