Seizing Dreams

Zhou Sheng said: "So, in this way, he can guess the pain in his heart. Get up, let's go to the rooftop."

Zhou Sheng reached out to Yu Yu, who wore black mitts and pulled the embers vigorously. On the third floor stairs, the hotel rooftops. From here you can see most of the rainforest, Yu Yu sees it, the rainforest center, under the dim sky, there is a huge waterfall.

On the other side of the waterfall is an enclosed area that seems to be a stone city.

"That is a pyramid of South America." Zhou Sheng said suspiciously. "Maybe it is also an attraction they have traveled. I am not familiar with this. What do you feel when you look at this world of consciousness?"

Yu Yu stood under the dark sky, the dark clouds formed a heavy pressure, and the fire was in all directions. The sky lowered the fire in a frequent way. The forest caught fire and was burning in lightning.

"It is crashing." This is the first feeling of Yu Yu. "Why are there so many lightnings? I remember that Shi Lang’s dreams have also appeared."

Zhou Sheng said: "Lightning represents the anger of the master, he is destroying his own world of consciousness, and those lightnings are the release of Kaikai's emotions."

Yu said: "He is destroying his own world?"

Zhou Sheng said calmly: "Yes, this is the key."

Yu Yuran turned his head and looked at Zhou Sheng. Zhou Sheng looked at the distance and said: "He has realized that he is about to get out of control."

Yu Yu remembered the jaguar who was chasing himself and covered with asphalt. He muttered: "So these fires are his own! He wants to burn the monsters here! Where is he?"

Zhou Sheng said: "There is too much here. As long as he hides in the forest, no one can find it. He can only let him out. Are you sure that when you appear, is it really not in his safe haven?"

Yu Yu replied: "I am very sure! It is impossible for someone to use the suspension bridge as a safe haven!"

"Is it nearby?" Zhou Sheng said.

Yu Yu started his eyes, Zhou Sheng added: "In theory, the safe haven can also be self-destructive."

Yu Wei: "What?! You never told me this!"

Zhou Sheng said calmly: "Assuming a person, determined to no longer seek asylum from now on, and give up the only safe haven, then this place will be temporarily hidden in the world of consciousness, or destroyed, is this truth?"

Yu Yu instantly remembered the ruin that he saw when he ran across the suspension bridge.

"You have to find a way to help him rebuild the safe haven, and then call him to the safe haven to wait." Zhou Sheng said, "otherwise, he will recall his memories and let him return to this hotel, only him. I have appeared, we can find this guy... Ember, he is waking up."

The surrounding scenery began to blur, and the distant mountains gradually distorted, just like the fog disappeared into the air. This is the first time that Yu Yu saw the dream. From the subconscious boundary to the center, the whole world disappears quickly.

The time to enter the rainforest world is very short, perhaps because Chen Yukai has been insomnia for a long time, until he is asleep at dawn, and Yu Yu and Zhou Sheng are waiting for a lot of time beside Jin Wulun.

This led them to not have long time to find the whereabouts of Chen Yukai who remained in his dreams.

“Well?” Zhou Sheng raised his hand and glowed in his hands, saying, “Get ready to get up and have breakfast.”

"What will happen if it is popped up by the owner?" Yu Yu asked.

"It won't be like." Zhou Sheng said, "When you wake up, you will have a headache, and you will feel awakened when you sleep halfway."

It is no wonder that Zhou Sheng always sleeps on the table. Yu Yu suddenly noticed a noise in the rain forest and said, "What is that?"

Zhou Sheng turned his head and found that it was not right.

In the shelter of the tropical rain forest, there were dull footsteps, and the trees fell down along the way, as if they had been cleared.

"The pilgrims came." Yu Yudao.

"Like a big thing." Zhou Sheng said, "The speed is getting faster and faster, but I don't have to worry about it now."

The path of the behemoth hidden in the rain forest is very clear, and it is straight to the small hotel where the two are accommodated. Zhou Sheng said: "When you come in next time, prepare for the battle, it depends on you in reality!"

At the same time, the disappearing world of dreams spread to the place where the two stood. The embers and Zhou Sheng’s “snap” disappeared at the same time. The sky, the earth, the rainforest, and the Iguazu Falls all evaporated, like a cosmic contracture. A little flash -

- Chen Yukai wakes up from his dreams.

He sighed, surrounded by messy, sealed cartons and dust. He lay quietly, staring blankly at the ceiling, rolled over and curled up on the sofa. I don’t know why in the past, I flashed through my dreams in this night.

A messy little hotel, a red body, a teenager's white skin, a tangled body, and a heavy gasp. That afternoon, to Chen Yukai, the most impressive thing was the dragon's rosy lips and white teeth, and the warmth of his body.

Their sweat quickly soaked the sheets, and after the window passed through the dense foliage and dark curtains, the rushing sunlight shone on his bare back, glaring like a dream.

They once loved each other so much that they loved Chen Yukai and lost the whole world outside. He was twenty-one years old. He first tried to make love with a 19-year-old boy. This is the first in his life. Times. When Longsheng looked at him, he was like watching a round of blazing sun that only belonged to him.

Chen Yukai also controlled himself, suppressed himself, and wanted to build a dam for the unreasonable feelings, but it finally collapsed. The moment of collapse was like the Iguazu Falls, and it screamed in all directions. Next, released all his emotions, Chen Yukai madly doing him, just like the moment in the dragon's body, he did not even believe that his heart can accommodate such intense, so vast love until the moment, that turbulent The feelings are still within reach.

"What do you like about me?" Chen Yukai also asked Longsheng.

Longsheng thought for a long time. Finally, he answered him seriously in a Spanish sentence. Later, Chen Yukai went to ask a few people. Everyone heard the same reaction, smiled and refused to answer.

Later, a Chinese student answered him with a smile. The proverb has several meanings in Spanish, but he determined that the meaning of Longsheng was translated into Chinese. It is: "The instrument is alive and well." Chen Yukai suddenly became flushed. .

After four years of losing Longsheng, I remembered the past. It all happened just yesterday, every detail, every sentence, even the feeling of the sun behind the curtains shining on his bare back, mixed with sweat. Kissing is still very real.

The doorbell rang twice.

"Come." Chen Yukai whispered.

The doorbell rings again.

"coming!"

Chen Yukai replied exhaustedly, picked up the water cup next to the sofa, drunk the remaining water, went to open the door, several couriers waited at the door, took his carton down the stairs, handed the list, Let him sign.

Chen Yukai stood in front of the door for a while.

When the door was about to close, one hand held the door frame, and then slowly pushed open the door, showing a pale and uneasy face.

"Early." Yu Yu said.

"Early." Chen Yukai whispered, from the expression of Yu Yu, realized that he was in a bad state today, busy with his face and turned to wash.

Yu Yu did not ask for it, went to the side to open the curtains, "squeaky", the glare of the sun shone into the empty dormitory.

Yu Yu opened all the curtains, and the sun burned the soul of Chen Yukai. He resisted with his hands and gradually adapted to the warm sun in late spring. After washing his head, Chen Yukai unscrewed the hot water and washed his head in front of the sink. The hot water passed over his ear and flowed into his eyes. He reached for a few times and the embers handed him a towel.

"Thank you." Chen Yukai put his passport in his backpack.

Yu Yu opened the chair and sat down at the table.

"Have you ever had breakfast?" Chen Yukai said.

Yu Yu did not answer, just quietly looked at Chen Yukai.

Chen Yukai replied: "What do you drink?" Immediately realized, saying: "The coffee machine has been sent away."

Yu Yu looked at the empty dormitory. He and Chen Yukai sat on both sides of the dining table. In the empty world, there was only sunshine, and Chen Yukai never looked at the embers, only staring at the table.

"You have nothing to say?" Yu Yu suddenly said.

Chen Yukai replied: "The plane at 12:50, I think of 9:30, and then come to you, telling me that you are coming early."

Yu Wei: "If I have a class?"

Chen Yukai: "You have no class all day today."

Yu Wei: "What if I go out?"

Chen Yukai: "You will not leave school. You will pay attention to your mobile phone all day and wait for my news."

After a simple conversation, the two men calmed down again. Chen Yukai smiled a little sadly: "That night, thank you very much."

Yu Yu couldn't help but tease him: "You're welcome, this tablecloth is pretty good." After all, the two met each other today, looking at the tablecloth in a daze.

Chen Yukai knows the meaning of Yu Yu, and he laughs when he hears it. His eyebrows are clear and handsome, his smile is very infectious, and there is a very shallow dimple. Even if Yu Yu didn't feel tempted about him, he felt that it was very happy to see a handsome guy. If you have such a brother, you should be very proud of it.

The two looked at the tablecloth on the table together. Chen Yukai said: "The person with high skill is like a magician. He grabs the tablecloth and cleans it up. Everything on the table is still there, but the tablecloth is gone. ”

"Is it a love to talk about?" Yu Yu said.

"A piece of life, a memory, it is all right." Chen Yukai finally looked at Yu Yu and said, "Yu Yu."

"The world is far wider than you think. After leaving the campus and entering the society, I believe that you will meet people who like you and you like. This road is difficult, but it is not as difficult as it is. The thing is, don't torture yourself."

Yu Yu’s heart jumped up. He knew that Chen Yukai must have seen that he liked Zhou Sheng.

"Mr. Chen." Yu Yu looked at Chen Yukai. "Can I ask a question? Why did you resign? Can you tell me the truth?"

After Chen Xiaokai’s short silence, he replied: “Because there are too many things that I can’t change in this life. Let me gradually realize that instead of changing the environment, everything can start from scratch.”

"What if?" Yu Yu said, and tried his best to ask the truth about Liang Jinmin's incident.

Chen Yukai said: "If you say Zhongchuan Longsheng, have you heard the name?"

Yu Wei: "!!!"

I did not expect that Chen Yukai would take the initiative to raise this issue, and immediately became nervous. Chen Yukai said with a smile: "It doesn't matter, you can't stop it, are you searching for me online?"

Yu Yu looked blank and said, "No."

This is the next turn of Chen Yukai is a bit unexpected.

What Yu Yu is most worried about is not entirely in Longsheng, but Chen Yukai’s over-exciting action with a scalpel that night, but Chen Yukai obviously does not want to mention it again, and it is quite dangerous to fall into such a state of mind.

"Is it really?"

Yu Yu recalled the past and said: "Yes, I remembered it, searched it, but only found your English name is Nikcy. It used to be... Chinese school at Columbia University."

"A few years ago." Chen Yukai replied, "That is when I was still studying undergraduate."

"Nothing else really." Yu Yu touched the phone and turned the search record to Chen Yukai. Chen Yukai smiled and waved and said, "I believe in you."

"Who is Longsheng?" Yu Yu said.

The voice fell, the doorbell suddenly sounded, and Yu Hao got up and opened the door. Zhou Sheng took McDonald's breakfast and came in. Chen Yukai seemed to have guessed it for a long time. He smiled and said: "Why didn't you come, it was bought breakfast." ”

"Do you know that I will come?" Zhou Sheng took out the coffee and M breakfast, and gave it to Chen Yukai.

"You are always inseparable." Chen Yukai said, "Yu Yu is here, there is no reason why you will not come."

"I didn't really want to come, I thought it was a farewell yesterday." Zhou Sheng unveiled the coffee cup cover, added sugar and milk and then handed it to Yu Yu.

"Today is still not counted, I don't like to bid farewell to the children." Chen Yukai said with a smile, "As long as you don't say goodbye, it's just not finished."

"If you say goodbye, you will really see you again." Yu said, "So a ‘goodbye’ is still to be said.”

This sentence seems to touch Chen Yukai, he once again fell into silence.

"If you want to talk, just talk." Yu Yu replied, "Don't block your heart."

This is the first time I met, Chen Yukai said to Yu Yu. Zhou Sheng had breakfast, packed up and said, "I am going to class."

"Sit down." Chen Yukai said, "You have no class today, what are you packing?"

Zhou Sheng threw the garbage and sat down at the table. Chen Yukai was once again in a long silence.

"I believe in you." Yu Yu suddenly said, this sentence is also the first time, Chen Yukai said to him.

"What do you know? Believe me? Just believe me." Chen Yukai said with a smile.

Yu Yi replied: "Whatever you say, we all believe."

They had a cup of coffee, and Chen Yukai drank a black coffee and said, "Sometimes I saw you, just like seeing Nakagawa Ryusheng. You are as tall as the two. When you first saw it, it was the same melancholy little prince. He is mine. Xuedi, anthropology major, he is a teacher of Liang, undergraduate, teacher Liang rarely brings undergraduates..."

Yu Yu and Zhou Sheng both listened quietly.

Chen Yukai’s father is a very famous barrister, and his mother is a housewife. Chen Yukai has top-notch educational resources from childhood to large. At the age of seventeen, he has completed all the courses in high school and was taken by Columbia University. Admission. The expectation of his father and mother is to study abroad, return to the country to marry, find a wife who is undoubtedly unbelievable, and finish his life happily.

From small to large, he never seriously talked about love, and remembered to teach him at home - to leave all the feelings of his life to those who want to spend the rest of his life. Although there is no shortage of pursuers from childhood to small, Chen Yukai spends most of his time reading and learning.

It took him only two and a half years to graduate from undergraduate studies. At the age of twenty, he was admitted to Lin Xun's postgraduate school and was known as Liang Jinmin's assistant.

It is simply a child in the newspaper, a model of excellent life. When Yu Yu heard Chen Yukai's past, he couldn't help but think.

When he was a teaching assistant, Chen Yukai often helped Liang Jinmin to approve the papers. He read the students' papers and recognized the name of Zhongchuan Longsheng. Longsheng’s father is Chinese, his mother is Japanese, the daughter of a multinational business owner, and his father is the employee of the company. He is responsible for receiving the chairman’s family and falls in love with Longsheng’s mother.

After returning to Japan, Nakagawa Tianxiu gave birth to a very beautiful mixed-race child, and Longsheng also obtained another identity, born out of wedlock.

Longsheng is a lonely child. The parents’ transnational marriage, together with the mother’s family’s unseen, the father’s inconspicuousness, the ridicule and disdain of the two’s love, the relative’s eyes, etc., cultivated him from childhood to childhood. The big closed mind, finally the grandfather had made a sum of money and sent him to study abroad, and Longsheng finally escaped the "suffocating place."

Chen Yukai walked into his life, but he did not realize his existence, how to illuminate the world of Nakagawa Ryuu. After they met, Chen Yukai began to take care of Longsheng from time to time as a senior, and gradually the relationship between the two became deeper.

It was not until Chen Yukai realized that Longsheng fell in love with him. Only when he discovered that he was too late, he began to be obsessed with the melancholy and quiet temperament of Longsheng and his fascination with his dependence on himself. In the whole world, only he is himself. The only feeling of expectation.

Zhou Sheng: "..."

Yu Yu suddenly realized the deep meaning of Chen Yukai’s words today. This is not only a piece of his memory, but also a message to tell Zhou Sheng that they should face their emotions.

Yu Yu seems to know Chen Yukai once again, and his heart is undercurrent, and what he has picked up is grateful to him.

He wants to say thank you to Chen Yukai, but Chen Yukai seems to have read it from his eyes and reported a simple smile.