It was quiet inside.

Before that, Ji Beichuan was crying and pulling others, but now it's different. He sat there quietly, his eyes were red, but there was no more tears, and his whole face was a little bit dark. Pale.

The old lady finally recovered. She sat up slowly, coughed a few times, and looked at Shen Cheng: "Why did you tell me when you weren't in the study?"

At that time, Shen Cheng could directly defend himself.

Standing on the inside, Shen Cheng leaned against the chair and said, "I didn't take medicine before, I'm afraid you won't be able to carry it."

Just as the old lady was about to be moved, she heard Shen Cheng lightly adding: "After all, I am also responsible for not delivering the medicine to you in time."

The old lady was silent for a while, and finally turned to look at Ji Beichuan, she called, "Beichuan."

Ji Beichuan turned his face stiffly, his voice a little hoarse: "Grandma."

"Bei Chuan..."

The old lady was sitting on the sofa, her whole body was a little hunched, and her meticulously braided hair was scattered at the back, as if she had grown old overnight.

Ji Beichuan staggered a few steps on the ground and held the old lady's hand: "Grandma."

The old lady reached out and stroked Xiang Ji Beichuan's face with a little trembling. Even though she hadn't seen it for a short period of time, she felt that the child in front of her was a little strange, as if she had never known this child in all these years. How ridiculous, she did. The child who was only half a month old was thinking of her, worried that the medicine she had just taken was slow, so she would rather not open her mouth to defend herself, while the child she had raised for more than ten years was thinking about her inheritance after her death.

How strange.

It was like she hated Shen Youting the most, but after Shen Youting passed away, she felt that she might be wrong when she saw her depressed son.

Ji Beichuan was a little desperate: "Grandma, I didn't collude with Sister Li. I didn't know she would steal things. I just wanted to change the medicine. Grandma, can you trust me?"

The old lady's pale hair fell, and she sighed: "What if the fake pills were mixed with something that could kill this old lady?"

Ji Beichuan was taken aback.

"If..." The old lady looked at him: "Sister Li's plan for you today is not this, but to let you steal documents from a distant life, on the condition that you have monstrous wealth, will you agree?"

Ji Beichuan: "I..."

He won't, he won't do it, he just wants to come back, if it really threatens grandma's life and father's company, he won't do it.

Ji Beichuan was full of despair, but he couldn't say anything to justify it. If he was wrong, he was wrong. No one harmed him. It was his greed and dissatisfaction that harmed himself.

The old lady looked at the child in front of her and felt extremely disappointed. She said, "Go to the hospital to see Shen Dashan. He and Gao Can are worthy of you. At least they are people who treat you sincerely. Don't let yourself regret it any more."

Ji Beichuan slumped on the ground and nodded lightly.

This night was destined to be a sleepless night.

The old lady's 70th birthday banquet had a big mess. The guests were dismissed in advance. Most of the parties went to the hospital. The red light in the emergency room did not end until the early morning. Ji Beichuan waited for a long time at the door of the ward until the people inside After being pushed out, he surrounded it for the first time.

The doctor said: "Currently in a dangerous period, if you can wake up, you should be mentally prepared..."

Ji Beichuan's heart sank.

The waiting time was long, staying up from night to dawn in the long dark night. He sat by the hospital bed and thought a lot. When he came to the hospital today, Ji Yuansheng was worried that Shen Cheng was not resting well and didn't let him follow him. Jian Shiwu's parents were worried. He was frightened and sent him home early.

Each of their children has the love of their parents, and on the bright side, they show open and aboveboard pity, but he doesn't. Even in the Ji family before, he couldn't get as much attention from Ji Yuansheng as Shen Cheng did. He is like a poor worm. It was a joke from start to finish.

Maybe... In fact, there are people in this world who love him, but unfortunately they are all lost by him.

Grandma loves him, but he almost killed grandma. Shen Dashan also loves him, but he killed him because of his selfishness and stupidity.

Ji Beichuan sat beside the hospital bed, unable to say a word, he couldn't shed tears, and he didn't have the strength to think. Everything in the world seemed to be quiet, except for the dying people on the hospital bed and the boundless darkness in front of him. Devour him, no one will love him anymore, he is really a failure, why did he become like this, even he himself resents himself.

He didn't want to lose anything, but he lost everything. In the end, he had nothing. What's the point of such a life? No one will forgive him. Maybe disappearing from the world is the best way?

"dong dong"

There was a knock on the door outside, and a nurse came in and asked, "Can you eat something warm? It's not a problem to wait here."

Ji Beichuan shook his head gently and refused.

The nurse still took a bowl of steaming instant noodles with a strong force: "How about not eating, your father doesn't necessarily wake up when."

The heat of the noodles rose slowly, and spread on Ji Beichuan's face head-on. In a trance, he thought of another bowl of noodles, a bowl of hand-rolled noodles with a very ugly appearance. Wrong, even if he already hated him so much, he still gave him a little face.

Ji Beichuan held the instant noodle bucket, trembling all over, and finally buried his body, and the collapsed emotions collapsed in an instant.

The nurse hesitated: "Why are you crying?"

The boy who was still tense just now seemed to have been relieved of all his strength, crying bitterly against a bowl of instant noodles in the early morning sun in front of his unconscious father's bed.

Just before that, he thought about committing suicide. He wanted too much face. When he thought that he might endure the disgust and disdain of so many people in the future, when he thought that he might no longer have any relatives and no one would accept it, this is all. It made him feel worse than death. He regretted it so much. He knew that he was wrong, but he couldn't get it back. No one would forgive him, and no one would give him a chance.

But that bowl of noodles, the bowl of noodles that Jian Shiwu left behind even if he hated him, actually became a straw for him to save his life. It made him feel that even if he failed, there might be a little glimmer of hope for him. It may be possible to survive, he is a poor worm, but some people may allow the poor worm to eat and live.

"drop"

The instrument rang again, pulling back Ji Beichuan's thoughts.

In the cry of the boy, Shen Dashan slowly opened his eyes, his eyes looked at the boy beside the hospital bed, hesitant: "Beichuan?"

Ji Beichuan froze all over, and some dared not say anything: "You're awake"

Shen Dashan nodded weakly, his body was full of tubes, and the oxygen mask made his voice a little vague. He raised his hand to touch Ji Beichuan's face, but he had to fall down in mid-air because of the loss of strength. He was held by Ji Beichuan at the moment when he was about to fall, and the young man's white and tender hand held Shen Dashan tightly.

Shen Dashan's eyes were slowly flushed with tears, and he said hoarsely, "Bei Chuan, are you alright?"

Ji Beichuan shook his head.

"They... didn't blame you, did they?" Shen Dashan's voice was hoarse and weak, and his words were unclear, but Ji Beichuan understood it. The man said, "I'm sorry, my father is incompetent and couldn't help you stop them."

Ji Beichuan's body froze, his whole body was as cold as ice, and he was a little afraid to say anything: "You all know?"

Shen Dashan didn't nod or shake his head. This stupid and weak man has been incompetent all his life. Maybe others think he doesn't understand anything. The general result was reached. He sighed and said softly: "That day...you went downstairs without eating. It was too late. I was afraid that you would be in danger, so I followed up."

Ji Beichuan's eyes widened, and he asked bluntly, "Did you know that I wanted to go back to Ji's house, but didn't stop me?"

Shen Dashan smiled lowly, a tear fell from the corner of his eyes, and he sighed: "When people go to high places, water flows to low places, I have no ability, and I can't hurt you."

The two people in the garden, he could have avoided it, but he guessed that there might be an accident in the house. If something really happened, Ji Beichuan might not be able to escape the relationship, maybe he is really a man without ability , but he is a father, he has nothing to give Ji Beichuan, but he can do his best to protect the child.

Shen Dashan struggled to speak, the electrocardiogram device kept jumping and ticking, he said softly: "Beichuan, I'm sorry, Dad didn't give you a good life, which made you ashamed, in the future..."

"do not talk!"

Ji Beichuan looked at Shen Dashan's wounded body. Thinking of what he had done some time ago, regret and pain filled his chest, and the tears fell uncontrollably. He held Shen Dashan's hand tightly and finally shouted. Said: "Dad, stop talking."

The child who has always been arrogant and arrogant seems to have grown up overnight, he cried lowly: "I don't want anything, I don't want a good life, I won't go back to Ji's house, don't die, please, Don't die."

Shen Dashan's eyes slowly widened, the electrocardiograph made a sharp sound, the door of the ward was opened, and a nurse and a doctor came in to check the patient's condition. Originally, according to his injury, there was no hope, but after waking up once in the morning, the patient's awareness of survival increased, and finally stabilized his condition by night and was out of danger.

When the nurse came to round the room again, they only saw the child lying on his father's bed in a drowsy sleep. He had not slept all day and night. Ji Beichuan had been sitting in the corner and staring at the red-blooded big man during the day and night. Eyes, as if holding on to the last thread, did not pass out until they were told to be out of danger.

day two

Jane's

Zhen Meimei and Jane's father were also very worried. When they came back from their birthday party that day, Jane began to lose their minds in the afternoon, as if they were scared and lost their souls. Originally, they thought it would be fine if they just hadn't experienced anything and just took a nap, but What I didn't expect was that Jian Shiwu had a high fever that night, and even if he spoke nonsense in his mouth, the high fever would not go away regardless of whether it was injections or medicines.

Zhen Meili sat on the head of the bed and put a towel on Jian Shi's afternoon, and asked Jian's father, "How is it?"

As soon as the family doctor contacted by Jane's father left, he shook his head: "Dr. Kevin said that he was fine after the examination, but he was frightened."

"What kind of fright can scare him like this?" Zhen Meili's face was worried, she leaned into Father Jane's arms, choked a little: "You know I was here last night and heard what nonsense he said?"

Jane's father asked, "what?"

Zhen Meimei's eyes were slightly red, and she burst into tears: "He said that he begged his parents not to leave. He kept calling Shen Cheng's name, and he said he would never dare."

Father Jian was stunned for a moment, looking at the pale Jian Shiwu lying on the hospital bed, a little puzzled: "Why do you say these words?"

Zhen Meili shook her head: "I don't know, he had a fever last night and kept crying, nothing worked."

Jane's father's heart ached all of a sudden. Although their family is not a wealthy family, they are also very wealthy. Since childhood, they have loved Jian Shiwu to the core. Having suffered, Jian Shiwu basically supports everything he does, including who he makes friends with and has never interfered.

Fatty is upright and straightforward, and everything is written on his face, which is easy to understand.

But in the past six months, as a parent, I have sensitively found that Jian Shiwu is a little different, she is a lot silent, and sometimes she is alone in a daze, and she is more sensible, no longer nonsense, and she is too good.

Zhen Meili covered her mouth and burst into tears: "Why, hubby, when he was young, he wouldn't... what happened?"

Father Jane quickly comforted: "No, no, what are you thinking?"

From early morning to dusk, Jian Shiwu, who had been high fever all the time, began to slowly subside, which made the parents who had been worried all the time relieved.

Zhen Meimei sat on the hospital bed, she stroked Xiaopang's face that seemed to have lost a circle, and said softly, "Young, do you want to eat?"

Jian Shiwu held a glass of water to drink water and shook his head: "I'm not hungry."

The scene on the stairway seemed to have abruptly lifted the protective cover he had built for himself. For a long time, in order to make himself less afraid, he deliberately didn't think about it, and deliberately thought that Shen Cheng in this life was different from the previous life, and he didn't. It will be the indifferent and ruthless person from before, and his own destiny will not be the same.

But he was wrong, when he saw that Shen Cheng, his whole soul hurt.

At that time, he could endure it and ignore it, but when he came out of the house, he seemed to be exhausted, and he overestimated his ability to bear. It turned out that those fears and fears did not dissipate for a moment, they were suppressed in the bottom of my heart until this was released. out the day.

Zhen Meili said softly, "Mom kept calling Shen Cheng when she heard your dreams, or I'll let him come see you, okay?"

Jian Shiwu widened her eyes and blurted out subconsciously, "No!"

Zhen Mei was taken aback.

Jian Shiwu shivered obviously. He realized that he had overreacted, stiffened for a moment, and finally pulled out a smile: "My class representative and I are ordinary friends, so don't bother him to come to visit me specially."

Zhen Meimei frowned slightly and looked at the door with some worry.

"click"

Jian Shiwu's door opened.

Shen Cheng stood at the door of the bedroom, the boy's whole body was cold, and separated by some distance, his quiet black eyes looked at Jian Shiwu with a little coolness.

"...Shen Cheng."

Jian Shiwu was stunned on the hospital bed, and Zhen Meili also knew that the two children should have a good chat, so she didn't say anything, just patted Xiao Pang's hand: "After thinking about it, talk about it."

She left the room, closing the door by the way.

A layer of cold sweat slowly broke out on Jian Shi's back in the afternoon. He called out softly, his voice milky and hoarse: "Shen Cheng."

However, Shen Cheng didn't look at him with those slightly warm eyes as he used to. He took a few steps forward and stopped abruptly a few steps away.

Jian Shiwu didn't know if Shen Cheng heard it, and hesitated: "Did you just arrive?"

Shen Cheng was expressionless: "It's not the right time."

"...No." Jian Shiwu was a little panicked, because he felt that the Shen Cheng in front of him was terrifying and full of danger: "I'm afraid I'll give you the sickness."

A sneer slowly appeared on Shen Cheng's face: "Really?"

But your eyes don't say that.

Those pair of always smiling, clean eyes are clearly full of fear and fear, full of resistance and alienation, as if watching a flood of beasts.

Didn't I say I liked him, didn't I mean to be with him all the time, why do you have to dodge when you look at me now?

When Jian Shiwu saw that there seemed to be something in Shen Cheng's pocket, he said softly, "Are you here to see me on behalf of the class?"

Shen Cheng didn't deny it: "Well."

Jian Shiwu calmed down a bit, the cold-blooded and ruthless person in the past life slowly faded away, leaving behind Shen Cheng who would care about him, he let out a sigh of relief and smiled: "Did you bring me a gift? Is it a gift for my recovery?"

Shen Cheng looked at him and did not answer.

This kind of quietness made Jian Shiwu a little flustered. For some reason, he felt that today's Shen Cheng was very strange. What made him flustered was the kind of uneasy panic, as if he was about to lose something.

Shen Cheng took out a box from his pocket and put it on the bedside table, the boy whispered, "I hope you like it."

Jian Shiwu looked at him stupidly.

Shen Cheng stood up straight and looked at him condescendingly. The emotion in those dark and deep eyes was too deep and heavy, which made Jian Shiwu's heart tingle for a moment. The young man seemed to want to say something, but in the end nothing happened. Said, he took a half step back and whispered, "I'm leaving."

?

Looking at his back, Jian Shiwu was very flustered, and he shouted, "Shen Cheng!"

Shen Cheng had already opened the door and stopped.

The boy on the bed was fair-skinned, and those big eyes stared at him for a moment, with a little hesitation and expectation, timidly: "I'll see you tomorrow at school, right?"

Shen Cheng turned his head and looked back, and saw that chubby chubby who was somewhat energetic, just like the many moments when he stared at Jian Shiwu in countless years.

Hope he can be this happy forever.

If he is not there, if not, he can always be so energetic.

Shen Cheng whispered: "Recover well"

Before Little Fatty could answer, the door was closed, and the indoors and outdoors were completely isolated, leaving a room of silence and tranquility.

Outside, Zhen Meimei sent Shen Cheng away, and did not dare to ask how the two children were talking. When she came back, Jane's father said, "Did you say goodbye?"

Zhen Meili said, "I don't know."

"Yuansheng has to go back to country M to handle government affairs because of the theft of company documents. This time, the matter may affect several shareholders and senior management at the higher level, and it will not be handled cleanly for a while, and the old lady was also shocked this time. So if there is no accident, the Ji family should emigrate as a whole."

Zhen Meimei frowned and asked suspiciously, "But didn't Yuansheng say that he would respect the opinion of the child?"

Father Jane remembered the look in Shen Cheng's eyes when he left, and sighed: "I'm afraid it's hanging."

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