Seizing Dreams

It is often said that "life is human, freedom and equality", but from the moment of being born, each person is doomed to equality and cannot be equal.

This kind of inequality is now concentrated in a meeting on how to deal with the embarrassing classmates 'taketing others' things. The attendees include counselors, teaching directors, and three members of the college Communist Youth League.

Everyone around this issue has launched a heated discussion with the aim of returning to its innocence and truth.

Of course, the parties were not invited to participate in their discussions.

"People are all here, I am starting. First, concisely talk about Yu Yu, boys, locals, at the age of five, the family has had some changes, parents have left him, raised by grandma. Growing up, there are no other relatives."

During the senior high school, Yu's grandmother was sick in bed. He died in the afternoon after the college entrance examination. He sold the house, did a funeral, lost a few debts, and simply cleaned up his family. He came to the school. Reported, the college entrance examination scores in general, otherwise it will not go to our school."

"When I was in military training, I simply observed that this child rarely talked to people. After the military training, his life was very difficult. He found the work-study center of the Ministry of Education, and got a chance to work as a part-time tutor to give guidance to a sixth-grade child. English language……"

"...what is the result? In less than two months, the parents found the college and said that when he was in the tutoring class, he took the children out of the study and took them away."

The teacher instructed the counselor to use a piece of velvet to wipe the glasses and put the materials in front of him. He fixed his eyes and said, "I looked at his file. This classmate has a criminal record?"

"Hey, he took a classmate's wallet in junior high school. This is written in the file, but because there is no adult, I can't finish it."

The director of the school took the reading glasses and picked up the materials. He almost angered the table and expressed his dissatisfaction.

"On Friday, parents took the police to find out and understand the situation. Hey - hey! My God! The students in the whole department are pointing at me. I was at the door and I was asked a sentence. Not coming out! 60,000 yuan watch, 60,000! Sentence sentenced to several years! This matter, the dean said, must! Check it out! Be serious! Don't be lucky!"

The counselor "hmm" once said that he has not had any hope for the big event, and the bonus can not escape.

The secretary of the Communist Youth League is a little girl. She is concentrating on sending WeChat and asking her to ask the counselor: "How is his campus life? Is there any friend? Can you get some information from the side?"

"Yu Yu lived in the 405 bedroom, there were seven people in the dormitory, three physical classes, and four psychological classes. They generally reflected that Yu Yu, a man, had a little hatred of ideas. They rarely communicated with each other and said that they were poor. Military training After the end, there were several unfavourable contradictions between roommates."

"Room friends don't like him?"

"Life is difficult, you can't play a piece, you can't be isolated, and you rarely talk."

At this time, the door knocked, a male student entered the conference room, the sports department, visually measured one meter eight, a sportswear, just trained, a short red hair, covered with sweat, the Communist Youth League secretary handed him a bottle of water The boy picked up and took a few mouthfuls.

The secretary of the Communist Youth League asked: "Isn't it called Xiao Fu? How is it?"

A conference room leader looked at the boy who had dyed red hair.

"Zhou Sheng, your hair is still not cut." The teacher pointed to the red-haired boy who called Zhou Sheng, "Give me back!"

"It’s good to grow up." Zhou Sheng said impatiently. "Fu Liqun has a game in the afternoon, let me come to the meeting for him." He said, picking up his feet and noting the director's fierce gaze, he had to let go. Q: "What happened?"

The secretary of the Communist Youth League said helplessly: "I originally looked for the basketball captain of our college. He helped the Youth League Committee and the Ministry of Education to run errands and do some student work. The work-study form of Yu Yu’s classmates is recommended by him... Zhou Sheng, do you know Yu Yu? Tell the teachers?"

Zhou Sheng thought about it and shook his head.

"Yu Yu? Our bedroom is not familiar with him? Fu Liqun recommended him because he was on the side of the court and watched him slam the tap water. Guess that his life is more difficult, let him go to find a part-time job. Ask him What can he do? He said that after he graduated from the college entrance examination, he had been tutoring the tutors of the primary school students. Just as Fu Liqun was running the leg of the school, he helped him get the form and asked him to fill it in. Is that true? of."

Secretary of the Youth League Committee: "He is this person, how do you feel?"

Zhou Sheng scrupulously looked at the secretary of the Communist Youth League, and casually said: "I have not said anything."

The meeting room was silent for a while, Zhou Sheng thought about it, and added a sentence: "It looks okay, Fu Liqun said that his English is very good, science is serious short."

The clerk indicated that he could leave. After Zhou Sheng took the bottle of water and left, the instructor asked again: "At the time, was this watch found out of his bag?"

Counselor: "The first thing I found was his roommate. I saw the process of playing the watch in the bedroom last Thursday."

Dean of the Dean: "Don't wear it?"

The counselor was also unclear and could only shake his head.

"Is there monitoring?"

"Mr. Shi’s home is not monitored.”

"I said, when I took it out of him."

"There is monitoring, in my office, when I ask him, he will give it to me."

The secretary of the Communist Youth League nodded: "At least there is no repudiation."

The director of the school said helplessly: "Is this repudiation? How to deny it? Did he admit his mistake?"

The counselor replied regretfully: "I don't admit it. He said that someone had planted a blame for him. But according to the situation reflected by the primary school students, she saw with her own eyes that Yu Yu turned from the bookcase where the watch was stored."

Secretary of the Youth League Committee: "Will it be a child's mischief to tease him? For example, make a joke with him and put the watch in his bag?"

"I don't rule out this possibility. But I don't know how to do it... I also pursue materialism. I applied for a poor student subsidy, but I used an Apple mobile phone. The next day, he was recycling the gold and mobile phone outside the back door of the school. Local consultation, let the stall owner look at the watch, want to put this watch off the hand, and finally did not sell, do not know if there is no regrets."

The secretary of the Communist Youth League did not speak.

The director of the school said with anger: "Stubborn! It's too bad! The act of selling watches, is there a record? Is there monitoring?"

The counselor reluctantly said: "The police made a recording to the stall owner and put it into the material."

Dean of the Dean: "Xiao Xue, I will ask you, he is your student. Do you think you are jealous of him? You can tell the truth, and out of this conference room, no one of us will go out."

The counselor thought that I would not take this pot, and concealed the point: "Even if he didn't take it, this behavior that wants to get rid of it is also a bit, um, a little... Teacher Li, what do you think?"

The secretary of the Communist Youth League said: "The average person finds that he has more valuables in his bag. He thought about returning to the first time. This child...hey..."

The director of the school suddenly thought of something, nervous, and asked: "The parents of the other party did not find the media? Whose content, who is in the hands now?"

"That didn't." The counselor immediately clarified, "The testimony and evidence are in the police. Everyone does not want to make things big, but if the college does not give an explanation, it is difficult to say."

Dean of the Dean: "We must deal with it as soon as possible, and it will be a mess, and it will be a good thing, otherwise the impact will be too bad."

The secretary of the Youth League Committee asked: "Mr. Xue, when parents come to the door, according to your observation, does Yu Yu have a sense of shame?"

The counselor hesitated for a long while, and there was a saying that I should not say it.

After a long while, the counselor said: "His expression is very calm, maybe because there is no conclusion? I promised him, I will definitely check it out, and arrange the classmates in their bedroom to watch his every move."

The secretary of the Communist Youth League "hmm" said, "After returning to the bedroom, the attitude may be different."

The counselor thought for a long time and finally said that.

"After the first time I went to be a tutor, I said in the 405 bedroom that this family is very rich. Why is he so poor, some people are so rich? I also suspect that their family has illegal sources of income. Last night, turned off the lights After that, he chatted with the shopmates and made a complaint, saying that they were jealous of him and wanted to kill the father and the daughter. The roommate screenshot, posted it to me, hehe."

The counselor opened the phone and let them see. The instructor took off his glasses and held the phone in one hand. It was a sigh of relief.

The counselor replayed the surveillance video on the phone. The office monitoring screen was very ambiguous, the parties did not come, and Yu Yu turned his back to the camera, just stood still and listened without any excessive action.

The director of the school suddenly got excited and said, "This is an anti-social personality disorder! Look, look? Especially when the watch is handed over, that attitude! Obviously, the dead pig is not afraid of boiling water, nothing does not matter!"

Secretary of the Youth League Committee: "If it is a blasphemy, it’s okay to talk about it..."

The director of the school interrupted: "In the past, when you recorded the file, you stole the classmate's things and it was a recidivism. If you look at the actual situation, you can't help it. If you dismiss it, give it to the police station and don't stimulate him."

The counselor felt that this treatment seemed a bit too simple and rude, but it was also relieved. In fact, what he always wanted was the director.

The school can't teach, let the society teach it. After entering the society, you will know how tolerant the school is. Otherwise, if there is another Ma Jiajue, it will cause trouble.

The counselor added: "Tomorrow police will come again. According to the investigation results of the other party, I will first write a declaration material, try to be as informative as possible, and attach the transcript of the police station to let him confirm and sign another word."

The conversation had ended and the Communist Youth League secretary could not help but finally asked.

“Why doesn’t roommates like him? Is it really because he is more difficult?”

The counselor thought for a long time and finally said.

"They said that embers are gay."

The Youth League secretary also wanted to ask "How did they know?", but in the end she did not ask for an exit.

“The times are different.” The director said, “This rejection is still there. There are rules between boys. You can’t ask everyone to look at it in good faith. But this thing, homosexuality, heterosexuality too. Ok, what love is good, I don’t think it matters."

The counselor was busy answering yes, so the three men dispersed.

In the spring and autumn of the city, the city has been selected for the top ten beauty in Central China. It has also been featured on the cover of National Geographic. Spring is full of cherry blossoms and autumn is going to the ginkgo. Huazhong Science and Technology Education College is located in the north of the city. This three colleges have been running for nearly 20 years. A few years ago, people often came to the college to take a wedding photo.

There is a wall between the stadium and the back hill. The teachers’ families are carrying children and flying kites on the stadium. Once the autumn afternoon is blue, the sun is shining, after the nap wakes up, with the child's chasing and playing the background sound, it is really a big killer that makes people forget the time.

Yu Yan carrying a bulging backpack, wearing a jacket, with his hands in his pocket, left the dormitory and walked straight through the playground.

His face was pale and his lips lacked blood because of long-term vegetarianism. The hair is messy, and it has no time to cut. The wind blew over, revealing his gloomy side face, his eyebrows like two willows in the wind, hanging out the thin body under the jacket, and shivering slightly in the autumn wind.

Recently, he often made a strange dream. He dreamed that he was standing on the high wall of the Great Wall. Looking down, the soles of the feet were boundless darkness, and there were people behind him pushing him.

He passed a straight road through the back campus, which cut the back campus into two, with six basketball courts on the left and a football field on the right. Some time ago, when he was out of school, he would go back to the football field to recite words and watch a group of big boys training.

A boy who often trains triathletes here is very eye-catching. A red-haired man is full of arrogant vitality in the bleak winter. Besides the triathlon, he is also the forward of the faculty. But today, Yu Hao did not see him.

After a short stay, he left the track and field, facing the campus wall, standing for a while, then along the wall, all the way to the fence to the back mountain, turned to the equipment room, a voice called him.

"Hey, is there a fire? Take a fire."

Ming Lang’s male voice rang, and the embers couldn’t help but glimpse.

It is the red hair boy who is familiar with the embers!

At this time, he hid in the equipment room, flipping over and over to a lighter, a short, red-haired hair, wearing a dirty blue sportswear, and his trousers rolled onto his knees, apparently just training.

The first time I talked face to face, Yu Yu suddenly found that this guy looked a bit like a gangster.

The gangsters have caught a lot in the three colleges. In the science and education colleges, most of them have no desire to study, fall in love, love mixed Internet cafes, gambling gambling, and drunken dreams. Yu Yu handed him the wind-proof lighter in his pocket, the red hair was lit, and the back of the equipment room was filled with the smell of inferior smoke.

The mix was handed to him, and the embers waved his hand, indicating that they did not smoke, only took the lighter. He looked at this person, and he was handsome and handsome. It was not white, but the skin was very good. He was a little taller than Yu Yu, but his body was not very tall and straight. He had a sense of social feelings and a brow. The faint embarrassment is that it doesn't look so clean, the sweat is very pungent, and the clothes don't know how many days have not been washed.

He has heard his name, Zhou Sheng of the Department of Physical Education next door, the name of Wen Hao and the clear and clear voice, with this look, always feels very contrasting. Last week, when Yu Hao went to the college to submit a poor student application form, this guy was in the corridor, and the secretary of the Communist Youth League was so painstakingly educated that he could dye his hair back and shave short, so he shaved his head.

"A hot pot taste." Zhou Sheng pumped his nose and said, "Is the hot pot gone?"

Yu Wei didn't take care of him. He took the lighter and still squatted in his pocket. He left the equipment room and left. Zhou Shengyuan glanced at it. He got the smoke, rolled his trousers to his knees, and sat watching them playing basketball.

Shortly after Yu Wei left, the basketball captain came and waved to Zhou Sheng and shouted: "Red hair!"

Zhou Sheng put the smoke in the trash can, took off his sports clothes, exposed the naked and naked half-body muscles, and joined them.

Yu Yu walked for about ten minutes, came to the back of the sports department building and the wall, found the hole leading to the back mountain, threw the backpack over the wall and climbed over. Going back along the wall, I went to the hill opposite the stadium, where there was an abandoned concrete house with a fence to clear the leaves.

He pushed the iron door open, and there were several wooden boxes in the room. There was an iron bucket for burning garbage in the center, and the floor was covered with worn dice.

There are two windows in the room, all of which are dusty, and the sunlight is thrown into the concrete room through the dusty glass window.

Yu Yu ignited a stove in the room.

The flame leaped from the furnace, and he sat aside and looked at it for a while. If there is any regret in a short life, I have never talked about a relationship - even if it is only a few days.

I have never been, and in my own state, I no longer expect it.

I can’t get it when I’m young, and after a few more years, I’m going to live with it. I won’t have it when I’m old.

He put on his earphones and put Li Ronghao's "Singing and Singing" with his mobile phone. He took out the medicine bottle, ate a few stable tablets, drank half a bottle of water, lay on the scorpion and closed his eyes.

Outside the cement room, there was a lot of cheers on the basketball court. I don’t know who made a three-pointer, or grabbed a rebound, or a handsome dunk... The voice of the child laughed and let go, and in the wind, the ginkgo The leaves were rolled up and fluttered around.

In the face of death, everything is equal, and birth cannot be chosen, but at least it can be decided whether to leave the world.

I thought to myself that this is also one of the manifestations of freedom and equality.

In the darkness, his consciousness gradually moved away from his body, the music faded, and the surroundings suddenly became clear. A huge wall was endless, leading to the sky, the mountains stood, and the world was dark.

Before this day, he imagined the world after death countless times. After the death of his grandmother, he searched for many legends of death. He does not believe in ghosts in the world, nor does he believe in the so-called heaven and hell. There has been a pseudo-science explanation of the soul: the human soul exists in the high-dimensional space, and the body is destroyed after death, but the thought still exists.

He reluctantly accepted this explanation. Anyway, there is no hope for living. There is nothing after death, or nothing, and it is unacceptable. But he never imagined that his consciousness was still clear at the moment, and the surrounding environment seemed so real.

The Great Wall stands tall, and the wall is a dark abyss, in which a low roar is heard, like a monster roaring. The heavens and the earth are rolling, the mountains are undulating, and the small one stands at the top of the city wall up to 30 meters, becoming a small black spot between heaven and earth.

Yu Yu was a little overwhelmed. He looked down at his feet and saw that there were monsters crawling up the wall.

The darkness made him dizzy and almost fell into the darkness.

"What's wrong with living, why do you want to die?"

Suddenly, behind a cold metal hand grabbed him, Yu Yu shouted, turned his head, subconsciously back, and appeared in front of a man wearing a full iron shovel.