My Wife is an Aloof Beauty

Chapter 308 I just don’t have confidence in myself

"I'm sorry! I'm not in a good state of mind today, so don't take my words to heart." Ouyang Ruixi lowered his eyes and kept playing with the buttons on his black shirt with his little hands, but he didn't dare to look up. She looked at his handsome face that was clouded now, because she knew that she had angered the sleeping lion again, so she did not have the courage to experience the kind of love he was showing for her now. Feeling of disappointment.

"Tell me! Who did you meet when you went out today? Was it Lin Piaoran or someone from the Ouyang family? What did they say to you to make you feel so out of control? Don't tell me no, this well-intentioned person I don’t like hearing lies.”

Mu Jiyun lowered his head and glanced at her little white hands that were playing with his buttons naughtily. He didn't mean to stop her, but the look in her eyes became extremely complicated. It seems that there are some things that you don't want to give to her. If you solve it, it will cling to you like a cancer. Are there many things that have to be solved?

"Mu Jiyun, would you mind telling me about Lin Piaoran? I really want to know what attracted you to her in the first place and allowed you to pamper her alone for so many years." Ouyang Ruixi didn't quite believe Mu Jiyun's love for Lin Piaoran. Piaoran is just a simple physiological need. If this is really the case, many women can do it. Therefore, if he does not have any feelings for that beautiful woman, she will definitely reject it for him. .

"So it's her who you met today. Why, do you really want to know?" Mu Jiyun grabbed her small white hands this time, because with just such a small movement, she He can easily stir up his hidden desires. This is something that other women simply cannot do, but this little woman in his arms can do it very easily. It has to be said that I was really poisoned by her.

"Hmm! I'm more curious about her." Because she was the only woman who stayed with him for a long time, she wanted to know what was so special about this woman that could make him so impressed.

"If I say it's just because she can help me block many women who have evil intentions for me, will you be convinced by this reason?" Mu Jiyun kissed her forehead gently, and wrapped his hands tightly around her slender body. waist, as if she was afraid that she would disappear without a trace in the next second.

"I don't understand, because I have only seen the special things you showed to her, so I don't know whether I should believe your too far-fetched reason."

After reading too many reports about the extremely sweet relationship between them, she really couldn't release herself from that deep-rooted thought, because it had been the scene she envied most countless times, and now he But she came to tell herself that it was a kind of use of her. How could she completely convince herself of this?

"That's why I said that your military rank was blackmailed by your own beauty. I haven't thought through such a simple truth. If I don't show that I am special to her, do you think other women will care about her threat? "He knew that Lin Piaoran was not as simple as she seemed on the surface, so even though he did love her very much on the surface over the years, secretly he just used her as a pawn that could be used. , but his heart for her has not relaxed at all. If he was really in love with her, he would not resolutely propose it to her when he saw her resentment towards Xiao Xuanxuan. I need to end the ambiguous relationship between myself and her.

"Don't you like to keep changing women of different looks? Why are you still afraid of being entangled by them?" Ouyang Ruixi felt even more puzzled when he heard this. Could it be that there is something else that he knows? Is there an element of ignorance involved? You must know that she found that no woman could stay with him for more than three days, except of course the charming and enchanting Lin Piaoran.

"Okay! I will satisfy your curiosity today." When Mu Jiyun said this, he got into the car and pulled Ouyang Ruixi in. The sitting position was It was on his slender thighs. This extremely ambiguous movement made Ouyang Ruixi's cheeks instantly blush with embarrassment, and she began to struggle slightly.

"Don't move, unless you prefer to play with car vibrations here with me." Mu Jiyun tightened his big hand around her waist and whispered evilly into her ear. This warning full of infinite reverie suddenly This made Ouyang Ruixi stop all her movements, because she knew very well what this man meant, so she did not dare to pluck the hair from the tiger's mouth.

"Mu Jiyun, you are so shameless." Every time, he would succumb to his lustful power. This realization made Ouyang Ruixi very annoyed. Is this the so-called "one thing suppresses another thing"? And Mu Jiyun happens to be the hurdle that he can never overcome.

"What shamelessness? It's a normal physiological reaction. Unless the man has a sexual disorder, he will be aroused by your actions."

Mr. Mu said with a confident face, even with a trace of pride. His arrogant attitude made people very unhappy. They wanted to knock his handsome face out of shape to see what else he could use. There to show off his shameless behavior to others.

"Are you trying to take this opportunity to change the subject?" Humph! Just take a seat! Anyway, she wasn't wearing a military uniform today, so even if someone saw her, it wouldn't be a big deal. The worst she could do was be accused by passers-by of her declining social status. Besides, she didn't see anyone passing by here at all. She just heard a few birdsong occasionally. Just a sound.

"Okay, let's get back to the topic! Are you wondering why there is such a big gap between me and my parents?" Once this matter was brought up, it would probably take a lot of time, so he dragged her into it. He spoke slowly while sitting in the car. Originally, he didn't intend to bring up the memories of his childhood again to cause pain, but as long as she wanted to hear it, he would tell her this period of childhood that could never be erased. Let’s review it again, because if you want to talk about that topic, you have to state your childhood experiences together to make things clear.

"Well!" Ouyang Ruixi saw his face suddenly darkened, and felt that she was told not to continue questioning, but her uneasy heart directed her to find the answer she wanted to know, that is I don't know if my insistent behavior is too much, but I always feel that I am ruthlessly ripping his heart out bloodyly.

"Actually, even though I have a very glamorous and noble status now, in the eyes of my parents, I am just a superfluous person." Mu Jiyun sneered at himself and took a sip of his extremely cool With thin lips, he continued.

"While other children were still coquettish in the arms of their parents, I had already started an independent lifestyle. When other children didn't know whether 1+1 really equals 2, I had already begun to learn. Knowledge of business world."

When Mu Jiyun said this, his voice trembled a little. The reason why he worked so hard to do well was just to get his parents' approval, but no matter how good he was, he never got it. He received an appreciative look from his father, let alone a close hug.

"You know? I am a child who is not expected. When I was young, I saw other children hanging out with their parents without any worries. I always thought that I would also get that honor, so I struggled every day. I was praying for it, but after being disappointed again and again, I finally understood one thing. In that so-called family, there was no place for me at all, and the reason why I came to this world was because of my mother’s repeated begging. Come here, to be honest, I would rather I had never been in this world." He smiled sadly, thinking that after so many years, he had long forgotten the scenes of his childhood, but he didn't know that he had been They were all suppressed and locked tightly deep in my heart. It was not that they were forgotten, but that they were too clear.

"Honey, I'm sorry! I shouldn't have forced you, let's stop talking, okay? I don't want to know why." Ouyang Ruixi hugged Mu Jiyun tightly, although she heard Fu Bingdie say at noon He had experienced some problems, but he did not expect that his childhood would make him even more miserable. At least before he was six years old, he still lived a very happy life, but he has been living in the lack of this kind of family warmth. Physically he is very rich, but spiritually he is very poor.

"It's okay, don't you have no confidence in me? I'll tell you all my psychological journey, so that you won't have such a lack of trust in me. You know, opportunities don't always come around! To be honest, It took a lot of effort for me to muster up the courage to expose my inner world naked in front of you, so if I miss this time, I don’t know if I will have the courage to say what I want to say next time. .”

Mu Jiyun kissed her forehead. In fact, these things made him so tired. Many times, he would long for someone he loved to quietly listen to his sadness. Since Ouyang Rui Xi is full of curiosity about that kind of self, so he should show his most complete self in front of her! I hope that while she loves him as a person, she will also gain a new understanding of his past.

"No, I believe you, I just don't have confidence in myself." Ouyang Ruixi panicked. She really didn't mean to add another layer of salt to his wounds, but now she looked at herself Whatever he did, if he was in pain, she would be in pain several times as well.

"Don't you really want to know about my past? Don't you want to know why I became so dissolute? No, in fact, what you really want to know is, because we are all the same type of people, You obviously want to know what the other person is thinking, but you are afraid that you will not be able to accept the fact after knowing it, so you always like to avoid it, but in the end you will find that the most important issue has not been solved well at all. solution, so things have returned to the original starting point. There will still be mutual suspicion and endless hurt mixed in between us. Even so, you still don’t want to continue listening. ?"

Mu Jiyun knew that she couldn't bear to cruelly reveal her scars again, but if there were many things that were not explained to her clearly, he believed that something like today might happen one day. It will stand in front of them again, so he must solve it at once, because he does not want to experience this kind of scene today again, otherwise he will be stimulated to the point of collapse.

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