My Girlfriend Is So Nice

“Yes. Legs are rehabilitated–recovery …without s*x-“

I couldn’t hear the doctor who was talking to my parents properly. Whether it was anesthesia or pain relievers, there was no immediate pain. Still, it was impossible to get up right away on her own.

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My face, wrapped in yellow bandages, could be seen in the hand mirror that I had to urge my brother, who was usually so fussy, to receive it.

“……”

It was a stupid idea, but I wanted to be punished for living comfortably.

It was because of my harmonious family and my appearance that made my life so easy and comfortable. But now, the smile on my family’s face has disappeared, and my face, which was praised for being so pretty, was half squashed. Even walking alone was impossible.

Everything is ruined.

He put down the mirror in his weak hands and stared blankly out the window. Meanwhile, the doctor, my parents, and my brother told me something, but nothing came to my ears.

how much time has passed

The sunlight is so strong that it is difficult to look outside.

“…Heena.”

Yeonhoo has arrived.

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Maybe my brother contacted me. We’ve seen each other a few times and exchanged contact information.

But, right after I opened my eyes, I missed you so much.

to let u know that i been through a lot then i been going non stop with this practice for nothing

Now I couldn’t even turn my head.

After we started dating, he told me that besides my face, he liked other parts of me, such as my simple personality and playfulness, and that I got better. But the fundamental reason he liked me was that I was pretty.

So I was afraid.

To make Yeonhoo face the person I am now, rather than myself.

With that in mind, I couldn’t bear to see him, and I was crying silently.

“A lot of… did it hurt?”

He gently hugged me and I couldn’t stand the sound of his voice asking so much.

“Heh… it hurts… I… my legs… not… hehehe… not moving… my face…”

in that voice.

in that warmth.

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My heart was lifted up, sobbing and talking, but I couldn’t turn my head, so Yeon-hoo did not forcefully look at my face.

just hugged her

“It’s okay. Everything will be fine. I heard a little bit about it earlier, but if I rehabilitate my legs, I can move enough.

So don’t worry. I will always be by your side.”

saying so…

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Liking rather than love.

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My boyfriend, who felt more comfortable than pounding.

Rather than saying more than that, Yeonhuga quietly hugs her.

Thank you so much.

—-

Rehabilitation for several months after that was not easy.

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My body and legs did not move more than I expected, and the pain in my mind was greater than the pain in my immediate body.

Friends I’ve been close with for a while, seniors and juniors at university, etc. After coming to the hospital once in a while, taking care of me, and leaving the room smiling.

Since then, only a handful of people have been able to see it again.

The cell phone, which was always full of new messages, on or off the job, was surprisingly quiet. I lost contact in an instant, except for a few really close friends.

I didn’t think that was wrong.

We didn’t really communicate deeply, but it’s really amazing that we keep in touch.

but.

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Most of the time that contact was cut off was right after they went to visit the hospital.

It was enough to break my heart.

Know.

The reason he became close with me was that it was usually because of my pretty face. It wasn’t abusive, and it wasn’t wrong to approach it that way.

I used me in moderation and made friends easily. It’s just that people who became close so easily left.

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Look at my distorted half face.

despite acknowledging it.

Even though I knew it in my head, it was sad.

As much as I want to die right now.

Still, if there is a reason why I cannot die, it is to have my family by my side who somehow smiles in front of me for me.

and.

“Yo! Heena! Oppa is here!”

“What kind of oppa are you? Did you attend class?”

“Uh. It was a dog fun. It was a real assignment…”

It was thanks to Yeonhoo who listened to this place every single day, even for just one minute.

It’s been several months since the accident happened and I was able to visit. During those months, Yeonhoo came to visit me every day.

Even though I was in my sophomore year alone, and I still got into a better university than my skills, so the classes would be difficult and busy in many ways.

keep coming,

While always facing my hideously distorted half-face, which I hid at first, but now resigned and revealed.

“Oh, do you remember Jung Yun-seong? He came with us, too. We’re going to have dinner later.”

“Are you high school classmates?”

“That’s right. I waited outside and parked it for a while.”

“Come in with me.”

“If you’re not familiar with him or someone you see often… you were uncomfortable when you first saw him.”

“Ah…Is that so? I remember you running away when we asked to play together.”

I didn’t want to miss a single word of the trivial conversations we had every day, so I opened my mouth diligently.

I want to remember even a little bit more of the voice of my grateful boyfriend who comes to visit me even at the end of the visit like now.

Rehabilitation exercise without progress that I did all day.

The mentality was shaken by the people who disappeared in an instant.

As much as the moment Yeon-hoo came, I could forget everything.

“Oh, you’re late today.”

“Okay. Thanks for coming… Hurry up. I’ll wait for you, my friend.”

“Okay. Did you have rehabilitation tomorrow morning? I’ll come a little earlier tomorrow.”

It’s hard to come every day, so you don’t have to come for a day or so. I wanted to say that, but I couldn’t open my mouth.

Because it was salvation.

Unchanged, the bright smile of Yeon-hoo that stood out even before we started dating.

It was now my treasure.

If I don’t see you for even a day, I might cry.

“Yeah. See you tomorrow.”

“I’ll go~”

footsteps slowly moving away.

After looking at the door of the hospital room where Yeon-hoo had left, he slowly rolled the wheel of the wheelchair.

You’d be better off locking the toilet while you’re in a wheelchair. Even going up and down on the bed was a great exercise in my current state.

– quiver

While thinking about the conversation with Yeon-hoo, he was slowly moving his wheels and headed to the bathroom, when he heard a voice from a position not far from the corner of the reporter.

Today, I didn’t even hear the visitors from the nearby hospital room and it was very late. So, perhaps Yeon-hoo stopped by the bathroom for a while and thought he hadn’t left yet, so he was sneaking closer.

“You, but… are you going to keep dating him?”

Realizing that the voice he was hearing was the voice of the friend whom Yeon-hoo had spoken to, who remained very hazy in his memory, he stopped moving.

“What, Heena?”

“uh.”

“Of course not, man”

“I don’t care if you like it… He’s almost hopeless. Legs.”

“…Huh. It seems a bit difficult.”

– twitch

knew

It’s been a few months since I started rehab.

There was still no improvement, and I didn’t believe that it would get better in the future.

just. Because I had to show that I did not give up hope so that my family and Yeonhoo would be happy.

So I was just doing it mechanically.

But that was a minor thing. The question that Yeon-hoo’s friend asked was a topic that bothered him the whole time he couldn’t see Yeon-hoo.

What would you think of the present me now?

I was very curious and also afraid.

what if.

Even if.

if you leave me

‘Cause I’ll never be able to catch you even though thank you even if i’m sorry

“That… What are you doing here to say things like this, are you really okay? If we keep seeing each other, it will be more difficult in the future…”

“Well…”

There was no word for a while.

Cold sweat runs down my hands. Contrary to me, who even feels like vomiting due to sudden tension.

Yeon-hoo continued to speak cheerfully, as always.

“I listened to you and thought about it.”

“by the way?”

“Not parting.”

“why?”

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Me too, i’m curious

Why the hell?

Yeonhu’s answer to that was very clear.

“It’s just… just because it’s good.”

“Sometimes Heena has a hard time.”

“Rehabilitation doesn’t work as expected… There must be something like that.”

“Maybe if I ask you to break up, you will smile and say so.”

“Honestly… Heena didn’t like me as much as I did.”

“And it seemed like he was a little sorry that I came every day.”

“But it doesn’t matter if you f*ck all of that.”

“He didn’t tell me to break up.”

“I’m not going to break up just because I like him, but I keep coming because I want to see my girlfriend.”

“It’s not like a sense of duty or sympathy.”

“Actually, I don’t think I’m that good of a guy, and I wondered if that was the case at first.

“It wasn’t like that.”

“I miss you every day, and it’s good to see you.”

“Like when we first met.”

“Looks like I like it a lot”

It was for a reason that was not really a big deal, but above all else, it was a word that was deeply engraved in my heart.

‘Because I like it’

I covered my mouth to prevent sobbing from coming out, and I was sobbing.

As Yeon-hoo said, I have a crush on Yeon-hoo, but I didn’t start dating him because I liked him that much.

However, the more we dated, the more I was drawn to him, and he came in slowly, soaking my heart like a canvas.

Still, I don’t think it was love.

It was my first love affair with Yeonhoo. I haven’t had the experience to clearly define what the feeling of love is.

I think of only one person whom I see in comics, novels, and dramas, and my whole life is swayed by that person.

I did not know such a passionate heart.

I didn’t know. didn’t realize

Until this moment.

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My shining figure and my now ugly figure.

I just love you without unnecessary words.

he was good

Come to think of it, there was always me who was waiting for Yeonhoo to come.

I pondered the conversation I had with him and the date.

When he comes, I do all the rehabilitation exercises.

Just in case, even in delusions, I think about where I will go with him if my body gets better.

I was like that.

to let u know that i been through a lot then i been going non stop with this practice for nothing

Not just thank you. In his face, in his expression, in his gestures, in his words. messing around with all of that.

I was like that.

only now i

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Learned to love

I wish I had learned a little bit earlier.

Seeing more, going out to more places, dating more.

I could have liked you… much more than you do now.