Repugnant Gateway

"Do you want to die?"

An Zheng asked.

Zhou Shen nodded, and his face was unusually calm after tears ran out. He raised his head and glanced at An Zheng, then lowered his head and continued to drink: "If I don't want to die, I should be fighting you hard now. With my strength, I want to kill you, although I can't say it is easy, but if you want to kill me, , It should be more difficult. "

An Zheng: "Why do you want to die?"

Zhou Shen: "Why do you have so much nonsense ... isn't your purpose to kill me to avenge the people who starved to death in the frontier? How simple, I'll just sit here and I won't fight back, you just kill him. I After death, this place will be destroyed in a short time. Those walking dead people may become exactly the same as the border people you have seen in a few years. "

An Zheng stood opposite Zhou Shen: "Why are you what you are?"

Zhou Shen: "You know me before? No, no ... No one but that person knows me before, not even myself. I remember saying a word to me before he left ... he said , You are paranoid and may have problems. "

Zhou Shen smiled bitterly: "I didn't care at the time, and I didn't think he could see through my heart at a glance. But whoever does big things is not paranoid? If there is no paranoia, who can succeed?"

An Zheng couldn't remember what he said, maybe it was just a joke.

Zhou Shen continued: "I want to die, I wanted to die a long time ago. I knew I was off course, but I woke up too late. When you see the eyes of those men who are full of trust in you, watching them loyal You ca n’t die when you are doing the evil things you explained without any doubt. I thought about killing them all, and then I committed suicide. But every time I moved, I saw that I could n’t get a hand on a familiar face. So I made a choice when you just came in. If you need to end it by yourself, it ’s better not to be myself, just by yourself. It ’s just that you are here, Then it ’s you. "

An Zheng: "I knew I was wrong, but I gave myself so many excuses."

Zhou Shen: "Where is there any excuse? Do you have a loyal subordinate to yourself? It seems that people like you should have such friends even if they don't have such a staff. They will not doubt any of your choices. Unconditional support. They worked hard to do what you told them to do, and when they were done, did you tell them that you were wrong? "

He drank the wine from the hip flask: "I can't do it."

He lay on his back on the ground, looking at the sky: "I remember that year, I was very excited. He asked me what the ideal is. I said, be the world's master who will not manage the roads of local governance and stay closed at night. All are longing for heart. "

After being silent for a while, he shook his head: "At that time, he said that this was impossible. I asked him how he could do it. He said that he could not do it. As long as there is desire in the heart of this world, it is impossible to achieve a perfect world .. I remembered, so I went wrong. I thought, should I blame him? If it were n’t for his words, how could I get into it for a long time and could n’t get out so much that it was so big Evil. "

He bit his lip when he said these words, his voice vague. It could be seen that he hated himself so much that his lips had been bitten.

"Who is he?"

"He? He's called Fang Zheng. Under the sky, there is a unique Fang Zheng. If there is another person in this world who makes me look like an idol, it can only be him."

Zhou Shenmeng sat up and looked at An Zheng: "You know if I die now, what is the biggest regret? Do you think I would want to go back to the past and not do this evil? No, no, my biggest regret You ca n’t avenge him by yourself. Then say something in front of him, what you said ... I believe it. "

An Zheng: "So, he made you like this."

Zhou Shen shook his head again: "No, it's not him, no wonder no one, but I got into it myself."

He looked to An Zheng: "Are you killing me?"

An Zheng: "If I were an official of the Daxi court, I would not kill you, send you to prison, and make you think about this kind of problem every day. One day, you will feel more alive than dead."

With a tear, Zhou Shen ripped open his clothes. There were scars all over his chest, and they all looked deep. The oldest scar has turned brown, and the newest is still stained with blood.

"I'm as good as death now."

Zhou Shen stood up, his face so strange, his eyes so horrible, he approached Anzheng, his voice said hoarsely: "You, think about it, I walked out of the main palace every day and looked at the stiff faces on the street like faces , Afraid or not? They are not afraid, I am afraid ... I want to die, I tried many times, but every time I was about to succeed, I regretted it again. I never thought of myself as a fear of death People, when they really decided to kill themselves, I realized that I was so scared of death. "

He asked An Zheng: "Have you tried to kill yourself?"

An Zheng shook his head.

Zhou Shen said mysteriously: “You can try it, it ’s very exciting. But most people ca n’t kill themselves unless they choose the way they ca n’t regret it. If you choose the way you can regret it, then only It shows that you do n’t want to die. "

Then his face changed, his eyes blurred: "Is it that I don't want to die?"

He pointed to the scars like spider webs on his body and asked An Zheng seriously: "But I really don't want to die? Look, I really want to die, I really know I'm wrong!"

An Zheng: "You don't want to die."

Zhou Shen was scared to take a step back, and then looked around subconsciously, he booed: "Do n’t tell others ... Yeah, I really do n’t want to die, I ’m just too uncomfortable, too painful. I have to tell I know that I am wrong, so I have to do something, so that I can feel better. I cut myself one by one, and then I can kill myself a little bit deeper, but I do n’t have it, am I terrible? ? "

He put on his clothes in a hurry: "Can't let others know, because I am the city owner, I am the hope of An Gucheng. They all looked at me and regarded me as their heaven. An Gucheng could not be without me one day, if I didn't It ’s over here. "

He stood up and looked at An Zheng: "Who are you?"

At this moment, An Zheng determined that this person was over.

A good man who dreams of building a paradise has become the biggest wicked man after drilling into the tip of a horn.

Zhou Shen leapt to the roof and stood on it with open arms: "Look, is this perfect world I created beautiful ?! I haven't seen any cases in the ancient city of An'an for years, people here No evil! The order in Angu City is the best order in the world, only fake people are the most obedient people. One day I will make the whole world look like this, and then tell him that I succeeded! "

Ann sighed: "If life is only as we saw it ... how good it should be."

Zhou Shenmeng turned his head to look at An Zheng, his face returned to normal, and there was still some sadness in the calm: "Why haven't you killed me? What did I tell you just now? Don't go no matter what I said to you Believe it, do n’t think about it. Many people will only become my puppets after listening to me. You do n’t have much time, kill me quickly. "

He jumped off the roof and strode toward Anzheng: "A terminator is needed here, and it is you, although you are not the right person to sin."

An Zheng squeezed the broken army sword.

After walking a few steps, Zhou Shen suddenly stood back again, his eyes flinching again. He looked around, as if he was a guilty conscience. "Why are you and me here? What about my uncle? His old man wanted to help me, Thousands of miles rushed back from the Holy Court ... Did you see my uncle? "

An Zheng: "Dead."

Zhou Shen ’s body shook violently, being stimulated to the same level, and returned to normal again: “Oh, it ’s good to die, it ’s already a long time ago. Many years ago, when I was a kid, he said he wanted to create a perfection. In the world, he looks at the stars and says that I am a person who can do great things. "

Zhou Shen froze for a moment, then smiled: "I am indeed a person who can do great things."

An Zheng looked at the crazy man, and he didn't know what it was like. He couldn't explain his mood, heartache, heartache. Sometimes, heartache and heartache do not mean the same thing.

Anzheng raised the sword forward.

Zhou Shen stood there, changed his face, and his face became serious again: "The last question before my death ... You came from Yan Guo, I heard that he was falling in Yan Guo, you know about him I must die, but I know something about him before I die. If there is a future life, he rides a horse, I am willing to take the reins for him, and be his pawn. If he is riding, I am willing to drive, do His coachman. He said that the rivers and lakes are sinister and the people are sinister, so paranoia is right, but the direction cannot be wrong. Everyone should have only one kind of paranoia ... be kind.

An Zheng stabbed forward, and the Broken Sword pierced from Zhou Shen's heart, stabbing it out of his back.

Zhou Shen's body stiffened, and his face that had just been twisted recovered, and he looked closely at An Zheng's eyes: "Thank you ..."

An Zheng: "He didn't die. He was secretly ambushed on Cangman Mountain that day and almost died. But his life was good, he found a small place to recuperate. After he was injured, he would return to Daxi It was assumed that all his people were killed. Then ask the person who stood at the pinnacle of human power ... why? "

Zhou Shen's expression changed, and it was terribly painful, but he grinned: "I knew he would not die. This world needs people like him. But ... you didn't lie to me."

An Zheng shook his head: "I didn't lie to you."

Zhou Shen ’s body gradually fell down, his knees bent and knelt in front of An Zheng: "After I die, please give me a thousand knives, otherwise those who have died will not be peaceful. But I ... but I I really just want to create a perfect world and a home where everyone feels happy. My heart is good ... my heart ... my heart is good. "

An Zhengdao said: "Even if you commit sins again and again, it is his principle not to die if you die."

Zhou Shen froze for a moment, then raised his head violently: "You ... who the **** are you?"

This is the second time he asked.

An Zheng raised his finger and pointed to his eyes: "You said, are you familiar with his eyes?"

Zhou Shen's expression stiffened there, and then quickly slacked off. He laughed loudly in the sky and vomited blood with a smile. He fell down and fell to the ground. But he did his best to raise his head to look at Anzheng, all with respect in his eyes: "Sir ... goodbye."

Mr.

Goodbye.