A blind date where a friend can connect with the man he likes.

I made the foolish choice to call Chaeyeon there, and as a result, they broke up.

‘What the hell did I do…’

From that day on, I spent every day feeling guilty.

I was careful even to make eye contact with Chaeyeon, and when I slept, I met Chaeyeon in my dreams five times a week.

Chaeyeon, whom I met there, was sitting alone in the park on a rainy day.

She was crying saying she wanted to show her affection too.

In the end, while watching Shihyeon and Yerin dating, they showed how they were changing like bad people.

Then the dream gradually turns into reality. In fact, the more Chaeyeon broke, the more I felt disgusted with myself.

I was unforgivably disgusted by the man who could be Chaeyeon’s only happiness.

‘If I had heard the swear words, I would have been able to feel refreshed.’

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But the gentle Chaeyeon did not blame me. Rather, he blamed himself, saying that the problem was in himself.

Obviously my fault is He must have had a resentment, but he didn’t criticize me because he was worried that I would get hurt.

‘Really, a pathetic friend for me.’

What can I do for this good friend? I always thought about it, but failed to find an answer.

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Because I took away Chaeyeon’s greatest happiness. Therefore, no matter what I did, it was impossible to fill the empty space.

So I wandered every day, and I just looked around Chaeyeon…

Why? He seemed to know clearly what he had to do now.

I opened my eyes and stared at Chaeyeon, who was restless.

“Lim Chae-yeon, what did you do to salt. Why did the healthy kids suddenly fall asleep?”

If you think about it, it was full of strange things.

I ate kimchi stew, and I feel sleepy like crazy, and when I wake up, it’s dawn.

Until yesterday, Chaeyeon, who used to eat stimulant foods, suddenly said that she could only eat fresh foods and left me.

I remembered that the salt had a bitter taste, so I pretended to sprinkle it and didn’t add it. I never dreamed that it would turn out like this.

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Because Shihyeon and Yerin both fell into an unnaturally deep sleep. If I had used salt, I would have been in the same situation as you two.

And no matter what Chaeyeon was doing, she must have been sleeping without knowing anything.

“I also did something wrong, so I’ve tolerated it until now. You said that you were going to get Shihyeon back. I knew that taking someone else’s lover was the worst thing to do, but I quietly cheered for it because I didn’t have the right to say anything.”

Even now, every single thing is not eligible. far from being pissed off. I wanted to hug my friend who was trembling with anxiety looking at me as soon as possible.

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But now is the time to persevere and persevere.

“But, Chaeyeon-ah, this is a crime. No matter how much you like Sihyeon, this is not it!”

If you don’t stop your friend from committing a crime, that’s just garbage, not a friend.

After all, if you are a true friend, you must correct yourself when you have gone down the wrong path. And now was that moment.

‘How did this happen…’

Gradually grow angry. However, this is not anger towards Chaeyeon, but anger towards herself, who neglected her until she reached this point.

When Chaeyeon said she was going to get Shihyeon back, I should have stopped her even if she was prepared to be hated.

If I had given up quickly, Chaeyeon wouldn’t have done such a sudden act.

A whirlwind of remorse and shame ripped my heart to shreds. It’s not a physical weapon, it’s just a clash of emotions, but it feels more painful than being torn with a knife.

And while suffering that pain, Chaeyeon’s dreadful voice was heard.

“I know I did something wrong.. But if I don’t do this, Shihyeon won’t look at me. Even if I’m with me, I only look at Yerin every day, and I only have physical contact with Yerin…”

“What will change if you do this. Si-hyeon should have a child and force her to take responsibility?”

It had to be dried. Even if she succeeds, the happiness that Chaeyeon sought will not be there.

“How long are you going to be selfish. You said you knew there was no possibility, but why do you keep holding on to it!”

“Yeah, because I like Sihyeon.. Without him, I can’t afford to live anymore..”

Chaeyeon patted Shihyeon’s hair. As if regrets were left behind in the things that I used to love. I looked down at Shihyeon, who was sleeping with her wet eyes.

The sad energy of my friend was transmitted to me as well, so I turned my head because it felt like my heart was about to explode.

“I don’t have a boyfriend, so I don’t know what you’re feeling. If a friend tries to get you down the wrong path, you just stop it.”

“Sohee..”

I looked at Chaeyeon’s sad eyes. Perhaps that was an unspoken request to pretend not to see this scene.

A simple request that can be granted by simply going out or eating a spoonful of that salt.

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But knowing what the future might hold, I shook my head and refused. And with a firm voice, I warned Chaeyeon, who was touching Sihyeon’s face.

“Right now, take your hands off Shihyeon. The moment you touch me there, the relationship between you and me is over. Even if you wake up Yerin, I will stop your criminal act..”

Chaeyeon’s eyes changed to empty.

The fingers that were touching Sihyun’s lips are hovering in the air. Chaeyeon looked at Sihyun and I alternately.

and..

The wandering friend’s hand lost its strength and fell.

***

when the sun is setting

When he woke up by shaking his body, Shihyeon opened her eyes with a dreamy face. Unable to grasp the situation, he seemed to have come to his senses only when he saw the sky dyed orange.

“What is this. Have I been sleeping all this time..?”

Shihyeon wiped the saliva on the corner of her mouth. Then I found Yerin sleeping as well.

As his expression gradually hardened. I opened my mouth carefully.

“If it’s a task, I and Chaeyeon finished it. So you can go back to it.”

“..I’m sorry for leaving it to you. As an apology, I’ll buy you a meal next time.”

He shook his head at Shihyeon’s words. I should apologize because it was this side, not that side.

“No. It’s not the same as the last time I drove Chaeyeon home.”

“Yeah… By the way, where is Chaeyeon?”

“I’m so tired, I’m sleeping in my room now.”

“Then I’ll have to put off thanking you for later.”

Shihyeon approached Yerin. He looked at his girlfriend who was fully stretched out with a cute look, and said as he straightened his hair.

“What if I fall asleep here like this.. You and I have only caused a lot of trouble.”

Shihyeon acted carefully so as not to wake Yerin. He wrapped his arms around his neck and grabbed his thighs, carrying his sleeping girlfriend.

‘Really.. they are a good looking couple.’

If I hadn’t intervened, would it have been Chaeyeon on my back?

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My stomach churned with guilt that resurfaced. But somehow, I kept my smile and went to see Shihyeon.

“Anyway, thank you very much. We’ll work harder on the next group assignment.”

“No. Don’t worry about the assignment, and take Yerin home.”

“okay.”

Sihyeon gave her body a recoil and adjusted her holding posture. Then with a shallow smile…

thud.

went out

“……..”

When Shihyeon left this place, the inside of the house was filled with silence.

to let u know that i been through a lot then i been going non stop with this practice for nothing

Now all that’s left is me and Chaeyeon. Taking a deep breath in front of the front door, I headed to my old friend’s room. But instead of going inside, he opened his mouth through the door.

“Sihyun and Yerin are back. Fortunately, they don’t seem to realize about sleeping pills.”

are you ignoring Or did I fall asleep because I got tired of crying? When there was no answer from Chaeyeon, I sighed lightly and leaned back against the door of the room.

And he said in a serious voice, hoping that you would listen.

“Yeah, Chaeyeon-ah.. As much as I do, I will take responsibility for you. Whether I find a man as good as Si-hyun, I will pay for my crimes somehow. So..”

hugged her knees I know how harsh what I’m going to say from now on is to Chaeyeon, so I couldn’t open my mouth even if I tried to speak.

wow..

Long fingernails dug into both legs. Then, like a crushed lower lip, she began to shed red tears.

Awakened by pain, I forced my mouth to close.

“So… let’s leave Si-hyeon alone. If you really like her, you should know how to wish her happiness..”

Likewise, there was no answer.

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But when he listened, a shallow sobbing could be heard through the door. As a result, my heart is gradually getting eaten up.

‘I’m sorry for making you break up and saying such irresponsible things…’

I had no right to cry, so I forcibly suppressed the moan that was about to escape. I looked up at the ceiling and prayed that tears wouldn’t come out, and I listened to Chaeyeon’s crying voice.

‘I’m sorry.. Chae Yeon-ah..’

The sin of breaking the precious first love. I will bear that sin for the rest of my life. Until Chaeyeon’s obsessive love comes to an end and she starts a new life.

I will be with her as an old friend.

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