My Best Wife

Wang Xia said: "Then I will repeat what I said before, and I also ask you to answer seriously. It's not that you really looked away, nor that you really have no expectations for anything, but that you are afraid of expecting anything in the future. got disappointed again

result, so you just pretend you don’t care about anything, is that right? "Li Xiaoxiao said anxiously: "That's not the case, sister, believe me, I really looked away. When I first fell in love with Qiangzi, I really couldn't let go. I thought I couldn't live without him. But now, I really have nothing

That said, my life is very good now, really very good. "

Wang Xia said: "Okay, a person who can look past everything will not avoid any problems. If you think you are living a good life, then answer my question and answer it directly. Are you really ready to be alone until you grow old?" Prepare!" Li Xiaoxiao started to feel at a loss, just like a child who couldn't find its mother and was spinning in circles. She struggled for a long time and said: "Sister, how many times do you have to say it to me before you believe it? I really don't need you. Worry, I'm really having a bad time now

Very good. "

Wang Xia said coldly: "It doesn't matter if you deceive others. The most terrifying thing for a person is to deceive yourself. Li Xiaoxiao, do you dare to face yourself? Do you dare to tell the truth to yourself? If you really dare, then say Come out!" Li Xiaoxiao said frantically: "Why do you have to force me, sister, if you think I'm not doing well, then tell me first, what's wrong with me now? Since I divorced Qiangzi, what's wrong with me? How can I not be happy, except

I've been worried about my mother's illness, and I've been anxious about Brother Yuhang's illness. What else do I worry about for you? "Wang Xia said: "Those of yours are all disguises. No matter how strong a person is, it is impossible to completely endure loneliness, let alone you. You are just pretending to be happy. You are just avoiding things that make you unhappy. Just like if you go to a fitness club, do you really need it? You can easily get a gym at home, but why would you go? Because when you are alone, your thoughts will wander, right? Xiaoxiao, we women are born to rely on others, and this is not shameful. Even if you have gotten rid of material needs, what about spiritual needs? Ai Li will grow up one day and have his own career to do. Do you really think you can endure loneliness until

die? "Li Xiaoxiao listened quietly, but the light flashing in her eyes became more and more intense. She suddenly said loudly: "Then what do you think I should do? Didn’t I fight for it? Have I not worked hard for what I want? I even committed suicide

I’ve done it all, what else do you want from me? Do you really want me to be bruised and bruised, or even dead, before you would be willing to do so? "As she spoke, tears fell out, and her expression was on the verge of collapse. "Sister, I admit it, okay, I'm really scared. I still want someone to accompany me, but I have never really let go. Facing Yuhang, Senior brother, I thought I had hope again, but what was the result? I still get nothing. It doesn’t matter that his sister doesn’t like me, Senior Brother Yuhang almost died, it was me who hurt him. Sister, I really don’t want to do this anymore, I’m not like you

So strong, unlike you who can let go of everything, I'm just afraid of being disappointed, can't I? I really don't dare to touch those things again. Please don't force me anymore, okay? "

Wang Xia's face also softened. She knew her sister very well, understood her persistence, understood her fragility, and understood the sadness hidden beneath her calm surface. She looked at her sister lying on the table with her shoulders hunched, and she felt very painful in her heart. But people have to face themselves after all. Avoiding can never solve the problem. If she wants to win happiness for her, she would be cruel to her and force her to he got rid of

go. After a long time, Wang Xia saw that she was calmer. She held her hand and sighed: "Okay, Xiaoxiao, I understand you. You have suffered a lot of injuries in the past, but these have passed. If you really want to escape, That's okay. You and Brother Yuhang may really be destined to have no connection. That's fate. I can't blame you. I just hope you admit it and face yourself. You and Qiangzi are completely over. Even if you are with Zhuo Yuhang It's over, you should do well too

Be prepared to meet the next person, instead of hiding in your own world to escape, do you understand? "

Li Xiaoxiao raised his head from his arms, looked at Wang Xia with tears in his eyes, and asked: "Sister, do you really think that Brother Yuhang and I are over? Didn't you come to let me chase him back?"

Wang Xia said: "I said, I just want you to face yourself. Let me ask you, have you ever regretted that you and Qiangzi have come so far? Do you ever think that everything you have paid for him is not worth it? "Li Xiaoxiao shook his head and said firmly: "No, I have never regretted it. I can't be with him, but we love Li after all, and I don't regret it. In fact, I later understood that I shouldn't I shouldn’t hurt myself when I commit suicide. In the end, I was too fragile. I was interested in it because I couldn’t get it, but I didn’t regret it because I didn’t get it. That’s why I took the initiative to give up on him later, even though...even though I didn’t completely Let go, but than

From the beginning, it was really much better. Wang Xia said softly: "I understand that you may still feel regretful, but your relationship with Qiangzi is no longer that important to you." So, since you have looked away, why are you still afraid? Since I don’t regret it, why?

So now you still don’t dare to fight for another person again? "

"I..." Li Xiaoxiao wanted to say that this was different, but after thinking about it, there was not much difference in essence.

Wang Xia said: "You don't dare, because you still value the results more, and you still feel regret and pain for not getting it. It means that you still regret that you have put in so much effort for Qiangzi, or that you have gone crazy."

"That's not the case." Li Xiaoxiao hurriedly defended.

"What's that like?" Wang Xia asked.

Li Xiaoxiao still couldn't answer.

Yeah, what exactly is it like? What are you afraid of? Senior Brother Yuhang has done so much for him, why on earth should he be afraid to take the initiative to find him?

She couldn't understand it, she couldn't understand it at all.

At this time, Li Xiaoxiao had already seen clearly that she had already recognized Zhuo Yuhang from the bottom of her heart. From the moment he hugged and loved Li like his biological father, and from the time they both smiled happily, she had begun to accept him from the bottom of her heart.

Yes, just fear. She must admit now that facing Zhuo Yuhang, she has an inexplicable fear. This fear did not start when he was bewitched and lost his emotions, nor was it because of Zhuo Yuxi's contempt, but it existed from the beginning. Fear.