Seizing Dreams

"Longsheng? Are you there? Is this your home?" Yu Yu looked around and the room was empty.

"Yes, this is our home in Manhattan." Zhongchuan Longsheng’s voice said, "It’s also the ‘live’ that Nikcy promised.”

The voice fell, and Longsheng came over from the living room.

Yu Yu immediately went down from the bed and said: "Longsheng, can you talk? Why didn't you just open?"

Longsheng nodded a little restrained and said, "I can't speak if I leave here. Only at home, I will speak. I know that you are embers, I will give you a cup of coffee? Please sit down." ”

Yu Yu only felt that all of this completely and completely implemented the rules of dreams. It was too unreal. At the last moment, it was still in Chichen Itza, and the next moment passed through Chen Yukai’s home in New York.

Yu Yu looked at the ceiling, there was no crack on the ceiling, how to get out?

"I don't have any friends." Longsheng said, "Welcome to be a guest."

Longsheng’s Chinese looks a bit strange. Yu Yu noticed that he was wearing a black uniform from a Japanese high school, and his white shirt was inside. He was quite handsome and handsome, unscrewed the coffee pot and added Japanese to the two bamboo root cups. UCC instant coffee.

“Is the house bought?” Yu Yu’s attention was swept away. “The Manhattan house, Teacher Chen is really rich.”

"Yes." Longsheng replied simply.

“Why would I care about this?” Yu Yu couldn’t help but laugh. “I’m sorry I’m too vulgar.”

There is no door in the home of Long Sheng and Chen Yukai. Yu Yu tried to open the curtains that were illuminated by the sun. The back was the wall, which means that he could not leave here in the usual way.

Longsheng carries a wooden tray with coffee, sugar and milk on the tray, and a small Napoleon cake. The embers take a sip and the coffee is very fragrant.

"It's Nikcy's favorite." Longsheng's expression was very dull, saying, "I hope you like it too. I only have this dessert at home, and I brought it to Nikcy, but he has never eaten."

“Thank you.” Yu Yu said, “I like it very much.”

Sitting at the table, the two men want to say something, more thinking about how to go out, and Zhou Sheng and Chen Yukai, have arrived at the wellhead of Chichen Itza, what will happen next, but Thinking of the situation before the fall, the dark dragon at the wellhead has been shot indirectly by this bright dragon. Maybe they are looking for themselves when they arrive?

I have a thousand heads, but I don’t know how to speak for a while. The two just watched the tablecloth. I don’t know why. When Yu Yu always felt that he had to get along with this dragon, there was no need to say more between them, so there was a calm understanding.

At the end, Longsheng suddenly spoke.

Long Sheng: "When we were with Nikcy, we could sit quietly for a day. He was sitting in your position reading a book."

"What about you?" Yu Yu asked.

"I see him." Longsheng replied.

His hair is a bit long, but his eyes are bright, as if the place where he is, the whole world will be quiet.

"Are you coming to save him?" Longsheng said.

Yu Yu and Long Sheng looked at each other and put down the cup at the same time.

Yu Yu nodded and asked questioningly: "What does your existence mean? Is it a safe haven?"

That sentence is Yu Yu asked himself, he does not expect to be able to get answers, in fact, he tried to chat with his dream NPC, the answer is always plausible.

Longsheng asked: "What do you think?"

In the blink of an eye, there was a thought in his mind: "You are his totem?"

Nakagawa Ryusheng: "Yes."

Yu Wei: "!!!"

The first thought of Yu Yu is that if Zhou Sheng is here too, he might yell, “Totem is perfect, my mother!” This scene is really strange, but I can’t think of Zhou’s speculation. Not very admired.

At that time, he said: "It is possible that the totem is in the well, or the dragon is a totem." The results may have been guessed correctly! It is God's prophecy!

"But..." Yu Yu said, "Who is the one who attacks us outside the well?"

"Start from the beginning." Long Sheng said, "I should have left long ago, but Nicky has always been reluctant to separate from me and keep me in the hotel, not letting me leave."

"Where are you going?" Yu Yu frowned, thinking that the world is all Chen Kaikai's heart, where can Longsheng go?

"Come here." Longsheng pointed to the table. "This is our upcoming life, but he does not agree."

"He said that he would often come to the hotel to see me, so I lived in the hotel until the day when the clothes disappeared from the body." Said to open the student suit and let the embers see the white inside. The shirt said, "I think it may be time, so I decided to come out and find him and come to my inevitable destination."

Yu Wei: "..."

Yu Yu remembered the night before the college celebration, and borrowed Chen Yukai's white shirt, and suddenly felt a sense of guilt.

"I understand." Yu Yu muttered. "It turned out to be because of me."

Outside the well.

After the resurrection of the Dark Dragon, the dark fog swept the entire Chichen Itza patio, and Chen Yukai’s eyes could not see the other. Zhou Sheng looked at everything here with vigilance, especially the sculpture of the feather zombie, which is nearly five meters high, and watched it come alive.

"Nikcy." Dark Dragon gave a sigh in the darkness of the crazy scroll. "Are you jealous?"

Chen Yukai whispered: "I'm sorry, Longsheng, I am sorry... This is what I always wanted to say."

"This is not your real confession." Dark Dragonsheng almost frantically shouted. "Today, are you still not willing to face me?!"

"...your arrogance and pride ruined yourself." Longsheng's voice was low, like a demon born from the darkness. "You stand on the commanding heights of this relationship and think that I love it. It is a reward for me! It is your sympathy for me!"

Chen Yukai’s expression suddenly became calm, and he endured tears: “Yes, Longsheng, I already understand.”

There was a slight accident in the voice of Dark Dragon: "What do you understand?"

Chen Yukai: "I understand your love for me."

The thick fog that had been shrouded in the vicinity of the patio began to gradually dissipate. The appearance of Chen Yukai and the dark dragon was revealed. Zhou Sheng’s heart was doing well! The dark power of Longsheng seems to be gradually receding in front of Chen Yukai, and he is gathered to the area near the wellhead.

Chen Yukai: "I also understand the words that you have said to me every day we have been together."

The dark dragon lived slowly toward Chen Yukai and looked at him from the other side.

"Understood your uneasiness." Chen Yukai said, "The eyes you want to say and stop, and your fear of losing me, but you don't understand! I love you the same! Dragon!"

Chen Yukai finally came out, and the Dark Dragon was actually taking a step back.

Chen Yukai said sadly: "I am also learning how to love someone! Learn how to get along with you! I don't know how to run our marriage. I don't know how to give you what you want, I want to be with you. Going to get married, I want to spend a lifetime with you! I know that there are too many choices in my life, but you only have me."

Speaking of this, Chen Yukai sighed with a long sigh, and the sound of water came from all directions. Zhou Sheng immediately turned his head. The ceiling began to drip down and drip into the room, suppressing it in his heart for four years, gathering into the tears of Iguazu Falls.

In the hotel.

Chen Yukai's eyes ooze tears, slide down the side face, and immerse in the pillow.

Yu Yu subconsciously turned his head, and Zhou Sheng raised his arm in his sleep, letting Yu Yu put his shoulder on his shoulder.

Bottom hole: the next life.

"No." Longsheng said seriously, "Please don't blame yourself. I only hope that he will live happily. The original intention of me is not to punish him, but to hope that he will not face so many choices. Accept the pain of choice."

"But, anything can come back." Yu Yu said earnestly, "only you are lost, so that he can not afford."

Speaking of this, Yu Hao suddenly had a strange feeling, as if the person in front of him was not the dragon life of Chen Yukai's consciousness, but the true dragon's soul that passed through time and space.

Nakagawa Ryusheng got up and walked to the record player. He put a song and the music rang. It was "Perfect" sung by ED and Beyonce.

"Causewewerejustkidswhenwefellinlove."

"Notknowingwhatitwas -"

“Everyone thinks that death may be painful,” Longsheng said quietly. “But for the depressed patients, death is a kind of relief. Why can’t we regard it as a destined parting? We spent together. The best time, and I am sick, a hereditary incurable disease, and it is not as good as it is in the last days of life..."

Yu Yu began to understand the final thoughts of Longsheng.

"It's better to cherish every day, every minute, every second." Yu Yu said softly.

"Yes." Longsheng said, "This is true for me. I know very well that my illness comes from family inheritance. I am destined to be incurable. I have no regrets with him. ...I think about it, do you understand?"

I remembered the chapter on cognitive behavioral therapy in the professional class, and mentioned that the cause of depression is not completely clear, but at least for now, it has a very complicated relationship with genetic, endocrine, and neurological functions and regeneration. Multiple chromosomes are clearly associated with major depressive conditions.

In the unofficial data survey, depression reached nearly 3% in China. This is not a psychological condition that can be solved if the patient wants to “open”. Once diagnosed, it is necessary to take the medicine on time. For patients with major depression, even if it is cured temporarily, the recurrence rate after healing is as high as 60%. Many patients need to take medicine for life.

However, domestic depression is still on the appearance of mental disorders and is rarely valued.

"In the Mayan civilization, death is not the end, just the beginning of a new journey, life is gorgeous but short-lived, like a flower, it will open again after it fades, we will continue to reciprocate in the cycle, and finally meet again. That's not a farewell... Then let's talk." Longsheng explained in the rogue music, "So, I went back to Chichen Itza and went to the well."

Yu said: "He shuts you in the hotel, maybe because he doesn't want you to leave, he doesn't want to let go, he doesn't want to let go, and he doesn't want you to go back."

Nakagawa Ryuzo gaze at Yu Yu, replied very lightly and lightly: "Yes, you are right."

Yu Yuran thought about the series of causes and consequences in Chen Yukai's conscious world. The dead Longsheng who stayed in his heart hopes to go to Chichen Itza and go to the so-called "afterlife" to wait for Chen Yukai, and Chen Yukai is always unacceptable. Longsheng’s departure.

So in his dreams, as the totem of the dragon, always stay in the hotel "beginning to end".

"When I wanted to go to the next life, I met Teacher Lin at the wellhead in Chichen Itza." Longsheng said, "He polluted me and separated them into two halves, taking away part of me, those dark. The consciousness, and then cast the current me into the bottom of the well, I don't want this to end like this, so, I am asking for your help."

"He is very good." Longsheng said, "But I think, I am only a short visitor in his life. The ones he gave me, in this life, exactly, not love, just sympathy. Teacher Lin The half that I took away is my only obsession with Nikcy in this relationship."

Yu Wei: "No, it is not like this, Longsheng."

Nakagawa Ryuu raised his eyes and looked at Yu Yu. Yu Yu showed a sad smile.

"Your existence is proof of his love for you." Yu Yu said with a look of anticipation. "I believe that in his past world, the totem is not your appearance. Since you came, you have become His only totem."

In the eyes of Nakagawa Ryung, there was a little surprise, and Yu Yu said: "Everyone's totem means his meaning, his persistence, that is, the one he wants to be. Longsheng, go back with me, Go back to him, only you can do it, you can give him the courage to let him back to the sun."

"I remember, you wrote a letter to him."

Long Sheng: "I also remember. However, I think he also used to give you one thing. It is necessary to defeat Teacher Lin."

Yu Yu’s heart: “What?”

Longsheng shook his head slowly.

Outside the well.

"They told me that everyone has a totem inside, that is the symbol I care most about. If I find it, I can become myself..." Chen Yukai said one word at a time, "Longsheng, I think, if The totem really exists in my heart, then... it should be what you look like."

The dark dragon squatted and stood still, unable to pick up the words.

Chen Yukai: "I destroyed you and destroyed myself, but I am sure that I love you. Until now, I am very convinced of this. Until four years later, I still remember the best in our lives. Those moments, I don’t want you to leave like this."

"As long as you don't open the letter and say goodbye to you, we will never separate, whether it is this life or the afterlife."

"The liar... you liar..." The dark dragon trembled, "I want to kill you!"

Zhou Sheng suddenly said: "Longsheng! You left a letter to Nikcy, didn't you?! What did you say in the letter? Have you forgiven him, or want him to die with you?"

In an instant, the central area calmed down, and the dark dragon stunned his eyes and looked at Chen Yukai, but he could not answer.

Chen Yukai slowly said: "Longsheng, you used to be, always hurt yourself, and will not let me suffer any pain... Longsheng?" Suddenly, Chen Yukai seems to realize what, tremble: “Is this your real thought? Why...”

"Longsheng!" Chen Yukai suddenly said, "This is not you! Who is confusing you?!"

The dark dragon was born under this sentence, and made a painful shout. Chen Yukai’s cognition seemed to have a powerful impact, causing him to scatter black smoke and smash his eyes.

Chen Yukai: "..."

Zhou Sheng: "That's not him! Kaikai! That's disguise! Shoot!"

The dark dragon gave birth to a mad scream, and rushed toward Chen Yukai. After waiting for Zhou to raise the golden hoop, Chen Yukai slammed the gun. After a short hesitation, Longsheng’s face changed strangely. Chen Yukai no longer. Hesitate, point the muzzle at "Longsheng" and pull the trigger!

A gunshot sounded, and Zhou Sheng’s eardrum was severely painful. The bullet left the muzzle, rotated, and screamed and flew to Longsheng. However, the feather snake sculpture suddenly moved, and a fly swept through the dragon’s body, blocking the shot. !

The feathered snake **** flew away, and the appearance of Lin Xun appeared behind him.

"Ha ha ha ha..."

"Ha ha ha..."

Lin smiled and smiled coldly. "Nikcy, it seems... you finally decided to abandon the dragon! I don't want to spend so much effort to separate you."

Zhou Sheng instantly realized a serious problem: "No, boss is you?!"

In the entire patio area, the walls collapsed, the iron mesh overhead, and the huge platform rises. Under the dark sky, Chichen Itza disintegrates! The hurricane swept through countless boulder bricks and swept across it. This huge pyramid collapsed layer by layer, and the platform only rose to the sky.

The sky is clouded, the thunder and lightning, the world of consciousness has turned into a sea of ​​fire, and the forest is looking for madness. The body blooms with black fire. The grand platform rises to a high place, and the bricks fall, leaving the Chichen Itza in front of the well. The throne, the ground extended to a square of nearly 10,000 square meters, Lin Xun turned and sat on the throne, the sculpture behind the feathers of the snake resurrection, began to swim.

Chen Yukai’s voice is hoarse: “Teacher, why are you... doing this! Why –!”

Lin finds cold and cold: "There is nothing wrong with listening to the teacher. Why do you have to entangle with a depressed teenager so much? I have worked hard and used so many methods to let Longsheng leave you. The bright future awaits You, you will be a better person than you think, Nicky. Don't take my good intentions as a whisper..."

"You have concealed this secret for four years!" Chen Yukai was very angry and angry. He held a gun and pointed to Lin Xun. He said, "I should have killed you!"

Lin looked cold and cold: "His death, the incentive has long been planted, even if I am good at psychological intervention, it is impossible to persuade him to commit suicide, if there is no neglect of him, how can Longsheng die?"

Under the dark sky, the whole world of consciousness has become a sea of ​​fire. The flames are everywhere on the earth. The ash is transpiration, rising to the sky, the dark sky is thundering, the feathers and snakes are rushing, Zhou Sheng is ready, and it rushes to Chen Yukai. The moment, a flash, holding the shield in front of Chen Haokai!

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