She left Han Ye-rin alone and ran to the house.

It’s like someone is chasing you. He ran away, forgetting to even breathe. Meanwhile, my legs are shaking and my vision is blurry due to lack of oxygen, but I don’t care.

I just wanted to get out of the spot as quickly as possible, so I had no choice but to ignore the screams of my whole body.

“haha..!”

It was only when I entered the hallway that I cleared my breath.

At the same time, he took off his damp shoes and laid down on the bed with staggering steps.

Then he grabbed his chest and lamented inwardly.

‘Why do things keep getting messed up?’

I know. It means that Han Ye-rin, who is maintaining her rationality now, will soon turn into a bad person.

Like me in the previous world. As soon as the contact with Si-hyun is cut off, I will lose the will to live.

Like I was stung by a jellyfish in MT. What should have originally happened to me, happened to Han Ye-rin due to the butterfly effect.

‘Will we be friends or will we be apart? It would have been less devastating if Han Ye-rin had chosen her directly.. If Si-hyeon kicked her off like this, how would she survive?

Even without Si-hyeon by my side, I was able to overcome it thanks to So-hee’s presence.

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But if Han Ye-rin has no one to support her, will she be able to overcome it?

definitely not To put it bluntly, there was nothing strange about the present Han Ye-rin even if she committed suicide right away.

“Maybe I like this..”

As much as I know the pain of life that is a nuisance. Her worries and sympathy for Han Ye-rin are revived.

A life that has no purpose or meaning, just because it was born.

Like Han Ye-rin’s broken doll. Thinking that I would lead a helpless life, the guilt of the regression ran wild.

“Please, tell me.. Is Han Ye-rin’s family continuing well elsewhere? Or did it disappear because of me?”

I asked in the air, but of course there was no answer.

Unless this question is resolved, I will never be free from guilt.

It was a moment where I was thankful and resentful of God who threw me in a place like this.

“I’m really going crazy.”

He closed his eyes and ruffled his messy hair.

At that time, I was rolling around hugging the teddy bear that Shi-hyeon had pulled me to distract my mind.

Thirling~!

I got a call from my boyfriend.

After clearing my thirsty neck, I pulled the phone button.

“hello.”

[Chaeyeon-ah, I contacted you because I had something to tell you.. Is the time okay?]

His tension has subsided.

Perhaps because something difficult to accept had happened, Sihyun’s voice was so gloomy.

‘If you got a confession after getting off the taxi, you’ve been contemplating for hours before contacting me.’

How many thoughts went through before you called?

A feeling of pity and gratitude came to him, who was trying to stay secret with me.

And in order not to get confused any longer, I decided to keep my meeting with Han Ye-rin a secret.

“Time is always generous. What else can I say?”

[That’s the point..]

Shihyeon hesitated and sighed. The appearance of repeating what was said and then stopped. That alone made me feel how much anguish he was suffering.

..After getting out of the taxi, he explained in detail what happened, saying that it happened.

[I didn’t realize it until now, but Yerin said that she likes me…]

If I hadn’t heard this story in advance, I probably would have been lost by now.

To be honest, it was surprising news even if I heard it twice, so I answered with my emotions intact.

“It happened.. Shihyeon must have surprised you too.”

[Yeah.. The reason why you were wary of Yerin is because of this.. Looking back, there were a lot of blatant acts of Yerin, I wonder if I acted like an idiot..]

Shihyeon, who was gibberish, finally uttered an apology.

As a man with a girlfriend, he showed a pathetic appearance, and repeated the words of regret in a desperate voice.

To this, I responded by waving my hand.

“No. No matter how much Yerin seduced you, Shihyeon, you acted in an appropriate manner. So please don’t blame yourself too much.”

[However..]

“It’s really good. And it’s more important to discuss what to do next than to apologize now, right?”

Si-hyeon said thank you for understanding, and agreed that what I was saying was correct.

After smiling bashfully, I asked in a serious voice.

[Sihyun-ah. What do you want to do?]

“Because I’m dating you. I should refrain from meeting Yerin in the future.”

Is this an already-prepared answer? Shihyeon’s reply was quick and decisive.

“..Are you really okay? We’ve known each other for nearly 15 years.”

[Something that can’t be helped. As long as you know Yerin’s heart, continuing to be close is like betrayal towards you.]

How seriously Sihyeon thinks about dating me. I realized it again through this conversation.

His judgment was very proud and grateful, but I could not accept this consideration purely.

The moment she accepts it, Han Yerin’s suicide route will gradually approach.

If that happened, it was clear that I would suffer from nightmares for the rest of my life.

“..Sihyun-ah, if Yerin says she will stop loving you, why don’t we be friends again?”

It’s what I said, but it’s really disgusting.

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But despite this, for now, I had to focus on taking care of Han Yerin’s mental health.

[What? What is that..]

Shihyeon’s absurd reaction stabbed me in the chest.

Still, he did not withdraw his words. Because it was clear that Han Ye-rin’s suicide would have a huge impact on both me and Si-hyun.

***

After talking with Chaeyeon for about 40 minutes, the call ended in a warm atmosphere.

What I felt after quitting was that Chaeyeon was very considerate of me.

As she said. It is true that I was shocked by Yerin’s confession, but it was heartbreaking to see a long-term relationship cut off in this way.

So, Chaeyeon’s suggestion to reconcile was good news in its own way.

‘..Is Yerin okay?’

I’ve been kicked by Chaeyeon several times, so I know how intense the pain of broken heart is.

Stop eating and drinking. Would the confession be successful in this way? What if my partner hates me for this, etc. Because I’m wasting time just worrying about a lot of things…

‘Perhaps by now, you’re crying in bed, right?’

For a moment, my heart swelled, and I let out a sigh that I don’t know how many times.

how should i solve this?

Problems related to girlfriends during dating, I’ve never seen anything like this on the internet.

‘I never knew this would happen to me.’

I wiped dry and fell on the bed. Momentarily, dust began to rise, so I sneeze and check my phone.

‘I didn’t come by myself.’

I was trying to send a message to Yerin, but I took my hand off the typewriter.

If we had a clumsy conversation for nothing, we could have made things bigger.

‘If I had known it was going to be like this, I would have been able to live as usual without asking.’

It feels like I’ve opened Pandora’s box. Until I asked the question, Yerin didn’t show any signs of confessing at all.

If only I had been curious, our friendship could have been maintained.

‘But it’s already too late.’

I asked a question, and Yerin honestly confessed her feelings.

As a result, I learned that we are in a relationship that cannot coexist.

“I’ll be back…”

Even though we’ve known each other for 15 years, we have had little experience in fighting. If it seems like it’s going to escalate into an argument, one of the two always yielded first.

So my relationship with Yerin was always good, and I didn’t know what to do when we had an argument like this.

‘..how should I do this?’

From my little experience in life, it seemed that I could not make the right decision. So, after fiddling with my phone, I reconnected to the SNS application.

And I tried to put an inquiry to the designated person.

[Me: Aloe-nim, may I ask for advice after a long time ago?]

Whenever I struggled with my relationship with Chaeyeon, she was always my guide.

Even if it’s a flaw to always tell them to break up, her comments have always been objective and accurate.

‘So, even if I hear a lot of bitterness, I want to hear Aloe-nim’s opinion.’

Five. Was it just that I was smirking? Almost at the same time I sent the message, the confirmation number next to it disappeared.

And a quick reply flew in.

[Aloe Matte Bag: Chaeba’s advice is always welcome! What kind of question did you contact me this time?]

Regarding this matter, could my dating counselor give you an answer?

With a glimmer of anticipation, I confessed my worries.

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