Reckless Youth of Delinquency

There was silence in the classroom, everyone was looking at Qi Siyu and Ye Zhan. Qi Siyu looked at Ye Zhan helplessly, gently tugging on his sleeves, pursed his lips, and his eyes were red, like a poor child begging for a beloved toy from his parents. But Ye Zhan closed his eyes and shook his head stubbornly, firmly, cruelly and slowly.

"Ye Zhan..." Qi Siyu had already burst into tears: "Why are you not even willing to talk to me? Ye Zhan, didn't you love me very much before? Ye Zhan, please hold my hand, like It was like secretly holding my hand in class."

With that said, Qi Siyu stretched out his hand to Ye Zhan. Ye Zhan still had no reaction, Qi Siyu touched Ye Zhan's hand with his own hand. Ye Zhan suddenly took a few steps back as if he was electrocuted, with a look of pain on his face.

"Ye Zhan...please love me and pamper me again." Qi Siyu's tears were like heavy rain, but Ye Zhan turned his face to the side. Even I have never seen him look so heartless. "Ye Zhan..." Qi Siyu cried, bending her legs and kneeling down, "Please touch my face and hold my hand. I promise not to be willful anymore..."

I was dumbfounded. I had never, ever seen someone love so humbly, and even sacrifice their dignity for the lover in their heart.

"Are you crazy?!" Zhou Mo rushed over, pulled Qi Siyu up, then glared at Ye Zhan fiercely, pulled Qi Siyu and ran out of the classroom. Qi Siyu turned around and shouted eagerly: "Ye Zhan, Ye Zhan..." but was still forcibly pulled away by Zhou Mo. Ye Zhan's face was pale, and he slowly walked to his seat and sat down.

I also sat in my seat and turned back to look at him: "Ye Zhan, are you okay?"

Ye Zhan shook his head, indicating that he didn't want to talk, and then slowly lay down on the table. I had no choice but to turn back. After reading for a while, I suddenly heard a bison-like panting sound coming from behind me. Strangely, I turned around and saw Ye Zhan still lying on the table, and the panting sound came from his throat. Ye Zhan lowered his head at this time, and I couldn't see his face. I shook his shoulders and asked eagerly: "Ye Zhan, what's wrong with you?" I glanced over and saw a large stain of sweat on his back where he was leaning on the table. It's not hot in the classroom, so why is Ye Zhan sweating so much?

"Ye Zhan!" I yelled and suddenly pulled his head up. Ye Zhan looked at me with dull eyes. There were beads of sweat all over his forehead. He still made a sound like a bison gasping in his throat. He looked like he was suddenly awakened from a nightmare in the middle of the night, or he accidentally fell into it. Like some kind of painful memory.

"Ye Zhan, Ye Zhan?" I shook him, trying to wake him up. Seeing him like this made me very uneasy.

"Don't come over, don't come over..." Ye Zhan suddenly trembled all over, with a look of fear in his eyes.

I stood up with a "pop" and concluded that Ye Zhan must have fallen into some horrible nightmare. I pressed his shoulders firmly with both hands and shouted loudly: "Ye Zhan, there is nothing here. Wake up." come over!"

Under my roar, Ye Zhan seemed to wake up a little, his eyes widened, and he recognized me in front of him. He was shaking like a frightened child. "Rat, I'm afraid... Mouse, I'm afraid..." He murmured softly.

"It's okay, it's okay." I patted his back gently and comforted him with words: "Nothing, we are in the classroom."

Many students in the class looked over and I shook my head at them. They all lowered their heads and pretended not to see what happened.

I held Ye Zhan in my arms, as if comforting a frightened child. Ye Zhan's trembling body slowly calmed down, and his breathing slowly returned to normal. Ye Zhan sighed softly: "Mouse, I'm fine."

"Huh?" I said, "How about we go outside and relax?"

"Okay." Ye Zhan nodded. The two of us left the classroom together, went down to the teaching building, and walked around the campus.

This is a small path paved with cobblestones, leading to a small forest in Beiqi, with a river and a pavilion in it. If it is spring and summer, the grass here is also green, and many students like to endorse here. It’s just that it’s late winter now, and the grove is covered with snow everywhere. Ye Zhan and I’s footsteps made a creaking sound when we stepped on it.

We found a stone table, swept away the snow, and sat on the stone bench. It was very cold outside, and Ye Zhan and I were shivering a little. But seeing that Ye Zhan had almost returned to normal, the coldness was nothing. Ye Zhan and I chatted casually, chatting about our stories in Chenggao and the first time we met on the street, and the atmosphere gradually became happy.

I asked Ye Zhan to talk about his past. Ye Zhan started talking about how he was bullied in the past, but later he gradually gained a group of friends, and later also a group of brothers. Unfortunately, he was unable to grow stronger due to his limited abilities. I changed the topic and said, "Tell me about your love story. You are so handsome and such a nice person. There must be a lot of people who like you, right?"

"Yes." Ye Zhan nodded and said, "It's really a lot. I have received love letters since elementary school, and I have also received a lot of gifts. But I still like more thoughtful gifts, such as the ones I received in Chenggao Mu Xiaomu’s 999 paper cranes. In fact, the paper cranes have no effect, but Mu Xiaomu’s sincerity moved me very much. Also when I was in junior high school, there was a guy named Lanlan who chased me and would talk to me every day. Saying good morning and good night, unshakable, rain or shine, also moved me very much..."

As Ye Zhan talked, with a happy smile on his face, he slowly opened his heart and told me stories about his past.

"Then it was Su Wan." Ye Zhan said with a smile; "Mouse, thank you for introducing Su Wan to me. Su Wan is a kind-hearted girl. Although her mouth is a bit big, I like girls who are carefree. .”

I found that when Ye Zhan talked about his love past, he directly ignored Qi Siyu, as if this person never existed.

"Ye Zhan..."

"What?"

"Didn't you and Qi Siyu also fall in love?" I looked at Ye Zhan seriously, hoping to hear the truth and prevent him from falling into that strange nightmare again. I concluded that it must be a painful past for Ye Zhan. I don't want to uncover Ye Zhan's scars, but I need to know the truth so that I can prescribe the right medicine and negotiate with the Seven Dragons and Six Phoenixes.

Fortunately, Ye Zhan still looked very calm and said with a smile: "Qi Siyu? Didn't I tell you? I fell in love for a short period of time, but then I couldn't stand her unruly and willful behavior, so we broke up. It's nothing." That’s easy to say.”

I looked at Ye Zhan seriously, or it could be said that I stared at Ye Zhan. I found that Ye Zhan was wrapping his heart in a method similar to "self-defense", temporarily sealing up the painful memories. Because I couldn't see the slightest lie in his eyes, as if things were as simple and easy as he said.

But I know that this is absolutely not the case, otherwise the Seven Dragons and Six Phoenixes would not treat him like that, and he would not fall into a nightmare in the classroom. I couldn't wait to know the truth, so I said seriously: "Ye Zhan, I want to know the truth."

"What's the truth?" Ye Zhan asked me with a frown.

"What happened between you and Qi Siyu." I said word by word, "I want to know what happened between you."

"We...we..." Ye Zhan's breathing became a little rapid, and at the same time he hit his head hard with his fist.

"What's going on?!" I quickly took Ye Zhan's hand and said anxiously: "Ye Zhan, if you don't want to say it, don't say it. I won't force you." I was very worried that Ye Zhan would fall into that kind of situation again. In a state of dementia, that incident had such a profound impact on him.

"No, no." Ye Zhan shook his head: "Mouse, I don't want to hide it from you, I want to tell you the truth."

"Then just say it." I looked at him strangely.

"But I can't remember it." Ye Zhan hit his head: "I only remember that I did one thing that I was particularly sorry for Qi Siyu. I know that I was wrong about that thing, exaggeratedly wrong, and abominably wrong. . Because of that incident, I locked myself in the room throughout the summer after graduating from junior high school; because of that incident, the Seven Dragons and Six Phoenixes turned against me."

"Why can't you remember?" I looked at Ye Zhan in shock, completely unable to believe that such a thing had happened.

"I don't know either." Ye Zhan knocked on his head, "I think I know that thing. It's hidden in the depths of my mind, very clear, very clear, but for some reason I just can't remember it. . Sometimes some fragments flash through, but they still can’t be connected together, as if I have amnesia. But I always tell myself clearly in my heart that I did something wrong, and I am sorry to Qi Siyu. , I should go and apologize to her. But for some reason, when I saw her, I felt a sense of rejection in my heart, as if it was a natural instinct in my body."

"You just said that some clips would flash? Which clips are they?"

"The blood stains on the floor, the dirty sheets, the broken TV, the squeaking fan." Ye Zhan said: "And Qi Siyu's horrified face. I don't know what happened, but these fragments flash through my mind every time. It felt like my soul had been sucked away, and my whole body was dripping with sweat. It took a long time to recover."

I asked, "Is it like you were in the classroom just now?"

"Yes." Ye Zhan nodded: "After Qi Siyu knelt down, my emotions became a little out of control. After Zhou Mo pulled Qi Siyu away, I sat on my seat, and something was wrong with me. You pulled me away. return."

"When you shout in the classroom, 'Don't come here, don't come here,' what exactly are you not letting in?" I pressed forward step by step.

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