My 26-year-old Female Tenant

I couldn't refuse Jian Wei's request, so I turned over and sat on the guardrail, looking at the river below me that Jian Wei said had a mysterious passage, we heard the sound of the wind blowing through the water, and everything seemed to be in a hurry In just a blink of an eye, in an instant, the season is changed. We have gone through spring, autumn and summer, and then fell into the cold current of winter by mistake.

   "Do you want to smoke?"

I looked at Jian Wei, this was the first sentence she said to me after I sat on the guardrail, I swallowed because of the sour feeling in my nasal cavity, I nodded to her, She rummaged through her handbag, but failed to find a lighter or cigarettes, but accidentally dropped a piece of lipstick into the flowing river, causing ripples...

   "Lipstick!" The corners of Jian Wei's mouth trembled, and she looked at the river again as if she lost her soul!

   "It's just a lipstick, why should you care too much?"

Jian Wei looked at me, then shifted her eyes to her handbag, and finally found a lighter and a bag of Zhongnanhai that had been opened. She took out a cigarette from it and handed it to me. After taking it, she helped me light the fire, and the familiar smell of mixed smoke spread around us, and the smoke changed various shapes under the light!

I took another deep breath, and subconsciously looked up at the black agate-like sky, the stars flickered like fawning, and the light flickered and fell into my sight. In fact, this night has its own beauty, but ours Mood broke everything in this world... At least, it was like this for Jian Wei. Tears were still shining in her eyes, she kept looking at the place where her lipstick fell into the river just now, and The ripples have been wiped away by a gust of wind, turning into waves and continuing to extend into the distance...

The cigarette in my hand was almost burnt to a cigarette butt, but time seemed to stand still, and I couldn't feel it moving forward. I finally said to Jian Wei, "I saw a star thousands of light years away from us." ?"

Jian Wei's attention was not on the river. She looked up at the starry sky shrouded in night with me, but she didn't answer, because this is not a luxury or difficult thing, as long as you look up, you can see That relatively eternal star.

  I asked her again: "In comparison, are they small, or are we sitting here small?"

   "We.....compared with them, we are just two dust falling in the world."

  I gently put my arms around her shoulders, and asked softly again: "Then how big can our pain be?...No matter how big it is, it's no bigger than two grains of dust! Is it?"

Jian Wei nodded... It took a long time before she replied: "Our pain all comes from taking ourselves and the people around us too seriously, but... the pain itself is an illusory thing. Things, decades later, we no longer exist in this world, and the pain that stabbed us to pieces has no evidence of existence, so our pain is very boring... the suffering is very childish! "

   "Yeah, why not take everything lightly, no matter how good the life is, no matter how bad it is, the end will be a dead end, sooner or later!"

   "...Are you teaching me that there are no distracting thoughts in my mind, and all things are empty?"

"No, I just hope that you can look down on the pain now, and remember all the happiness after we came to this world. We do things in happiness, feel happiness in doing things, and then grow and age in the changing seasons. okay?"

  Jian Wei finally smiled slightly and asked, "What makes you the happiest in life?"

  I thought of my old love again. What else in this world can I live happily? Is the person I have a crush on also secretly in love with me? ...Yes, that’s how Jian Wei and I started. She always pays attention to my band intentionally or unintentionally. I didn’t know that there are such happy things in this world until we confide in each other in the club activities we participated in. About that year, the most memorable thing I remember is the special blooming of **** blossoms. We talked a lot and did a lot in that group outing organized by the club, in the field with only the two of us. I was so excited that I even held her hand trembling!

   But, can I still talk about this now?

cannot! Because it was too far away, and because I no longer expected the kind of life full of pursuit and discovery, I also smiled and asked Jian Wei: "What about you? What makes you feel the happiest?"

   "I asked you first, so you speak first."

I finally said to her without my original intention: "The happiest thing is nothing more than eating, drinking and having fun with a group of brothers in college... At that time, there were really no troubles in life, and I had a thousand dollars a month. Just go on living!...What about you, what is your happiest thing?"

   "Hehe, I thought that when Mi Cai agreed to be your girlfriend, it would make you feel the happiest. It turns out that's not the case. Maybe love and women are not the most important things in your life!"

"Happy too, but we are together now, so this kind of happiness seems very indifferent. People always know how happy and happy they were when they lost it!" After a pause, I urged, saying: "I've finished talking, but you haven't said anything that makes you feel the happiest......Don't think about playing tricks, we have always been fair."

Jian Wei lowered her head and looked at the river again, and said after a long time: "The thing that makes me happy is the past... At that time, I went shopping, shopping, chatting, and doing activities with my sisters in the university. Very good memory, no burden at all...!"

  I nodded and said: "Well, when you are in pain in the future, remember to think about these things that made you happy. Sometimes good memories are also a kind of strength!"

   "Understood...Thank you for coming to me today, and everything you said to me... I hope you have been to Suzhou and won't cause trouble for you!"

"Friends just comfort each other when we are in trouble... Even if there are some troubles, I don't regret coming to Suzhou tonight... I hope you take care of yourself, I have to go back Already, there are still a lot of things waiting for me to do in the newly opened coffee shop tomorrow!"

   Jian Wei lowered her head and replied, "Well, be careful on the road."

   "Yes... You should go back early to rest, I heard that tomorrow will be a good weather!"

  Jian Wei suddenly grabbed my arm: "I'll take you to the train station."

  I smiled and replied: "You drank so much wine, I dare not ask you to send..."

   "Let's f***ing go... I also want you to accompany me to the mall to buy a lipstick. My lipstick just fell into the water."

I looked at her, today she obviously has not dressed up, and her skin is not as shiny as before. Now she is willing to care about a lipstick, which proves that she has the intention to dress herself up, it is much better than indulging in pain like this, Of course I agree with her request, and now I still have some time to accompany her to the mall to buy a lipstick, which is also a friend's responsibility, because in addition to comfort, shopping is also an indispensable part, Although it is already late at night, it is not difficult to buy a lipstick, because it is approaching the end of the year, and large shopping malls have extended their business hours.

  ...

Sitting in a taxi with Jian Wei, the lights shining from all directions accompanied us all the way through this sleepless city. After a while, we arrived in the city center, standing side by side between Polaroid and Zhuomei shopping On the street in the middle of the street, I didn't know what mood I was in. Jian Wei seemed to understand the emotional shock these two shopping malls brought to me, and had been patiently waiting for me to make a choice.

In the city, the starry sky has been replaced by all kinds of neon lights. Surrounded by the lights, I regard myself as a speck of dust, and finally signal to Jian Wei to go to Polaroid Department Store...because Zhuomei has too many acquaintances in beige colors , I'm not sure if these acquaintances will pass on the fact that Jian Wei and I were shopping together to Mi Cai's ears, so Polaroid is really safe, and I won't stay for too long, so it should be safe.

Polaroid Department Store is still one of the most popular shopping malls in the city. Even though it is 12 o'clock in the middle of the night, there is still an endless stream of customers. Jian Wei and I stopped at a counter selling cosmetics. Then, at the suggestion of the shopping guide, she chose a moisturizing lipstick. I paid for her as a gift for me to visit her in Suzhou. After the shopping guide packed it, we really ushered in the farewell time.

  ...

Outside the shopping mall, I stood face to face with her, and I handed her the box containing the lipstick, and said, "Let's say goodbye here...don't be too sad when you go back, and make up with Yan if you have something on your mind." Let's chat more, you know?"

"I will."

Her answer finally reassured me a little, I nodded, and was about to turn around and leave, but I didn't want Fang Yuan, Mi Lan, and several major shareholders of Baoli Department Store to walk out of the mall together, and we just met face to face. When we got together, I was stunned and rejected from the bottom of my heart, but we were so close and unavoidable... This seemed to be another meeting deliberately arranged by fate.

I looked ugly, and after Fangyuan was silent for a long time, he looked at Baoli Department Store behind him and said to me: "Zhuomei is planning to acquire a part of the shares of Baoli Department Store. Mi Lan and I came here to participate in a cooperation meeting, and the meeting just ended... ....What a coincidence, I ran into you and Jian Wei here! Haven't you returned to Xuzhou already?"

  I was stunned, I hated Fang Yuan in my heart, but I was even more worried that Mi Lan would tell Mi Cai the scene of me and Jian Wei being together, and I would be speechless at that time!

  Jian Wei said to Fang Yuan without any expression: "Yan Yan had some adverse reactions after the operation, he came to see Yan Yan, is there any problem?"

  Mi Lan looked at me and Jian Wei suspiciously and said, "He came to see Yan Yan, why did he get mixed up with you? Shouldn't he be in the hospital?"

Jian Wei's expression had the urge to smack Mi Lan again, but in order not to cause trouble for me, she patiently explained: "Yan Yan has been checked and returned home, and Zhaoyang and I came out to buy some for her. Rehabilitation supplies..." Then he said to Fang Yuan: "Fang Yuan, do you still have the face to let this vixen ask more questions? If she dares to talk nonsense again, do you believe it if I beat her?"

Mi Lan replied to Jian Wei without giving in: "I also remind you to look at who you are now, do you really think of yourself as the daughter of the past? ...Hurry up and pray that your parents will be sentenced for a few years less Come on, officialdom moth!"

   "You..." Jian Wei looked at Mi Lan tremblingly, trying not to let her tears fall.

  I finally couldn't take it anymore, and said to Fang Yuan: "Fang Yuan, you should let your wife control her mouth, Feng Shui is a rotation, so accumulate more virtues, so as not to be thrown into trouble by others in the future!"

Fangyuan didn't seem to have any intention of arguing with us. He didn't respond. He pulled Milan, calmed her down, and told her not to get angry, while walking towards the parking lot. Jianwei's suppressed tears were finally watching They fell down when they disappeared. Mi Lan's aggressive words just stabbed the most vulnerable part of her heart. This is Mi Lan's revenge for her. She once slapped Mi Lan twice. But these two slaps didn't stop her from being with Fang Yuan, everything happened without our knowing and being helpless!

Jian Wei's tears made me feel very distressed, but she stubbornly wiped away the tears, and said with a smile: "The more others look down on me and ridicule me, I must live a life for her... Zhaoyang , you can leave at ease, I will live a good life!...After returning to Xuzhou, if Mi Cai finds out that you have come to see me, you say that you came to see Yan Yan, and I will let you Yan Yan agrees with your statement... Also, no matter what happens in the future, don't come to me with Mi Cai behind your back... I know you regard me as a friend, but I am more I hope you can live a good life...... Thank you!"

I looked at her thin body under the light, and felt a burst of reluctance and reluctance in my heart. I really didn't want to leave like this, but I had to. He raised his fist and said to her: "Come on, I believe you will be able to recover, because you are the strongest, most independent, and bravest woman I have ever seen!"

   "Well, come on......."

I nodded, but I couldn't look back anymore. I walked towards the taxi waiting for customers not far away. When I closed the door and the car started, I looked back and saw her looking at the farewell figure, and finally I couldn't help it, but as soon as I closed my eyes, tears fell down my neck and into the skirt of my clothes. I was in pain, very painful, painful because I couldn't do anything!

  I finally lost her figure in my line of sight, but the scenes in the past became more and more clear. Her distress deeply aroused my hidden feelings for her, but I couldn't speak...

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