Seizing Dreams

Chen Yukai: [What do you want to ask me in the afternoon? 】

Yu Wei: [Mr. Chen, have you liked girls before? 】

Chen Yukai: [How come suddenly asked this? 】

Yu Yu realized that this topic was a bit rude. When he thought about what to say, and let Chen Yukai ignore it, Chen Yukai returned a long string.

[From the beginning of gender consciousness, I think my feelings for the opposite **** are normal. I like beautiful and **** girls. When I was in high school, I was exposed to AV because of my temperament. I would have **** for the opposite sex. After studying abroad, I will have a good impression on my intellectual and gentle, one-two-year-old sister. However, relative education is relatively conservative and it is more serious in premarital sex. 】

I did not expect that Chen Yukai would answer himself so seriously, and it is really embarrassing to discuss this topic.

Yu Wei: [OK, I know. 】

Chen Yukai: [See you tomorrow, have lunch together? Just talk to you alone. 】

Yu Wei: "???"

"Zhou Sheng?" Yu Yu looked up, looked at the other side of the bed, his head facing him, lying down, "I will be tomorrow..."

Zhou Shengyi Yu Yu knew what he wanted to ask and said, "Kai Kai is about you? Go."

Fu Liqun took a shower, and Yu Yu said: "Have you been looking for him recently? What are you talking about privately?"

Zhou Sheng: "It's none of your business."

Yu Wei: "How is it not my business!"

Zhou Sheng: "I don't care about you, it doesn't matter to you, Yu Yu, do you want to quarrel?"

Yu Yu feels a bit wrong: "Have you already discussed the case? Why don't you tell me?"

Zhou Sheng turned and sat up, looking at the embers. Yu Yudao: "How is the situation, I also have the right to know."

Zhou Sheng thought for a moment and said, "Just talk casually, there are important things that will remind you."

Yu Yu looked at Zhou Sheng with suspicion: "Is it??"

After Fu Liqun finished washing out, Yu Yu and Zhou Sheng stopped the topic. Yu Yu replied to Chen Yukai, and Chen Yukai only asked him to wait at the school gate tomorrow: [There is something to say. 】

At noon the next day, Chen Yukai called the car and took the rest of the car. Others were not in the car. They passed through the small urban area and went to the CBD. The location was a Thai restaurant. It is a high-end residential area with few students coming to the event and it is not easy to run into two people.

Chen Yukai sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window in the small room and looked down at the information sent by the phone last week.

Zhou Sheng: [Let's cherish it. After the end, your memories of this day are gone. 】

Chen Yukai: [I know, let's say yes, but will I forget to do it all? I will be suspicious after that? 】

Zhou Sheng: [See how much you want to keep, at least about abilities and dreams. You can't leave it. As long as it is not forgotten in a large area, the disappearance of a few parts of the memory will not make you suspicious, because we will not find a special one. Something you don't have. 】

Chen Yukai: [What is the principle of memory forgetting mechanism? Erase or block? 】

Zhou Sheng: [Ask so much to do? The most convenient thing is to let your memory go back to a certain day, and the rest will be blurred, or you can make a false memory and cover it. 】

Chen Yukai: [Sounds fantastic. 】

Zhou Sheng: [It’s not so fantastic, find the corresponding place in your dreams, determine where the piece is, then rebuild it, or just flatten it. It’s a bit of a hassle to find, but the dream is more time to find You are the master of the dream, you can't find it. 】

Chen Yukai: [Can that let me choose my own time? 】

Zhou Sheng: [Which day do you want to return? 】

Chen Yukai: [The second day of college celebration. 】

Zhou Sheng: [The operation is not so precise, try it, not guaranteed. 】

Yu Wei thought that Huang Wei would also be there, but before the small private room, there was only Chen Yukai himself. There were very few guests at the restaurant at noon. Chen Yukai ordered the food and said: "The weather is not very good today. If it is sunny, the scenery is very beautiful. ”

When Yu Yu saw Chen Yukai, he found that his hair was round, and it was shorter than Zhou Sheng’s hair. The round inch is very good for face and head shape, and Chen Yukai is a man with a dead angle of 360 degrees. It is a lot of masculine hair change.

"Good-looking?" Chen Yukai smiled and touched his hair.

"Handsome." Yu Yu smiled. "If you appear in school, you have to be photographed."

The clouds were covered by the floor-to-ceiling windows, and they looked out and looked foggy.

“This restaurant is very expensive!” Yu Yu only felt that the decoration style was a bit shocking.

"Yes." Chen Yukai did not let him see the menu, nor did he intend to let him know the price. Of course, he would not fire a whole book like Zhou Sheng. He said, "Just accompany me to eat, I would have planned to eat this. Thai food is hot and sour, appetizing, and I am in a good mood today. I want to eat more."

Yu Yu suddenly had the feeling of dating with the president. Fortunately, Zhou Sheng reminded him to go out and change his clothes. Otherwise, he would go out wearing a T-shirt and a big pants.

"I rented an apartment upstairs and lived for a while." Chen Yukai said, "If you are ready, you don't have to worry."

Yu Wei: "Ready? What are you ready?"

Chen Yukai: "There is no small progress in the case. I got the transcripts of two parties who are willing to cooperate with me. Because it is a cross-national witness, there will be some trouble, but it can be overcome."

Yu Wei: "Great! What else?"

Chen Yukai thought for a moment and said: "The most crucial thing now is that there is still no evidence for the process of man-made car accidents. Zhou Sheng gave me the idea that once it can be proved, the mother is when she is taken on the bus. In a coma, if this ring is established, Lin Xun will not be able to deny it."

Yu Yu Meng said: "Yes!"

If Liang Jinmin was already in a coma on the New Year's Eve and was taken to the car by Lin Xun, then why did Lin seek to bring the shock wife's wife to the high speed, even to visit friends, not to wear a seat belt for her, this series can no longer justify itself. It is.

Yu Yu wondered: "Can you tell me anything!"

Chen Yukai said: "We just talked casually."

Yu Yu said: "If Teacher Liang can wake up, he should be very helpful to the case."

"Yeah." Chen Yukai said, "But it seems that we need to wait patiently. I believe the future is optimistic."

A small plate of shrimp and salad dressing before the meal, the embers did not move, look at the outside, and look at Chen Yukai, Chen Yukai just watched him, Yu Yu was seen a little embarrassed.

"What did Zhou Sheng say?" Chen Yukai suddenly asked, with a smile in his eyes.

Yu Wei: "?"

Didn’t say anything, Yu Yu thought, what did Zhou Sheng say to you? Then he shook his head in confusion and began to think.

"I decided to resign." Chen Yukai said, "I also talked to my dad some time ago, let him not consult Lin Biao."

I remembered that night, Lin Xun called the phone upstairs, presumably to consult Chen Yukai's father.

"What did he say?" Yu Yu was nervous again.

Chen Yukai replied: "He asked me to do nothing."

Yu Yu suddenly brows deep lock.

"I know that I can't stop him, but at least he will let him think more. This is the first time we have reconciled with him since we were in trouble. I think he should face this problem." Chen Yukai said, "The DPRK He came out of the cabinet four years ago. At that time, I still needed a child to pay tuition at home. Now he thinks that I have grown up. For so many years, my mother has been very concerned about it. He also slowly wants to open it. ""

"I thought it would remind you to go back to get married." Yu Yu smiled.

"It is true that I have said this by the way." Chen Yukai replied, "but I was rejected."

The meal came up, Chen Yukai gave Yu Yu a soup, Thai food was really appetizing, Yu Yu drank some soup, seriously looked at Chen Yukai, said: "Would you marry a girl in the future?"

"I don't know." Chen Yukai thought for a moment and said with a smile, "a little confused."

In the past two days, Yu Yu has always recalled that he not only recalled the process of falling in love with the same sex, but also tried to analyze and understand the cases when various boys became affectionate about the same sex.

"Do you care about this?" Chen Yukai asked again. "I asked my emotional experience last night because Zhou Sheng? So I asked you what Zhou Sheng said."

"Oh..." Yu Yu knows that Chen Yukai is very familiar with his own ideas. In fact, Chen Yukai, Fu Liqun, and Zhou Sheng seem to be able to guess his mind, and denial is useless.

"Yes." Yu Yu had to honestly admit, saying, "I wonder if he would like me too, or that we... um... is it possible... even if it is only a tiny possibility..."

When Yu Yu was in the face of Chen Yukai, when he said this, he felt like a bit of shame, such as "I want to be a long-term listing," and so on. It is a sense of guilt.

Chen Yukai did not laugh, but said with ease: "I think, maybe? He is a person who is not willing to face up to his own ideas. At this point, I think you know him better." He took the ice kettle and gave it to him. Add water.

Yu Yudao: "Really?"

"I don't know." Chen Yukai said, at this time the two talents laughed.

"What are you laughing at?" Chen Yukai's face was stunned, and Yu Yu shook his head and said, "I don't know."

He felt that the way to get along with Chen Yukai was very easy, and he returned to the former kind, can say anything, and is not afraid of the other party's joke mode.

“Need to help?” Chen Yukai said.

Yu Yu immediately said: "Okay!"

Chen Yukai fell into thinking: "Hey, let me think about it, is there any way, do you want to confess to Zhou Sheng? Retreat 10,000 steps, it is best not to confess, you can continue to be friends..."

Yu Yu said that "good" originally meant to listen to Chen Yukai's views on this matter. I didn't expect Chen Yukai to seriously help him think about Raiders. He said: "No, I don't mean this kind of help. I just wondered, under what circumstances a straight man might like the same sex, what I want is a direction of hard work."

Chen Yukai returned to God, smiled and replied: "Understood, a direction of hard work, this is the motivation for asking me questions last night."

Yu Yu sighed: "Some people say that they like same-sex friends, just like a boat at the airport. Sometimes I really don't think it is possible, but I am very reluctant and very tangled."

Chen Yukai licked the knife and the fork, and spun it beautifully. The slender fingers slid the knife and fork flexibly, pressed a prawns on a clean plate, and skillfully cut the shrimp with a knife and fork. The move was very handsome and attracted the attention of the embers.

"In the memory that day, what did Longsheng say to you?" Chen Yukai opened the subject and said, "Is there anything to tell me?"

Yu Yu put the words of Long Sheng in the "comings", and Chen Yukai said, Chen Yukai immediately laughed and replied: "It is similar to what he said in the letter, cognitive behavioral therapy for depression. It is also my future professional research direction. After solving this problem, I want to be a psychological counselor."

"That's very good!" Yu Hao said, "Longsheng will be happy for you!"

“Floyd said.” Chen Yukai said, “Dream reflects the most important wishes of our hearts. Each dream is our expectation for our own life.”

I remembered it, and I also had it in the professional class. Although it was part of the sophomore course, he had already read it in advance: "It’s just that the dream is very good at disguise. In order to pass the self-awareness review, it will use many layers of meaning, even the opposite. The performance is presented."

Chen Yukai nodded and replied: "Now want to come, everything in the dream of Chichen Itza is reflecting my wish, that is, letting go of my own pain, bearing in mind the love of Longsheng, to meet the new future. life."

"Like today, you can no longer avoid mentioning Longsheng, mentioning past mistakes, no longer tormenting yourself, remembering those memories that are beautiful and ushering in new sunshine."

Yu Yu smiled and looked at Chen Yukai, Chen Yukai drank some ice water, indulged for a moment, and said:

"When I first liked Longsheng, it was just a kind of care and care that I was duty-bound. Then, under the premise of being unprepared, I was suddenly hit by some of his things. If I refused him first, Then maybe no matter what he does, I will not be touched. I will only feel that it is a kind of burden, and it will make me feel utilitarian. It is just for exchange of love."

"I understand!" Yu Yu immediately understood, the interface said, "At that time you are still a very good friend relationship, you did not expect, I also think that his original intention is just to let you ..."

Chen Yukai said: "Yes, as long as I am happy, as long as I am happy, he can do whatever he wants. He likes to make me happy, so he will feel happy, I feel that I must cherish his friend."

"Love can't be utilitarian." Chen Yukai said, "I won't give you one thing, you will love me a little, the purpose is not reached, the money will be squandered... I just hope that you are happy, so I also sincerely I feel happy."

"I slowly realized that I also hope that Longsheng is happy. This may also be love. We are used to companionship. Until the end, as long as I am empty, I will inevitably think about him. When I see him, life. It’s full of sunshine, many things, I want to share with him, this should be... love.”

The two were silent, and Yu Yu began to understand.

Yu Yu said: "But go to bed... Sorry, Teacher Chen, when you go to bed, you will not have obstacles to the same sex..."

"There is an emotional foundation first," Chen said. "In the subconscious, I would like to further develop physical contact. At first it was a bit unnatural, but because I liked it, I quickly got used to it, even when I was looking at AV. Still strong, I think, my body is also actively and spontaneously learning sexual orientation?"

“Should be a dopamine reward when you like a particular person, establish a conditioned reflex? Then... well, this is uncertain, a little cognitive experience, only for the reference of the Archangel’s Highness.”

Having said that, Chen Yukai was finally a little embarrassed. Yu Yu was teased by the title of "The Highness of the Archangel" and replied: "I understand, the chieftain."

There was a brief confusion in Chen Yukai’s eyes, and he said: “The instinct and hormones of men encourage us to pursue the opposite **** and continue the offspring. But the same feelings that are born and human will lead us to find in this world. That is the best life partner for us."

Yu Wei: "!!!"

"That is a person who can resonate with each other." Chen Yukai stripped the shrimp and put it in the plate of the embers. He explained, "Is it the same **** or the opposite sex? I think this is not very important, even if it is not for a lifetime." Sex, only Plato's love, what is the relationship?" Said Xiao Yu smiled.

"I want to..." Yu said. "Yes, I don't want to deceive myself any more. I like him. I want to... pursue him? Is that so? This is very strange, I think... I want to go further with him. But after listening to you, I don’t think it’s necessary to be too utilitarian, just let it go."

Yu Yu used to have the courage to express his confession to the boys, but in the end this incident had a devastating blow to his life, which made him resist resisting and formed a psychological shadow until the generals turned the gatekeeper into the sky. The meteor, he only began to rejoice in the feeling of love.

"This is very good." Chen Yukai also peeled the shrimp to Yu Yu, and the embers said: "I don't eat, you eat it yourself."

"Yeah." Chen Yukai said with a smile in his eyes, "What are you going to do?"

Yu Yi hasn't thought about it yet. He knows that Zhou Sheng is instinctively resisting love and marriage because of his native family. This self-suggestion may also be in the spiritual world... but his thoughts suddenly slammed open and suddenly thought of one something weird.

What is under the cloud sea in Zhou Sheng’s consciousness world? He once said that his life has also been a mess. In that dream, will the cloud sea be a ... dark world? Think of it this way, Jin Wulun stands on the top of the cloud, can't you not touch the area under the thick clouds?

"Ember?"

Yu Yu returned to God and realized that the expression just now may be a bit serious.

"Yeah." Yu Yu recovered from the messy brain hole and said, "I haven't thought about it yet."

"He has a strong desire for you." Chen Yukai said, "I think you have already touched him. He is now in a hesitant moment. He suspects that he likes you, but he does not want to admit it."

"Would you like to give it a try and let him realize that he didn't want you to leave? Most of the time, I think he is spoiling you in a special way, because then you will value him and return to him. Your commitment to him makes him feel that he is very important to you, that is unique."

Yu Yu said: "It is true! Teacher Chen, you are also very powerful!"

Chen Yukai: "Don't call me a teacher again, I have already resigned. Zhou Sheng's current attitude should also be partly because the threat is not strong, and I believe that you will not leave him, but once the crisis will really be cut When the land turns into reality, perhaps he realizes a serious threat and has to be serious..."

"...so you may wish to find someone to talk to you about love. If you pretend like it, maybe he will fully understand your feelings for you?"

Yu Yudao: "Who are you looking for? This is too much. In fact, this is very bad. If the person who plays the role is really serious..."

"For example, I?" Chen Yukai said with a smile, "Let's eat more, you are too thin. I am not good at cooking, only money, where do you want to eat, in this world, as long as it is the place to collect money I can take you there at any time."

Yu Wei: "..."

After three hours, the bedroom.

"Back?" Zhou Shengdao.

"Love, are you coming back?" Fu Liqun said, "Is it a package for dinner?"

Yu Yu was very worried. He put the packing bag on the table and revealed the restaurant logo. Fu Liqun said: "Wow, this house is not cheap, even if you eat it, you have more than two thousand."

"So expensive?!" Yu Yu suddenly blew up, "I will say!"

"Kai Kai has money!" Zhou Sheng took out the chopsticks and opened the coconut curry chicken. He was still hot. "Don't help him save money."

"You also eat." Fu Liqun said, "Yu Yu!"

"Can't eat!" Yu Yu is not thinking about eating at all, going to the balcony to wash clothes.

Fu Liqun held a lunch box and put on headphones to watch variety. Zhou Sheng took the lunch box to the balcony, and said to Yu Yu: "What about chatting?"

"I didn't talk." Yu Yu said roughly, of course, those discussions about Zhou Sheng did not say a word. Finally, Chen Yukai saw that he was too embarrassed, and opened the topic and sent him an electronic contract.

“Help me find a part-time job.” Yu Hao wiped his hand and gave the email in the phone to Zhou Sheng, saying, “Translate some investigation reports and count the money according to the number of words.”

Chen Yukai wants to use the computer for Yu Yu, and Yu Yu insists that he can go to the Internet cafe. Chen Yukai will let him go back and sign the electronic contract to confirm. If it is successful, you can earn seven or eight thousand for two months.

"Oh, very good." Zhou Sheng said, "I don't understand the letter, how much?"

"Thousands of it." Yu Yu looked at his eyes and rose, reaching out to help him wipe the rice in his mouth.

Zhou Sheng: "Don't say anything else?"

Yu Wei: "No!"

Zhou Sheng looked at Yu Yu with suspicion. Yu Yu had a dim sum and stressed: "No, you know that I have always kept my mouth shut."

"Oh--" Zhou Sheng replied.

Yu Yu had a dim sum, and was trying to find something else to talk about. Zhou Sheng took the lunch box and went in again. He opened Fu Liqun’s computer and let the two watch the variety.

Today, Chen Yukai’s words are like a storm, and it’s still one round after another. Yu Yu hasn’t returned to God until now. Of course, Chen Yukai was very clever. He didn't wait for him to refuse. After he opened the topic, he tacitly stopped talking about it.

First make money, Yu Yu thought for a while, he decided not to accept Chen Yukai's suggestion, but he also understood some things, he always wanted to buy a birthday present for Zhou Sheng, let him happy, such as mobile phone or other What?

“Where are you going?” Fu Liqun and Zhou Sheng turned to Yu Yu from the variety show.

"Internet cafes." Yu Yu said, "Translate something."

"What time is it, do you want to go all night?" Zhou Sheng got up and took off his headphones and said, "Go, let's go."

"Use my book." Fu Liqun handed the notebook to Yu Yu and said, "I slept, Mingle's early train, go to your nephew, you can help me name it."

Tomorrow is Friday again. There are only two public classes in the physical education class. Fu Liqun wants to go to the neighboring city to meet his girlfriend. You can spend three days together and you are happy.

"Don't abuse the single dog?" Zhou Sheng turned over and turned over to the bed with light work. He added a sentence, "When is the introduction to Laozi?"

Yu Wei: "..."

Yu Yu was rarely subjected to this kind of crit in the dormitory. He knew that Zhou Sheng said this, it must be intentional, and suddenly it was a little sad.

"You have a lingering, rolling!" Fu Liqun returned very beautifully.

Yu Wei: "........."

"You roll!" Zhou Sheng actually did not say anything, ending the dialogue.

I don't have time to chew this meaning, open the computer, board the mailbox, receive the contract there, and let Yu Yu add contact information.

"Zhou Sheng, can you borrow it for your VPN?" Yu Yu said to Zhou.

Zhou Sheng reached out from the bed and gave the mobile phone to Yu Yu. On the notebook, his VPN account was secret. When Yu Hao was typing, he saw Fu Liqun sent three messages to Zhou Sheng. Fu Liqun suddenly realized that the mobile phone was in the hands of Yu Hao, and immediately looked at the embers under the opposite bed.