My Cold And Beautiful CEO

Qin Hao was sitting on the sofa in the living room, staring at his toes in a daze. He suddenly didn't want to go home. Anyway, there was no one at home. Not long ago, he received a text message from Mu Qianxue. Because he had to work overtime tonight, so Sleep in the office.

He is in a daze.

What Bai Ruolin said before leaving touched the sensitive part of his heart.

He thought that he had already looked down on these things during the two years of restraining his demons in the mountains, but when he heard it, he found that he still overestimated himself. At least, when he heard the memorial service and military parade, he still felt that There were waves.

For this, he felt cheap, and he hated this feeling. He didn't understand where this messy and impulsive emotion came from.

Obviously the zero team is gone, the brothers are all dead, and there is no indication from the above, but a so-called secret medal, dare not publish any information, and do not agree to retaliation, just because the task cannot be labeled as a country, Otherwise, it will bring trouble to the country.

Yes, they used to be so desperate for this country, so they ruined their lives and families just like that, but what happened? There is only one medal, which cannot be displayed yet.

There is no rescue by the country, and there is no so-called revenge. Even now, even the family members of the brothers don’t know how they died, whether they died for the country or by accident. Even a martyr can’t do it. The death is so unknown white.

In fact, Qin Hao didn't finish the sentence with Bai Ruolin. In his opinion, not only did they not owe the country, but the country owed them. What they did was too chilling.

He can't stop complaining, why? Why should people like them die silently like this, why should they not even have a tombstone, not even a martyr, why should they die without even an explanation from their family members.

Why!

During those two years, they sacrificed their lives for the sake of the country, but when they were most desperate, they were all given up. No one can understand this feeling. No one can understand the pain, resentment, and dissatisfaction in Qin Hao's heart. clear.

He hates himself, hates himself for being weak, hates himself for not being heartless enough, he has been abandoned and hurt so deeply, and after hearing the conditions of the recall, he is still moved by the humble heart, this so-called selflessness is not worth it at all!

However, he also wanted to rectify the names of the brothers. Whether it was a memorial service or a military parade, all of this meant that the country was willing to recognize the identity of the Zero team and that they sacrificed for the country, and their names might appear on the monument.

He knows the dreams of brothers,

So what are you fighting for? Is it just the feelings of defending the country and benefiting the people? No, they also hope that one day they will wear regular military uniforms and appear in front of their families wearing medals, showing their glory to their elderly parents, beautiful wives, and lovely children.

It's not like now, the death is unclear, there is nothing but a name on the tomb, even if a dog is dead, it should have its identity and affiliation, right?

Could it be that this is fate?

Qin Hao picked up the phone, dialed Mu Qianxue, and hung up before the answer was answered. He remembered that she should still be working at the moment, it was late at night, and she was not in good health, so it was better not to disturb her.

After a moment of hesitation, he sent a text message.

"Honey, I miss you so much all of a sudden."

After sending the text message, Qin Hao threw the phone aside casually, and half-lyed on the sofa looking up at the ceiling, he really didn't want to move.

"What's the matter? Are you in a bad mood?" A limp body with a fragrance sat next to Qin Hao, very close.

Qin Hao is very familiar with this kind of fragrance, it smells faintly and pleasantly.

He stretched out his hand to hold Yun Shan in his arms, buried his face in her chest and rubbed against her but didn't speak, like a child looking for milk.

Yun Shan didn't get to the bottom of it either, she rubbed her small hand on Qin Hao's head, inserted her fingers into his hair, and slowly combed it for him. At this time, she seemed to be wearing a maternal halo, a hug, a comforting Actions can bring Qin Hao spiritual comfort.

The eldest sister is the mother, this kind of half sister, half mother, love, and doting feeling is something that Mu Qianxue, or Qin Hao's existing women, can't give, only Yun Shan can.

After dawdling quietly for ten minutes, Qin Hao raised his head and looked at Yun Shan.

Yun Shan naturally saw Qin Hao's gaze, and with a smile on her face, she asked softly, "What's the matter? Do you want to tell me something?"

"It's okay, I'm just upset for no reason." Qin Hao looked away, touched Yun Shan's soft and sweet thin lips, and lay back down again.

At that moment, he was almost ready to tell Yun Shan what happened on the rooftop just now, and it was a very strong impulse.

But after that moment passed, he suddenly changed his decision, and he felt that he couldn't speak.

The sun's land is not the only one, and the sun learns from making troubles

It's not that Yunshan is not good enough, Qin Hao can be sure that if he wants to speak, Yunshan will definitely be willing to listen and even help him find a way. However, after all, these things involve too much, and many of them are confidential. Talking about it will only bring trouble to Yun Shan, and he doesn't want to do this.

He knew that Yun Shan finally killed Wan Xiong to avenge Yun Tian's betrayal, and finally let go of her obsessions, and began to live the ordinary life she wanted, doing her favorite doctor's work.

This kind of her is enough happiness, Qin Hao doesn't want to destroy it, he can't give Yunshan a complete him, he is already guilty enough in his heart, how can he bring her trouble? Not even if she wanted to.

After all, he is the man!

It was also at this moment that Qin Hao understood a truth. In fact, there are no people in this world who can share everything. Even family members and lovers all have their own secrets, and there are various reasons why they cannot be said. .

Qin Hao suddenly felt that he was a little weak, and he suddenly had the idea to tell, yes, it seemed that there were more and more women around him, and his life became more and more ordinary, and he also changed accordingly.

Whether it was Concubine Luo Mi's sudden arrival that made him feel the pain of betrayal, telling him in Mu Qianxue's arms, or lying in Yun Shan's arms now, it was all in the past that he didn't know, and didn't bother, and didn't need to go Things to do.

What happened to me? The more you live, the more you go back?

"Aren't you going back tonight?" After an unknown amount of time, Yun Shan moved her body a little numb from sitting for a long time, glanced at the time displayed on the phone, and asked softly.

"I won't come back." Qin Hao crawled out of Yun Shan's arms with some nostalgia, scratched at his messy hair, and curled his lips: "Anyway, there is no one going back, so it's better to stay here for one night, at least with Sister Shan You stay with me."

"Okay, let's take a shower first, Yaoyao won't come back tonight, you can sleep in his room, if you don't want to, my room is not locked." Yun Shan said with a normal expression, without any shyness.

To her, Qin Hao seemed to have always been a child, the introverted slug who followed her behind all day long, "Sister Shanshan", "Sister Shanshan", who kept barking.

The older sister took her younger brother to bed. She didn't know how many times she took Qin Hao with her when she was a child, and now she still feels the same as before.

Therefore, the relationship between them is very strange. They are like brothers and sisters, not like a couple at all, but they have the status of a couple, and they even do couple things. It feels like two people giving each other, one What is given is the hope of survival, a feeling of caring, pampering and being needed that gives.

"Well, sister Shan, go to bed early, I will sit by myself for a while, and I will figure it out."

Anyway, he can't do bad things now, for him, sleeping in Yun Shan's place is the same as sleeping in Song Yao's room. Of course, he must still be inclined towards Yun Shan. Now he is getting more and more delicate, and he will think of some messy things in his heart when no one is in his arms, and he can't sleep peacefully.

ps: There are two more updates, please ask for some flowers. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .