Since The Red Moon Appeared

Since The Red Moon Appeared Chapter 898

2022-01-03

Chapter 898 Becoming God, Then Rejecting You (6,000 words)

Lu Xin's anger, in this brief moment reached its peak.

He couldn't stand Old Dean's plan, and it felt crazy to even think about it.

The black particles surged like a dark cloud because of his anger.

Layer by layer, it lifted into the sky, as if to fill the entire twisted Abyss space and burn it into a twisted shape.

His eyes were burning with black flame like stars, and he looked coldly at Old Dean.

But at the next moment, Lu Xin, who looked like a roaring demon in the black flame, didn't really roll the angry flames aimlessly in all directions, his hand even raised, But he stopped the movement of oneself again. He stood silently for a long time, as if a low sigh sounded in the black flame, and then he slowly opened his eyes, and the black particles slowly calmed down.

Anger is not the solution.

Lu Xin has understood this since becoming a person. . .

And Old Dean, who was indifferent and even crazy looks at Lu Xin, seemed to have some provocative flavors.

He was not afraid of Lu Xin's anger, and naturally he was not afraid of confronting him.

Even if Lu Xin's anger can drown oneself countless times, it's the same.

It's just that he didn't expect that Lu Xin would suddenly calm down, as if he suddenly figured out something.

This made him a little curious, so he calmed down and looked towards Lu Xin.

At this time, Lu Xin was enveloped in a mental turbulent flow that was transformed by black particles, like a flame. Even if Old Dean borrowed the initial power to stabilize oneself's consciousness, he still couldn't. The black particles penetrated Lu Xin, so he could only frown and looked towards Lu Xin hard. But in this brief moment, he suddenly found that the distorted space around him was moving away.

As if the fluttering ribbons were dispelled from oneself's eyes, the chaotic mental strength interweaved and changed, and then stabilized.

Old Dean found that oneself returned to the residential building just now. The walls, chandeliers, and floors were all changed from unreal to real. Even the food on the table was still steaming hot, as if it was just now. The distortion and confusion are just an illusion.

He was still sitting at one end of the long table, and Lu Xin was at the other end.

Beside the table, everyone else slumped on their chairs, enduring panic and despair in the mental world.

At this time, Lu Xin seemed to have really lost his anger, and his expression was very calm, and he picked up the wine bottle.

Slowly, in oneself's cup, poured a cup.

After thinking for a while, the wine bottle was tilted upside down, and a string of wine pillars fell to the ground, but Old Dean's glass in the distance was full.

It looks like magic.

……

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“So…”

Lu Xin slowly put down the wine bottle, frowned, as if Thinking: "Did you deliberately arrange such a situation for me?"

He seemed to be asking a question: "Because of the past, you deliberately arranged to torture me?"

"This..."

Old Dean was a little surprised when he first returned to the residential building.

However, he quickly adjusted the state of oneself and was silent for a while before laughing and hooking the head.

"No."

He was still as calm and natural as before, and explained with a light smile: "Child, I only made this arrangement based on rational considerations, my purpose is Just to ensure the normal progress of the sacrifice, that's why I made this arrangement. I know you won't do this, and naturally it won't interrupt my plan. After that happened, you became Another person."

"Or, a... person."

"..."

"Then..."

Lu Xin was silent for a while, then tentatively said: "Thank you?"

Old Dean smiled silently, then shook his head and said, "This is your oneself effort."

"But I still don't quite understand..."

After being silent for a while, Lu Xin said softly, "Why must must push this sacrifice so firmly?"

This question seems to be repeated.

But Old Dean quickly understood why Lu Xin asked, he didn't hide it, and explained softly:

"Because it's the only way to do it."

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"This is a desperate world. You must admit that you cannot stop the first coming, and you are not its opponent. More importantly, everything in this world has fallen into darkness and madness. On the brink of collapse and destruction, when the madness and despair of this world are far greater than the beauty and hope, is there any need to continue to exist?"

"..."

As he said these words, he seemed faintly touched, and took up the wine that Lu Xin poured for him in front of him.

"Don't pretend you don't know."

He was holding the wine glass, but his eyes turned to Lu Xin from the wine glass, and his voice became a little colder: "You actually know this What the world really looks like. Now you, of course, can say that this world is beautiful and life is very good, but you and I both understand that this is only because you are too powerful, and everyone needs to consider your feelings, so you see It's beautiful."

"But haven't you seen the real face of this world?"

"When you were put back into Qinggang by a generation of researchers, you were being cleared by Qinggang Special Clearing again. How was your life before the Department recruited?"

"Do you still need me to tell you?"

"..."

Listen to Old Dean Pointing straight to the essential problem like a sharp Scalpel, Lu Xin was slightly silent.

It was indeed a bad memory.

oneself everyday all is working hard and has not learned to be lazy and fish.

But oneself will suddenly lose their job.

oneself works so long every day, and is reluctant to spend it on oneself, but the money accumulated is still unable to feed and clothe the children in Red Moon Elementary School, oneself is working hard, Teacher Xiaolu is also working hard, but she also stumbled and was turned away by countless cold eyes. She cried and said that those people were eating steaks that cost hundreds of dollars, and I just wanted to add an egg to the child...

It was a life so hopeless that one would not dare to have a future.

"You live in Qinggang, and I have walked all over the corners of this world large and small..."

Old Dean's voice was even a little heavy in this brief moment: " So I see more things than you..."

"I saw the real background of this world, and saw the greedy labor market. They treat people as livestock and sell them on chains. ; saw the cruel and bizarre exhibition, they scalded the skin of the five-year-old child and wrapped it in a black dog drape; saw the naked slaves who were digging with their hands in the farmland, their hands were polished to the flesh, Dig the permafrost with pale bones."

"I also saw the so-called new generation of doomsday nobles who were addicted to the aroma of illegal herbs and fell, and they even regarded the aloof and remote of oneself as as It should be by rights, they have never thought about how to build a new civilization and order, they put all their mind/energetic into studying how to make oneself in this apocalypse, study out how to make other people from generation to generation The way to become a slave..."

"Can't we still understand this world?"

"Then you can see what kind of ultimate beauty this world is born. …”

“Paranoia, confusion, fear, numbness, vanity, greed, silence, confusion, power lust, stealing, nightmares, and…”

“Anger and death !"

"..."

Old Dean made a grim decision: "The ultimate is the endorsement of this generation's civilization, and they won't lie."

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……

Lu Xin sat opposite Old Dean and was silent for a long time.

In this empty room, where only two people were awake, Old Dean's voice seemed to echo for a long time and refused to go away.

After a long time, Lu Xin gently nodded and said, "I know, what you said is true."

"But I still..."

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He paused before saying, "I believe there are beautiful things in this world."

"Ah..."

Old Dean seemed to let out a faint sneer, and then Just indifferent looks at Lu Xin.

Lu Xin is also pondering, slowly thinking about oneself's answer: "I have seen some of the things you said."

"It's really hard to get into the eyes. , I've even seen more cruelty, but..."

He thought about it for a while before saying it:

"I won't ignore these bad things. things, but I cannot deny those good things. I have seen a oneself with a broken leg and very inconvenient to move, but or for a group of homeless little children, desperately running in this world like this.”

"I've seen people trying to build a high wall to defend against lunatics outside the city."

"I've seen people take risks against those who are even their oneself. A mental monster that I don't know much about..."

"I've seen someone die, but I still remember the responsibility of oneself."

"I've seen despair come , people who could have been hiding behind the scenes stood in front of the stage..."

"..."

He said so much in one breath, even Old Dean seemed a little surprised , slightly frowned looks at him.

There's a lot less sarcasm on his face.

"So, I think there are still many beautiful things in this world."

Lu Xin looks at Old Dean, and also said the conclusion of oneself: "They are only temporary Sleep, because people are too scared, Red Moon Event is a disaster, it makes everyone too scared, so they hide the kindness and beauty of oneself."

"So, this world I'm not desperate, I just need to be woken up..."

"..."

After listening to his words, Old Dean's eyes narrowed, as if he didn't recognize him. by Lu Xin.

After a while, he suddenly shook the head slightly, with a self-deprecating smile on his face, and said:

"I knew before that you would become a human, but I didn't expect , you will become who you are now."

"..."

"Because I grew up..."

Lu Xin followed Old Dean's words and replied: "It's also because you're getting old."

"Dean..."

He hesitated a little, and called out the name in a strange way. , and then went on to say: "In my eyes, you used to be an unattainable image. For a long time, yes, you said that my life background was still black. , I only remember the previous stories you told us, the civilization and order you talked about..."

"In fact, before I knew you were alive, I only remembered hello The side of the..."

"..."

Suddenly hearing Lu Xin say this, Old Dean seemed to be slightly moved, and moved his body unnaturally.

"But now..."

Lu Xin gently shook the head: "Even if you don't say what you did to us, I don't think so anymore."

"It's obvious that you are now..."

He raised his head and looked towards Old Dean, and said softly, "You are just a desperate old man."

"You are so desperate that you don't want to believe that good people and bad people have always been the same people..."

"You don't want to believe that this world has a future, so you want to change Back to the world..."

"..."

"You..."

Old Dean seemed to realize from Lu Xin's calm voice What, he suddenly became slightly nervous.

The Adam's apple slid, and his voice rose slightly: "What do you want to do?"

He knew people and Lu Xin. Hearing Lu Xin's words, he suddenly understood Lu Xin. Why did Xin's anger disappear? Why did he suddenly calm down when he was so desperate, and he could even discuss with oneself rationally.

Because he has already made up his mind.

Only those who understand what to do and decide to do it will have such calmness and reason.

"Dean, you're right."

When Old Dean started to get nervous, Lu Xin's face showed a relaxed smile, saying:

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"Of course I won't kill them, I won't hurt these classmates, I will just do my best to protect them."

"But I will also do your plan. Stop it."

He smiled and said, "Because I think this world is still worthy of being saved, and also entitled to have a future."

"So..."

He suddenly raised his head to look at the ceiling, and when he raised his eyes, the ceiling of the residential building suddenly disappeared, and his gaze directly saw the beginning of the countless mind/energetic tentacles hanging down in mid-air, The dark red tentacles and the depth are beyond description, even just a glance, makes people feel like entering a huge mind/energetic sea like Boundless Starry Sky...

Lu Xin is facing the unfathomable, At the beginning of the unknowable and irresistible, the eyes became firm.

"Isn't your plan to sacrifice this world to the beginning and ask it to help you shape the civilization before the red moon?"

"Then I will become a First, then reject your sacrifice!"

"..."

"..."

Boom!

When Lu Xin said these words, even Old Dean seemed to explode a nuclear bomb in the mental world.

He, who was calm and rational, suddenly panicked like a trembling, and almost fell off the chair.

There seemed to be endless madness in his eyes, his pupils shrunk into a needle, he stared at Lu Xin at this moment, his voice trembled slightly, trying his best to keep calm: " child, as I said, it's not feasible, you can't do it..."

"The plan of a generation of researchers is inherently absurd, and there is no chance of success at all..."

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"Initially overwhelms all consciousness, even if you have the only consciousness..."

"..."

"It's a little challenging... "

Lu Xin faced the horror of Old Dean, but only nodded with a smile, said: "It's Trial of God after all."

He said, while holding the cup I drank the wine in it, because I took care of the image at this moment, so I drank it quickly and took a big mouthful. I suddenly felt a mouthful of spicyness. I covered my mouth with my hand, coughed without a trace, and then smiled and looked towards Old. Dean, said: "However, I believe that I will have a chance to win, after all, I have promised many people that I will help them..."

"Speaking always counts, this is The rules of life."

"..."

Old Dean's palms were shaking, and his mental strength intertwined his body, but it had an instinctive response like a real body.

He couldn't help but want to stand up and use the weak body of oneself to hold Lu Xin.

"Right, Dean..."

And just as Old Dean's body was about to rush out, Lu Xin suddenly turned his head and said to him with a smile:

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"You are indeed a little worse than that talented researcher at the Lunar Eclipse Research Institute..."

"..."

Old Dean listened to this. In a word, but if he suffered a heavy blow, he instinctively wanted to reach out and hold Lu Xin's hand, and fell down.

His face was filled with endless entanglement and pain.

Different people may have different understandings when they see the expression on his face at this time.

There are shocks, horrors, frustrations, and overwhelming sympathy.

"child..."

He used his last strength, but said something to Lu Xin that had nothing to do with his plan:

"You In this way, not only the probability of success is very, very small, but it will also be very sad..."

"Even if you temporarily stop the beginning, the sacrifice will not disappear, it will only stop temporarily."

"You are using endless torture and oneself's life in exchange for a hope with a very low success rate..."

"..."

Lu Xin was silent for a while, turned his head and glanced at Old Dean, and saw that there was little in his eyes, but real distress.

My heart was suddenly relieved, and said gently

:

"Dean, when you revealed your weakness in oneself, you were really a good person."

“…”

After saying this, Lu Xin stood up easily, laughed, and walked forward with his steps.

Everything in this residential building began to be distorted and confused again, and the space appeared to overlap layer by layer.

Lu Xin walked up the invisible steps in this illusory space.

As I walked, I slowly unfastened some of the things on my body...

There are red glasses he wears on his face, and he always holds in his hands In his black bag, there was the mysterious playing card with the mother mind/energetic palace sealed, and there was even a bank card that he had secretly hid before and didn't let anyone know.

...the bank card doesn't work, so I took it back and put it in my pocket.

Lu Xin took one step at a time, stepping on the invisible steps, raised his hand to disperse the endlessly falling mind/energetic tentacles, and walked towards the beginning.

A red moon in the sky seems to occupy half of the sky.

At this moment, Lu Xin looks like a red moon that is about to enter the sky.

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“What is he going to do?”

In the black bag thrown down by Lu Xin, skinless puppy and other little monsters, etc., all shiver coldly got out of the bag, looked at Lu Xin helplessly, and at the same time, as the ultimate, replaced Lu Xin as the younger sister who was the witness, and also There is a distant Qinggang, who is holding up the Doll with the mental strength of oneself and protecting this world with difficulty.

And the roaring and desperate father, the crowd of Qinggang.

Fire Thief of grey-white hair, in this Abyss that blends with reality, endless weirdness...

They felt something at the same time, subconsciously turned their attention to mental level, looked towards Lu Xin at this time.

Lu Xin stood in front of the red moon, stopped for a while, and glanced back.

He saw Qinggang at this time, Teacher Xiaolu who was hiding in the basement with his children in the orphanage, Doll who was fighting against the original mind/energetic tentacles, Chen Jing, Han Bing, saw Professor Bai, Mister Su, Department Head Shen, saw Vice-President Xiao, saw the black-hearted aunt selling vegetables downstairs, saw Gecko, Tie Cui, Drunkard, Sorceress and Red Snake, Naughty Child and Watch Dog .

Beside oneself, there are Two who hope to get rid of God's Nightmare, No.3 who wants to go home to guard his wife and child, No.5 who wants to invest in research and development of new drugs to make money, and one who wants to put all of this into one. The Eight of the full stop, and the Ten Two who have been hiding for so long and have never been able to escape and finally come back, have always been timid, but are willing to accompany the Ten Two to plan the assassination plan for Old Dean No. 14...

Dear Little Nineteen, and Little Seventeen who is not Little Seventeen, younger sister...

Dracula Legion is in the north, where there are cattle batches of Clockwork Orange and loyal Old Wang, beautiful Red Shoes.

In the Miss Bazooka defense line, there are Summer Insect, who has finally been upgraded to a high-level investigator, and oneself's good friend Scalpel.

In the corner of this world, Gao Ting and Old Zhou Little Zhou, who are obliged to escort the relief supplies on the wilderness...

A small village that obeys the rules outside the Land of Chaos... …

Too much...

"What's there to worry about..."

Lu Xin suddenly laughed, thinking in his heart, become clearer than ever.

"There are indeed many dark and crazy people in this world. They have made this world riddled with scars and exhausted."

"Perhaps if this world has oneself consciousness, When I became depressed and desperate under the heavy red moon above my head, I thought about it, if such a tragic experience never existed, if it was just a nightmare, it would be better if I woke up and disappeared?"

"However, I believe it still chooses to continue to live, with this wound, towards a new future..."

"Otherwise, why did he create so many beautiful and lovely people? What?"

"Tomorrow is always here, the shadow is only temporary..."

"..."

Thinking so, Lu Xin is nostalgic I took a look at this world, then turned around and walked into the red moon.

Until the silhouette disappeared into the rays of light of the red moon, there was a smile on his face.

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“elder brother  …”

Elongated crying voice at the altar of mental strength chaos There was a sound, and the younger sister panicked to the extreme.

She is the person who knows Lu Xin best, the elder brother is a coward...

He is most afraid of being alone, he will cry even when he sees no one at home when he comes home Raise your nose.

But this time, he dropped the black bag and left everyone.

He was alone, facing the beginning.

PS, I solemnly recommend this book to everyone, a new book opened after the all-metal bullet casings recovered their state, farming text, I have a special feeling, I feel that I can return to the Peak of the golden fishing ground. The title of the book is "I Have a Home in 1982", and it writes a farming essay that travels between 1982 and 2022, which is warm, leisurely and simple. Interested to have a look and support.

(end of this chapter)