Chaeyeon’s mind went blank at the sudden appearance of a friend.

Then the elevator was about to close. She came to her senses and walked out on her own feet.

“What… why are you here?”

“Since I got a call from Si-hyeon. I heard everything that happened, so please keep an eye on it in case you don’t know.”

Why did Si-hyeon do useless things? Chae-yeon stared at the friend who blocked her as if he was disgusting, and So-hee looked directly at Chae-yeon’s hazy eyes.

In the midst of a long snow fight between the two. Sohee was the first to speak.

“I’m asking just in case, didn’t you have a strange mind about this?”

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Because it was Chaeyeon, who acted as if Sihyeon was everything in her life, Sohee was able to quickly anticipate what would happen next.

And Chaeyeon, who was stabbed by Jeonggok, had goosebumps all over her body. It takes a while to sweep away the sprouted chicken meat. Disguised as a casual face, she pushed Sohee’s shoulder.

“Whatever I have in mind, it has nothing to do with you. So get out of the way.”

So-hee, who was pushed out, quickly grabbed Chae-yeon’s wrist.

“Why don’t you deny it? Maybe you…”

“Don’t be shy and turn it off..!”

Sohee did not let Chaeyeon’s hand struggle until the end. Instead of letting go, he said while holding it tight enough that blood couldn’t pass.

“I’m going to sleep at your house today. I can’t leave you alone now.”

“Don’t be bullshit. When did you end the relationship…”

“I said tell me when it gets hard? You pretend not to be you, but you look incredibly distressed.”

Chaeyeon’s face was as pale as a corpse, to the point that I would rather have been a yangban in the old days.

At the same time, Sohee, noticing that both cheeks were red, put her hand on Chaeyeon’s forehead.

“You have a bad fever. I can’t. Let’s go home.”

Chaeyeon looked at the reckless Sohee with fierce eyes. She waved her hand with the words to stop worrying and pressed the door lock.

beep. beep. beep. beep. beep-

After entering the password, Chaeyeon quickly opened the door. He opened only the space where he would go, and tried to close the door before Sohee came in.

“ah!”

However, the plan failed due to Sohee’s foot intervening. When Chaeyeon opened the door, startled by the scream, Sohee smiled with a tearful face.

“I’m closing it without acknowledgment. Thank you for opening it though. Enter?”

Leaving behind the absurd Chaeyeon, Sohee limped her legs and went inside. She takes off her shoes, revealing red marks on her bare feet.

‘I’m sure I’ll get bruised..?’

Sohee smiled bitterly and chewed her lips to keep from showing pain. While she roamed the house with erratic footsteps.

bang!

Chaeyeon quickly went into her room and closed the door immediately. Sohee is startled by the sound of the lock. She knocked on Chaeyeon’s door and shouted.

“Hey, Lim Chaeyeon! Open the door. Open the door!”

I’m afraid I don’t know what to do inside. Even while she is knocking on the door, Chaeyeon’s life fire may be extinguished…

As time passed, Sohee became more anxious and shouted in a voice full of anger.

“You just commit suicide.

He shook the door handle frantically. But when there was no sign of opening, he grabbed his hair and looked for a way. After checking the lock, Sohee brought a toothpick from the kitchen.

“You know I’m the one who does it if I do it! If you two don’t want the news to come out, just wait there. Okay!?”

I had to put a toothpick in the small hole next to the door handle, but my hand was shaking and it kept coming off. In the end, he succeeded in inserting it only after supporting the other hand with his other hand.

Knock. When the lock was released with a loud noise, Sohee hurriedly opened the door and pulled it out. and..

kneeling on the bed. I found Chaeyeon holding a large amount of pills in her hand.

“Please calm down!”

So-hee rushed over and laid Chae-yeon down. Following the recoil, the pill flew through the air and fell to the ground.

Chaeyeon is lying down like a doll with a broken thread. Sohee, who was riding on, grabbed her by the neck and cried.

“Don’t think about it! It’s all about you when you die? I don’t even care about my parents who will be sad because of that!”

“……..”

Chaeyeon was silent. It’s not that I don’t feel sorry for my acquaintances. However, since I couldn’t afford to live any longer in this dreadful reality, I wanted to get out of there as soon as possible.

‘Life without Sihyun…’

Chaeyeon lowered her head to the side and muttered in a weak voice.

“…don’t disturb me.”

Cruel remarks to let him commit suicide. Shocked by this, Sohee started to drip one or two tears on Chaeyeon’s face.

“How can you not disturb me..!”

The hand holding the collar trembles relentlessly. A friend who was ruined because of him.. The more I looked at it, the more I was suffocating and my vision was blurred.

“It’s the year I’m going to kill you. You broke up because of me, and you’ve come to this point. So, even if you beat me to death, you’ll recover!”

Chaeyeon’s blurred eyes turned to Sohee.

“Is Sihyeon coming back for blaming you? Erase the baby in Han Ye-rin’s womb, cancel the marriage, and love me?”

“you really..”

“I’m tired now. The more I try to get closer to Si-hyeon, the more I get hurt every day. The world tries to tie Si-hyun and Han Ye-rin like fate, and I completely exclude them.”

“So, are you going to die?”

“Okay, then I can free myself from this pain.”

There was not a single hesitation in the answer. Shocked by the fact, Chaeyeon pushed Sohee to the side.

Then he said while picking up the medicines that had fallen on the floor.

“I don’t think I’ve seen today’s work, and you too have to leave the house. Don’t you hate seeing me die intuition?”

Sohee remained silent. Chaeyeon was watching with tears as she picked up sleeping pills.

again-

After picking up all the medicine, Chaeyeon poured bottled water into a glass of water. Now, just put the medicine in your mouth and drink water and you’re done.

‘Aren’t you going to go all the way?’

He certainly gave him a chance. It has nothing to do with whether Sohee will live with trauma for the rest of her life what Sohee will see later.

Chaeyeon, who rationalized herself like that, left her last words to Sohee.

“Please call Si-hyun to my funeral.”

Chaeyeon opened her mouth. He looked at the sleeping pills piled up in his hands and showed a determined look.

and..

“Give me that.”

Sohee grabbed the hand she was about to raise. Her eyes were red and bloodshot, and she had the same expression as Chaeyeon. A face that was determined to give up everything.

Chaeyeon reflexively clenched her fist, and Sohee forced her to open.

“I said that if you die, I’ll die with you. It seems like you don’t believe it, so I’ll show you myself. So, give it to me.”

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Not a single lie was mixed in Sohee’s words. Since Chaeyeon died and was strangled by guilt, it was better for her to die as well.

“What kind of crazy is that.. Don’t let this go!?”

“You’re going to die soon anyway. It doesn’t matter if I die first or not.”

There was a battle for sleeping pills. Longing for freedom, worrying about friends, atonement for yourself. The two struggled with various emotions.

Chaeyeon hid the sleeping pills in her arms so as not to take them away. The glass of water that has fallen falls on the floor, making Chaeyeon’s back wet and Sohee’s soles wet.

In the end, Sohee, who succeeded in taking the sleeping pills, took a deep breath and said.

“…I’ll go ahead and wait for you.”

Sohee poured the sleeping pills into her mouth with trembling hands.

Seeing this, Chaeyeon’s face was colored with astonishment, and she ran to Sohee, who was screaming.

“Spit it out right now. Hurry up!”

“Oops… Whoops…”

Chaeyeon forced Sohee’s mouth to open. I put my finger in the crevice to filter the sleeping pill.

one. two. Three… twenty three. Two is less than the amount I took out. When she found out that Sohee had actually swallowed it, Chaeyeon felt an indescribable fear.

Chaeyeon threw the wet sleeping pill on the floor and took Sohee to the bathroom. Then it stings in the throat and induces vomiting.

“Wow…”

Disgusting contents were scattered in the toilet bowl. It was a scene full of excitement and heartbreaking just looking at it, but the current Chaeyeon had no time to worry about it.

‘Did you spit it out..?’

Chaeyeon looked at Sohee’s condition after flushing the toilet. Could it be that the drug has melted? Negative delusions continued to circulate as to whether it would be life-threatening as a result.

And after a while, Sohee, whose breathing calmed down, smiled sadly and said.

“I think you know how I feel now..?”

So-hee’s sudden act instilled fear in Chae-yeon’s heart. How frightening it is to think that a loved one might die. Chaeyeon just felt it through her work.

Chaeyeon, who regained her senses for a while due to fear, listened to Sohee’s next words.

“I’m an idiot, so I can’t stop you like this. I can’t be Sihyun’s substitute, so I don’t know what to do..”

However, Sohee caught a small ray of hope from Chaeyeon who prevented her from committing suicide.

Since she knew that Chaeyeon had even the slightest bit of value, she wanted to open up a new future through it.

Sohee grabbed Chaeyeon’s shoulders and continued.

“Chaeyeon-ah. I don’t have to do anything, so please stay alive first. Then I’ll do something about it..”

***

A week has passed since the two of them committed suicide.

In the meantime, Sohee has been living together halfway to check Chaeyeon’s trends. She was taking care of her friend, who lay down like a vegetable, with all her heart.

As much as the words to stay alive were told, Chaeyeon spent her days consuming only nutrients for survival.

Hearing Sohee chattering next to him with one ear, he stared blankly at the ceiling, spending his days without meaning.

“Yeon-ah Chae. I checked it out once, but there are a lot of people who are receiving psychiatric treatment related to their broken heart. So come with me..”

“……..”

Chaeyeon laid her body aside as if she didn’t want to hear it. They say they are living as requested, but there is no reason to live hard while receiving psychological counseling.

‘While I was receiving treatment, Si-hyeon got married..’

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No drops of water came out of the tear glands that had already dried up. The chest was empty as if the internal organs were empty, so there was no pain.

I just remember and miss Shihyeon according to my instincts. What kind of smile do you wear at your wedding? How cool would he look in a suit?

Various thoughts occupied Chaeyeon’s head. The lamentation over the meaningless life gradually turned into Si-hyeon’s happy smile.

Chaeyeon, who had tossed and turned at this, opened her mouth after about two hours of silence.

“..I want to see Sihyun getting married.”

She didn’t even know if this was her last regret.

Even though I knew that it was definitely not the right choice and that it was an act that gnawed at my body and mind, I thought I would regret it if I didn’t go for some reason.

“After seeing the wedding, I will receive that psychiatric treatment as well. I will try my best so that I can give up on Si-hyeon.”

That’s why Chaeyeon, who kept her mouth shut for a week…

“So please… take me to the wedding.”

One last request to his old friend.

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